InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Love ❯ A Mistake ( Chapter 2 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
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Love
Chapter Two: A Mistake
It had been three years since Sango's death and Kagome was still seeing Kouga and Inuyasha, the only difference being that two years after the funeral Kouga had given Kagome an engagment ring to replace the promise ring he had given her the day of the funeral. Kikyo of course was still quite cold to Inuyasha, the only difference being that Inuyasha had been pressing the issue of children onto Kikyo now, and it seemed that instead of flatly telling him that she didn't want to have children, she just seemed to avoid, and change the subject anytime that it was brought up.
Kagome was now 21, Miroku 28, Kikyo 28, Kouga 23, and Inuyasha was the oldest of them all, 29.
The past week had been a hectic one for Kagome, yet no matter how close her and Miroku were she would never tell him what was bothering her, she knew that he should know what was going on considering all the things that he has done for but she couldn't convince herself to acknowledge the truth that she feared.
Kouga was at work at the moment which left Kagome alone in the large apartment that she and Kouga shared together and for the past three minutes she had been pacing up and down the hall outside of the bathroom. She was extremley nervous and if her fears were true she didn't know what she would do.
The beeper in the kitchen went off and when she finally ran into the bathroom she looked down on the counter at the stick that she had been waiting for three minutes to look at.
One Hour Later
Kagome stood at Miroku's doorstep banging on his door, she looked down at her watch and it said a quarter after noon. He had to be up, he was always up by ten in the morning on Saturday's. Again she banged on the door, and finally she heard Miroku's soft footsteps approaching the door. She pulled her jacket tighter around her body waiting for him to open the door, it was quite chilly out but not nearly as cold as it should be for late December.
"Jeez, Kagome you don't have to beat my door down, I just needed to get presentable because I was lounging and I wasn't expecting any company today."
Finally he had answered the door, Kagome didn't really listen to his explanation for taking so long to answer the door, right now she was in a panic. Sticking her left hand into her left pocket she pushed past Miroku and took herself to the dining room that was to the left of the front door.
Miroku could tell that something was really wrong now, because she was acting a little out of the ordinary for Kagome.
"Okay, what's wrong."
Before saying anything Kagome grabbed the stick out of her pocket and tossed it onto the table.
"What's that?" Miroku asked and he quickly got his answer.
In between sobs Kagome was able to respond to his question. "I'm fucking pregnant, Miroku!"
Miroku was silent, he wasn't sure if he should be happy for her, or just as upset as she was. Kagome quickly moved from the dining room to the living room and Miroku followed her after picking up the pregnancy test stick from the table.
He saw Kagome sitting on the couch with her head resting on her arms in her lap, he couldn't really understand why she was so upset about this, her and Kouga were going to be getting married in May so she would only be five months along when they got married.
"Well Kagome please explain the problem to me, it seems your upset that you're pregnant, yes it is unexpected but if I recall you and Kouga are to be married in May...so what's wrong?"
Kagome raised her tear stained face and began to laugh, a laugh that seemed to be making fun of him.
"You don't get it do you? I'm fucking pregnant Miroku, I didn't plan this! How am I going to explain this to Kouga?"
"Kouga doesn't know where baby's come from? Don't tell me that at 23 years old he still thinks baby's come from the stork?"
"I wish he did, but no. Miroku, me and Kouga have never had sex, he wanted us to wait until we got married."
Then is when it clicked in his head, the baby didn't belong to Kouga, which meant it had to belong to him. Realization sparked in his eyes and Kagome knew that he got what she was trying to say now.
"Miroku what am I going to do?"
His heart went out to his friend he could tell that she was in distress.
"Well obviously you can't say that it's Kouga's because I'm sure he would remember if the two of you had sex before."
"That's not funny Miroku!." She slapped her friend hard on the arm.
"Well you could always tell Inuyasha about it."
"Are you crazy! He would be so mad at me for not taking the precautions to prevent this from happening."
"Kagome you've got to understand that it takes two to tango, he should have been taking precautions to prevent this from happening by wearing a condom, he couldn't just expect you to just say hey I'm not going to get pregnant and that be that."
"Yeah I guess you're right, but Kikyo's my sister and this would destroy her, even if she never wanted to have kids, I'm sure that doesn't mean that Inuyasha could go off and have children with other people!"
There was a long akward pause after that.
"Well you could always hide the pregnancy, well the best that you could, and give the baby up for adoption in secrecy."
"Ha, Miroku, how would I hide a huge belly from the world let alone Inuyasha and Kouga."
"Well it was just a suggestion...or you could just swallow your pride and let everyone know what was going on. Haven't you ever thought that maybe your sister has the right to know that her husband was unfaithful to her? That you were unfaithful to Kouga? Then you could just keep the baby."
"No because then Kikyo and Inuyasha would get a divorce! And Kikyo would constantly be reminded of the betrayal that she experienced from her sister and her husband everytime she looked at her niece or nephew."
Miroku sat there and thought about anything else there could be and a thought came to mind, but he didn't want to suggest it, thinking that his scared friend might actually go for the option. A few more minutes went by and he continued on with his silence and Kagome knew that he was thinking about something, which meant he had another option open for her.
"What is it Miroku, I know you've thought of something, you just don't want to tell me what it is. Anything you can think of to help me out would be wonderful, cause I'm stuck Miroku I'm really stuck."
Again Kagome began to cry and Miroku let out a sigh, he would at least have to mention it to her, besides it was her choice not his.
"Abortion."
There was a moment of silence once again.
"But if you're going to do it, you need to decide before you're three months pregnant, because once you are three months you can't do it, it's illegal then."
Kagome shook her head as she looked down at the ground, she understood the situation, and the fact that she knew exactly when the baby was conceived allowed her mind to relax because that meant she had quite a bit of time to decide on what she was going to do.
"How far along are you?"
"Well the last time Kikyo was out of town we only had sex once and that was three weeks ago, so I'm three weeks pregnant."
"That means you've got a good amount of time to make up your mind and get everything ready."
Kagome shook her head and wiped her tears away and moved over closer to Miroku and gave him a hug. He was always such a good and understanding friend. She felt sad that he had lost his wife but over the years he proved strong and determined to move on and become happy again.
"Well Miroku I hate to have just barged in on you and dropped this on you like a bomb and then just leave, but I have to get home and dispose of some things before Kouga gets home."
Miroku shook his head and got up to walk her to the door and once they reached the door and it opened something came to mind and he decided to see if she might go along with it.
"Kagome, this was a mistake right?"
"Of course, I never had any intentions of getting pregnant by my sisters husband."
"Well maybe you could think about it, but it would make me feel better if you would stop your relationship with Inuyasha, I know you care for him but so does Kikyo and Kouga cares about you a lot, I mean look at that huge rock that he used to let everyone know that you're supposed to be his. After this is over, maybe you should just let Inuyasha know that you need to move on and he needs to tell Kikyo how he feels, maybe they can work something out."
At first when he finished he thought that Kagome was going to get angry at him and tell him to stop telling her how to live her life when she was twenty one years old and she could take care of herself, but instead she smiled.
"Thank you Miroku, you're right. This is a mistake that has emerged from the big mistake that me and Inuyasha are making everytime we are together."
Miroku was happy that she agreed with him, but he knew it wasn't that easy. In fact right at that moment Kagome's cell phone went off singing Hey there Dahlila.
"Hello?" He thought it was funny how she answered the phone seeming to ask a question, when everyone else would be like hey how's it going or something or another.
"Yeah, sure. I'll be right over as soon as I clean up the apartment a little bit okay?" A frown took over his face, like he said it wouldn' be that easy, in fact he now knew that she would be going right back over there to see him today.
"Well, I've got to go, the little mistake's father wants me to come over and see him today. Kikyo comes back tomorrow, and she told me over the phone yesterday that she's going to tell him that she doesn't want to have kids. She thinks that he'll be okay with it, but I'm sure this is going to be a rough patch for them."
Kagome then turned and left the porch walking towards her black BMW, and once she got into the car she smiled at Miroku before he disappeared back into his house and she stuck her key into the ignition and turned her car on and began driving back home.
Once she was back home she went into the bathroom and grabbed anything that may indicate that she was pregnant and took them outside with her and stuck them into her trunk. Nobody ever looked in there and she could dispose of them safely later on after she payed her brother-in-law a visit.
Standing in front of her sister's house she smoothed out her shirt and rested her hands on her stomach, knowing fully well that now inside of her, her brother-in-law's baby was growing. She hated herself now for what she had been doing to her sister for the past three years, it never actually bothered her before but now that something had come out of the things that had been going between her and Inuyasha, she felt terrible, and she absolutley hated herself.
While still consumed in her thoughts Inuyasha stuck his head outside of the door and smiled seeing Kagome, his wife's sister, who was a great comfort to him while Kikyo was out of town. He saw that she was looking down and something seemed to be bothering her so he whistled to get her attention and signaled for her to come inside so that maybe he could find out what was bothering her.
As Kagome walked into the house she breathed in and she smelt the scent of the man that she had ultimatley cared for ever since she was twelve years old when she began to like boys. At the age of sixteen she and Inuyasha had began the affair in a sense, but they only actually went out to dinner considering she was only sixteen and he was twenty four. Every now and then they would give each other a kiss, and a few times he had confessed to the girl that he wished that she would have been older before he got married, because he was warming up to her. Yet he always did say that he loved Kikyo with every fiber of his being, it's just she was hardly around, but he didn't want to leave her when she couldn't help what her job demanded of her.
"Kikyo is coming home tomorrow isn't she?"
"Yeah, I'm going to be picking her up from the airport at like eight in the morning. After eight years of marriage to this girl, picking her up never gets old."
"I can only imagine..."
At the moment Kagome was so nervous, she wasn't sure what to say to this man, yet she needed to remain normal if she didn't want him to know that she was with child. She was standing with her back towards him in silence, yet that didn't last very long. After a matter of seconds Inuyasha had wrapped his arms around Kagome and began to kiss on her neck, and a fluttery feeling commenced in her tummy. Closing her eyes she leaned into this man, that she longed to be with openly. She just wanted to say hey Kikyo doesn't want to have your kids, but the good news is that I'm carrying your first child right now.
But instead she just kept her mouth shut and relaxed into his arms. After he had been kissing on her for a few seconds, he turned her around and took her jacket off revealing her tight black sweater that stopped an inch above her low rise jeans showing an inch of tan skin. He licked his lips and Kagome smiled putting her hands into his long black hair as she stared into his violet eyes before they leaned in to kiss one another.
Inuyasha pulled her near and let his hands travel right below her buttocks and lifted her from there where he soon carried her into the living room that was to the right of the hallway that lead to the front door. Once into the living room he dropped her onto the huge couch that sat in the center of the living room. She giggle as all her cares scurried into the back of the mind. The only she cared about at that moment was Inuyasha and all the things that she knew he was going to do to her, right there on that couch.
She lied there as she watched him maneuver himself over her body as he tugged at the zipper on her jeans.
Two Hours Later
Kagome finally rested her head on his chest as she reached the end of her climax that she was sure the neighbors had to of heard when her cell phone went off, singing out to the whole house Rhianna's song Unfaithful. Naked, Kagome stood up and walked across the living room to where her jeans were resting and dug her cell out of the pocket as she watched Inuyasha stare at her perky young breasts jiggle with every movement she made. Answering the phone she once again turned her back to her brother-in-law, as she prepared to speak to her fiance.
"Hey baby, how's work?"
"Well it's okay I guess, but you know what would be great? Don't even guess, it would be great if when I got home today if you were waiting for me. It seems everytime I come home you're not there, you're either at Miroku's or spending time with your brother-in-law."
"I'm sorry baby, you're due home in an hour right?"
"Correct."
"Well I'll be waiting for you okay sweetie?"
"Sounds perfect...love you."
"Love you too."
She closed her phone and began gathering her clothing.
"Kouga?"
Kagome shook her head yes and began dressing herself, and Inuyasha gave her a look and pouted his lips letting her know that he was sad that she had to go so soon. Usually they went out for a late lunch after their little escapade, but not today.
Before she left she gave Inuyasha a fair well kiss.
Upon reaching her apartment that she shared with Kouga, she took a shower and once she was finished she got out and dressed herself into a sweater dress. Sitting on the couch waiting for Kouga to get home from work she felt something weird in her tummy, it felt like butterfly's were flying inside of her stomach. And that's when she remembered her mistake.
Her baby mistake.