InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ My Immortal ❯ My Immortal ( One-Shot )

This is just something I came up with at 5:30am... The song is My Immortal by Evanescence, and this is Inu Yasha's thoughts on the *real* Kikyo one night. Sorry to Kagome + IY fans, I was just writing what felt, and this is about Kikyo way-back-when before she became a soul-stealing biznitch.

My Immortal

Song by Evanescence

Story by Princess Kag/Kiyome

Inu Yasha is owned by Rumiko Takahashi

I laid on a branch, in a tree above where Kagome, Miroku, Sango, Shippo, and Kirara slept. I couldn't think about anything but Kikyo. The beautiful raven-haired priestess who was always on my mind. Why must her memory linger? Why can't it just go away?

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all of my childish fears

If you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Because your presence still lingers here

and it wont leave me alone

These wounds wont seem to heal

this pain is just to real

there's just so much that time cannot erase

I can remember times, when her body was alive, when her soul was pure. She'd come to me for comfort. If she cried, she'd come to me to hold her, if she was scared, i was there to reassure her, if she was uncertain i was there to hold her hand, yet, she has such a hatred for me.

When you cried I wiped away all of your tears

When you screamed I fight away all of your fears

and I've held your hand through all of these years

You still have all of me

She was so captivating. Her beauty, her kindness, the way she got to know me before she judged me. She had a certain warmth...a .. a light, a bright light that never faded... but that light is gone now... but in my dreams, she had that light. I can hear her voice everywhere I go, even in Kagome... and her face... it haunts my dreams, and when I look at Kagome... I can't help but see Kikyo. I'm going insane.

You used to captivate me

by your resonating light

now I'm bound by the life you left behind'

Your face it haunts...

my once pleasant dreams

your voice it chased away

all of the sanity in me

It hurts to think about her, like, someone took a knife to my heart. There is no amount of time that can stop this pain, and nothing Kagome can do can heal it either.

These wounds wont seem to heal

this pain is just to real

there's just so much that time cannot erase

When you cried I wiped away all of your tears

When you screamed I fight away all of your fears

and I've held your hand through all of these years

You still have all of me

It's so hard... god... I just.. don't want you to be gone, Kikyo... but as much as I wish you were here with me, I'll always be alone.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

When you cried I wiped away all of your tears

When you screamed I fight away all of your fears

and I've held your hand through all of these years

You still have all of me

Kikyo... you'll always have all of me.