InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love and Insanity ❯ Of all people, WHY KIKYO?! ( Chapter 9 )
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By: diablos42069 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Drama / Action / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 02.01.2004 | Pages: 3 | Words: 2.8K | Visits: 1.7K | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Drama / Action / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 02.01.2004 | Pages: 3 | Words: 2.8K | Visits: 1.7K | Status: Completed
Love and Insanity
A/N: Ok, I want pictures! I see all these fan fics with fan art that people draw of them. Doesn't anyone wanna draw a couple fan arts about this story? Or my Demonic Demons story? Cause you know, I would really dig it! I was thinking about making a site of a bunch of my fan fictions (when I write more), and that would be hella neat to have some pictures of my stories. I would do it myself but I SUCK at drawing. Anyways, If someone could do that for me, that would be fuckin awesome.
Chapter 9
Of all people, WHY KIKYO?!
As Kagome walked up the path, she came upon a school. She looked at the sign that looked as though had been half burned. Her eyes widened. This was her school! But as she looked at it, it didn't look like her school at all. It was abandon, and dirty, blood all over the walls.
She walked in cautiously. She heard her friends voices, but she couldn't see her friends anywhere. She called out her friends names over and over again, yet it was as if they couldn't hear her. She heard the bell ring. She walked to her first period class on instinct.
Once she walked in the class, she noticed there was only 1 desk. It was rusted, everything was rusty, brown, and covered in blood, like something horrible had happened here. She sat down in the desk and waited to see if anything would happen.
The door opened and closed and she looked to see who it was. It was her algebra teacher!
"So Miss Higarashi (spelling?), you have finally decided to come to school, how long has it been? 90 years? You have so many tests to take!"
"90 years! That’s... impossible. How many tests?" Kagome asked. Her teacher smiled wickedly before pulling out stacks and stacks of papers. Kagome's eyes widened and her eyebrow started twitching. "Do I at least get time to study?" She asked hopefully.
"NO!" The teacher said before leaving the room. Kagome was in this strange place, all alone. She looked at the stacks of tests and sighed heavily. There must have been hundreds of tests. She picked the first one off the stack and placed it in front of her.
She looked down at it and gasped. She didn't know ANY of this! She thought long and hard at the first question.
a+b divided by 48 times x to the 3rd power. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!! This didn't make any sense to her. She spent hours just on this first question! She had to just guess the answer. So she did, and went on to the second question, which was even harder than the first one! She couldn't take this! It was like her worst nightmare come true!
This wasn't good. She was going to have to guess on ALL of them! So... she did, and it took her hours and hours to finish the stack of tests, but she did. Right when she finished writing down the last answer, the teacher walked back in. She took the tests from Kagome and stared at them. She looked VERY disappointed.
"You have failed" the teacher said to a wide eyed Kagome.
"Which one?"
"ALL OF THEM!" The teacher shouted before turning around. She walked back to her desk, but what was really weird was that when she turned back around, it wasn't her teacher anymore. It was... KIKYO!!! AGAIN?!
"Kikyo!" Kagome gasped.
"Yes child?"
"What are you doing here? again?!"
"I'm not really-"
"Here, yes I know, Your just a figment of my imagination, right?" Kagome finished her sentence.
Kikyo gave her a strange grin. "You are correct, I will be your guide, well, kind of"
"What do you mean my 'guide'?" Kagome asked skeptically.
"What I mean is, I will be guiding you until you no longer need me" Kikyo said a bit annoyed.
"You? But why you?"
"Hmmm, I don't know Kagome, You must think of me an awful lot" Kikyo laughed.
"Hmph! Whatever, My thoughts don't revolve around you" Kagome said in a 'I don't care enough to think about you' sort of tone.
"Well, Kagome, obviously they do, or I wouldn't be here now"
"I don't need YOU to help me"
"Fine, I guess I'll just... go, and leave you alone, as you have been" Kikyo said as she was about to walk out.
"No! don't go!" Kagome said as she held out her hand to her.
"Please don't go, I don't want to be alone..."
Kikyo stopped and turned around. "But you are alone, my dear. You are very alone" Kikyo said before she vanished right before Kagome's eyes. Kagome burried her face in her hands and cried into them. She was about to get up, but then something strange happened. She looked around the classroom, and the blood began to creep down the walls, as if trying to make its way to Kagome.
Kagome backed up, everything was going dark. She squinted her eyes shut. "This isn't happening" She repeated to herself over and over again. She felt something get closer to her and she screamed with all her might. Then everything just stopped.
She opened her eyes to see that she was no longer in her classroom. She didn't really know where she was. It was misty, and foggy. She couldn't even see her hand in front of her. But then, she felt a blaze of wind all around her, moving the mist aside.
She looked up. There was another path, and she could see a person standing at the end of it, off in the distance. She ran with her hand held out as if trying to reach out for that person. When she finally got close enough to see who it was, she gasped. It was Kagura! She pulled out an arrow from her back and held her bow steady in Kagura's direction.
Kagura gave a wicked smirk. "Tsk tsk tsk, Kagome, put that thing away before you hurt yourself". Kagome didn't even move an inch. She just held her bow, the arrow pointing right at Kagura's heart. Kagura moved aside and pointed off into the distance.
"Your getting close, Kagome. Oh yes, It isn't far off now, Yet, I don't really think there is any hope for you... A fools hope, maybe"
"Why are you telling me this"
Kagura didn't say anything, she just kept pointing off into the distance. "Go now, before I rip your throat out" Kagura smirked. Kagome didn't need to be told twice. She took off, yet as she went, she walked backwards, her arrow still pointing at Kagura. She didn't turn around until she could no longer see Kagura's figure from a distance.
She looked up the path that was set before her. Maybe Kagura was right, maybe there was no hope for her. "A fools hope" Kagome whispered. She smiled weakly. "A fools hope is all I have, and I will go as far as I can with it" She said as she walked up the path with her head held high.
She eventually walked so far into the path, that she was led into a forest like maze. She could hear a little girl singing. "Hello, Is anyone out there?" She asked, but she got no reply, the voice just kept singing, and then it suddenly stopped. She walked around the corners of this maze like place until she saw a little girl, lying lifeless on the dirty ground.
She was about to walk up to her, to see if she was alive, but then she saw another person walk up to the girl. She couldn't quite see his face because it was focused on the little girl. The man picked her up and held her in his arms. He brought out his sword and it almost looked as if he had just sliced her in two.
"NO!!! Don't-" Kagome began, but was cut off when she saw the little girl rub her eyes and smile up at the man. Kagome walked up closer. The man stood up and looked at her with his emotionless eyes. His silver hair flowing down his back.
"Se...Sesshomaru?"
He didn't say anything at first, he just walked up to the shocked Kagome. Kagome backed away, afraid of what he might do to her. They heard footsteps aproaching and they both turned away and looked. It was Kohaku. He stood up with his weapon held high above his head, Rin cowaring below his feet. He was going to kill her.
"Kohaku, don't do this!" Rin shouted as tears streamed down her face. Within a blink of an eye Sesshomaru was horvering above Kohaku. "No Sesshomaru-sama! please! he doesn't mean it! Please don't kill him! I don't want him to die" Rin cried out.
Kagome just stood there and watched the whole scene. Kagome ran up to Sesshomaru and stood right in front of him and Kohaku. "No Sessshomaru, please don't do this" Kagome begged. Sesshomaru raised his eyebrow and put his clawed hand down. It was right at that moment, it seemed Kohaku had woken up out of his trance. He was scared, and he took off running. Rin looked sad that he had just left like that.
"Sesshomaru, what is all this, why are you here... why am I here?" Kagome asked in confusion.
Sesshomaru turned his cold emotionless eyes to her. He cupped her face in one of his clawed hands and his claws left scratch marks on her cheeks. "You are close Kagome...you WILL make it"
"Why... Why do you care?"
"Well, I don't..." Sesshomaru said flatly.
"Oh..."
"But, you must make it. You must do this or Naraku will always have this hold on you."
She looked up onto Sesshomaru's big golden eyes. So full of... nothingness. She hugged him close to her and buried her face in his chest. "What is this about?" Sesshomaru asked a bit surprised.
She looked up and smiled at him. "You know Sesshomaru, you really aren't a bad person."
Sesshomaru was a bit taken back by this. "I tried to kill you"
Kagome smiled again, "But you didn't, and your helping me right now, I know your not a bad person..." She sighed. Sesshomaru looked deep into her eyes, as if trying to reach her very soul. And, was it her, or were there faces getting kind of close?
Before Kagome could even react, Sesshomaru gave Kagome a peck on her lips. He had actually kissed her! The strange thing was that right when she did so, images of Inu yasha flashed through her brain. Sesshomaru got up and walked toward Rin.
"Wait! Don't go! Please don't go!" Kagome reached out to him once again. He turned around to face her. "Kagome, I'm not real, even If I stay, you are still going to be alone. You and only you can walk the path. So walk the path Kagome, You will see him before the end." and with that, Sesshomaru vanished, along with Rin.
Kagome dropped to the floor. Now, she KNEW that was defiantly not real. Sesshomaru would never do anything like that. She repeated the last thing he said before he left in her head. "You will see him before the end" now what the fuck did that mean?
"I guess I'll just have to find out" She said to herself as she tried to find her way out of the maze. No matter where she turned, which path she went, she found herself back to the same place she started. She must have been in here for hours now. Kagome couldn't tell, it was always dark, no sun light, nothing but the night sky, without any stars. Not even the moon to light up her path.
She colapsed on the dirty ground. "I can't find my way out" she whispered as she looked down in shame.
"Your giving up already? Now, now child, I thought you were stronger than that" She heard a cold voice she knew all to well. She looked up to see Kikyo standing in front of her with her arms crossed over her chest in a manner she knew to be Inu yasha's pose.
"Why do you keep haunting me" Kagome asked as a tear dropped down her cheek.
"Haunting you? Is that what I'm doing?" Kikyo looked up with an eyebrow raised as if thinking to herself. She lifted her hand and tapped her finger on her chin.
"Come on child, think hard now, am I always in the way?"
"YES!!!! That’s exactly it! you always HAVE been in the way, even before I came to this fucked up place!" Kagome shouted in frustration. Kikyo smiled and Kagome looked at her in realization. This place, this strange place. It was like she was trapped inside her own little universe. The Kikyo in the real world was always in the way to Kagome.
Always taking her Inu yasha away from her. In this world, It was like the same thing, yet somewhat different. This Kikyo was in the way, some of the time, but as she looked back on her journey here, she noticed that Kikyo was kind of helping, in her own way.
"Kikyo, what do I have to do to get out of here" she cried as another tear dropped down her face.
"You want my help now?"
"Yes, please, help me..."
Kikyo smiled once again before holding her hand out to Kagome.
Kagome looked at it skeptically for a moment.
"Take my hand Kagome"
Kagome slowly reached her hand up and grasped Kikyo's. At that moment, It was like everything froze in its place, then, light surrounded her. Once the light died back down, she looked around to see she was no longer in the maze, and she couldn't see Kikyo anywhere. She looked up and saw another path set down before her feet. She sighed before walking up the path again.
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A/N: Well? What do you think? You like it? I hope so, It took me a while to think of a way to make Sesshomaru all soft like that. I tried to mix it in with the reason why Sesshomaru is after Naraku. Cause thats what happened in the show and all. I bet your wondering why the fuck Kikyo just keeps popping up. I hope I explained it well enough in this chapter, and if not, well, I tried to make it out like Kikyo symbolized the cat in Alice and wonderland. Once I think about it, Kagome's journey is allot like Alice in wonderland. Both trying to reach their sanity. Anyways REVIEW PLEASE!!! Oh ya, don't forget that I posted Demonic Demons back on ff.net, so read that too if your still interested.
Arianna
A/N: Ok, I want pictures! I see all these fan fics with fan art that people draw of them. Doesn't anyone wanna draw a couple fan arts about this story? Or my Demonic Demons story? Cause you know, I would really dig it! I was thinking about making a site of a bunch of my fan fictions (when I write more), and that would be hella neat to have some pictures of my stories. I would do it myself but I SUCK at drawing. Anyways, If someone could do that for me, that would be fuckin awesome.
Chapter 9
Of all people, WHY KIKYO?!
As Kagome walked up the path, she came upon a school. She looked at the sign that looked as though had been half burned. Her eyes widened. This was her school! But as she looked at it, it didn't look like her school at all. It was abandon, and dirty, blood all over the walls.
She walked in cautiously. She heard her friends voices, but she couldn't see her friends anywhere. She called out her friends names over and over again, yet it was as if they couldn't hear her. She heard the bell ring. She walked to her first period class on instinct.
Once she walked in the class, she noticed there was only 1 desk. It was rusted, everything was rusty, brown, and covered in blood, like something horrible had happened here. She sat down in the desk and waited to see if anything would happen.
The door opened and closed and she looked to see who it was. It was her algebra teacher!
"So Miss Higarashi (spelling?), you have finally decided to come to school, how long has it been? 90 years? You have so many tests to take!"
"90 years! That’s... impossible. How many tests?" Kagome asked. Her teacher smiled wickedly before pulling out stacks and stacks of papers. Kagome's eyes widened and her eyebrow started twitching. "Do I at least get time to study?" She asked hopefully.
"NO!" The teacher said before leaving the room. Kagome was in this strange place, all alone. She looked at the stacks of tests and sighed heavily. There must have been hundreds of tests. She picked the first one off the stack and placed it in front of her.
She looked down at it and gasped. She didn't know ANY of this! She thought long and hard at the first question.
a+b divided by 48 times x to the 3rd power. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!! This didn't make any sense to her. She spent hours just on this first question! She had to just guess the answer. So she did, and went on to the second question, which was even harder than the first one! She couldn't take this! It was like her worst nightmare come true!
This wasn't good. She was going to have to guess on ALL of them! So... she did, and it took her hours and hours to finish the stack of tests, but she did. Right when she finished writing down the last answer, the teacher walked back in. She took the tests from Kagome and stared at them. She looked VERY disappointed.
"You have failed" the teacher said to a wide eyed Kagome.
"Which one?"
"ALL OF THEM!" The teacher shouted before turning around. She walked back to her desk, but what was really weird was that when she turned back around, it wasn't her teacher anymore. It was... KIKYO!!! AGAIN?!
"Kikyo!" Kagome gasped.
"Yes child?"
"What are you doing here? again?!"
"I'm not really-"
"Here, yes I know, Your just a figment of my imagination, right?" Kagome finished her sentence.
Kikyo gave her a strange grin. "You are correct, I will be your guide, well, kind of"
"What do you mean my 'guide'?" Kagome asked skeptically.
"What I mean is, I will be guiding you until you no longer need me" Kikyo said a bit annoyed.
"You? But why you?"
"Hmmm, I don't know Kagome, You must think of me an awful lot" Kikyo laughed.
"Hmph! Whatever, My thoughts don't revolve around you" Kagome said in a 'I don't care enough to think about you' sort of tone.
"Well, Kagome, obviously they do, or I wouldn't be here now"
"I don't need YOU to help me"
"Fine, I guess I'll just... go, and leave you alone, as you have been" Kikyo said as she was about to walk out.
"No! don't go!" Kagome said as she held out her hand to her.
"Please don't go, I don't want to be alone..."
Kikyo stopped and turned around. "But you are alone, my dear. You are very alone" Kikyo said before she vanished right before Kagome's eyes. Kagome burried her face in her hands and cried into them. She was about to get up, but then something strange happened. She looked around the classroom, and the blood began to creep down the walls, as if trying to make its way to Kagome.
Kagome backed up, everything was going dark. She squinted her eyes shut. "This isn't happening" She repeated to herself over and over again. She felt something get closer to her and she screamed with all her might. Then everything just stopped.
She opened her eyes to see that she was no longer in her classroom. She didn't really know where she was. It was misty, and foggy. She couldn't even see her hand in front of her. But then, she felt a blaze of wind all around her, moving the mist aside.
She looked up. There was another path, and she could see a person standing at the end of it, off in the distance. She ran with her hand held out as if trying to reach out for that person. When she finally got close enough to see who it was, she gasped. It was Kagura! She pulled out an arrow from her back and held her bow steady in Kagura's direction.
Kagura gave a wicked smirk. "Tsk tsk tsk, Kagome, put that thing away before you hurt yourself". Kagome didn't even move an inch. She just held her bow, the arrow pointing right at Kagura's heart. Kagura moved aside and pointed off into the distance.
"Your getting close, Kagome. Oh yes, It isn't far off now, Yet, I don't really think there is any hope for you... A fools hope, maybe"
"Why are you telling me this"
Kagura didn't say anything, she just kept pointing off into the distance. "Go now, before I rip your throat out" Kagura smirked. Kagome didn't need to be told twice. She took off, yet as she went, she walked backwards, her arrow still pointing at Kagura. She didn't turn around until she could no longer see Kagura's figure from a distance.
She looked up the path that was set before her. Maybe Kagura was right, maybe there was no hope for her. "A fools hope" Kagome whispered. She smiled weakly. "A fools hope is all I have, and I will go as far as I can with it" She said as she walked up the path with her head held high.
She eventually walked so far into the path, that she was led into a forest like maze. She could hear a little girl singing. "Hello, Is anyone out there?" She asked, but she got no reply, the voice just kept singing, and then it suddenly stopped. She walked around the corners of this maze like place until she saw a little girl, lying lifeless on the dirty ground.
She was about to walk up to her, to see if she was alive, but then she saw another person walk up to the girl. She couldn't quite see his face because it was focused on the little girl. The man picked her up and held her in his arms. He brought out his sword and it almost looked as if he had just sliced her in two.
"NO!!! Don't-" Kagome began, but was cut off when she saw the little girl rub her eyes and smile up at the man. Kagome walked up closer. The man stood up and looked at her with his emotionless eyes. His silver hair flowing down his back.
"Se...Sesshomaru?"
He didn't say anything at first, he just walked up to the shocked Kagome. Kagome backed away, afraid of what he might do to her. They heard footsteps aproaching and they both turned away and looked. It was Kohaku. He stood up with his weapon held high above his head, Rin cowaring below his feet. He was going to kill her.
"Kohaku, don't do this!" Rin shouted as tears streamed down her face. Within a blink of an eye Sesshomaru was horvering above Kohaku. "No Sesshomaru-sama! please! he doesn't mean it! Please don't kill him! I don't want him to die" Rin cried out.
Kagome just stood there and watched the whole scene. Kagome ran up to Sesshomaru and stood right in front of him and Kohaku. "No Sessshomaru, please don't do this" Kagome begged. Sesshomaru raised his eyebrow and put his clawed hand down. It was right at that moment, it seemed Kohaku had woken up out of his trance. He was scared, and he took off running. Rin looked sad that he had just left like that.
"Sesshomaru, what is all this, why are you here... why am I here?" Kagome asked in confusion.
Sesshomaru turned his cold emotionless eyes to her. He cupped her face in one of his clawed hands and his claws left scratch marks on her cheeks. "You are close Kagome...you WILL make it"
"Why... Why do you care?"
"Well, I don't..." Sesshomaru said flatly.
"Oh..."
"But, you must make it. You must do this or Naraku will always have this hold on you."
She looked up onto Sesshomaru's big golden eyes. So full of... nothingness. She hugged him close to her and buried her face in his chest. "What is this about?" Sesshomaru asked a bit surprised.
She looked up and smiled at him. "You know Sesshomaru, you really aren't a bad person."
Sesshomaru was a bit taken back by this. "I tried to kill you"
Kagome smiled again, "But you didn't, and your helping me right now, I know your not a bad person..." She sighed. Sesshomaru looked deep into her eyes, as if trying to reach her very soul. And, was it her, or were there faces getting kind of close?
Before Kagome could even react, Sesshomaru gave Kagome a peck on her lips. He had actually kissed her! The strange thing was that right when she did so, images of Inu yasha flashed through her brain. Sesshomaru got up and walked toward Rin.
"Wait! Don't go! Please don't go!" Kagome reached out to him once again. He turned around to face her. "Kagome, I'm not real, even If I stay, you are still going to be alone. You and only you can walk the path. So walk the path Kagome, You will see him before the end." and with that, Sesshomaru vanished, along with Rin.
Kagome dropped to the floor. Now, she KNEW that was defiantly not real. Sesshomaru would never do anything like that. She repeated the last thing he said before he left in her head. "You will see him before the end" now what the fuck did that mean?
"I guess I'll just have to find out" She said to herself as she tried to find her way out of the maze. No matter where she turned, which path she went, she found herself back to the same place she started. She must have been in here for hours now. Kagome couldn't tell, it was always dark, no sun light, nothing but the night sky, without any stars. Not even the moon to light up her path.
She colapsed on the dirty ground. "I can't find my way out" she whispered as she looked down in shame.
"Your giving up already? Now, now child, I thought you were stronger than that" She heard a cold voice she knew all to well. She looked up to see Kikyo standing in front of her with her arms crossed over her chest in a manner she knew to be Inu yasha's pose.
"Why do you keep haunting me" Kagome asked as a tear dropped down her cheek.
"Haunting you? Is that what I'm doing?" Kikyo looked up with an eyebrow raised as if thinking to herself. She lifted her hand and tapped her finger on her chin.
"Come on child, think hard now, am I always in the way?"
"YES!!!! That’s exactly it! you always HAVE been in the way, even before I came to this fucked up place!" Kagome shouted in frustration. Kikyo smiled and Kagome looked at her in realization. This place, this strange place. It was like she was trapped inside her own little universe. The Kikyo in the real world was always in the way to Kagome.
Always taking her Inu yasha away from her. In this world, It was like the same thing, yet somewhat different. This Kikyo was in the way, some of the time, but as she looked back on her journey here, she noticed that Kikyo was kind of helping, in her own way.
"Kikyo, what do I have to do to get out of here" she cried as another tear dropped down her face.
"You want my help now?"
"Yes, please, help me..."
Kikyo smiled once again before holding her hand out to Kagome.
Kagome looked at it skeptically for a moment.
"Take my hand Kagome"
Kagome slowly reached her hand up and grasped Kikyo's. At that moment, It was like everything froze in its place, then, light surrounded her. Once the light died back down, she looked around to see she was no longer in the maze, and she couldn't see Kikyo anywhere. She looked up and saw another path set down before her feet. She sighed before walking up the path again.
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A/N: Well? What do you think? You like it? I hope so, It took me a while to think of a way to make Sesshomaru all soft like that. I tried to mix it in with the reason why Sesshomaru is after Naraku. Cause thats what happened in the show and all. I bet your wondering why the fuck Kikyo just keeps popping up. I hope I explained it well enough in this chapter, and if not, well, I tried to make it out like Kikyo symbolized the cat in Alice and wonderland. Once I think about it, Kagome's journey is allot like Alice in wonderland. Both trying to reach their sanity. Anyways REVIEW PLEASE!!! Oh ya, don't forget that I posted Demonic Demons back on ff.net, so read that too if your still interested.
Arianna