InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Madness ❯ Things to think about ( Chapter 2 )

Ok here some of you want to read it some don't but hey look the lemon is going to start some where in the next CH not this one.

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**~Things to Think about~**

Then I sat down on the edge. I was moving mechanically, in stages. I told myself to pick up my legs and put them on the bed and I lay one leg don on the bed and then the other. I looked down at my body, sitting on Inuyasha's bed, my back propped up by his headboard. It was cold in the room.

I pulled the covers up over my lap. I was wearing one of the rough white cotton nightgowns that my mom loved so much. Only one button fastend its front, which was slit from the neck to the belly.

The door opened and Inuyasha came in. I didn't smile. I didn't blink. I couldn't move. "My god," said Inuyasha. He shut the door quickly behind him. His brows furrowed; his lips were pressed together, and his eyes oh his gold eyes looked at me. Than he looked as if he were about to cry. "No," he said, "this isn't right. Get up." He might have been talking to a stick. I sat there, looking into his eyes.

"You don't know what you're doing," he said; "get up." I shook my head. "Damn!" he said, kicking the foot of the bed. "What is it you want?" Inuyasha asked. My eyes did not leave his. "I……I love you," I said.

Than I waited for the world to come to an end. I wondered, calmly, how it would happen. Would he pick me up and drop me down on the hall rug? Would he start packing his bag and walk out the door and go to the well and stay? Would he take me back to the well and make me go home? If he did, I would never stay there. I would just come right back to his time.

"You don't love me," said Inuyasha. "Don't tell me how I feel!" I said, flushing; "I love you. I love you more than anything in the world even more than Kouga. Why shouldn't I? You're worth loving. You're the only person I've ever met who made me fill like this."

Inuyasha sat down in the chair and studied me. "Do you love me?" I asked him. "I'm not in bed with you, am I?" he asked. "What does that mean?" I asked. "If I didn't care about you," he said, " I'd be in that bed." " Is that the only way you can think of saying you love me? By not getting into thes bed?" I asked him. " I can't say it at all," he said. " But you do love me?" I asked. "A little, " he said. " How much?" I asked.

"How much? Oh, one petal of that iris." " But not the whole flower?" I asked him. "Not the whole flower." "One day you might," I said. " I might," " Do you love anyone else more than me?" I asked. " No," he said, " I don't." Inuyasha had the thought of Kikyo on his head but pushed that away. I patted the place next to me. " Not here," he said.; "You're the one who likes the snow so much. Go back to to your room and get dressed."

I jumped out of bed and flew down to my room. He might love me! He might! I was dressed and back in his room before he had put on his coat and hat. He came up to me and put his hands on my shoulders. "Idiot," he said. His voice was gentle. He let his hands slide down over my breasts and they rested there.

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