InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Possessed ❯ Chapter 4

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

 

Chapter Four

 

 

 

 

“We’re not going to get you in trouble, are we? Now that they know about me?” Inuyasha asked as he glanced over his reflection’s shoulder to the miko standing behind him in his bedroom. “If someone from our fighting team sees us they might realize who I am.”

 

“Since there’s nothing in the rule book specifically about hanyou, there’s nothing in the rule book specifically about not bringing ‘your hanyou’ out into public during their human time,” Kagome replied, coming up behind him and wrapping her left arm around his middle while tweaking his temporarily human ear with her right hand.

 

“But most all restaurants have a ‘humans only’ policy, save service animals,” he said.

 

“But you are human right now,” she pointed out. “Sure, there are technically differences in your DNA, but even a reiki user can’t tell the difference. To my senses, you’re a human. There’s nothing that gives away the fact that you’re a hanyou. You never worried about it before.”

 

“That’s because I wasn’t registered before.”

 

“Ah, but being registered means you are, technically, my service animal, now, so even if someone at the restaurant somehow knew you were a hanyou, technically, you’re legally allowed to be there with me, anyway.”

 

“Well hell, you make a good point.”

 

“Besides...” she teased then. “Ramen, remember?”

 

“Very good point!” he agreed, laughing.

 

Deciding not to worry about it, then, Inuyasha allowed himself to relax and enjoy his night out with her. Later he had plans for enjoying his night in with her, but ramen came first!

 

He was still a little nervous about tonight, although he was trying not to dwell on it. He had no specific plans, except to just not hold back and let nature take its course. He already wasn’t holding back emotionally, and that was definitely a freeing feeling, to know he no longer had to fret over accidentally revealing his love for her. She knew he loved her, and she loved him, and he’d be a ridiculously emotional softy tonight, by choice. His emotions were always so much more vibrant as a human, and he’d had to keep a tight lock on them during their previous ‘dates’ for fear of letting something slip unintentionally. Now, he didn’t try to hide just how much she truly meant to him as he looked into her eyes via the mirror above his low dresser. Grabbing her left hand with his own from where hers rested on his belly, he brought it up to his mouth and planted a kiss in her palm before letting go and turning around.

 

“Okay, let’s do this thing,” he said.

 

The drive was uneventful, and when they got to the little ramen shop they ordered then settled down at the two-seater table in the back corner.

 

Kagome was struck by the intensity in his temporarily chocolate brown gaze as he looked into her eyes again, while he murmured quietly how grateful he was to have met her, how thankful he was that she’d bought his mother’s house, and how much all she’d done for him over the last year really meant to him.

 

“I...” she started then stopped, not sure what to say. Not sure what she could say. “Inuyasha-”

 

She shut her mouth and pried her eyes away from his as their food was brought over, thanking the waiter, before trying once again to form her thoughts.

 

“You know I sincerely believe it was the will of the kami,” she said. “I’ve been drawn to that house my whole life, but I never would’ve been able to buy it if not for winning the lottery. Somebody wanted me to have that house. Somebody wanted me to be able to be there for you. I’m honored I was chosen to be the one to love you.”

 

He wanted to lean across the table and kiss her, but such things weren’t done in public and besides, they had steaming bowls of ramen sitting in front of them now, and it needed to be eaten before it cooled. So instead of answering her with words, because she could read his emotions in his eyes loud and clear, Inuyasha just picked up his chopsticks and started eating. Kagome took the hint and concentrated on her own dinner as well. There were some things that couldn’t be discussed properly in public, after all, like reminiscing on the moment she’d first found him hiding up in the attic. They both knew what should and shouldn’t be said within earshot of anyone else, and it wasn’t like they hadn’t had this conversation before. Even before she’d realized she was falling in love with him she’d firmly believed the kami had put her into his life on purpose, for his sake as well as her own. She was glad she’d been able to do everything for him that she had thus far, including introducing him to first instant and then freshly made ramen.

 

“Man, I could eat this every day,” Inuyasha said between bites, taking a quick drink of soda before shoveling another large amount of noodles into his mouth, slurping loudly.

 

When they were finished with dinner Inuyasha enthusiastically asked if they could once again also get some ramen to go, because even reheated this stuff was better than the instant and, in his opinion, it made a fabulous breakfast food.

 

“Not that I don’t still love the instant stuff, too,” he said then, “but, well… You did try to warn me, didn’t you? I should have listened!” He laughed. “But the instant stuff will always hold a special place in my heart. That meant so much to me, when you offered to feed me.”

 

The restaurant was almost empty at the moment, which was both good and bad when it came to eavesdroppers, because being quieter meant the few people in there could more easily overhear them, but if anyone overheard this conversation they’d probably just assume that Inuyasha had either been homeless at one point or Kagome had mistook him for a homeless person in need of food. That he’d been living in the home she’d bought, or that he was actually a hanyou, shouldn’t occur to anyone from what they’d said thus far.

 

“I’d gotten used to the stuff while living on a budget,” Kagome said then, in regard to instant ramen. “Plus it took a while before the kitchen was ready to be cooked in, so it’d seemed the natural choice,” she added, reaching across the table to hold his hand.

 

She discreetly ran her thumb along the edges of his blunt human fingernails. He was so different like this. She missed his claws. Never once had he accidentally harmed her with them, and she didn’t fear them. The look in Inuyasha’s eyes told her he understood the gesture, and the fact that she didn’t fear the claws that normally tipped his fingers was just one of the countless things he loved about her.

 

She retracted her hand and took a drink from her own soda.

 

“Well,” she continued then. “But even if I hadn’t had any cup noodle on hand I probably would’ve just made you a sandwich.”

 

“Which I would have loved just as much,” he said, his eyes shining in the lighting of the noodle shop. “It’s not the food, it’s that you were willing to feed me.”

 

“Stop it,” Kagome joked, fanning her face a bit with her hand while blinking rapidly. “You’re going to make me cry.”

 

“Me too,” he confessed with a quiet chuckle. “So yeah, let’s change the subject.”

 

“How are you coming along on that Hotei carving?” she asked him then.

 

That was how, during the drive back home, Inuyasha was so much more talkative than usual, making Kagome giggle, as the hanyou-turned-human went on and on about his new ideas for carving wooden figures, and how he’d been hit upside the head with inspiration just yesterday in fact.

 

“...so then it just hit me, Shiro!” he said with a laugh, telling her his idea of having her take some good pictures of their dog in different poses that he could use as models for different figurines.

 

“That’s a great idea!” Kagome agreed, already getting marketing ideas about promoting her inu-hanyou making carvings of her ‘other’ dog, his companion.

 

He’d had to warm her up to the idea of marketing the carvings as being done by ‘her’ hanyou, but he’d assured her he knew she didn’t see him that way, and since the rest of the world did they might as well take advantage of the marketing opportunity it offered them.

 

He also thought it’d be better to just be honest about the fact that he made them, rather than trying to pretend he was a human online, creating a fake identity for himself.

 

His original idea, of making and selling carvings to earn his own money, was a good one regardless, but he’d only thought he’d have to play human online back when his very existence had still been a secret. He would’ve had no choice then. Either create the site in Kagome’s name and just pretend to be her, or create his own fake online persona, those were the choices.

 

Now that he’d been found out, though, and was registered as hers with the Spiritual Forces, that had changed everything. The last thing he wanted to do was anything that could potentially get Kagome in trouble, and ‘her’ hanyou posing as a human online, engaging in transactions with other humans who had been deliberately deceived in that regard, probably qualified. Now that some people knew about him – and he was sure more would find out, eventually, since the news always showed up to youkai attacks, and so he was just waiting for the day they got their first call and it was recorded – he had to play by the rules.

 

The best idea was to set up the website in Kagome’s name, as if she were the one selling the carvings (even if he actually did the website part himself and she just replied to any emails) and promote the carvings in a similar way to other artwork made by animals. Humans loved artwork made by animals, which was actually a horrible thing when you considered that at least some of those animals, like elephants, were tortured into learning how to do it, but at least he’d thankfully been spared that experience. He wanted to do it. He’d make sure the description on the website was written in her voice and talked about how much ‘fun’ he had making the carvings.

 

Thinking of torture reminded him briefly of the hanyou that’d come before him, the less fortunate ones, but he quickly shook those thoughts free. It was what it was and at least the laws had been changed now. It wasn’t still going on. The only person who could torture him was Kagome, in a very different way, and that thought had his pants feeling tighter as the miko pulled up in the driveway, completely unaware of the direction his thoughts had traveled in while she’d still just been thinking about his future carvings of Shiro, and how to go about getting perfect pictures of their dog.

 

That dog did not hold still when you tried to take his picture!

 

Speaking of Shiro, he greeted the couple extra enthusiastically when he realized they had food with them. Laughing and telling him no, Kagome went into the kitchen and put their ‘breakfast’ in the refrigerator, then let Shiro out for a moment when the dog whined by the backdoor.

 

She didn’t bother walking away because she knew he’d be barking to come back in in less than a minute, and he was, so she let him in and then headed upstairs to get changed, Inuyasha already changed out of his clothes and wearing a pair of pajama bottoms as she caught a glimpse of him heading into the bathroom as she reached the upstairs hallway.

 

Get a grip on yourself, girl, she told herself as she went into her bedroom and closed the door.

 

I’d rather get a ‘grip’ on something else, another part of her mind supplied.

 

Stripping out of her light sweater and jeans, she tried to get her thoughts to behave themselves before realizing, maybe she didn’t have to. After all, Inuyasha was more emotional on his human nights. She’d never ever try to push him into something he wasn’t ready for, but she could at least try to see if he was feeling in the mood to be ready. Didn’t hurt to ask.

 

She had no idea Inuyasha already had plans of his own.

 

Heading into his room after she’d donned her pajamas, Kagome was not surprised to see Inuyasha already in bed, sitting up and waiting for her, but she was surprised that he was still shirtless. He’d always worn a t-shirt to bed before, and while it wasn’t really that cold with the radiators going, it wasn’t really that warm, either, and he was more susceptible to the cold in his human form.

 

The look he gave her as she entered his room and approached the bed told her he wasn’t feeling the cold in the slightest.

 

“Might want to kick Shiro out,” he said.

 

Kagome’s eyes widened a bit in surprise again, but then she smirked.

 

“Yes, sir.”

 

She then clapped her hands to get Shiro’s attention. “Shiro! Come on boy!”

 

Excited, the dog jumped down off the bed and ran up to her.

 

“Come on, Shiro, out,” she said then, gesturing for the dog to go through the door. “Sorry boy.”

 

Understanding, though of course not really understanding, a noticeably less happy Shiro nonetheless obeyed and exited the hanyou’s bedroom.

 

Kagome closed the door, then turning back to face Inuyasha, she said, “Well, this is a pleasant surprise.”

 

“Don’t got a specific game plan,” he said shyly, a dark blush suddenly staining his cheeks. “I just thought, well...tonight would be the best night to just...see what happens.”

 

Kagome’s smile became more tender, less amused, as she agreed, “Sounds good.”

 

Climbing into bed, then, she stayed on her left side, facing him, rather than turning onto her right so he could spoon up against her. For a moment they just looked into each other’s eyes, the bedside lamp still on so they could see although it was a dim, soft light. Just when Kagome was about to take the initiative, Inuyasha was actually the one who leaned in for a kiss, his eyelids drifting shut.

 

The kiss was soft and gentle at first, Kagome noticing the lack of fangs pretty quickly when she turned up the heat and began exploring his mouth with her tongue, and it wasn’t a one-sided exploration for long as Inuyasha got braver, comparing her taste to when he had his hanyou senses. While everything was dulled right now, like the smell and taste equivalent of hearing muffled by earplugs, and indeed his hearing was muffled at the moment too because he could no longer hear her heartbeat and he could barely hear her breathing, it didn’t matter because his emotions were so much stronger; he felt like he was going to burst with how much love he felt for her.

 

And not a sexual ‘burst’, although that part of him was definitely rising to the occasion. It didn’t take long for Kagome to notice, either, as her hands began exploring his exposed upper body before working their way down. Inuyasha moaned into the kiss as she wrapped her hand around his flannel covered cock and squeezed gently.

 

His hands were suddenly everywhere, cupping her breasts above her pajamas, cupping her breasts below her pajamas, snaking down lower to caress her heat against her panties, and Kagome would have wondered if this was the same man, and what had happened to her shy, hesitant hanyou, if she didn’t understand the nature of his human transformation. Technically he was still the same man, but he was experiencing a chemical change in his brain at the moment, which affected his behavior. His senses might’ve been dulled, but his emotions were amplified, and no longer warring between human and canine. He was high on human hormones and she was loving every minute of it, even though if she were being completely honest, she preferred his hanyou self.

 

She wasn’t about to tell him that right now and risk ruining the moment, though, because his human self was still a valid part of him and she loved him, which meant she loved every part of him, including his human alter ego. She could also understand why he had apparently been planning for tonight, for more reasons than just his human emotions. As the hanyou-turned-human got braver and started rubbing her through her panties, with his clawless fingers, besides it being Kagome’s turn to moan into the kiss, she responded by spreading her legs to grant him better access.

 

She didn’t fear his claws, but admittedly, maybe he had a point, no pun intended. Some things were probably safer, or at least easier, without them.

She gasped and squeezed down on his clothed erection when he snuck his fingers past the crotch of her panties and began rubbing her clit directly, her body already dripping with arousal so that his fingers were slick against her most sensitive flesh. He faltered for half a second because of her squeeze, but then resumed his exploration, and Kagome moaned louder, kissing him passionately while slipping her own hand inside his pajama pants. He wasn’t wearing any underwear.

 

He pulled his head back out of the kiss and rested his forehead against her shoulder when she started stroking him, flesh on flesh. His hips rolled of their own accord, and with his free hand he tugged down on his pants enough for his erection to spring free. Kagome glanced down, watching as she pumped him, biting her lip to keep from crying out too loudly a few times when he rubbed her just right.

 

Rolling the bead of moisture that gathered on his tip with her thumb, Inuyasha shuddered, and mumbling into her shoulder, he said, “I want you so badly, but I wanna make you come first. Show me what to do.”

 

Removing her hand from him, Kagome took a quick second to strip out of her clothes, Inuyasha tugging his pajama bottoms the rest of the way off as well. Then Kagome suggested they switch positions so that he could use his right hand, since while his left hand was talented in its own right she knew he was actually right handed. The hanyou-turned-human obeyed without complaint, his eyes eagerly soaking in her nude form, his erection throbbing with need. Kagome lied down on her back on his usual side of the bed, Inuyasha lying beside her propped up on his left elbow, and then his right hand was between her legs again. He found her bundle of nerves quickly enough and started rubbing her again, but he wanted instructions.

 

“Am I doing it right?” he asked her sincerely.

 

Wordlessly, Kagome took his hand in hers and guided his movements for a moment, showing him how to dip his fingers inside of her for more lubrication before returning to the bundle of nerves above her opening. She held his hand in hers for a moment longer, showing him what to do, and then she let go. She would have reached across to grip him again, but instead she just clung to the sheets with both hands in fists at her sides. He was a fast learner, and it was all Kagome could do to just lie there and take it, her eyes pinched tightly closed.

 

Inuyasha studied her face closely. Even though she hadn’t said a word, she was speaking volumes every time she scrunched up her face or bit her lip. Every quiet moan or gasp was music to his ears. Every quiver of her stomach muscles and every time her hands tightened in the sheets were incentives to keep going, a belief she confirmed when she actually started to whisper, “Don’t stop.”

 

She was flushed, and sweaty, and she’d never looked so beautiful. Her breasts were sagging to either side, her nipples as erect as his cock, her daintily trimmed nest of raven curls concealing what his fingers were doing from his eyes although he could feel every inch of her. His sense of touch was all he needed when in his mind’s eye he could conjure up the images he’d seen on the TV, not that he wanted, or needed, to think of any woman besides Kagome. Adult programming had enabled him to have an idea of what he was doing, but Kagome had always been the only one he wanted. To see his miko stretched out before him like this, moaning, panting, and rocking against his hand, was the most erotic thing he’d ever seen and far beyond anything his imagination could have created.

 

When it hit her, it hit her hard, and while she didn’t cry out so loudly the neighbors would hear, she didn’t try to stifle the sound, either. Crying out in a sort of half moan, half scream, her body started to shake, and having no idea when he should stop – the last thing Inuyasha wanted to do was to accidentally stop too soon and ruin it for her – he kept right on going until she told him otherwise.

 

She endured as much as she could, but after a moment Kagome’s desperate sounding airy whisper commanded “Okay stop!” at the same time she grabbed his wrist and pulled his hand away.

 

He complied, smiling down at her, and as she opened her eyes to see his smiling face above her she reached up and pulled his head down into a languid kiss. He complied with that as well, even as a certain part of his body protested being ignored for so long.

 

“Kagome,” he murmured huskily against her mouth after a moment. “I need you.”

 

“Then get over here,” she answered.

 

Not needing to be told twice, he climbed up on top of her, and her hands were on him in an instant, at first just in a loving embrace as she wrapped her arms around him, hugging him to her as she rubbed his back up and down. Opening her legs, she let him settle into place between them, and she couldn’t miss his near silent hiss when the length of his shaft came into contact with her slick heat. Not with the way he’d buried his face in the crook of her neck. Then her right hand was snaking down between them, gripping his erection once more, and he moaned.

 

“Ready?” she asked him as she maneuvered his tip to align with her entrance, the hanyou-turned-human automatically retracting his hips just enough to help her get him lined up just right.

 

“I don’t think I can be ready for something like this,” he said with a quiet laugh, as he pulled his face out of her shoulder to meet her eyes again. “But that said, I’m not waiting a second longer.”

 

With that, he pressed forward, and his eyes almost rolled back in his head at the difference in sensation compared to his, or even Kagome’s hand.

 

“Holy fucking kami,” he murmured under his breath as he sank fully into her wet, inviting heat.

 

“A holy kami, indeed. The kami of fucking,” Kagome snickered.

 

He playfully glared down at her, but the expression morphed into a silent scream with an open mouth and eyes pinched shut, as he retracted his hips before immediately pushing forward again, a bit faster this time.

 

“How the fuck do the men in pornos just pound away? Holy shit I already want to explode,” he confessed, meeting her eyes to gauge her reaction.

 

“Probably a numbing agent,” Kagome answered thoughtfully regarding his question, meeting his eyes lovingly.

 

“Well that would suck,” he chuckled. “Way to make the best job on the planet tedious and unfulfilling.”

 

He pulled out and pushed back in again, hissing through his teeth.

 

“At least we know they get to come at some point. I’m not so sure about the women,” Kagome added.

 

“No worries about that here,” Inuyasha boasted.

 

“None whatsoever,” the miko agreed.

 

Inuyasha started to speed up but then had to stop just as quickly, holding perfectly still a moment, eyes pinched shut again.

 

“It’s okay,” Kagome told him then. “You’ll be able to last longer with more experience, but right now the sensations are just too new. Don’t worry about it.”

 

Cupping his face in her hands, she met his eyes and made sure hers were reflecting the love she felt for him. “You took care of me, now let me take care of you.”

 

Wordlessly, he kissed her, and then began moving his hips again. Giving in to his body’s demands to go faster, he picked up the tempo until he was moving as fast as he could, limited to a human’s speed as he was at the moment. Kagome certainly had no complaints. In fact, she surprised him by pulling her legs back at the knees, and as he pushed himself up onto his arms for better leverage she hooked her legs onto his shoulders. He only lasted a few seconds like that, climaxing with a strained cry so loud Shiro started barking from his spot on the other side of the closed bedroom door.

 

Hanyou and miko both lost it, then, laughing jovially as he collapsed against her. They both “Oomph”d from the collision and ended up laughing even harder, while Shiro whimpered and started scratching at the door.

 

“It’s okay, Shiro!” Kagome called out between snickers. The dog quieted down, but they kept chuckling for a moment longer.

 

“Definitely a good thing he’s locked out,” Inuyasha said, envisioning the dog jumping up onto the bed while he was still tangled up with Kagome and vulnerable, Shiro licking his naked ass or something ridiculous. The thought had him snorting again in amusement.

 

Kissing Kagome again, then, just a loving open-mouthed contact without tongue, he slowly retracted his hips, sucking in air through his teeth at the sensation. His nerve endings were a bit sensitive at the moment.

 

“Well, that was fun,” Kagome said as he flopped down on his back beside her.

 

Momentarily resting the back of his left forearm against his forehead, he just laughed again, then letting his arm fall to bounce a bit on the mattress between them, he turned his head to meet her eyes and sincerely told her, “Thank you. For everything.”

 

Kagome opened her mouth to speak, but Shiro started scratching at the door again, and closing her mouth, the she rolled her eyes instead.

 

“Yes Shiro, just a minute,” she said.

 

Shaking her head as she climbed out of bed, she glanced Inuyasha’s way, the hanyou still lying on his back on the bed, the blankets bunched down, his glistening nude form on full display in the low light. As she started pulling her clothes back on – as much as she’d have loved to snuggle with him naked, letting Shiro in while they were both nude was probably not a good idea – she raised an eyebrow at her temporarily human boyfriend and asked him, “So, does it also turn white at sunrise?”

 

A nod of her head in his direction, her eyes making a show of scanning his nude body up and down, made it beyond obvious what she was referring to, as if there were possibly any question in the first place. His softening member was resting oh so innocently in a thick nest of raven curls, but that part of him would indeed look quite different at sunrise.

 

Reaching for his own pajama bottoms, then, not because she was staring at his penis but because she was about to let the dog in, he replied honestly with, “Turns into white fur, as soft as my ears. You’ll love it.”

 

Giggling, she asked, “Well then if you’re so convinced of that, why the hesitation last night?”

 

“Because...well, you’ll find out eventually, because I don’t plan on our intimacy only being a monthly thing, so okay I’ll tell you. My...it...doesn’t look fully human, when I’m hanyou.”

 

Kagome actually rolled her eyes.

 

“I don’t care if it looks just like Shiro’s,” she said, laughing but also being completely honest. “I love you. You didn’t honestly think I would be grossed out, did you?”

 

“I’d hoped not, but can ya blame a guy for being insecure about his dog dick?” He snickered as he said it.

 

“Makes me wonder if your mother and father-”

 

“I don’t want to think about that,” he interrupted, and giggling again, Kagome dropped it and moved to open the door.

 

Shiro nearly knocked her over as he jumped up on her in his excitement, and then he started sniffing her like crazy. “Gah!” she laughed, running out of the room for a moment to get cleaned up in the bathroom.

 

Shiro started to follow her, but after she closed herself in the bathroom the akita was back in Inuyasha’s bedroom and on the bed, giving the hanyou-turned-human a ton of kisses while making cutesie whimpering noises he could still understand because his knowledge didn’t change when he turned human, although his current vocal cords lacked the ability to reply with his own proper barks and yips. He had to settle for words as he laughingly apologized to the overgrown pup about being locked out. Then Shiro started sniffing and then licking the bed, and Inuyasha had to shoo the akita away from the wet spot that was thankfully on his side of the bed. He didn’t feel like changing the sheets right then so he’d worry about it tomorrow. Actually, he was looking forward to getting his own canine sense of smell back. He was sure there was a heady perfume in his entire bedroom that he was totally missing.

 

Kagome came back a couple minutes later, after donning a clean pair of panties, and then climbed back into bed in her customary spot. Shiro attacked her with kisses again, and she indulged him for a minute before finally telling him to get down to the foot of the bed, Inuyasha having fixed their blankets while she was gone.

 

“Goodnight,” she said, leaning in for a quick kiss.

 

It belatedly dawned on Inuyasha that this was his first human night where he actually planned on going to sleep, but there was no way he had the energy to stay awake all night watching TV now. He knew he was safe, and did not fear falling asleep with his miko beside him.

 

“Yes, yes it was,” he agreed then, prolonging the kiss a moment, his left index finger hooking her chin. Looking into her eyes as he pecked her on the lips one last time, he murmured, “Goodnight, mate.”