InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Never Gonna Let You Go ❯ Sesshoumaru's Darkness of Heart ( Chapter 18 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Inuyasha couldn't believe that after four months of searching, he still had found no trace of Kagome or Takeshi. Every now and then, he would return to the village, under cover of night, to see if their scents had reappeared. He chose to only visit at night, when Miroku, Sango and Shippou were asleep. He knew they were worried enough as it was, he didn't want them to worry more when he would return alone.

What he didn't understand was that they were wishing he would make an appearance and fill them in on what was happening, or not happening, as the case may be. The waiting and wondering and not knowing was driving the friends insane.
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During those four months, Kagome's life had begun to turn hellish. She was still considered Rin's keeper, but now Sesshoumaru seemed to have darker, more sinister plans for her. Late one night, after Rin had gone to bed for the night, Sesshoumaru had returned to visit. He rarely stayed in the castle long, as he needed to keep patrolling the Western Lands to defend them. This night, however, found Sesshoumaru visiting his family.

Kagome didn't know why Sesshoumaru came into her room originally that night for she hoped it wasn't for the reason that occurred. Sesshoumaru had opened her door and walked in, shaking her roughly awake,

"Kagome. Wake up. Now.", he had ordered.

"Why? It's late? Is Rin up?", she asked, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes.

"No. But, you are still my slave and I demand you get up."

"Sesshoumaru, what could you possibly want at this time of night?", asked a sleepy Kagome.

"Do not question me on what I want or desire, wench.", he ordered and she felt his hand around her neck, choking her and then releasing her. She coughed and sputtered, trying to get her breath.

Sesshoumaru climbed on top of her and began using his vine whip as a rope, tying her up with her arms behind her back. She felt the burn of the poison, but was surprised it didn't appear as strong as normal. Still partially asleep and in shock over what was happening, she never really fought back.

Sesshoumaru sliced through her clothes as easily as a hot knife through butter. There she was, naked, vulnerable, bound, and terrified of what he had in store for her. What he had in store for her was sheer terror. She watched in horror as he slipped out of his clothes and stood there naked before her. She started to cry and beg to be released and that only made matters worse.

Forcing open her mouth, he pushed his member inside her mouth and grabbed the back of her hair. Forcing himself deeper into her throat, she gagged and started to throw up. This only made him angrier,

"Pathetic human. No ...you're not human anymore. You're a hanyou. A pathetic hanyou.", he commented as he forced her to suck him.

Her mouth and jaw hurt from from the forcefulness and from his size. Just when she thought she would gag again, he removed himself and flipped her onto her knees. As she begged for him to stop, he pushed his entire hand inside her moist cunt. Fisting her roughly, she cried louder, her sobs filling the room. He then entered her from behind and shoved his cock deep inside her. As he was doing so, he shoved first two, three, then four fingers up her anus, making her scream louder in pain.

This continued throughout the night, with Sesshoumaru raping her numerous times. She lost count of the times he climaxed his seed onto her and started anew, his assault on her body. By morning, she would be freed and ordered to bathe. As she laid in the tub, her sobs started again and she cried out for Inuyasha to come and rescue her.

But he never did. As the months went by, the nightly rape only stopped when Sesshoumaru was out patrolling the lands, and even that didn't always bring and end to it. Sometimes, he still showed up, the pinkish bubble appearing in her room late at night. Her life became a routine of caring and playing with Rin during the day (and having to look like she wanted to be there, lest she upset Rin), and becoming Sesshoumaru's sex slave at night.

She quickly learned that disobedience would not be tolerated. Trying to fight back one night, Sesshoumaru ordered his demon guard up into her room. 10 of them. He ordered them to have their way with her while he watched her humiliation. All 10 took turns at her and then they didn't wait for turns. They decided to see how much she could take, as they stuffed every hole she had. When one would finish, another would take his place. And they weren't careful with their claws, as she found herself sliced and bloody. Her crying and pleading fell on deaf ears as Sesshoumaru merely watched and the demon guard laughed at her predicament.

After that humiliating night, she refused Sesshoumaru no more, instead allowing him to do what he wished to her. It was far better than been gang raped by a group of demons.

She now dreaded being a hanyou. If she was a human, the attacks surely would have resulted in her death by now, especially the night she was gang raped. Instead, now she healed and her body would look like nothing had ever happened. Every night, she cried and bemoaned her fate and begged silently for Inuyasha to be alive and rescue her. Her wishes, however, went unanswered. Her life was miserable. Horrible. Her lover and son gone. Now she was alone. She only wanted now to die.
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Inuyasha's search had him zig-zagging back and forth across the country. He wanted to at least find a trace of her, possibly even her remains, if that was all that was left. The months went by and soon it had been a year since he last saw any trace of Kagome or Takeshi. He refused to give up, but his soul was lacking. One minute, he had everything in life, a mate, a home, a son. The next minute, he was alone. Alone again to face his miserable wretched life. Death seemed almost pleasing to him.

Retracing another path, he found himself at a familiar place. When he heard his name called, he knew why it was familiar,

"Kikyou.", he said, almost happy to see the miko.

"Inuyasha. Now why are you here?",asked Kikyou.

Inuyasha nearly ran to her arms, so lonely, depressed and forlorn was he, "Kikyou.", he said again, near tears. His soul had felt he lost Kagome. He now needed somebody. Anybody. And she was there.