InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Only A Kiss ❯ only a kiss ( Chapter 1 )
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By: Inusgirl189 
' It's only a kiss ,that's all it was. Wasn't it?
Just a simple little kiss. nothing more. Why am I kidding myself?'
Kagome thought as she ran to the well for the last time.
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 08.13.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.0K | Visits: 907 | Status: Completed
' It's only a kiss ,that's all it was. Wasn't it?
Just a simple little kiss. nothing more. Why am I kidding myself?'
Kagome thought as she ran to the well for the last time.
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 08.13.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.0K | Visits: 907 | Status: Completed
Only A Kiss
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Summary: ' It's only a kiss ,that's all it was. Wasn't it?
Just a simple little kiss. nothing more. Why am I kidding myself?'
Kagome thought as she ran to the well for the last time.
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Disclaimer:I do NOT own InuYasha as I wish .
Rated: X for language and content suicidle thoughts and possible charactor death.
Pairing: Inu/Kag and Inu/Kikyo
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Kagome's P.O.V
It was a cold cloudy day. Everything was going fine. Sorta.
InuYasha had once again ran to Kikyo,
Oh how I hated that bitch, what am I saying she is dead .
How can I hate a dead person? Because she is the dead Bitch stealing InuYasha away from you duhh. her mind argued with her.
She isn't stealing any one away from me because he doesnt love me.
Yes He Does. her mind argued again
I dont have the strength to argue so leave me alone.
her mind shut up
~% InuYasha's P.O.V.
I looked over at Kagome's sleeping body. she looked so content like nothing could harm her.Nothing but me that is. Everytime I go off it tears her apart. So why do I still do it? Because Im an ass. Thats why.
~% normal POV.
InuYasha sped out of the hut , trying not to wake the others but to no avail.
he ran through the forest . dodging every branch in his way. gracefully landing on all the the branches needed.
Kagome on the other hand laid on the cold hard floor of Keade's hut
trying her best to hold back tears and the urge to run home and cry.
~% KAGOME'S POV
sigh. there he goes again .Why does he always do this to me.....to us.
wait what am i saying "us" there is no "us" there never was.
and at this rate never will be.
I felt a tear run down my cheek. am I crying. Why am I crying there is no reason. Everyone is going to think I'm weak crying for this stupid reason. Everyone knows there is nothing for us. Noone can judge me though .I am not weak. I jugle school work, keeping my grades up, looking for the shards and maintaining a semi-normal life. When they try it then and only then can they judge me. Why am I so defensive now they arent judging me.
I got up slowly, trying not to awaken the kitsune. wich proved impossible . he had awoken.
"Kagome... were are you going?" he yawned
"To just get some air , I feel a little light headed ok sweety"
I hated having to lie to him like that. I mean he looked to me as a mother . a mother would never lie to their children. then it hit me,
What happens when its all over when i go home for good.? will Yash look after him, ha hell no! maybe Sango and Miroku
"MMM ok Kagome I'll keep your spot warm."He yawned
I knew i wasnt getting that spot back
he looked so cute though. cuddled up next to kirara.
I sighed . left the hut . and walked out into the cold unforgiving rain.
it was so cold out. i felt shivers run up and down my spine . I could feel him near. I could just assume feel the tears and the pain about to come my way.
yep. there he was with Kikyo, God's I hate her!! wait I can't say that, she's dead. I allready said I can't hate her.
but I do. I sigh oh well can't go to hell for hating people and Kikyo just wont go at all.!! Agggghhhhh stop it stop it stop it .
I need to stop thinking of her and how she stole InuYasha away from me. From me .. he never belonged to me. damnit
~%~ Normal POV
Kagome was finally at the well.
she had to stop before she jumped in, her tears were blocking her vision.
'It's was only a kiss why am I getting so worked up?'
~%~ Kagome's pov
tears ran down my cheek, I could feel the warmth of them against my cold skin. Why am I so cold? Shivers ran up and down my spine.
Whats going on? Then it hit me InuYasha was coming, coming to make me go back to camp and yell at me for being out here. Wait he cant yell at me I have done nothing wrong and he isnt my father.
There he was standing about 10 feet away from me and closing in
10..9..8..7..6..5...4...3...2..1 ....1ft away. Here comes the yelling.
"Kagome what are you doing out here? its cold you could get sick. then what good would you be" he said in concern and joking
"InuYasha I'm not in the mood so go away." I said coldly
"Kagome I'm only trying to look out for our shard hunter"
"SHARD HUNTER!!!! IS THAT ALL I AM TO YOU. A MEER SHARD HUNTER NOTHING MORE?! WELL HERE'S A THOUGHT WHY DON'T YOU LET YOUR PRECIOUS KIKYO FIND YOUR DAMN SHARDS FOR YOU?!!!!"
He was in for it and I went over the top
"MAYBE I WILL IF YOUR GUNNA ACT LIKE THAT. YOUR SO DAMN USELESS . KIKYO COULD FIND THEM 10X FASTER THEN YOU ANY DAY"
~%~ InuYasha's pov
Uh oh I did it now. damnit why do i always have to make her cry?
here comes the sit comand
"INUYASHA!!! SI----" her voice trailed off but why
the I looked behind me and there was Kikyo
"InuYasha Kikyo is calling you.. go to her" she said cooly a little to cooly she was crying heavy now
"Kagome..."
"InuYasha just go to her ok ? leave me "
"I can't"
"You can and you always do"
"Kagome damnit no"
"InuYasha ...I HATE YOU!!! JUST GO TO HER DAMNIT"
she jumped into the well.
"Kagome...."
"InuYasha do you truely love my re-incarnation more then me?"
"I never loved you"
kikyo left
~%~ Normal POV
InuYasha ran to the well
he found Kagome near te Goshinbuku tree outside the well house
she was on her knees crying her heart out
he felt his heart stop . he wanted to kill himself a thousand times for making her cry again
"Kagome...."
he walked closer and crouched next to her holding out his hand
she looked up her tear stained face and watery eyes said enough for him
she slapped his hand away
"Go away InuYasha you've done enough and I'm sick of being hurt"
she said in a low voice so only he could hear
"Kagome I'm sorry I never meant to ...." he didnt finish she cut him off
"Didnt mean to ... Didnt mean to WHAT? Didn't mean to kiss her cuz you did or you didnt mean to kiss her infront of me?"
"I didnt mean to kiss her at all I wanted to kiss you!"
"Then why did you leave so rudely and KISS HER???!!! i mean please explain that one?"
"Kagome I'm sorry I wanted to ..."
"OH SO YOU WANTED TO KISS HER WHY THE HELL DO I CARE IT;S NOT LIKE YOU ACTUALLY FEEL THE SAME FOR ME!"
"what do you mean feel the same"
he felt his heart start pumping faster and faster like it was going to explode
"InuYasha you are truely blind all the years I have loved you and for some reason I still do after all this shit you put me through and I still love you but you never returned my feelings .......... " she stould there for a minute
InuYasha felt his heart stop
"Here to sum it all up"
he gave a confused look
she snaked her arms around his neck
she pulled herself up and kissed him on the lips
she knew it would be the last time she would ever do that so she made it worth while
it was passionate . deep and full of her love but InuYasha never fully returned the kiss he just stould in meer shock
she lead him to the well he was still in shock so he followed her like a puppy
~%~Kagome's pov
I kissed him ... I actually kissed him but he didnt kiss me back
damnit well heres the well
i hate to do this he looks so cute,
well here goes
~%~ Normal pov
"Kagome what are you doing?"
"Good bye InuYasha"
'What does she mean good bye' he thought solemy as he watched her
she pulled out some old sutas to seal things
"Kagome what are those sutras for?"
"Im sealing up the well the second you leave its over Im sealing it and never returning you can live happily with kikyo and I can get on with my life"
"Kagome your not thinking straight"
"Yes I am"
"I'M NOT LEAVING YOU DAMNIT I LOVE YOU!!"
he grabbed hold of her waist
"If your making me leave Im taking you with me"
"InuYasha you can't "
"Watch me"
he had a look of determination on his face
"InuYasha what are you...." she was cut off when he smothered her with a peircing kiss
"Kagome let me get a few things very clear
I love you, I wil never leave you again, AND I WONT LET ANYONE ELSE HAVE YOU only I can .Got it" he said kissing her
she nodded in responce
<only a kiss
can make you feel so high
only a kiss
can make the world deny
anything wrong
or anything strong
only a simple kiss
can go like this>
~%~
A/N hope yall like it
the lyrics were last minute
R/R PLZ
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Summary: ' It's only a kiss ,that's all it was. Wasn't it?
Just a simple little kiss. nothing more. Why am I kidding myself?'
Kagome thought as she ran to the well for the last time.
><><><><><><><><>< ><><><><><><><><><> ;<><><><><
Disclaimer:I do NOT own InuYasha as I wish .
Rated: X for language and content suicidle thoughts and possible charactor death.
Pairing: Inu/Kag and Inu/Kikyo
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Kagome's P.O.V
It was a cold cloudy day. Everything was going fine. Sorta.
InuYasha had once again ran to Kikyo,
Oh how I hated that bitch, what am I saying she is dead .
How can I hate a dead person? Because she is the dead Bitch stealing InuYasha away from you duhh. her mind argued with her.
She isn't stealing any one away from me because he doesnt love me.
Yes He Does. her mind argued again
I dont have the strength to argue so leave me alone.
her mind shut up
~% InuYasha's P.O.V.
I looked over at Kagome's sleeping body. she looked so content like nothing could harm her.Nothing but me that is. Everytime I go off it tears her apart. So why do I still do it? Because Im an ass. Thats why.
~% normal POV.
InuYasha sped out of the hut , trying not to wake the others but to no avail.
he ran through the forest . dodging every branch in his way. gracefully landing on all the the branches needed.
Kagome on the other hand laid on the cold hard floor of Keade's hut
trying her best to hold back tears and the urge to run home and cry.
~% KAGOME'S POV
sigh. there he goes again .Why does he always do this to me.....to us.
wait what am i saying "us" there is no "us" there never was.
and at this rate never will be.
I felt a tear run down my cheek. am I crying. Why am I crying there is no reason. Everyone is going to think I'm weak crying for this stupid reason. Everyone knows there is nothing for us. Noone can judge me though .I am not weak. I jugle school work, keeping my grades up, looking for the shards and maintaining a semi-normal life. When they try it then and only then can they judge me. Why am I so defensive now they arent judging me.
I got up slowly, trying not to awaken the kitsune. wich proved impossible . he had awoken.
"Kagome... were are you going?" he yawned
"To just get some air , I feel a little light headed ok sweety"
I hated having to lie to him like that. I mean he looked to me as a mother . a mother would never lie to their children. then it hit me,
What happens when its all over when i go home for good.? will Yash look after him, ha hell no! maybe Sango and Miroku
"MMM ok Kagome I'll keep your spot warm."He yawned
I knew i wasnt getting that spot back
he looked so cute though. cuddled up next to kirara.
I sighed . left the hut . and walked out into the cold unforgiving rain.
it was so cold out. i felt shivers run up and down my spine . I could feel him near. I could just assume feel the tears and the pain about to come my way.
yep. there he was with Kikyo, God's I hate her!! wait I can't say that, she's dead. I allready said I can't hate her.
but I do. I sigh oh well can't go to hell for hating people and Kikyo just wont go at all.!! Agggghhhhh stop it stop it stop it .
I need to stop thinking of her and how she stole InuYasha away from me. From me .. he never belonged to me. damnit
~%~ Normal POV
Kagome was finally at the well.
she had to stop before she jumped in, her tears were blocking her vision.
'It's was only a kiss why am I getting so worked up?'
~%~ Kagome's pov
tears ran down my cheek, I could feel the warmth of them against my cold skin. Why am I so cold? Shivers ran up and down my spine.
Whats going on? Then it hit me InuYasha was coming, coming to make me go back to camp and yell at me for being out here. Wait he cant yell at me I have done nothing wrong and he isnt my father.
There he was standing about 10 feet away from me and closing in
10..9..8..7..6..5...4...3...2..1 ....1ft away. Here comes the yelling.
"Kagome what are you doing out here? its cold you could get sick. then what good would you be" he said in concern and joking
"InuYasha I'm not in the mood so go away." I said coldly
"Kagome I'm only trying to look out for our shard hunter"
"SHARD HUNTER!!!! IS THAT ALL I AM TO YOU. A MEER SHARD HUNTER NOTHING MORE?! WELL HERE'S A THOUGHT WHY DON'T YOU LET YOUR PRECIOUS KIKYO FIND YOUR DAMN SHARDS FOR YOU?!!!!"
He was in for it and I went over the top
"MAYBE I WILL IF YOUR GUNNA ACT LIKE THAT. YOUR SO DAMN USELESS . KIKYO COULD FIND THEM 10X FASTER THEN YOU ANY DAY"
~%~ InuYasha's pov
Uh oh I did it now. damnit why do i always have to make her cry?
here comes the sit comand
"INUYASHA!!! SI----" her voice trailed off but why
the I looked behind me and there was Kikyo
"InuYasha Kikyo is calling you.. go to her" she said cooly a little to cooly she was crying heavy now
"Kagome..."
"InuYasha just go to her ok ? leave me "
"I can't"
"You can and you always do"
"Kagome damnit no"
"InuYasha ...I HATE YOU!!! JUST GO TO HER DAMNIT"
she jumped into the well.
"Kagome...."
"InuYasha do you truely love my re-incarnation more then me?"
"I never loved you"
kikyo left
~%~ Normal POV
InuYasha ran to the well
he found Kagome near te Goshinbuku tree outside the well house
she was on her knees crying her heart out
he felt his heart stop . he wanted to kill himself a thousand times for making her cry again
"Kagome...."
he walked closer and crouched next to her holding out his hand
she looked up her tear stained face and watery eyes said enough for him
she slapped his hand away
"Go away InuYasha you've done enough and I'm sick of being hurt"
she said in a low voice so only he could hear
"Kagome I'm sorry I never meant to ...." he didnt finish she cut him off
"Didnt mean to ... Didnt mean to WHAT? Didn't mean to kiss her cuz you did or you didnt mean to kiss her infront of me?"
"I didnt mean to kiss her at all I wanted to kiss you!"
"Then why did you leave so rudely and KISS HER???!!! i mean please explain that one?"
"Kagome I'm sorry I wanted to ..."
"OH SO YOU WANTED TO KISS HER WHY THE HELL DO I CARE IT;S NOT LIKE YOU ACTUALLY FEEL THE SAME FOR ME!"
"what do you mean feel the same"
he felt his heart start pumping faster and faster like it was going to explode
"InuYasha you are truely blind all the years I have loved you and for some reason I still do after all this shit you put me through and I still love you but you never returned my feelings .......... " she stould there for a minute
InuYasha felt his heart stop
"Here to sum it all up"
he gave a confused look
she snaked her arms around his neck
she pulled herself up and kissed him on the lips
she knew it would be the last time she would ever do that so she made it worth while
it was passionate . deep and full of her love but InuYasha never fully returned the kiss he just stould in meer shock
she lead him to the well he was still in shock so he followed her like a puppy
~%~Kagome's pov
I kissed him ... I actually kissed him but he didnt kiss me back
damnit well heres the well
i hate to do this he looks so cute,
well here goes
~%~ Normal pov
"Kagome what are you doing?"
"Good bye InuYasha"
'What does she mean good bye' he thought solemy as he watched her
she pulled out some old sutas to seal things
"Kagome what are those sutras for?"
"Im sealing up the well the second you leave its over Im sealing it and never returning you can live happily with kikyo and I can get on with my life"
"Kagome your not thinking straight"
"Yes I am"
"I'M NOT LEAVING YOU DAMNIT I LOVE YOU!!"
he grabbed hold of her waist
"If your making me leave Im taking you with me"
"InuYasha you can't "
"Watch me"
he had a look of determination on his face
"InuYasha what are you...." she was cut off when he smothered her with a peircing kiss
"Kagome let me get a few things very clear
I love you, I wil never leave you again, AND I WONT LET ANYONE ELSE HAVE YOU only I can .Got it" he said kissing her
she nodded in responce
<only a kiss
can make you feel so high
only a kiss
can make the world deny
anything wrong
or anything strong
only a simple kiss
can go like this>
~%~
A/N hope yall like it
the lyrics were last minute
R/R PLZ