InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Nothing Left to Lose ❯ Desire ( Chapter 15 )

A/N: Ah! Forgiveness, forgiveness, do not beat your worthless servant/writer! Okay, that was mean, but it really was getting big and I had a lot more to write! And it was late, and it's hard to type when dozing off on the keyboard. It's rather short, but can you imagine this beast combined with the last one, that would have been a huge chapter! Since it's the weekend I'll see if I can get an extra chapter out to appease the reviewing gods/goddesses. *grovel* Anyways, I don't own them, I just yank the strings. Oh yeah, big freaking lemon warning.

 

**Updated to add a conversation between Mirokou and Sango I forgot. Not too crucial, so anyone that missed it no biggie.

 

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“If you stop right now, I swear I will grab whatever part of you I can and purify the hell out of it. And you're naked.”

 

Startled eyes locked with Kagome's stubborn gaze. “I may not be able to stop.”

 

Kagome growled at him, knowing he would never be able to resist that. “Good.” She worked her hands free from his loosened grasp and slid back down his body. `I want this.' His body tensed as her hands found their target, stroking him softly to hear his breathing change. `I want him.'

 

`She is going to push me too far. Oh, Kami, I want her. I want to feel her beneath me, all around me. I want to bury myself in her and hear her scream my name. I want her, now and always.'

 

Sesshomaru grabbed Kagome's hands again, moving them back over her head. Before she could threaten him he seized her mouth, silencing any protests. His mouth trailed away at a leisurely pace, tasting every inch of her. Now he would memorize her every curve, scent, and taste. Trailing over her neck he lingered over her pulse, feeling it hitch when he trailed a fang over the delicate skin. She was mumbling nonsense over his head, her face tight with excitement and anticipation. Gentle nips worked down her collarbone, his hand running over her curves and holding her shaking body still. `I will go slowly. I do not want any fear, I want her to stay.'

 

When the mouth working on her body found her nipple again Kagome groaned, arching her back against the strong body over hers. He still had her hands pinned over her head, holding her still so that he could savor her body at his leisure. Kagome pulled at her hands, wanting to run her hands over his skin, but he would not loosen his grip. The idea of making him release her went through her mind, but was erased when he gently nipped at her, drawing a gasp and a shudder from her.

 

Hot breath and kisses were working lower on her body, trailing across her quivering stomach. His free hand was trailing over her hip, soft as feathers. Sesshomaru trailed his tongue around her navel, keeping her attention while his hand trailed down to her thighs. Gentle strokes worked their way around to her inner thigh, gently pressing her leg over. As the way was cleared he was able to settle his body between her legs. But in order to move lower, he would need to release her hands. He slid back up her body, keeping his body pressed between her legs, and returned his attention to her nipples. `Make her so excited that she will not notice where my hand is going.'

 

Kagome managed to snatch one hand free when he returned to her incredibly sensitive breasts. She pressed him against her, burying her hand in his hair. She barely noticed that his free hand was working up and down her inner thighs, slowly moving upwards. Only when it reached it's intended target did she react.

 

His intended's body suddenly jumped against him while the hand in his hair tightened. The youkai forced his hand to be still for a moment while redoubling his efforts on the rest of her body. His mouth moved to hers, inhaling her gasps as he stroked her tongue with his own. He could feel her heat, her desire on his hand. Slowly, the fingers began to move, drawing tiny whimpers from the incredible body beneath him. She was pressing against him again, seeking more of the contact. Her mouth was pressing against him as her hand gripped her hair. The soft whimpers were becoming louder as he stroked her desire.

 

Fire was burning through Kagome's body and mind. Nobody had ever touched her like this, and now she wanted more. She could feel tension in the pit of her stomach. Her hips lifted and ground against him of their own accord. Slow, careful fingers were driving her insane. They brushed against her sensitive nub, drawing a loud gasp. “Oh, Kami!”

 

Slowly Sesshomaru released the miko's other hand. She was slick with desire, her body shaking with need. He wanted to know every scent and taste of her body. His mouth began the same leisurely descent, lingering over her breasts before continuing on the course down her body. Both of Kagome's hands were buried in his hair, her body pressing against him as her hands pulled him to her. He trailed over her abdomen, sliding his body down hers. His hands slid over her hips as his mouth moved down to the source of her tension. He was almost overwhelmed by the intoxicating smell of her arousal, slowly moving his mouth down her thigh, nipping at the quivering flesh. When he could not resist any longer he stroked his tongue over her folds, making her hips buck.

 

“Sesshomaru!” Kagome was not even aware she had called his name, her hands still buried in his hair and he pressed his mouth to her center. She could not think or reason, she could only experience as his skilled mouth drew pleasured gasps from her. When his tongue centered on that sensitive nub she bit her lower lip, trying not to scream loud enough to wake the entire palace. A gentle finger was back, stroking at her opening while his tongue continued to work. Slowly the single finger was being pressed into her, filling her. She arched her back, savoring this new sensation.

 

`An innocent.' Sesshomaru had encountered the barrier that proved her innocence. He had no interest in causing her pain later, so he pressed against it now, a tiny movement of a claw slitting the barrier without her even noticing. The path was now clear, and he could press his finger deeper into her, pressing until his knuckles were flush against her skin. A gentle rhythm began, in time to the actions of his mouth. Her breathing was becoming ragged, gasping for air at the intensified sensations.

 

A second finger slid into her, making Kagome whimper again. The tension in her stomach was growing, as though she was moving towards something that she wanted. His tongue and fingers worked together, driving her on and making her see stars. A third finger was added, making her feel just a bit stretched, but also making her want more. She moved her hips against him in time to the strokes of his fingers. The tension was building, and her body was tightening. She pulled on his hair, driving against him until she exploded.

 

The body beneath him shook, the walls around his fingers tightening as she reached her peak. She called his name again, pulling hard against him, then dropping back to the blankets, looking dazed but content. Sesshomaru was very careful when working his fingers out of her. She whimpered a little at the loss, but otherwise stayed where she was with her dazed little smile on her lips. Her intended slid back up her body to give her a more gentle kiss.

 

“Wow.” Kagome could not think of anything else to describe what she had just experienced. Aftershocks were still rippling through her body. She slowly opened her eyes, finding amber ones gazing down at hers with a soft expression. “Arigato.”

 

A gentle hand ran down her cheek, pushing her hair back. “You are all right?”

 

Kagome nodded, enjoying the feel of his hand on her cheek. “Of course. I just need a second to catch my breath. Wow.” Her eyes fell back closed as she eased her hands out of his hair and trailed them down his back. She could feel his hardness pressed to her thigh, still throbbing with his own need. “Now it's your turn.”

 

Without opening her eyes Kagome shoved on his shoulder, throwing him off balance and tipping him off of her. She moved with him, not quite flipping him over but close enough. Not it was her turn to learn his body, pressing her mouth to his. The startled youkai kissed her back, trying to figure out what she was up to.

 

Her soft mouth was now working down his body, feeling the hard muscles under surprisingly warm skin. Her hands were gliding over his skin, exploring every part of him. She never stayed in one place too long, she moved about his body wanting to find and examine every inch of him. Her hair trailed over his skin, making goosebumps appear at the soft touch.

 

Those soft, warm hands were moving down his body again, unerringly moving towards his throbbing need. Sesshomaru clenched his hands against the blankets, trying to breathe as those hands stroked him, gently exploring the unknown. His breath hissed through his teeth, the soft touches almost driving him over the edge.

 

`I wonder if he will mind.' Kagome had moved her body down until her head was even with his hips. Right before her was his manhood. She stroked it with gentle fingers, feeling him react to her touch. She wrapped her fingers around him, squeezing gently as she moved from the base to the head. She wanted to know what he would taste like. Slowly Kagome eased forward, bringing her mouth into contact with his hard length. She pressed a slow, open mouthed kiss to the head, running her tongue over the tip.

 

Sesshomaru went to grab her hands, to pull her way before he could lose control, but she growled a warning at him, challenge in her eyes. “I don't think you want to try anything while I am touching you like this.” Sure enough, the youkai froze, allowing her to continue. While Kagome focused on experiencing every inch of him, Sesshomaru tried to continue breathing, reveling in the sensations she was causing. When she slid her mouth over his length, his control finally snapped.

 

Before she could react Kagome found herself on her back with Sesshomaru pressing down on her, his hard length pressed against her center. His eyes were starting to bleed red as he pressed her down, his mouth covering hers in a deep kiss. She wrapped her arms about his shoulders, pulling him against her and grinding her hips to him. His hard length was pressing at her opening, slowly starting to slide in. Kagome slid her legs up to his hips, trying to make it easier for them both as he continued to fill her.

 

The youkai was pressing into her slowly, enjoying the sensation of being surrounded by her heat and seeing the expression on her face as he filled her. He pressed into her steadily until he was pressed flat against her, buried to the hilt inside of her. She was gasping for air, her hands buried in his hair again as she adjusted to his considerable size. Sesshomaru fought to keep from plunging into her, holding on until she was more comfortable. He knew that it was a battle that he was losing quickly. His eyes were no longer amber, and the instincts were taking over. When Kagome shifted under him, pressing her hips to his, he started to move on her.

 

The hard length inside of her was moving, causing friction against her opening that made her moan. The eyes staring down at her were not beautiful amber, but had gone red. She was not entirely surprised, since she had caused that reaction in him enough times. Her eyes slid shut as he thrust into her. Her body was becoming used to this, and now she wanted more. She lifted her legs until they were hooked over his hips, drawing him deeper into her. The thrusts were becoming harder and more urgent, his grip on her body tighter. Moans were escaping her as he pushed her body on, causing the tension to rise again. Kagome's finger nails dug into his skin, clinging to him as he moved to a fierce tempo, growling deep in his chest.

 

Instinct was in control as Sesshomaru finally took the beautiful female that he had desired for so long. He thrust wildly, feeling her body pressing against him, her legs around him, her heat surrounding his need. She was moaning his name, her nails digging into his skin. He could feel fire building in him, his release was not far away. He ran his mouth over her neck, savoring the scent of her arousal and knowing that he was the cause. Her head was thrown back, her body shaking as she found her own release.

 

Kagome's second climax was more powerful then her first. Her whole body tensed, moaning his name and shaking at the pleasure that was exploding in her. Her nails dug deeply into his shoulders. Sesshomaru thrust hard for a few more strokes, then slammed into her, his own body shaking at his release. He bit at her neck, fangs dragging across her skin. Kagome bit his shoulder in response, caught up in the lust of the moment. The two clung to each other as their bodies shook with shared pleasure.

 

Slowly the couple sank back to the bed. Sesshomaru's eyes were back to amber, gazing at the relaxed, content face beneath him. He was still inside of her, unwilling to give up the intimate contact. Her breathing was still heavy, but it was returning to normal. Her eyes opened slowly, still foggy with pleasure. She focused on his eyes slowly, a small smile appearing. Tension eased out of Sesshomaru's body. It did not seem that he had hurt her or frightened her. On the contrary, she seemed quite relaxed in his arms.

 

Slowly relaxing her fingers so that she was no longer driving her nails into his skin, Kagome reached up for a gentle kiss. “Arigato, again.”

 

Midnight hair was across her face. Sesshomaru pushed it away, sitting up slightly so he could focus on her. “You are unharmed?”

 

Surprisingly the miko giggled. “I should be asking you that, considering I just pulled my nails out of your skin.”

 

A quick check revealed that he had eight little crescent marks across his shoulders, courtesy of Kagome's nails. Sesshomaru knew they would be gone within the hour, but he was still surprised to see them. “You have sharp nails for a ningen.”

 

“Wait until you see the mark over here. It seems I have sharp teeth, too.” A small bite mark was on the flawless shoulder, making Kagome blush. “I think I got a little carried away.”

 

“As did I.” A gentle hand brushed hair away from the bite mark he had left on her, just at where her neck flowed into her shoulder. There were two puncture marks, one for each of his fangs. It was not deep, and it was barely bleeding, but it was definitely there.

 

Kagome's hands went to her neck. “I guess that's fair. Too bad I don't heal as fast as you, though.” She slid her hands up around his neck again. “It was wonderful.”

 

“Yes, it was.” Sesshomaru pressed his face to her neck, savoring the smell of her combined with his own scent. She would smell like his mate now, and the other youkai would know. He did not care. She was brave enough and strong enough to stand with him, nothing else mattered. While he did not like ningen as a rule, this one defied all rules.

 

Reluctantly the youkai shifted, sliding out of his mate. Kagome let out a quiet gasp at the sensation, missing the closeness. He pulled her with him as he moved to the head of the bed, settling back into the pillows with her pressed to his chest. Kagome pulled a blanket over them, happily snuggling into the crook of his arm. Sleep was coming up on the miko fast, exhausted from the days events, and the events of the evening.

 

“Good night, Seshomaru.”

 

“Good night, Kagome.”

 

A silent thought echoed the spoken sentiment. `Good night, my mate.'

 

The miko's breathing continued to slow, moving to the steady, deep rhythm of sleep. Sesshomaru held her against him, savoring the sensation of having her so relaxed with him. He was relieved that nothing had gone wrong. He had lost control, but she had still welcomed him, pulled him against her body, and called his name. For the most part she was unharmed. The bite had not been intentional, and at least it was not deep. Raising a hand to his own shoulder he felt the small bruise left from his new mate's teeth. `I cannot be too ashamed at my behavior when she had the exact same response.'

 

Sleep was tugging at his mind, the soothing presence next to him forcing him to relax and stop questioning himself. There was much at stake, but there was no more energy to focus on worrying about it. His eyes drifted closed, sinking down into sleep.

 

*~*~*~*

 

Mirokou paced around the room, throwing glares at the door and Sango. “We cannot leave her alone with that monster. She is in danger.”

 

Sango sighed, sitting on the edge of the bed. “No, I don't think she is. You are, but I don't think she is.”

 

“And why not?” Mirokou was standing in front of her, glaring again.

 

“I think Sesshomaru has chosen Kagome as his mate.”

 

“That is impossible.” Mirokou returned to his pacing. “He would never choose a ningen, especially one he hates as much as Kagome.”

 

“I know what I saw, Mirokou. I studied youkai, remember? With inu-youkai it is not really a choice. He is acting just like a newly mated male, protecting his mate from another male. He did not attack until you touched her, remember?”

 

The memory of being thrown across the room played behind Mirokou's eyes. “I have not forgotten.”

 

“She is not in any serious danger from him. At least not physically. I don't know if Kagome knows what is going on. She seemed oblivious. She would not know that he won't even be able to control himself around her anymore. His blood wants her, and no other.” Sango sighed, worrying about her friend's new complication.

 

“What kind of danger is she in, then?”

 

“If she does not want to stay with him he may get desperate. And he is going to have a hard time controlling himself around her, he may hurt her by accident. But he will not leave her, and he will not harm her on purpose. But I wonder if that is enough.”

 

Miroukou was following her thought. “It does not mean that he loves her.”

 

“No, it doesn't. She may be nothing more than a prized possession to him, the mother of his children. He does not have to love her at all. He won't hurt her physically, but emotionally there is no guarantee. I don't know what he feels, or thinks. I did not think he even had feelings up until now. Now I hope he does. For her sake.”