InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ My Diary ❯ March 8, ( Chapter 4 )

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~*My Diary*~

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March 8,

Who am I? What am I going to turn out to be? There are so many questions I have that are unanswered. I feel so weak right now. I dont know why. But I do. Maybe its lack of food. Maybe it's my hate I have for the miko, Kikyo. I have no idea.

I met a little fox demon today, his name is Shippo...his family was killed by the evil thunder brothers. Inuyasha tryed to kill the little fox but I wouldnt let him....the little fox started calling me his mother...and I feel like his mother. I want to protect him make sure he's ok.But Inuyasha on the other hand wants to chop his head off...but as long as i'm here that isn't happening...as a matter of fact he's sitting here beside me in this little hot spring splashing around in the water. He's so cute. It must be hard growing up with no family and I just didnt have a dad. So you gotta imagine what its like for that little guy. But what about Inuyasha he grew up half and half. My guess not knowing where he belonged, at least Shippo and me had a place and that place was with our families, but Inuyasha... I can't help but wonder what life was like growing up for him.

Oh my god what a pervert....I think Inuyasha out there watching us....what a freak.... I should yell at him to stopp looking. but why would I do that....I want him to look dont I? Hmmm oh well he can watch all he wants it wont be the first time...

Earlier me and Shippo had a water fight..it was so fun most fun i've had since i've been threw the well we both were laughing so hard. Maybe thats what lured Inuyasha over here. Or maybe it was just his hornmones...who cares...

Our search for the shards hasn't been going all that great, We haven't even found one demon that has a shard. This is going to be harder then I thought it would be.

*sigh* lately when i'm by myself I sence a presents...im not sure really its funny I know but I feel as if someone is watching me. ..and I dont think its Inuyasha....But I feel calm and sesitive when I have that feeling and for some starange reason i'm only near the well..like two days ago I was staniding looking down into the well and I felt something pass threw me like it went right up my shirt around my stomach and out again but

I didnt see anything, its kinda like somone or somthing was playing jokes on me. I just let it go but i've had this feeling for a while now...maybe it is Inuyasha or maybe its not... whos to know bu the one person who is doing it....well i'm leaving now its almost dark and I have to go get Shippo in the bed and cook him some supper...I love him so much. If I get a chance i'll write in you tonight when the little ones alsleep.