InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Prayer For Your Lonliness ❯ Prayer For Your Lonliness ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Ok, Hello every one, i dont own the song. It belongs to "Cradle Of Filth" Mm-Kay, enjoy.

WARNING: WILL BE A DARK FIC, ITS UP TO YOU TO DESIPHER THE MEANING OF THE LYRICS TOO.
I WILL !!!NOT!!! TOLLERATE FLAMES! SO BE NICE!

It was an ubsession, many would say; but to InuYasha, it was hope, it was love, and it was joining a loved one who had allready pased away. You bruned that night, smoke carried you to heaven, in the hot september light. He wished it wasen't true, that his miko haden't gone black, turned from the gods.

Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A 'V' of black swans
On with hope to the grave
All through Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

He waited for her to come back and free him from his pain for 50 years he waited and waited, Only to return as a child-woman, a foolish child-woman nothing like his first love. Cold, was this horried lonlyness, bad enough to accept the embrace of a copy. Cold were thies sharp steel words. Horried betrayal, yet never able to let go. Never able to keep a simple promise of protection.

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

He felt it as she burned, even traped as he was, even past his hatred he prayed for her happyness, may the gods have mercy, look past her selfishness in life and grant her the peace of death. And yet he still wondered if he himself would ever find happieness. Would she come back one day? He was a demon he would live a long life, so then he swore to himself to meet the one who would gain her reincarnated soul and be with her once again, his love.

Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Every battle he faced along side the copy, he hoped for death, wished for it to come swiftly, he even sought the freedome from the pain his heart posined him with from his own brother. He felt tired, tired of life with out her, with out his miko so he took his pain away, with the slaghter of lowlife demons, shikon shards were his justifacation for this act of . Waiting for sunset every day, coming closer to his end. His love his Miko, she was murdering him inside, without having to be alive to do it.

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Immoble in this fight to live a life of worthlessness, of meaningless battles. The promise of an honerable death is his adrenalin his suger high, the promise of seeing her again his black miko.

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

Wracked with your charm
I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt
(Keeping Sodom at night at bay)

(Inu's POV) Remember those days long ago under the untainted night sky, held in the protection of purness and claws. Freedom is sweet, but we took our time for granted, a foolish mistake i will never make again. Freedom from pain, fredom from hoplessness.

Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Nights traped in withering passion, of love and of heat. My first, your first, I knew both for I am a demon.

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon (i didn't want to leave it out as it is a part of the song, but it dosen't fit in with the fic, so ignore it.)
Mislaid in the burning hay

(Repeat)
Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
None better
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

And, he loved her, his miko, his pristess, his Kikyou.