InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Ponderings ❯ One-Shot

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I don't own Inuyasha or any of the manga characters. Just this first fanfic :) May evolve to a bigger story later.
 
Chapter 1. Kagome and Inuyasha have a midnight rendezvous.
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Kagome sat on her bed and pondered her life. There was only 1 shard left of the Shikon no Tama that was not in either Kagome's or Naraku's possession- and Sango's brother Kohaku had it in his back. Once Inuyasha understood Kikyou's plan to purify the completed jewel in order to destroy Naraku's soul, the group knew that they had to guard the few shards Kagome had with their lives until the final battle with Naraku. With Kikyou gone, Kagome would have to do the purification and they had to be ready.
 
Kagome had the shards with her now in her time, back in the little bottle she used to carry when the search for the shards began. Almost full circle, she mused. The jewel will be whole again, just like it had been when it first left her body so long ago. Back when she first met Inuyasha. She twinged at the thought of him. She loved him so much it hurt, but what hurt most of all was the decision she would soon have to make. If they were successful in completing the Shikon jewel and purifying it along with Naraku, the jewel would disappear. No jewel - no time travel. So which side of the well would she be on? And would it be with Inuyasha? “If he wasn't a hanyou it would be so much easier!” Kagome sighed. He could stay with her here in modern Japan of course. But he is a hanyou, and a rather crude and overactive one at that and could never fit into modern society. How many appliances and vehicles had he already destroyed because he thought they were threatening? How could he support her or even himself, he can't work at a real job. He doesn't even know how to handle money! Miroku always took care of that for them. And then there's his ears. His wonderfully soft, cute ears. She couldn't bear to think of him having to hide his ears all the time. And he'd never relinquish his sword, nor should he! All we need is a blood thirty rampaging demon in modern Japan! Kagome shuttered at the thought.
 
God she missed him. He'll probably get impatient and come for me soon, she thought. She hoped so. She wanted to be near him, feeling his comforting strong presence nearby. She sighed again. So what about the alternative? She stays in feudal Japan with him. Would he want that? Could she bear never seeing her family - her mother, brother, and Grampa ever again? She'd miss her friends, even Hojo. She wouldn't even be able to come back for a nice meal, warm bath, shampoo, ever again. She started tearing up unconsciously. She then saw Inuyasha in her mind's eye and thought, but can I really give him up? Then she mused, but is he even mine to give up? Not really... He had already told Kikyou that his life was hers, and now that she was gone he was more determined then ever to avenge her death by killing Naraku. But after Naraku was dead, was there still any room in his heart left for her? Or would he still wish to follow Kikyou in death? That thought tore her apart and the tears flowed again. Kagome collapsed into her bed, sobbing at her dilemma. Kagome looked at the shards again, reflecting that these little things will force this decision on her, and may be the reason for never seeing Inuyasha again! She turned onto her back and thought about how she would never get to caress his chest again, when checking for wounds of course. She smirked, she and Inuyasha knew that wasn't necessary, but he didn't seem to mind, and she definitely didn't. She wondered what it would be like for him to touch her like that. Kagome flushed. I can't believe I thought that! But then again, she had thought about it often. Would she ever feel that? His hands caressing her skin…
 
It was really late by this time, and Kagome's house was quiet. She, however, was restless. Thinking about Inuyasha touching her breasts had gotten her hot and bothered, so she decided to go for a stroll outside in the cool night. As she walked, she was drawn to the well shrine, almost half expecting to see Inuyasha standing there. But he wasn't. She sighed, and wandered over to the sacred Goshinboku tree. Kagome started to unbutton her blouse and run her hands down her front, caressing her breasts, imaging Inuyasha touching her. But, unbeknownst to her, he was there.
 
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Inuyasha had also gotten contemplative after his last moments with Kikyou. Kikyou had been almost like herself from before, when they had cared for each other before she was killed by Naraku the first time. But up until that moment, Inuyasha had been bothered by her complete lack of warmth, not even the faintest glimmer of kind feelings for him in her eyes, so unlike Kagome. What would he do when the Shikon no tama was completed? If it is used to purify Naraku he wouldn't get any of his wishes. He couldn't become human or a full demon- he'd just be a hanyou forever, and it was too late to save Kikyou. And now that Kikyou can no longer claim his life and drag him to hell, he is faced with the thought of living on alone. Surely Kagome will go home to her era, she wouldn't want to stay with him would she? And if she does, and the well doesn't work anymore, he would never hear Kagome's voice again. A voice that saved him, quite literally, on more than one occasion. He wouldn't be able to look into her brown eyes, or feel her body against his again. This last thought drifted to places he hadn't dared go as of late. The thoughts would start out with him carrying her on his back as usual, but the image in his mind would morph as he imagined Kagome's naked body against his. He had never been that close to a female before - human or otherwise. He yearned to feel that kind of closeness, but knew he could never have that if Kagome left him after Naraku was killed. She was the only one who saw him for him, not as a half-breed or hanyou to be despised. Inuyasha also knew Kagome loved him and for the first time, admitted to himself that he loved her too. Could it be? he mused. After Kikyou's betrayal he thought he'd never love again, but he does. Kagome, somehow, had not only healed his heart, he smirked, but also stole it. Inuyasha found himself yearning to be even closer to her for the first time. He had to go see her.
 
His mind made up, Inuyasha went through the well to see Kagome. But when he arrived on the other side, he found her house was dark. “Damn, she is already asleep.” He jumped up into the tree outside her window noiselessly and decided to nap there and wait for her. But no sooner had he settled himself, he saw a small glow - a flashlight was it? And then he saw Kagome's silhouette leave her room. Curious, he followed her on the rooftops, why was she out this late alone? Then to his surprise, he watched her stand before the God tree and un-button her top. She was stroking her chest and now her exposed breasts outside! Inuyasha thought his eyes would pop out of his head. Then he heard something that made his heart quicken even more. His sensitive ears heard her breathe out a sigh and his name, “Inuyasha..”.
 
Kagome stopped herself when she realized what she had said. She sat down under the tree and looked up at it while the cool night winds gently caressed her hair and still open top. She smiled gently at the tree as she covered herself up, thinking how silly she must look. Then she gave a startled yelp and jumped back. She swore she saw two golden eyes reflecting back at her from the tree. Inuyasha realized he'd been seen. Now what? He wondered. He had to make his move now or he'd never forgive himself. Her response to him tonight may be the difference between life and death for him, literally. He leapt down from the tree and stood before Kagome.
 
Kagome was breathless. She was too startled to even speak. Her mind screamed “SIT!”, but her body screamed, let him touch me! But why was he here, now? Did he see her breasts, and what she was doing?! His amber eyes looked longingly at her. Her heart quickened. What to do?!? Inuyasha stepped closer.
 
“Kagome.. did you wish I was touching you like that just now?” he asked softly.
 
Kagome felt dumb struck. He did see me! She felt a shiver down her spine as she imagined him actually caressing her breasts. She could only silently nod to his question. Inuyasha stepped closer, only a breath away from her now. “May I?” he whispered. She'd never seen his face so soft as he clasped her shaking hands away from her shirt. In one fluid movement he reached down and caressed the top of her breasts with one hand and stroked her hair with the other, gently bringing her closer to him. Looking deep into each other's eyes, they brushed their lips together. Feeling his hot breath against her lips was exhilarating and made Kagome want more. Then came the light kisses and nibbles, then Kagome took control. She pressed against him, deeply kissing him, holding his face to her with both hands. She toyed with his tongue and delighted in his fangs. Inuyasha was surprised by her aggressiveness. Is this really the sweet Kagome he'd always known? Of course it was, he smirked inside, she's always had fire and strength, even when he first met her. He could smell her arousal now, almost like she was in heat. Do humans go into heat? he wondered. He decided he had to be with her - tonight! Inuyasha scooped up Kagome in his arms and in 2 leaps was down the well.
 
Kagome let out a startled cry and looked questionly at Inuyasha as he jumped out of the well on the other side and flew through the woods. He went to a deeply forested area that had a layer of very soft ground cover. He gently laid her down and took off his outer haori. He knelt down in front of her with his token smirk and quietly said, “This is more private” to Kagome's silent question. His face softened as he continued, “and this is one of the places I used to sleep a lot when I was alone.” A brief moment of sadness flashed in his eyes and Kagome's heart melted. She immediately propped herself up and kissed him. “You don't ever have to be alone again, Inuyasha,” Kagome said between light kisses.
 
She stopped kissing him for a second and smiled the sweetest smile Inuyasha had ever seen, and she whispered, “I love you.” Inuyasha's ears involuntarily twitched at hearing those words. He just realized that though he'd assumed that she loved him, he hadn't actually had heard it before. A new warmth filled his soul and body and he needed desperately to show her how he cared for her too. Kagome had resumed her kisses, and now they were trailing down his neck while her hands caressed his bare chest. He'd never felt anything like it. He let out a low growl of pleasure that made Kagome smile as she nibbled on his nipple. He stopped her and kissed her deeply on the mouth, pulling her top completely off at the same time. Boy he's quick, Kagome mused. He was leaning over her now and was kissing and nibbling on her bare chest.
 
Kagome needed him. She didn't care about the consequences. If he chose to follow Kikyou in death after getting his revenge, at least she'd have this one beautiful memory of him. She got hold of her senses just long enough to tug his pants loose. Inuyasha grinned as he continued to suckle her nipples. He kicked his pants off and aside and watched Kagome throw her head back in pleasure as he kissed down her abdomen. Then in one quick motion he pulled her bottoms and panties off. Her smell was intoxicating, almost literally with his sensitive nose. He had to investigate where it was coming from specifically, that and he didn't want to admit he had no idea how to mate with Kagome. Well, he had some idea, just not the exact location. He parted her skin flaps very carefully so as to not hurt her with his claws and licked her clit. She threw he head back more and arched her back up to him. God, he loved this new power he had over her body. His member was throbbing with excitement too, but he'd satisfy himself later. This was about exploring her. He continued to flick her clit with his tongue while letting his fingers drift lower in exploration until he found her opening. His fingers sunk into her, so warm and moist he couldn't believe it. From his body's own response he knew that's where he needed to go. But first, how would Kagome respond to being entered? He probed her vaginal opening with his fingers, watching her body writhe under his administrations. She called to him and arched to him, begging for more. Inuyasha looked up at her, then positioned himself over her so he could look into her eyes. The longing and love in her eyes almost made him weak at the knees. But a sly smile crossed her face, and before he could question what she was thinking, she had taken hold of his throbbing member with both hands and was gently stroking and pulling at it. He had to remember to keep holding himself up so he wouldn't fall on her! Inuyasha thought about how he had relieved himself with his hands countless times, but it never felt like this! Not only were her hands small and soft, they were hers. How could he have ever thought about leaving this girl?
 
Kagome was impressed with how rock hard he was in her hands. He was a good size too. He was uncut, of course, and maybe a little furrier then most, which made him look a little more like a dog, she mused, but she liked it. It suited him perfectly. Kagome tilted her hips up and started to rub him up against her. She thought it's time. Inuyasha could feel where she was going with this, and decided he had to ask her the question he almost did not want to ask. He whispered, “Kagome, are you sure you want this, want me?” Kagome gave him the softest smile and place him at her opening. She reached up and kissed him, pulling him down on her and in her at the same time. She breathed during their coupling, “yes!” and she arched up into him as he penetrated her virginity and became totally engulfed in her body. The heat, the softness, and the tightness of Kagome all around him was almost more than he could bear. His momentary daze was shattered by the smell of her tears. Inuyasha looked into her face, his confusion was plain. “Kagome, I didn't hurt you that bad did I?” His face showed genuine concern and almost made Kagome tear up again. She smiled and stroked his hair. “No, no Inuyasha. It hurt a little, but I expected that. My tears are of joy, not pain. To finally be with you like this… I'm just so happy.” His confusion turned into a soft smile which morphed into his token smirk. “And we're just getting started,” he growled. He slowly slid his length in and out of her tight opening, going a little faster with each thrust. Kagome bucked and arched with pleasure with each thrust. She moaned, “Inuyasha!” Inuyasha let out a growl of pleasure not only for himself, but for watching his mate react to his love making. My mate. He'd never thought of her that way before, but now he could not think of her any other way. He smirked as he thrusted harder and faster, perspiration glistening on both of their bodies in the spectacled moonlight. Kagome cried out and her body shuddered while Inuyasha felt his fluid spill into her and be drawn out of him as never before. He almost let out a howl before stopping himself. He collapsed next to her instead, slipping himself out in the process. He pulled her hot shuddering body next to him. He reached over and threw his haori over her to keep the night chill off. She whimpered a little and he wondered again if he had inadvertently hurt her. Kagome looked up from his chest into his eyes. Inuyasha saw love there, but also sadness. Where did that come from? He wondered. Kagome stroke his face and gathered her courage to voice her feelings. “Inuyasha I love you so much. I want to be always at your side. But…” she trailed off. Inuyasha's face softened and he whispered, “Kikyou.” She nodded. He frowned then looked lovingly at her then smirked. “Feh! Kagome you're my mate now, I can never leave you. Kikyou has passed, and though I will still avenge her death, I'm staying with you.” His eyes softened as Kagome's eyes started to tear up. “Kagome,” he whispered. “I love you.” She sobbed into his chest and held him so tightly he wondered where this new strength came from. “I'm so happy, Inuyasha. All this time I wasn't even sure if you could love me. I just want you to live and be happy. Thank you.” Inuyasha asked, “Eh? for what?” Kagome quietly responded, “For choosing to stay with me.” Inuyasha smirked, “Heh, like I ever wanted to leave you.” Kagome suddenly gave a stern look and Inuyasha cringed thinking she was about to “SIT” him for that. She instead gave a small coy smile and said, “Well, I guess it doesn't matter now, because you're mine, Mate.” She worked her hand down his chest and fondled her new property. He moaned and smiled at his new title and knew this night would be one he'd never forget.