InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ My First Love And How I Want To Hate Him ❯ That Was Work ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Author's Note: I do not own Inuyasha by
Rumiko Takahashi or Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi by Shungiko Nakamura. This
is a fan based fiction piece written in my spare time. I am not
getting paid to write this. Also please note that any
cultural references on Japan
are based on internet research
and some influence by my current country of South Korea. Also note
that I have no idea how a publishing company is run, I'm basing
this off of my previous work experience in advertising. Creative
liberties and whatnot. Please review
and let me know if I should continue writing or let it
collect Internet
dust.
CHAPTER 1: THAT WAS WORK
KAGOME
Ten years ago…
I had spent most of my afternoons in the
library at my high school. My friends and family just thought I was
diligent about studying and getting into a good university but I
had an ulterior motive. It was where he would
frequent…
“Oh, I'm sorry Takahashi-senpai.”
We had reached for the same book and for a brief moment our fingers
touched. He often reread his favorites and when the book was
returned, I would check it out. He turned to look at me and I
couldn't look him in the eye but felt my face get hot.
“How do you know my name?” his
voice was hard but monotone. I couldn't read his emotion behind the
question. He must think I'm such a loser. God, Kagome just walk away.
But I can't walk away. I panicked. I had been
looking at him from afar for four years. I would never have the
courage to speak to him, to ever let him know how I feel. But since
he was right in front of me, I couldn't control my emotions. They
were building up and spilling over. I tried to hold it it
but--
Senpai.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
“I love you…”
He was quiet. A silence fell across the room. I
couldn't hear anything over the sound of my beating heart and it
banged against my chest. The air had left my lungs as I dared to
look at him through my bangs.
“Ah...what I meant was...uh…”
words, words, oh God I couldn't find words to take what I said
back.
Now…
My resume sat atop of the pile of papers the
secretary had in her hands. I had fixed my resume seven times
before submitting it and knit-picked everything on it. Higurashi
Kagome. Age 25. ID photo taken last week at a photobooth in the
subway station. I hated how it turned out but was not about to
spend another 1000 yen for a new one. Previous experience: Junior
Editor of Literature; Higurashi Publishing. My grandfather's
company that I worked at straight out of university. After being
there for three years, I realized I will never get respect for my
work as I am only seen as The President's granddaughter. No, this
time I will prove my worth and show that I can be top editor in
Japanese publishing.
But unfortunately, someone threw a wrench into
my plans.
“There has to be some
mistake.”
“There's no mistake Miss Higurashi, my
superiors gave me your file.” The secretary kept flipping
through the stack of papers to keep herself from looking at me.
That made me even more irate.
“But I applied for the editor position of
the literature department. I was a junior editor at my last
company.” I started making motions with my hands. I always do
that when I'm upset.
“I understand that but my superiors have
placed you in the Shoujo Manga department.” She found the
memo with it written on it. It looked like a printed off email.
“This is where you will be working.”
“But I specifically applied and
interviewed for the literature department. I don't know anything
about editing manga!”
“I understand Miss but my superiors are
in charge of placement not me. I've only been ordered to show you
your new office.”
“Please, can you check one more time?
Something must have been changed or someone made a
mistake--”
“Miss, please. I understand your
frustration but it is not my job on deciding placement. Now I can
show you your office and then you can decide from there. If you
decide not to sign your employment contract then you will have to
do it through the proper channels in Human
Resources.”
At that point I knew I had to just keep my
mouth shut. I'm so mad I'm literally shaking. Okay deep breath. I need
to keep my composure and look professional. I did this for a
reason. Maybe this can be temporary until a position opens up in
the Literature department. They're more likely to transfer within
the company than to hire someone from the outside.
I don't even read manga...
We took the elevator to the sixth floor as the
secretary tried to change the mood of the conversation.
“I know the office isn't much to look at
right now. You're all a bit squeezed together in one section or
another but our manga section is well known due to the current
Editor-in-chief. He's done some amazing work and has turned this
company's reputation around. They've even received an award from
the company's President!”
“Oh?” I had to fake my enthusiasm
but even she could tell I wasn't going to be happy no matter how
much information she spewed. We got out of the elevator and I
noticed certain cubicles were color-coded.
"You'll be in the emerald section. It's a
popular part of the floor because of the lighting but they prefer
to keep the shades closed during month end. It's also a bonus that
all of your coworkers are handsome men!"
"Wait all the editors are men? I'll be the only
female."
"Well the last female editor got promoted three
years ago and now she's head of sales. But don't worry, your
coworkers are nothing but professional."
I already want to quit.
But that's not an option. I have to prove
myself. Plus on the big exit from my grandfather's company, I also
moved out of the family home. I have too many bills to be picky
right now. I'll just stay for a month
before I decide anything.
We make our way towards the emerald section and
I shift my eyes to the floor to prepare for my
introduction.
"Everyone. This is your new team member." I
begin my bow as the secretary motions towards me.
"Nice to meet you, my name is Higurashi..." I
look up and to my horror none of the staff seems to be alive! The
room is dark with people passed out either on their computer
screens or in their seats with their mouths open. I could even see
one laying a pile of manga on the floor. No one looks like they
have slept or left the office in weeks. I turned to my side to see
the secretary is no longer there. I quickly turn around to see her
bolting towards the elevator.
"Hey!" I scream at her.
"I'm sorry, they must be in the middle of a
deadline. Good luck!"
That bitch. How could she just leave me in
this hellhole?
My eye started to twitch from anger and it took
all my strength to regain my composure. If I wasn't so determined
to become my own person I would have just ran back home.
No, I'm braver than that. I can do
this.
I tip toed my way in towards the first person I
see. Oh god, he's drooling over his
keyboard. That's not sanitary. I
gently place my hand on his shoulder and shake him
awake.
"Excuse me."
The man jolts awake and starts flailing his
arms around then turns to me.
"Ah. Oh god sorry. Can I help you?" He said in
a groggy voice. It was only then I noticed the half eaten instant
ramen cups surrounding him like a sarcophagus of putrid smelling
sodium.
"I'm the new junior editor. Today's my first
day."
"That was today?" He asked rubbing the sleep
from his eyes. It didn't make him more awake and seemed like a
futile gesture. "Tanaka-san." He said across the room. It was so
dark I could only see shadows in the graveyard of despair. There
was no answered so he started to yell.
"Tanaka-san! The new editor is here! Are you
awake?!" Still no answer. "BOSS!"
"God damn it, I can hear you now shut up!" A
light turned on in the back of the room. It was a man sitting in a
chair with his head leaned back with a manga over his eyes. I
walked over to him as he removed the manga and replaced it
with black-framed glasses. His desk was cleaner in comparison to the rest of
the staff but his clutter was of papers and stacks of
manga.
"So who are you? A part timer?" He asked
rubbing the back of his neck and yawning.
"I'm the new full time junior editor." I put
emphasis on the "full time". What a
jerk.
"Your name?"
"Higurashi Kagome."
"Oh that's right, I heard someone like you was
coming." What the hell is that
supposed to mean? "Welcome. I wasn't
at the interview but they told me you have editing
experience?"
"Yes I was an editor for three years at
Higurashi publishing."
"What did you work on? Shounen? Seinen?" He
asked as he started to tidy up his desk.
"No I was in the literature
department."
"What? Literature?" He looked at me tilting
down his chin so he could see me over the rim of his
frames.
"Yes."
"So you're new to manga?" He said in a monotone
voice.
"Well...yes." I gave a nervous smile. I didn't
know how to read him. Maybe it was because he was tired that he
acting unreasonably cranky.
"How useless." He said nonchalantly.
You're lucky I can't murder you.
I stared at him trying not to let my face show
how upset I am.
“Tanaka-san, Akiyama-san is here with the
manuscript. She's waiting downstairs.” said one of the
workers also rising from their dead slumber.
“Got it.” Tanaka said as he stood
up and grabbed a sketchbook and pen. “Come on newbie. Show me
that you can do your job.”
This guy is hellbent on making it onto my
shit list isn't he? I quickly
followed him down the hallway into the elevator as he pressed the
button for the second floor.
“Is this the original manuscript or the
replacement?” I asked.
“Replacement script for this
month.”
“When is it supposed to go on
sale?”
“Seven days...no six
days.”
“Six days?! When did they start drawing
the replacement manuscript?”
“About three days ago.”
Seriously? How did they expect to meet their
deadline? I stopped asking questions
and followed Tanaka out of the elevator and into a conference room.
We were met with a young woman who I assumed was the author. I took
a notepad out of my bag and started to take notes.
“Hello Akiyama. Thank you for your
work.” Tanaka sat across from her and started to go over the
manuscript she handed him. She looked as tired as he did.
“You've done some fast work. I'm sorry I doubted
you.”
“Oh no, I understand. I wanted to do the
impossible. I hope I delivered.” She held her bag in her lap
and hugged it to her chest. Tanaka thumbed through the pages for a
few minutes before responding.
“There's something about this kissing
scene.” He turned the page over and laid it out on the table in
front of her. She quickly grabbed some sketch paper out of her bag
and some drawing utensils. “Could you make it a little bit
more dramatic?”
She quickly started to sketch it out.
What? A redraw while the printer is waiting?
Is this appropriate?
“Like this?” She asked.
“Try like you're watching it from this
angle.” He said motioning the direction with his finger. He
becomes annoyed with her redraw. “No, not like that. Think of
it from this perspective. Have you ever kissed
someone?” Oh my God, that's
borderline sexual harassment!
“Um…” She stammered.
Poor girl, why can't he take it
easy?
“Isn't it fine this way? You have to
think about the time crunch. This is asking too much.” I said
as I peered over his shoulder. The
artwork seems fine to me.
“It can always be better.” He
motioned to me using his thumb. “Amateurs should stay
silent.” AMATEUR!??!?!?!? I kept
my mouth shut but my teeth were starting to grind with
anger.
“It's just that...well you can't see how
you're kissing someone if you're the one doing the
kissing…” The artist continued. Her forehead had beads
of sweat forming. Tanaka took a moment then stood up from his
seat.
“You've got a point,” he said.
“Fine, I'll give you an example and but draw it
quickly.” Thinking he is going to have to run back to the
sixth floor, I jump in.
“Where are the samples? I can grab them
myself and bring them down.” Tanaka ignored me and kept eye
contact with the artist.
“Draw it from an angle where you can see
them being grabbed by the chin. Also adding a wind whirling about
effect will change the emotion of the panel.”
“Sir. I can grab those samples, just tell
me where they are.” I said hiding my annoyance.
Why is he ignoring me?
“Quickly because I'll only do this
once.” Tanaka said as he grabbed my arm and made my body face
towards him. What is going
on? Quickly and calmly, he grabbed
my chin with one hand placing his other hand at the small of my
back and leaned into kiss me. I was taken aback. My brain couldn't
process fast enough and for five seconds we held that kiss until I
jumped back.
“GYAAAAAAA!” I screamed as I turned
my back towards him and the artist. I rubbed the back of my hand
against my lips to remove the feeling of him touching
me.
“Did you get it?” He asked the
artist. She quickly nodded. “Good then hurry up and finish it
in ink. Send it up when you're done.” He grabbed his
sketchbook and my arm and dragged me towards the elevator. I
sternly pulled my arm out of his grasp as we got in.
“What the fuck was that?!” I yelled
at him.
“What do you mean?” He said as he
cleaned his glasses with his shirt. “What just
happened?” I nodded. “That was work.”
I already hate my boss.
Author's Note: End of chapter one. Don't
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