InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love is a Mysterious Thing ❯ Chapter 3 You Don't Know A Thing About Me ( Chapter 3 )

 

 

 

 

AN/ Love is a game, if you don't know how to play it then don't step up to plate, don't proclaim to know someone that you don't really know nothing about, and finally don't step up to the plate if you don't know how to love someone who loves you. Don't own Gary Allan's song You Don't Know A Thing About Me. This chapter is going to deal with Miroku and his feelings, about what he sees, and does.

 

 

Being everyone's friend and listening to all of their problems earns you the right to find that one person who wants to listen to you, and only you.

 

by Foreveraloneb1

 

 

Chapter 3 You Don't Know A Thing About Me

 

To You I'm just the man who let down, the one who never gave what you need, it's true I wasn't always around, back when you were reaching out for me, I know you think I didn't care. You say I'm just the hurting kind, I know think my heart wasn't there, but I'm begging you to think it through one more time.

 

 

His black and purple plum robes swayed in the twilight as they all walked and all he thought about was her, he had tried for the last three days to talk to her about what happened. It has been six days, since he had tasted her lips, since he last felt her pressed against him, he had tried to get her alone to tell her, but they had so many obstacles in the way. She acted as if nothing happened, and with every false smile she sent his way his heart broke, to disregard what had happened, to act like it did not take place. That's when he felt his anger, arise how could she, one so pure act like what they shared was nothing, but one of his perverted moments, she should know better he has never kissed anyone not even Sango, and yet she treats this like it was any other day. “What are you doing Miroku thinking of the next way you can grope me or Kagome?” Turning to Sango he looked at her and realized it has been three days since he groped her, and her suspicions was growing by the day he could tell by the look in her eyes and her body language.

 

He watched her as she watched him at Sango's question, “I am entitled to at least one day with out all of you accusing me of something.” Miroku's anger growing stronger with his words, they were his friend's how can they treat him so badly, did they- didn't she realize she was the one he was thinking about, how could they treat him like this.

 

He was acting so out of character that they gasped in confusion, but to him it was all the same, she never really understood him, he could finally realize this. As much as she claimed, and proclaimed to know him he realized, that in all actuality that she knew nothing at all about him.

 

She never really knew him, none of them did, if they did then they would have realized his perverseness was all show, it was cause he loved her, and he now recognized that when groped other women, that he proved he didn't care about anything but his self, and was why he was in this mood. If she knew him then she would know that, it was all an act, if she knew him then she would know, all the groping was an act. How he wished she would think about him, and the way acted through one more time. He wanted her to really look him, to really try to understand him, to look underneath all of his layers he put up to protect himself from all these emotional attachments, things he tried everyday to proclaim in his own way, emotions he was never really good at proclaiming, producing, and finally showing, and he finally realized his own group, and the one he loved would never really understand him.

 

Cause you don't know a thing about me, if you don't know how much I miss you, and you don't know thing about me. Unless you know how much I need to be with you.

 

He watched her eyes turn from guilty, to anger how could she give so little and expect so much in return, as much as he cared, and wanted to be with her, he knew she would never understand how much he cared for her, all she knew was her righteous anger, and her selfish nature. He finally realizes that she was either to stupid or blind to realize how much he cared for her. His final thought was she never truly cared for him as much as he cared for her. How could she not know how much he needed her to be with him.

 

Well I see the mistakes I made, the way I acted carelessly, but if you don't how much I need your forgiveness, then you don't know a thing about me.

 

 

She would never understand how much he needed her to forgive him for all his wrong doings, all his mistakes, could she not understand, that the key to loving him was- well it was forgiveness. That's all he wanted, that's all he craved cause he knew with her forgiveness was her love.

 

If I could just go back and make it right, and take the tears away you know I would, I come to you with no excuse tonight just a prayer that I'll be understood. You tell me that I never gonna change, I'll always be the same old guy. You think there is nothing left for us to say, before you write me off take a look in my eyes. Cause you don't know a thing about me, if you don't know how much I miss you, and you don't know thing about me. Unless you know how much I need to be with you. Well I see the mistakes I made, the way I acted carelessly, but if you don't how much I need your forgiveness, then you don't know a thing about me.

 

 

They walked in silence the rest of the day no one saying anything not even Inuyasha, and Miroku knew he stuck his foot in his mouth, cause all their silence was directed at him, they would talk amongst their self, but none of them had said a word to him since he spoke early today. If only he could go back, and make her understand, how much he loved her, how much he needed to be with her. She acted like she was the only one hurt in this situation, but this time she was wrong, because he was hurting too, and only she could make it right, all she had to do was look him in the eyes, and tell that what they shared was nothing. It was nothing or everything, cause he knew from the start, the first day he met her that he had acted carelessly from the beginning. So as they set camp up, he silently slipped into the night, with one thought on his mind, please forgive me.