InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ My Dark Side ❯ My Dark Side ( Chapter 1 )

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Here we go again. As long as my computer decides not to erase this while I'm writing it. >< Thanks to Art for correcting a few errors. Well, without further adieu, here it is.

A/N: Yes I know the song is from YYH, but I feel it fits nicely with the character. For your enjoyment, the lyrics are in both Japanese and English.

WARNING: This is Jakotsu, and we all know what that means, some shounen ai thoughts and junk.

DISCLAIMER- I don't own crap except the thought put into the fic and the idea. All characters and song content are property of their respected owners.

~* My Dark Side*~

Itetsuku yami no naka kakenuketa ano koro

Uragiru koto sae mo tamerawazu eranda.

(Freezing the darkness inside, running through that thing before me.
I won't even hesitate to betray it.)

The carriages filled with angry soldiers race towards me. They raise
their swords as I stand before them. They yell things at me, telling
me how they wish I was dead. No matter, I will kill them soon
enough. I place my hand on the hilt of the Jakotsutou and I smile a
sadistic smile. Death draws near. Men look so sexy when they are
in pain.

Gin-iro no kami nabikase Yabou ni moeta

Koori no kokoro tokenai

My Dark Side

(The silver God wins. Using his blazing ambition. His icy heart
melts... My Dark Side)

I unsheath the Jakotsutou and slash the many soldiers who come
into its path. The outstretched blades intertwining in their flesh,
squeezing its victims into death, much like the snake will crush
its victims until they move no more.

The bodies of the dead lay sprawled on the ground, or rather what is
left of the dead. They all lie around me, the smell of death
intoxicating my senses. I swing the Jakotsutou across my shoulder,
its blade tainted with the blood of the fallen soldiers. The red
life giving essence.

Kare kusa ni nekorobi Hitori nemuru yoru wa

Fukushuu no yume dake jagan no saki ni mita

(Alone, he lies down in the grass to sleep at night. Revenge is in
his dreams, sharp as the tip of a knife.)

I lie in the soft, thing blades of grass, under that old tree. I
look up into the leaves and I can see the faint beams of sunlight
shine through and hit my painted face. I stare lazily into the sky,
thinking of that hanyou that I wish so much to call my own.

That hanyou, the hanyou whom I love, but the one I must kill. How
ironic. A side of me wants to hold him, and a side of me wants to
tear his heart from his body and hold the still beating organ in my
hand. To taste his blood upon my blade, but to kiss his lips...That
sweet taste of a hanyou.

Nozomarete umarete kita

Waka ja nai no sa

(I wish to be reborn. And see the difference between birth and death.)

I was brought back by Naraku with the sole purpose of killing
Inuyasha. These are my orders. I am a member of the Shinchinintai
after all. A cold killer, as cold as the piercing eyes of the
snake. The silent killer.

Honoo no kokoro kesenai

My Dark Side

(The flames of rage in my heart subside. My Dark Side.)

I close my eyes as I lie under that tree, waiting for tomorrow to
come, so I can kill alongside my fellow members of the
Shinchinintai. To fight with them and defeat Inuyasha.

I close my eyes and let the darkness consume me.

Kawaita kaze ga fuku makai de ikite kita

Namida sae shirazu ni chikara dake tayori ni

(The hungry wind blows away everything but Hell. The tears don't even
command strength, only dependence)

I walk through the grass and over the hills, the wind blowing through
my hair. I'm going on an unsure path, but I know it will all end
with him. Inuyasha...I will kill you.

I smile as I walk on, thinking of your death and the rise of the
Shinchinintai once more.

Hateshinai kioku wa sou

Tatakai no shiin

(The unending memories are destroyed. Battle is the cause of death.)

No...

I have failed....

I did not kill that hanyou...

I did not kill Inuyasha....

I have failed....

I lie there amongst the rocks, my vision blurry and I can see the
Jakotsutou laying a head shot away. I feel so warm and I can barely
see the faint redness on the ground around me.

My blood...

I am bleeding...

How come it seems that I didn't notice until now? Perhaps the shock
hit me to fiercely and all I can do is think of why and how.

I am dying....

Fading....

The room is black....

Why is it that fate has left me to die alone? I can hear my breath
bubble and crackle as I took my last breath in my final hours.

Samayou kokoro kizanda

My Dark Side

(To wander through a bleeding heart. My Dark Side.)

Nothing...

I feel nothing.....

Darkness consumes me once more. It has taken over and death has
rested within my once more. How did I die last time? What did it
feel like? I don't know....I can't remember. I would rather not
think of that now. I got to see my beloved hanyou before my vision
faded.

Good-bye everyone...

Inuyasha....

Bankotsu-oo-aniki....

I close my eyes and enter the realm of the dead as I walk on a path
where I feel no pain. I only bear a great sadness and an odd peace
of mind.

~*Owari*~

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Th at's it, my first song fic and it probably sucks so badly. T_T Anyway R&R and tell me what you think.