InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Power ❯ Mind Games ( Chapter 12 )

Chapter 12: Mind Games

Kagome watched as Riasha evaded the demon by simply turning at last second. He was enjoying the chase and she enjoying the running. She laughed at the way she let herself be caught for a moment, tickled, then both let go and she ran again. Suddenly a strong arm wrapped itself around her waist.

"I think we should go before `Lord' Jax gets you caught up in this too." He gave her a silly smile. She pouted as he escorted her to his rooms.

"You would think I would actually do that, no way. I've waited too long for you, Sesshoumaru." Suddenly she hit him upside the head, hard. "Kouzo, what in the world lead you into getting so drunk? You could've gotten alcohol poisoning! Not to mention the fact that you mistook Riasha for me." He had a look on as if he wanted to explain, to tell her how sorry he was. She held up a hand to stop his speech. "You are going to try to get me to forgive you? You slept with another woman, after getting so drunk you couldn't see straight. And now you expect me to just forget it? Tell me, what caused you to drink to the point of being delirious?" She had pulled back from and now was staring at him with her new coldness.

He wished she would yell and scream. These cold uncaring words made him feel so much worse. He tried not to let the pain in him be evident but he knew she could see past it, just as he could see past hers. Her coldness just made her emotions that much more evident for him to feel. "I was up late with Jax after dinner. We had a couple of martini's and I started to talk." Kagome laughed a hollow laugh accompanied by a fake smile.

"You, talk. Ha! That's funny. What did you talk about, Sesshoumaru-sama?" She deliberately used his formal name to throw another dagger of pain at him. He began to wonder why she had been so nice when they had been in the Dome with the others and now was so angry with him. She was putting on an act of some sort while she was in there, maybe?

Kagome watched as he looked painfully at her. She knew it would work; they needed to talk about this anyway. The asshole had done something pretty stupid and deserved a little pain before she forgave him. Besides, he probably wouldn't tell her if she asked after she forgave him. Right now he was doing everything and anything to win her back. He finally started to speak, answering her question with a surprise of his own.

"I told Jax about the first time I saw you and how you somehow managed to crawl into my conscious. I told him of all the times I didn't kill you that I should have. Then I told him about the time I found you in the woods about to be killed and something overcame me that I couldn't understand at the time. I just knew I didn't want you to die, I knew I had to stop it. I also told him of the first time you used your powers and I thought I was going to lose you. I thought that pain, just from the thought of living without you, was unbearable. Then I did lose you… but I still had hope. I was going to wait until the day our times collided and became one, and then I would have you again. But I was told it was not to be. Many spiritual demons that I went to said that the day would never come because the bridge of time was too great. I did not want to believe them, and I went to a well-known psychic, Ayko. She was exiled from her lands at the time for killing a lord. To this day she has never spoken of the incident, though I have heard her having nightmares of it, calling out for help in her sleep. But that night…" She watched his eyes glaze over from the memory of said night.

"Ayko had her answer for me." He continued. "She said that unless you could be in total and complete control of your emotions, you would die after the shikon was melded with your body. She said that such a thing was impossible for any human so you would not survive. She also stated that if I didn't wait until you had the Shikon within your body drastic changes would befall the world. If I waited until after there was at least the slightest chance you might control your emotions, 10 moons would be sufficient to prove it. If you could not retain the control, the world would be thrown into chaos. That was the choice I had to make, and decided that I might make it after I had tried the traditional method, contrived by humans: drowning sorrows. And that is precisely what I did." The look he gave her was one of regret at his stupidity and happiness that she had overcome the odds. She should've died from the emotions that flooded her caused by the Shikon. But she was very much alive.

"You do realize that I am part of you now you are part of me. I am now partly demon, which destines me to this world for a much longer life span than a human. I am cursed with this jewel and other problems that may arise along the way. You are totally willing to go through all that?" She asked quietly.

"It will be nothing compared to the pain losing you for good will cause. The fact that we are bonded just makes me happier still, to be closer to you. You are the only being, human or youkai, which I have ever wanted for my own. Will you allow it? And do you still accept me?" His eyes were guarded, now more than ever. He was afraid of rejection; it was something he had gone through all of his life. Rejection after loss, loss after rejection. Pain had always clouded his life, and he had learned to close up against it. She could never cause him that kind of pain, ever again.

"Our bond makes me feel complete and so much stronger. I've always wanted to be yours, and to have you as mine. Time has no affect; past mistakes mean nothing, as long as you still love me. I am yours for the taking, and I give myself to you." She was smiling at him the way he loved, and he couldn't keep the smile that graced his features from coming. It spread across his face slowly and finally he couldn't stand it any longer and pulled her against him, claiming her mouth. She was just as sweet as always and he wrapped his arms around her tightly enough to pick her up off the ground without breaking that kiss.

The world was at a standstill for the both of them. Time was nonexistent; the passage of it went unnoticed. Kagome had, unconsciously, slowed it for the both of them, though they went at a normal speed that the human eye would not have seen if they had happened across them.

Sesshoumaru laid her petite form carefully across the bed, not breaking the contact between the two of them. Finally he pulled back to look down at her. Her eyes were closed and she was breathing hard from the lack of oxygen. He smiled as he watched her eyes slowly open to see what he was doing but they shut again when he came down to kiss her again. He took a claw and carefully ripped down the front of the shirt she wore, cutting the bra too, loosening her full breasts. His mouth left hers to nibble lightly on the nerves behind her ears, slowly trailing down to the tops of her breasts. He pulled back the ripped shirt and she struggled out of it with his help. He enveloped her pink tip and sucked lightly. She moaned his name making him suck harder, just to hear her moan louder. He impatiently ripped through her school skirt and panties, trailing kisses down further, past her navel to the edge of her hairline. He'd have to remind her to wax when this was all over. He spread her legs and took and taste of her. She squirmed at the tingles that cursed all through her and clenched and unclenched the sheets spasmodically. Her nerve-centered spot he was currently teasing was pulsing hotly. She arched her back and felt him slid his tongue deep inside of her. Her eyes rolled back in her head at the feeling and she cried out.

He watched her buck her hips up, the feeling was overwhelming her. He flicked his tongue around, pressuring different spots and watching her reaction to find her favorite spots. She turned her head from side to side, moaning in ecstasy. He felt his full member throb, wanting to bury himself deep within her. Knowing the way she was, he stopped just as she was about to cum. He slowly lowered himself down on her and she wrapped her legs around him, giving him better vantage. He positioned himself at her opening and slowly pieced her it. He pushed in a little then pulled back, teasing her. He wasn't going to allow her or himself to enjoy this just yet. He had to pay her back for what she had done earlier, making him feel so vulnerable.

"Quit teasing." She choked out and pulled him down with an internal strength she didn't normally possess. He pulled back and pushed back in, filling her, over and over. Their strengths pooled and divided between the two and their power was equal. It added to their pleasure, each being apart of the other, being one entity. Sesshou's eyes flashed red and he pumped harder before bringing his face close to her and biting her neck, claiming her. She felt tingles replace the pain immediately and deep shivers went through her, but then their release hit her suddenly and she clamped her teeth into his neck. Trembles cursed through them as their orgasms hit them simultaneously. It rocked through them with a never-ending tempo of release, finally quieting to let them breathe. Sesshou had collapsed on top of her, he thought he was crushing her and lifted himself up. She tightened her arms around him to hold him there, not wanting him to move just yet. Instead he rolled them over and felt her clutch at him.

"Don't move." She whispered. His size had decreased now and she was content to lie there, still attached. She snuggled against him and almost promptly fell asleep. He did moments later, so happy to have her, to finally hold her again.

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After many stops Jax finally pushed open the door to his room, Riasha in his arms. She used a foot to swing it shut with a resounding CLICK! Jax set her on the bed, sitting, while he went to a spot near the door. He pushed the button to the intercom system.

"Cory?" He sent his voice through it. A moment later another voice answered.

"Yes my lord?" The voice asked promptly.

"Could you send up some of your finest white wine? And some cheese?" He turned to Riasha. "What kind of cheese would you like, RiRi?"

"Any kind is fine… What did you just call me?" She was trying to give him a look of disdain. He smiled at her before turning back to the intercom.

"Send out some Swiss cheese and some sharp cheddar. That should suffice." He let go of the button and advanced toward the bed, staring at her with such a look she had never seen upon his face before. She stared back at him, entranced in his violet eyes. He sat next to her and leaned in close sending shivers from his breath on her ear.

"I know your favorite wine is white, regardless of etiquette. I know you are proud, beautiful, strong, regal, humble, gracious and forgiving. I know you love cheese, your favorite colors are purple and blue, medium in shade, and that your past is troubled. The only thing I don't know is why." He pulled back enough to look directly into her eyes. "I know that you don't trust easily but I am asking you to rust me with anything. I will put your secrets, your thoughts and your life before my own. Will you trust me, Riasha?" He looked imploringly into her dark lilac eyes. She couldn't tear her gaze from his, as much as she wanted to.

"I… don't know. I've never had anyone I could trust, who would accept me for who I am, a hanyou, not a weakling or someone to look down upon, but an equal. Am I that to you?" Her eyes searched his.

"You are that and more. You are the one I want, the only one." She swallowed, trying to decide. There had only been one other person she had told everything to, and now he was… She shut her eyes and opened them to concerned ones, preparing to speak.

"I killed a lord, this much you know. He was a man of money and power, a hidden demon lord. I was staying at his palace one evening to finalize plans between his company and my fathers. He brought me to his private quarters to talk about it and future problems. I should never have gone in there with him alone. I didn't even think about such consequences. Once he had shut the door and locked it he pounced on me. He was a full demon and therefore superior in strength. I fought it, he didn't get to do this without a few bruises, but he quickly overcame me. He tried to kiss me but I wouldn't open my mouth. It made him angry. He ripped off my clothes, enjoying every scream I uttered. I became enraged that he would dare to do this to me, my blood boiled and I refused to make any noise. He was about to take me when I lost it." Her throat closed up and she swallowed multiple times to try and dislodge the lump that had settled there. Finally after a few moments she was able to speak again.

"My blood took over my body, and I lost control. He didn't even know what hit him." She smiled dully. "One second he was holding me, about to do the thing he wanted most, that I hated most, and the next I had ripped free of him and ripped his insides out. But it didn't kill hi right off. He was weakened but not dead. He would have recovered if I had left him thee like that, but I wasn't in total control of myself. All I knew was that I wanted revenge for his attempt. I took his own swords and buried them through each of his hands, all the way to the hilt, and stuck them into the wall. I took his dagger and sliced off the thing he had tried to force within me, then I pried out one of his eyeballs, so he could only see at first glance. I made a slice from his lower abdomen to where his heart would be, but not deep enough to hit it. I pulled out all of his insides, one by one, until I reached his heart. But I left it, still beating weakly, to slit his throat instead and sat on the bed to watch him die slowly." Riasha was staring at the rug in the room now, unable to look up into his eyes. "That was how they found me the next morning. I was staring off and would not answer any questions. That time is only a daze to me, I remember little of it. I was going to be executed for it, for killing a lord is a serious offense. The Lord son, who knew his fathers ways with women, pardoned me. He had also fallen in love with me, but after the deed I had done could not admit it openly. He exiled me to a place where demons were not welcomed at the time and half-demons even more so." She brought he brows together in a frown. "I was only 300yrs old when it happened. 200 years have passed since then. I am now 500 years old. I am still young, and have lived through more than most demons, or even half demons."

"You are truly remarkable. Riasha, you have since managed to control demon emotions with a half demon mind. That is not an easy task in itself. You revenged yourself against your almost rapist, I just hope I never get on your bad side." He chuckled and she turned to him.

"You aren't bothered that it could happen again someday? I could lose control of myself and kill anyone. I might even kill you!" She looked angrily at him. Fresh pain from buried memories was shining in her features.

"I think I can handle if any such thing happens. But I don't believe you will allow yourself to change into such a state again." He objected.

"What about what I did? It was shameful and horrible. Doesn't that bother you?" A single tear leaked from the corner of her eye. "I mutilated that demon." Another tear attempted to follow the first but she blinked it back and forced herself to get control.

"That demon deserved what you did to him. What you did is exactly that, it's in your past. It's not important to me. All that matters to me is what you are now and what may happen to you. The danger of you turning demon again is something to worry about, but not to dwell upon. We will handle that one step at a time, together. Of course, if you'll let me help you." He scrutinized her eyes and she nodded. He was slowly moving closer and closer to her, about to touch her lips with his when there was a loud knock on the door.

"The wine and cheese you asked for, Lord Jax." Cory reported.

"Come in!" Jax answered, standing. The servant opened the door and entered, pushing a tray before him. It had a large bottle of the very best white wine in Japan. Next to it was two plates full of cheese. Riasha's mouth watered. She loved cheese and wine only added to it. Jax took the cups, dismissing Cory, and filled them about half way full with wine. Then he took one of the plates and headed towards the bed, offering Riasha a piece of cheese after giving her one of the glasses of wine. She took one of the pieces of Cheddar and nibbled at it, sipping at her wine. He sat down next to her and took a large swig of his cup of wine, making half of it vanish. She smiled and he gave her a funny smile before setting down his cup. She waited until he had turned back to her then swallowed the rest of her wine in one big gulp. He shook his head, an awed smile stuck on his face, as much as he tried to wipe it off. She gave him the empty wine glass and he set it on the tray with his glass.

"Jax?" His eyes settled on her dark ones.

"Hmm?" He gave her a questioning look. Instead of answering she patted the bed beside her seductively. His smile reflected how he felt and he sat next to her, placing a hand on her muscular thigh. She wrapped her arms around his neck and met him in a passionate kiss. She swung around to straddle his lap and pushed her round ass into his erection. His breath caught and he returned the pressure with an upward thrusting of his own. Their tongues twisted and twined in an intricate battle for supremacy. Flipping them around, so she was on the bed, his tongue won the battle because of her hesitation caused by surprise. He teased the inside of her mouth while pushing his hips into hers. She moaned into the kiss, which only drove his flurry higher.

Suddenly, she flipped them back over and stood up. She unzipped the back of her strappy dress and let it fall to the floor, followed by her lacey bra and matching underwear. His eyes drunk in her nude body and another wave of heat hit him hard. She came to him, golden hair swirling about her. She undid the top of his pants and slid them off. He was hard pressed to not throw her down and take her. She's mine now, My dear Golden Angel; he thought amidst his foggy brains other activity. He reached for her in a haze of wanting and needing. She complied, recognizing her own feelings, which matched his. She crawled over the bed between his legs and brought her mouth down hard on his. He ran his fingers through her hair, so silky and soft. She trailed kissed down his body, lower and lower, until his hard cock brushed her cheek. She ran he tongue over its head and he growled. She smiled before taking him in her mouth, sucking hard. This earned outright moans and she ran her lips up and down, sucking hard. He trembled and she did it faster, and then faster. He thought he would drown when he finally came. She swallowed the hot semen, over and over, until he was spent. She sat back on her knees.

"So, what did you think of that?" She asked slyly.

"You know damn well what I thought of it. It was awesome Riasha, you're awesome." She blushed and he couldn't help but think how absolutely stunning she was. He felt himself rise again and pushed himself up to kiss her. She began to kiss him back but he pulled back. She looked up at him curious as to what was going on. He ran a single finger from her ear over her breast and down to her navel, making her shiver, a completely serious look on his strong features.

"No, not this time. It's my turn to please you this time."

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PLEASE REVIEW! I want feedback about putting out a sequel. If you are interested, I am putting out a story soon called The Corrupted, I hope you read it!

It is a dark fic, so be prepared. Don't read it if you don't like those kind.

RyuuAngel

Aka: Riasha