InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ RavynSkyes's Drabbles ❯ Such a foolish thing ( Chapter 33 )

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By: Ravyn Skye
Originally Written For: Inu_Kaidan

Word Count:455

Title: Such a foolish thing
Author:Plumespixie

Rating: MA (For suicide)

Pairing:Sess/Rin

Genre:Angst

Cannon/AU:Post-canon

Summary: Rin is tired of failing her mate.

Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Fanfiction Sequel | Uploaded On: 08.27.2010 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.4K | Visits: 476 | Status: Completed

Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha and I make no money from writing this
Originally Written For: Inu_Kaidan
Word Count:455
Title: Such a foolish thing
Author:Plumespixie
Rating: MA (For suicide)
Pairing:Sess/Rin
Genre:Angst
Cannon/AU:Post-canon
Summary: Rin is tired of failing her mate.
A/N: Tried to do something a little different.
 
"What do you think keeps going wrong?"
She could hear the whispering, the speculations, she just couldn't bring herself to care.
Once again she found herself mute. Her words no longer working as she lay in the puddle of blood and other fluids that should have been a pup. She couldn't move, could barely breath, and her whole body felt heavy.
"I think her body rejects the demonic auras of the children."
It wasn't fair, she wasn't a miko, it didn't make sense. Kagome's pups had been fine, and she was a miko, so why could her and her mate not have pups? This was the fifth time she had miscarried, and this time she couldn't bring herself to cry.
She was numb, empty inside. She hadn't even gotten her hopes up, but still she could not help it, it hurt.
A little ways away in the woods, the Taiyoukai grimaced, his brother was coming…
"You are a fucking bastard!" Inuyasha could not hold back anymore, it had to be said. Each time his older brother brought his human mate to see Kagome because she was miscarrying again, he could smell the herbs that Sesshomaru was no doubt mixing into her food.
"She doesn't even know what you've been doing! You poison your mate and kill your pups, you disgusting piece of shit!"
Sesshomaru just looked away, muttering,
"It is no concern of yours, Rin will be fine… she always is."
Inuyasha sneered before stalking away from his asshole murdering brother.
While the other women left to get water, without bothering to clean up, Rin rose and walked out of the hut.
She felt like she was moving in slow motion, like it was all a bad dream…
Never again… she vowed never to fail her mate and pup, ever again. .
She walked to the edge of the waterfall that fed the stream near the village. Without thinking, she walked over the edge, the pain of yet another failure finally too much to bare.
They found her body three days later, along with a note she'd left behind in the hut.
"To my love, Sesshomaru. Rin is sorry she is so useless to you and cannot give you pups. Rin does not want to fail you again, and now that Rin is dead, you can find a more worthy mate."
After she was buried, he sat alone at her gravesite, racked with pain.
What have I done?. He was cursed now to be alone forever, the only person who did not fear or hate him dead… because he had rejected the idea of siring hanyou…
"Such a foolish thing." He muttered before walking away from the village in Edo forever.