InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ No Ordinary Love ❯ I Gave All The Love I Got...Sango Gives it Up ( Chapter 37 )

Chapter 37

 

I Gave You All the Love I Got…Sango Gives it Up

 

At first, Kagome and Sango did not say much to each other as they walked past the fields and fieldworkers. Occasionally, Sango would look up, wondering what Kagome had to tell her. It wasn't that Kagome was stalling; she was just trying to find the best way to explain to her what she needed to say.

 

Quickly, Kagome stole a glance at Sango. Nothing seemed very different about her since she and InuYasha had left. If Sango had finally made love with Miroku, Kagome had hoped she would see something different about the demon slayer that might clue her in. Since she couldn't tell, Kagome decided she would just have to be blunt and come out and ask her.

 

“Sango, I need to ask you something personal,” said Kagome slowly, as they walked.

 

Sango blushed, not looking back at her. “What did you want to ask?” she said.

 

“It is important to know, especially in light of my new-found pregnancy, whether…” Kagome trailed off, blushing slightly.

 

“Whether I did it with Miroku yet?” Sango finished for her.

 

“Yes,” said Kagome, and smiled at Sango, relieved.

 

“No, not yet…almost,” Sango said softly.

 

“Well, if you think you might soon, there is something I want to give you first,” said Kagome.

 

“Give me?” said Sango wonderingly.

 

“Yes, it's something from my time that I was too late to use,” said Kagome ruefully. “It's birth control.”

 

“You can control birth in your time?” said Sango in astonishment.

 

“We can control getting pregnant,” said Kagome. “I want to give you something to use so that won't happen to you.”

 

With a start, Sango stopped and looked at her wide-eyed. Giving her an encouraging smile, Kagome stopped as well.

 

“There is nothing to be afraid of,” said Kagome. “It isn't complicated or dangerous. I will give it to you back at Masahiro's house, if you want.”

 

`Well,' thought Sango, `I must give in to the fact that I probably won't be able to resist my feelings for Miroku much longer. If Kagome can give me something that will safely keep me from getting pregnant, I might as well accept it.'

 

Closing her eyes a moment and bowing her head, Sango replied, “Thank you for thinking of me. I'll use this birth control you brought back for me.”

 

“Great!” Kagome said, clasping her hands in front of her and smiling brightly. “Let's go back now and I'll give it to you and show you how it's used.”

 

A little skip in her step, Kagome turned around, followed by Sango and they walked back to the house.

 

InuYasha was pacing back and forth in front of Masahiro's house, clenching and unclenching his fists. It was very hard for him not to run after Kagome. Now that she was pregnant, he was feeling extremely nervous and agitated when she was out of his sight. From the porch, Miroku and Masahiro watched him pace with increasing exasperation.

 

“Please, will you stop that pacing?” said Miroku. “They haven't been gone that long and I'm sure they won't go that far.”

 

“Shut up monk!” said InuYasha. “You have no idea what it is like when the woman you love is pregnant.”

 

“We might as well just let the hanyou be,” said Masahiro. “He obviously is not going to relax. Why don't we do some meditation?”

 

“Yeah, I think I need it,” said Miroku wryly, and quirked a half smile at the older monk.

 

The two monks had just settled into deep meditation when Kagome and Sango rounded the corner onto the garden path.

 

“About time you returned!” InuYasha growled, stalking over to Kagome and putting his hand protectively on the small of her back.

 

“Really, we weren't gone that long,” said Kagome. “I have to give Sango what I brought back for her.”

 

A sly smile came over InuYasha's face as he looked at Sango, and the demon slayer blushed as she realized he knew. He let his hand drop as Kagome and Sango walked away and into the house.

 

“Well, it looks like you might get lucky after all,” said InuYasha, turning to grin at Miroku.

 

Startled, Miroku opened his eyes and looked at InuYasha, who had started to laugh.

“You better not have already got to Sango though,” said InuYasha, suddenly sobering up, “or else you might find yourself in the same position as Kagome and I.”

 

Raising his hand to his head and closing his eyes, Miroku blushed, not knowing how to respond to the hanyou. Just what did Kagome bring back for Sango? Would they let him know what was going on? He really didn't want to ask InuYasha.

 

Later that evening, they all sat on the porch eating dinner. InuYasha sat practically on top of Kagome, and she tried to be understanding and patient with his overprotective behavior. Miroku was feeling left out, the only one who did not know what Sango had been given by Kagome. When he had tried to ask his fiancé about it, she had whispered, `Not now, I'll tell you later.' The monk had to be content with that.

 

“Tomorrow, I will start to teach Kagome how to create a shield inside herself to protect the baby,” said Masahiro. “She will practice this until it is second nature to her. When she feels ready, we will then proceed with the Tantric sex training.”

 

“And what should we be doing in the meantime?” said Miroku.

 

“Well, InuYasha here can instruct you and Sango on what he has learned about Tantric sex,” said Masahiro seriously.

 

Suddenly, Kagome, Sango and Miroku all choked simultaneously on their food. InuYasha looked flustered and growled softly. When Kagome finally was able to clear her throat, she took a deep breath and then turned to InuYasha with a big grin on her face.

 

“My hanyou teach Miroku and Sango about Tantric sex?” said Kagome in disbelief, and burst out laughing.

 

“I don't think that's funny,” InuYasha sulked.

 

“By teaching, InuYasha will reinforce the knowledge and training he has acquired,” said Masahiro evenly.

 

“Can we wait a while on this?” said Sango. “I'm not ready to do Tantric sex yet.”

 

`She isn't ready to even have sex,' thought Miroku.

 

“As you will,” said Masahiro, inclining his head.

 

That night, Kagome and InuYasha slept out on the futon in the main room again, while Miroku and Sango retired to the Tantric sex room. Lying down together, InuYasha took Kagome in his arms and she snuggled against him. They did not speak for a few minutes, just relaxed in the warmth of their love for each other.

 

“So, how did it go with Sango?” said InuYasha. “I take it she and Miroku haven't done it yet.”

 

“No, they haven't,” said Kagome, and InuYasha gave a derisive snort of laughter. “But I think they will, soon.”

 

“Poor bastard finally going to get lucky, huh?” said InuYasha evilly.

 

“Yes, he is lucky,” said Kagome seriously. “Luckier than we were. They won't have the added strain of bringing a child into the world while we are still fighting Naraku.”

 

That got InuYasha's attention, and he gulped, then sighed. A feeling of anxiety and anger welled up in him, but it was quickly quenched by the feelings of love and sorrow he had for Kagome and the position he had put her, and all of them in. He closed his eyes and kissed Kagome tenderly in the top of the head.

 

“I'm so sorry our baby has to be born this way,” said InuYasha, “and I'm sorry that you have to go through all this.”

 

“I'm as much to blame as you,” said Kagome, reaching out to stroke his arm. “I wanted you so much, and never tried to deny you. We took the risk together, and now we are paying the price.”

 

They looked into each other's eyes a moment, their expressions grim but determined. Then they curled around each other, stroking each other's backs comfortingly, and went to sleep.

 

As Sango got ready for bed, she discreetly took out the birth control Kagome had given her. It was small, white, and oblong shaped. It reminded Sango of a longish arrow head. Biting her lower lip, Sango quickly inserted it inside herself, as deeply as she could. A thrill went though her, as she realized that this was the confirmation that she was actually going to do it. But Miroku did not know this yet.

 

When they were prepared for bed, Miroku and Sango climbed under the silk sheets together. The monk turned to give Sango a kiss good night, and she grabbed him. His eyes went round in surprise as her hands held his face to hers so she could kiss him, her kiss filled with passion and need. A shudder went through him, and he felt himself grow painfully erect. As they kissed, Sango started tugging at his robes like she wanted to remove them, so he broke the kiss and began to strip. So did Sango, saying nothing but breathing hard, a slight flush to her cheeks.

 

Both finally naked, Sango pulled Miroku over her until he was lying on top of her. He kissed her again as he slowly lowered his body on top of hers. She arched underneath him, spreading her legs, and letting her nipples rub up against his chest as he got closer to her. Panting, he broke the kiss and started to nibble and kiss her neck and collarbone, eliciting a moan of desire from her. Then he cupped her breasts in his hands, bringing them to his mouth and sucking deeply on her nipples. Sango gasped and bucked up underneath him, her legs opening further and his erection knocking into her inner thigh. Gently, she ran her fingers over his back and sides down to his hips. Miroku moaned and shivered under the erotic touch. Then he let go of her breasts and ran his tongue down the cleft between them, down to her tummy and then over to her hips. Sango writhed and gasped, her fingers now buried in his hair. The moist heat was building between her legs, and she was burning with desire. Her heart beating wildly in her chest, Sango grabbed his shoulders and pulled. Miroku realized she wanted him to come back up to her, and complied. When his face was over hers again, she looked him steadily in the eyes, and wrapped her legs around his hips. The tip of his erection was now poking into her entrance.

 

“I want you,” Sango breathed. “It's time.”

 

Miroku could hardly believe what he was hearing, and froze a moment. But Sango would not let him hesitate long, grabbing his erection and guiding it into her. He sank down into her, pushing gently, as her body's initial reaction was to fight this unknown intrusion. Sango closed her eyes and took a sharp breath.

 

“It's okay, relax,” Miroku whispered. “Let me make this easier on you.”

 

Pulling out, he stroked her clitoris with his erection, occasionally dipping back inside her as she became more wet and relaxed. When he had brought her to climax with his strokes, he then quickly plunged inside her before her orgasm had totally subsided, and stayed that way a moment as her newly de-flowered body adjusted to him. She trembled a moment underneath him, her lips parted and emitting small pants. She opened her eyes and looked at him.

 

“Will you be all right if I move?” Miroku asked.

 

With a quick nod, Sango said, “Yes, please move.”

 

It was almost unbelievable to Miroku that he was actually making love to Sango, as he slowly started to thrust in and out of her. It was hard for him to control his desire to go faster and harder, and a shudder would wrack his body from time to time at the exquisite sensation of her sheath squeezing him. Sango felt mixed waves of pleasure and pain wash over her with each thrust, and she tried to stay relaxed and concentrate on the good feelings.

 

“Ahhhh….Sango….ahhhhh….AHHHHHH!” Miroku yelled as he came, his back arched and pressed her hips firmly back into the mattress.

 

In the main room, InuYasha was dozing, and his ears twitched. A smile came briefly to his face as he heard Miroku climax. With a chuckle, he pulled his sleeping lover closer to him and buried his face in her hair.