InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ No Words ❯ No Words ( Chapter 1 )

No Words
A/N - Who are they? You know, even I don't know. Take a guess. Lemon, and it's not very happy. I wrote this in about an hour and had to get it out of my system. Not my first, but first for this user name.

~Her~

No words are spoken. Nothing needs to be said. We both know this is wrong, and that in performing this act we've crossed a line and can never go back. But nothing can stop us. We held ourselves back for so long, denying what we truly wanted. We acted as though we didn't have feelings for each other, dare I say even hated each other. But it wasn't true.
I try to steady my breathing as his hands slide over my bare arms and up to my neck. When was my shirt removed? Oh well. I gently run my fingers up and down his hard chest, grinning slightly when he moaned. His lips find a nice spot right beneath my ear, causing me to bite my lip to keep from making noises, lest anyone hear. His lower half is directly on top of mine, trying to feel me through layers of fabric. I arch of slightly to feel him while my hands move to his hips. I dig my finger nails into his skin, hard enough to be felt but not hard enough to shed blood.

~Him~

She's bolder than I expected. Not terribly bold, but still. I always imagined her to be the timid, shy type in a situation like this. I smirk slightly, knowing that bold or shy, I still want this. Nibbling on her some more, I close my eyes, loving her sharp fingernails against my skin. Biting down a bit harder, I can't help but moan as she sucks in her breath. I know she is enjoying this. Pushing my manhood against her, I move my hands down her body to the rest of the clothes that need to be removed. She tenses slightly, and I know she's nervous. If she wants me to stop, I'll stop. But she has to say something. Until then, no words are spoken.

~Her~

His strong hands continue to undress me. I'm terrified, though at the same time more excited then I have ever been in my entire life. I can tell he is eager to move this along. Part of me would like to savor this, our first time, but we don't have much time before someone may find us. Suddenly he begins moving down my body, placing soft, wet kisses across my breasts and stomach. My hands grip his shoulders tightly, not knowing what he is going to do. My heart begins to race fast when I feel his hot breath above my maidenhood. I open my mouth to say something, not entirely sure what, but only moan instead when I feel his tongue across my wet folds.

~Him~

She gasps and squirms beneath me, and I can't help but taste her again. Her smell is intoxicating, and her taste like nothing I've ever had before. My hands move to her hips and thighs, holding her in place while I continue. I can feel her fingernails on my skin again, and it only turns me on even more. I nibble slightly and she moans, her head thrashing to the side. I move my tongue over her nether regions again and again as she grows increasingly wet. She begins whimpering, and I know she's near completion. So soon, but this is her first time, after all.

~Her~

Something inside of me is growing. My skin is hot and flushed, and I'm excited about whatever is coming. Though at the same time, scared. It's getting bigger, what is it? It feels good. Suddenly, it breaks inside of me and I call out an unintelligible noise as my body shakes. I tremble and gasp and I can still feel him there, licking and tasting. He eventually crawls back up my body and holds me close to him as I catch my breath. I close my eyes and swallow thickly. He moves away from me for a minute, but I'm still to out of it to open my eyes and find out why. Seconds later he's back to holding me, only something is different. It takes me a minute to realize what it is. He had removed the rest of his clothes. My eyes snapped open at the sudden realization, though he didn't see.

~Him~

I hold her close to me, stroking her hair gently while she catches her breath. Feeling so constricted I had to remove my clothes, but I wasn't going to push this until she was ready. I kissed the side of her head, waiting for her to give any indication that she was ready. I hope it doesn't take to long.

~Her~

I chew my lip slightly, my heart still irregular. This was it. We were going to do this. And after that, what? Would we be 'together', or would we go back to just friends? No one else will know about this, so there would be no reason for us to act differently. So, why am I doing this? I'm going to get hurt, I know it. Why bother? I turn slightly, my thigh brushing his still hard member. Because I've wanted this for so long, and because if we don't do it now we never will, and I have the feeling that I will regret that more that doing it. Letting him know I'm ready, I rub my thigh against him again. His breath hitches at the contact, but he moves.

~Him~

Crawling on top of her I position myself at her entrance, looking down at her beautiful face. She doesn't meet my eye, and I know she's scared. I don't know what to do to reassure her, so I merely move myself forward slightly. Her face stays the same, but as I continue to move she winces slightly. I know it'll hurt for her, but she isn't objecting. I don't know how to make it less painful. I suppose I could stop moving, wait for her to adjust, but it feels so could, I can't help it. I tell myself that I keep moving so she can't dwell on the pain, and that I'm trying to get her adjusted quicker, but the real reason is that I'm selfish, and it feels better for me to move then hold still. I close my eyes when I hear her whimper slightly. Her trembling hands wrap around my neck and bring me closer to her. I can feel her placing kisses on my face, and I know she wants me t respond back and to reassure her that the pain will stop. But this just feels so good to keep moving.

~Her~

It hurts, oh God it hurts. He's so big, and I feel like I'm being stretched apart. Why doesn't he stop, and wait for me to get used to it? I don't want to say anything, though. Maybe if I kiss him some more, he'll slow down.

~Him~

I'm almost there, I can feel it. Wait, how do I keep her from getting pregnant? The last thing we need is something so defenseless at a time like this. It just wouldn't be safe. Sighing slightly, but still enjoying the sensation, I realize that I'll need to pull out right before.

~Her~

It finally doesn't feel so alien, but I think he's almost done. He's moving faster and his moans are getting louder. I feel a little bad for being so unresponsive, but it hurt too much, and he still seemed to have a good time. Suddenly, he pulled out of me. My eyes snap open and my head shoots up to see him spilling himself out of him, making a mess next to me. He's trying to catch his breath, using one arm to support himself. I lay back down, confused. Why did he do that? Is that what is supposed to happen? I wasn't sure, but I didn't think so. Glancing at his face, I wonder, does he only think of me in a purely sexual way? Am I not good enough to mother his offspring? I open my mouth to ask him, but he opens his eyes, looks at me, and smiles slightly. He leans over and kisses my forehead. Getting up, he gathers our clothes.

~Him~

No reason to sit around. I get our clothes, toss hers to her, and get dressed. When I'm done I realize that she is still naked, and she looked hurt, confused. Which in turn makes me confused. She should be grateful that I did that, shouldn't she? No chance of her getting pregnant. That's the last thing she needs. A young, unmarried girl. I get the feeling that she wants comfort still, but I didn't know what to do. Kneeling in front of her I kiss her on the lips gently. The kiss is awkward, for both of us, and she pulls away ever so slightly. Sighing, I stand up and walk away. What else can I do? I don't want her mad at me. She's always mad at me, and it’s easier this way. No words are spoken.

~Her~

No words are spoken as I watch him walk away, waiting till he is completely out of sight before I slowly get dressed. I'm numb, physically and emotionally. Why didn't he stick around? Was it that bad for him, since it was with me? I stand up on shaking legs. Carefully stepping over the mess next to me, I slowly walk away as well.
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