InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Obsession! ❯ Chapter 2 ( Chapter 2 )
Obsession!
By Mija
A/N~lol I am soo glad you all took this story as intended. Its not a serious peice and I thought it would be humorous and lemony..lol..since there will be an actual lemon. I wanted something different and I was hoping this was it. Hope it works for Kyotos challenge lol..anyhow ty all for the wonderfull reviews. And as you all know I DONT OWN INUYASHA OR YU YU HAKUSHO AND COMPANY.
Chapter 2
~~~Kagome had never been so ashamed or embarrassed in her life. When she woke up from her very vivid and very intense dream, she had been pretty horrified to know she had actually came in her sleep. She had touched herself, she had made herself come thinking of a non existant Anime Charactor. Ya, she had had fantasies and dreams of Hiei before, and some had been rather hot and racy, but she had never ever dreamed of one like this before. It had started nicely, like the other, racey but pretty tame compared to what the video had had on it. Then her dream changed. She had smelled him, or what she thought was him, woodsy, like pine and earth, a very musky smell. Oddly enough it had reminded her alot of Inuyasha and that really turned her on. Then she could of sworn the pants and grunts she had heard during her dream had been real, but that had been impossible, it had only been her dream and the extent of it had had her cumming in her sleep.
~~~Kagome could still feel the blush that heated her face at the memory of waking up with the evidence of her orgasm on her wet panties and finger. She felt terrible and decided this was way to much for her and gave Eri the videos back before she got ready to head back to the fuedal era. She missed Inuyasha alot, as well as her friends. She remembered how she used to neglect school, friends and family to go to the past, now she had been neglecting her quest, her friends and Inuyasha just to come back home and watch some silly hentai videos and fantasize about a guy who was only ink and paints. She felt totally awfull about it all. She had let herself become obsessed with a non human, non reality type bad boy when she only had eyes for one very real one. Inuyasha was her life, her heart and her soul. As odd as it sounded she felt as if she had betrayed Inuyasha when she had had that way to erotic dream. She still couldnt understand, they had never been that hot or intense before. She wondered what had changed to make her behave like that?
~~~She admitted to herself that the only reason she had begun to think of Hiei to begin with, was because, hell the videos were totally erotic who wouldnt get hot? But other than that, she realized that aside from looks, Hiei so reminded her of Inuyasha, they had so much in common so to speak. Inuyasha always 'kehed' and Hiei always 'hned' they liked to scowl alot, and make fun of thier companions, they liked to boss people around and they both had attitudes that reeked of bad boy. They also shared a tortured and unloving child hood, which made them bitter and cold towards the world, leary of trusting and giving compassion. They both never admitted that they cared for thier companions, even when it was clear that they did, that they respected them and considered them friends. They always played the lonely tortured soul part to the hilt that made you want to hold them and tell them that everything would be ok. Yes it was silly and she knew it, but when she had thought of Hiei she had seen only Inuyasha. But thinking of Inuyasha had become dangerous.
~~~She had caught Inuyasha looking at her oddly a few times, when he had caught her staring at him starry eyed as she had fantasized about him, and she had been sure that on a few occasions he had smelt her arousal from a few very racey dreams she had had of him. She did NOT want Inuyasha to know how much she wanted him like that, how much she wished he would just take her and ravish her till she begged him to stop. After all she was a healthy young woman, and she had urges and desires like normal people did, the only problem was that she was a virgin and her heart would not allow the thought of anyone but Inuyasha ever touching her or taking her intimatly. Apperantly her mind had convinced herself that since Hiei was not real then it was a safe thing to fantasize about, something to help her with the ache and need for Inuyasha, but after last night Kagome knew it was not safe at all. Having that dream had made her admit something to herself, even in her dream, while she had pictured Hiei over her and doing those things to her, her heart had ached and only wanted it to be Inuyasha. So no more Hiei fantasizing, back to being sexually frustrated, but if she dreamed, it would be of real flesh and blood. The very real sexy bad boy she already loved with her entire heart and soul.
~~~After packing her things she went to the well and jumped in. Soon she was back in the fuedal era and she looked around, expecting to see Inuyasha somewhere near by, as he always was when she left. He would be pacing or reclining in a tree or sitting next to the well waiting for her, then he would glare at her and yell at her for being late or something simalur. But he wasnt around. That was odd she thought, as she climbed out of the well and carried her things with her to Kaede's village. When she got there she was greeted by Miroku, Sango, Shippo, who almost knocked her to the ground with the way he hurled himself at her. Then there was Kaede and Kirara, but no Inuyasha.
"Kagome your back." smiled a very cheerfull Sango. Whom Kagome thought of as a slightly older sister whom she loved dearly.
"Welcome back lady Kagome." came the lecherous monk, whom Kagome adored as a brother non the less.
"Glad that ye are back and safe Kagome child." came the warm welcoming smile of wise old Kaede that Kagome often thought of as a grandmother, and loved her as such.
~~~Kirara jumped on her shoulder and started to purr softly and mew as she rubbed her head against Kagome's cheek, as Shippo hugged her and cuddled in her arms as she held him and petted his tail. Kagome giggled and smiled warmly. Oh how she loved these people and demons, they meant the world to her and she couldnt believe she had wasted her time watching videos when she could of been with them all this time.
"Ive missed you too Kirara.." Kagome cooed as she rubbed her cheek against the small neko fire cats head.
"Wheres Inuyasha?" she added, once she had said her hello's. Everyone looked at her and just shrugged thier shoulders. To them they rarely if ever saw Inuyasha when Kagome was gone, most times he would wait by the well till she returned.
"Wasnt he at the well waiting for you when you got back like always?" asked the innocent kitsune.
"I didnt see him there." Kagome replied, worring that something might be wrong.
"Dont worry lady Kagome, Inuyasha can take care of himself, let us wait for him here, if he does not return by sunrise then we shall go look for him." came the smooth and wise voice of Miroku. Kaede and Sango nodded that they agreed. Kagome had no choice but to agree as well. She just hoped Inuyasha was alright. She would die if anything happened to him.
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~~~Inuyasha could smell Kagome's return when he entered the outskirts of the village that night. He had heard them talking and laughing as they ate some of Kaede's stew. He had wanted to go in, but he didnt think he could face Kagome right now. He was still hurt, and that made him mad. He did not trust what he would say or do while he was still angry. So he had hopped into a tree right next to Kaede's hut where he could hear the others clearly inside and rested. Soon they all fell asleep and Inuyasha had become relaxed. The sound of Kagomes laughter and the sound of her voice always made him calm and lulled him. He loved hearing her, except when she yelled then sat him, he could live without ever hering her say the sit word again. He was about to doze off when he smelt it. He growled and hopped off the tree and quietly entered the hut and stood over the sleeping Kagome. He could smell her arousal, and her face was flushed and she had such a pleased and glowing smile on her face as what ever she dreamed of made her happy. It just tugged and tore at his heart to know it wasnt him she was thinking of. She gasped softly, as she had done that previous night and his gut clentched again. He wanted to shake her awake, make her stop thinking of this other mad, and demand that she think of him, dream of him, call out his name when she came. Instead he left the hut and went out to find a demon to kill and get rid of this intense pain in his chest, and the anger he felt because of it.
~~~The next morning Kagome was relieved to see Inuyasha back and with some fresh killed rabbit for breakfast as well. Untill he started to yell at her that is.
"Inuyasha your back." Kagome had said happily when she saw him enter the hut the next morning. He had glared daggers at her and that had made Kagome look wideeyed at him. He had never looked at her like that before. Was that anger? Hatred in those amber gold eyes of his?
"What the fuck do you mean Im back?? Ive always been here..its you who keeps taking off back to your time to do Kami knows what..wasting time when we should be out looking for the shards YOU broke!" Inuyasha barked at her and everyone looked at him wide eyed and with shock. Kagome looked like she was about to cry. ya he yelled at her alot and called her names like wentch or bitch, but she was used to those things, she understood now that he didnt mean them in a bad way really, and oddly enough she had come to think of them as pet names for her since he didnt call Sango those things or anyother woman, except maybe demons but when he called them bitches his tone was alot diffrent when he called her that.
"Inuyasha whats wrong?? why are you mad for?" Kagome asked, holding back the tears and the anger she felt inside.
"Nothings wrong BITCH execept were wasting time..now get your lazy ass up and lets go find those shards!" he growled as he stomped out of the hut. Everyone looked at Kagome and she put her head down to hide the wetness in her eyes. When she composed herself she looked up and plastered that fake smile on her face.
"Well guys it looks like Inuyasha is in one of his moods and in a hurry to get started so lets eat breakfast and pack up before he comes in here yelling his head off at us again." she told them cheerfully, but everyone knew it hadnt been THEM he had been yelling at but only HER. They didnt say anything and went about thier day.
~~~Inuyasha was being exceptionally mean to Kagome today. Everyone noticed it, but no one dared to say anything to the grumpy hanyou. When Kagome had asked him what the hell he was so pissed about, which was oddly strange in itself since she didnt curse alot, he had ignored her straight out. In fact he ingnored her alot during the day and what made things even stranger? Was when Kouga showed up. Everyone expected for Inuyasha and Kouga to fight, for Inuyasha to curse the wolf prince off and vice versa, but what actually happened shocked the hell outta all of them. They had been walking when Kagome got the look on her face.
"Shard comeing out way..fast." she sighed and so did the others when they heard Inuyasha growl, but the lack of any real signs of danger. The Kouga had appeared in a whirlwind of dust and grinned at Kagome.
"Kagome my love..I was hunting and caught the aroma of your intoxicating scent and had to come see how my woman was doing..Ive missed you." Kouga declared loudly and everyone groaned. Everyone knew he spoke loudly so that Inuyasha could hear, Kouga just loved pissing Inuyasha off it seemed. But when Inuyasha just yawned and walked away from the couple, even Kouga was shocked.
"Oi dog turd, you been treatin my woman right?" Kouga baited, trying to get a rise out of Inuyasha, this was to wierd even for him, dog breath always fought him when he came near Kagome. Right now he had Kagome's hands in one of his and his arm wrapped around her waist and Inuyasha wasnt paying one single bit of attention to him. That was really freaking him out, not to mention everyone else as well, especially Kagome.
"She aint your woman wolf shit....." Inuyasha replied half heartedly as he lounged against the trunk of a tree.
"But hey if you want sloppy seconds then go for it asshole." Inuyasha mumbled under his breath so that only Kouga could hear him, and Shippo of course, but he was to young to understand what the hell that meant.
"What did you say?" Kouga asked with clentched teeth, his voice deep and menacing.
"Shes in love with someone else and it aint me or you shit head." Inuyasha growled, so that only demons understood him. Kouga looked stunned, then he looked down at Kagome and smelled her. This was freaking Kagome out just a way bit too much.
"Kouga what are you doing?" she asked nervously. He didnt reply. He circled her and sniffed all around her. He was confussed. He looked back over at Inuyasha.
"Oi dog turd what the fuck is going on?? she dont smell like another male..not even your scent is strong on her...so what if she loves someone else..all I have to do is claim her and she will be mine...shes still a virgin and thats all that counts. " Kouga growled back at Inuyasha so that only he could understand. Inuyasha's head snapped up and he looked at Kouga then at Kagome. Could it be true? How could he have forgotten? How could it have slipped his mind? He hadnt even thought to see if she had another males scent on her, or if she had been claimed.
~~~Inuyasha got up and circled Kagome himself, sniffing her, making sure for himself that what Kouga said was true. It didnt make the hurt of her calling another mans name out any less but if she was still untouched, unclaimed, maybe he still had a chance. Now Kagome was really freaking out. First Kouga sniffed her, now Inuyasha? And they were talking to each other in Youkai which was never a good sign. And in the back of her mind, a part of her started to fear that both of them somehow knew of what she had dreamed of, of how she had came in her dreams. It was impossible and irrational, but the way these two were acting was making her a bit paranoid.
A/N~Okies next chapter...Im soo glad it did not offend anyone, and I hope I answered some of your questions about why Kagome had dreamt of Hiei instead of Inu, when she loves Inu, to her it was safe to think of a non real person, it felt less like she was betraying her heart which belonged to Inuyasha, for her, the only one in life she wanted to actually touch her was Inuyasha. Anyhow the next chapter will be out soon and yes its the last and the lemon..dang I was trying to make this whole thing one giant lemon and without a plot but go figure my muse nixed that idea..now she comes back, where is she when I need to update my other fics?? damn muse...anyhow let me know what ya think, huggles and smiles Mija..:-)