InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Playtime's over ❯ Chapter Thirteen: Broken Confessions ( Chapter 14 )

I do not own Inuyasha. I do not make any claim to any Inuyasha characters. Rumiko Takahashi, I thank you for creating such a wonderful story, and allowing writers like myself to play with them. Thank you. ^_^ R/R guys. Warning! Some intense violence in this scene!

 

~Chapter Thirteen~

 

 

"Stop it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Kagome cried, clenching the bed sheets hard. Tears poured down her face. `Oh god why? Why her? Why was Inuyasha doing this to her?' She sobbed, feeling another whip smack against her bare back.

 

Tears, blood, and sweat poured off her. All she wanted to do was to curl up and die. `How could Inuyasha do this to her? Why? Why? Why?!?!?!?!?!?'

 

Kagome screamed again when another smack landed on her already raw skin. Panting she collapsed onto the bed. She felt utterly exhausted. Inuyasha purred in pleasure, licking slowly up her back. The taste of her blood heated his own, it called to him. Kagome trembled, whimpering slightly.

 

This all started happening when Inuyasha decided to wake her up, none too gently. He ordered her as his slave, bending her to his will, telling her to call him Master. She had refused, and every refusal made him punish her. Yet no matter how horrible the pain, there was one thing, one thought that kept her completely off guard.

 

She enjoyed it.

 

She hissed at the feeling of his rough tongue on her. Such a delight for Inuyasha, her fear and arousal turned him on greatly. He growled, baring his fangs at her, he grabbed a fist full of hair. Inuyasha pulled her head back, making her wince. He glared sides ways at her.

 

"You know what I want to hear." She shook her head stubbornly. His eyes narrowed. "Bitch..." He dug his claws into her shoulder hard, making her scream in pain. He pulled harder on her hair.

 

"Tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

 

"You!!! Your my Master!!!!" She cried. He released her, and she covered her face with her arms, as she sobbed. He could only glare down at her. `Why was he displeased? Why? She called him Master, finally. He had tasted her blood, made her his Mate by mark. Then what was it?'

 

'Fear.' His eyes flashed gold, and he hissed. He now realized what he was feeling. He did not want her to fear him. No, he wanted her acceptance, her...love. He clenched his hand into a tight fist, not caring if he drew blood.

 

'How could I let it go this far? How? I swore I would never ever harm my Mate. I ask for submission on her part, she denied me that, but not whole heartedly.' Now it seemed he messed everything up. He was the cause of her fear now. His eyes softened just a little.

 

Kagome's breath hitched, her crying was subsiding. She flinched at the feeling of his touch on her shoulder. "Please...no more...I promise to be good...I promise!!! Just don't hurt me anymore!!!!" She nearly started crying again. Inuyasha felt his heart breaking, and something snapped inside him.

 

He groaned, wincing, as his eyes flashed red, then gold, red, gold. He inhaled, and his eyes...they stayed gold. Blinking a few times Inuyasha looked around. When he recognized the person in front of him, he nearly vomited. The sight of Kagome's bloody beaten form, was too much.

 

Inuyasha froze. He swallowed, fear gripping his whole entire body. 'No...I couldn't have...oh God no....' But he did, the evidence was right there, coating his claws. Panting, he felt like he could hardly breath as he lifted his hands up. He wanted to scream seeing her blood. He wanted to die, he wanted to cry, beg her for forgiveness. He stood on shake legs, but he was unable to stay up and fell near her, on the side of the bed. Kagome turned her eyes to Inuyasha, fearing the worst, but she nearly sobbed in relief. Seeing his golden eyes, full of sorrow, staring back at her.

 

She also saw pain in his eyes, fear, worry, and hate for himself.

 

"Inuyasha..." That did it. He took her in his arms gently. She lay in his arms, feeling strangely at peace. " Inuyasha...your alright..." She whispered.

 

Exhaustion.

 

Her eyelids drooped, but she managed to keep her eyes open. She gasped, as wetness appeared on her shoulder. Pulling back she looked up at Inuyasha.

 

Tears welled in Inuyashas eyes, and his breath hitched.

 

"Ka...Kagome..." Her gentle smile, her kind heart, and her acceptance as she welcomed him in her arms, broke him.

 

She had told him he was all right.

 

For that he sobbed. His cries, were heart breaking to hear. He held her close, crying in her welcoming arms. Kagome felt her heart breaking at his pain. She wanted nothing more then to take it away. `But how can she?'

 

"Kagome!!!!!" He screamed in her arms, shaking so badly as his breathing hitched again. It felt so weird. He was the one who hurt her, he was the one who broke her, but Kagome held him, shushed him. Told him it was all right. Even though in reality it was not.

 

Hours seemed to pass, but they were finally settled down. Exhaustion took its toll on both of them. Kagome's wounds are bandaged. New sets of clothes were found for her and Inuyasha. Tucking then both in bed Inuyasha held Kagome close, close to his heart. He shut his eyes tightly as one last, lone tear fell.

 

Inuyasha stayed like that for a while. When Kagome's breathing evened out, he finally opened his eyes to stare down at Kagome. His eyes soften as she slept soundly. With gentle care he brushed her bangs from her eyes. Leaning forward he pressed a kiss on her forehead.

 

Another tear seemed to slip, in the silent night he confessed his claim.

 

'I'm sorry Kagome, for all the wrong I cause you. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for everything.' He inhaled, eyes closed.

 

'Kagome...Your the only one for me. You, Kagome are important to me. Only you. Forgive me.' He placed a kiss on her parted lips.

 

"I love you..." He loved her, had always loved her. Before it was only friendship, companionship, lust, and finally love.

 

Looking down at Kagome. His sweet Kagome. He smiled, but it was a sad smile.

 

'God I love you...but...'

 

"That is why I must let you go..."