InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Rebirth: A Sesshoumaru and Rin Lemon ❯ One-Shot

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I do not own InuYasha and its characters in any way, shape or form.

This is sort of along the lines of my other Sess/Rin fic meaning that it might have a few of the same elements and wording to it, but it is different being that it is an alternative course to what would have happened if Rin had taken matters into her own hands. Told by her POV and as I said this might be similar but the ending is different and I think happier then Precious Little Rin was.

I'm not sure how people will react to this, because of the content, which includes death, rebirth and sex all in one generally making this just plain weird I think. But as usual I throw it out to whoever reads this to judge whether it's and okay fic or just plain crap.

This one-shot is a lemon, so it does contain sex.

Enjoy.

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The night air is chilly and rough, its breeze blowing the folds of my kimono, causing it to part where it is joined between my breasts and legs. My breath quickens as my eyes catch his approach, always silent and graceful, as if he glides on the air itself.

I flutter my lashes as I take in the male figure before me, tall and lean, but strong and powerful. He is already nude, having just come from the hot springs, minutes after I had left. His body still wet, I cannot help but follow the path of the beads of water that drizzle slowly down his tight, muscular form. His long, white tresses, tussled by the light wind appear as streaks of the finest silver as they catch the moonlight perfectly, creating an aura of magnificent beauty, an unearthly god who has graced the earth to come to the woman he so dearly feels for.

I raise my hands to close the gaps of my garment, but their wrists are caught and stilled, the taunt muscles of his arm flex as his grip on my wrists tighten somewhat.

"Never cover yourself from me, unless I tell you. Now, let me look at you."

I can only nod my head slightly as I feel a closed mouth smile forming on my lips, lips that his gaze graces momentarily before moving further down my form. And when the sharp orbs of golden light return to catch the glint of my dark eyes I see in them the look of heated lust and pure desire, softened, however by an eternal promise that he will always love and cherish me.

His hand releases my wrists, only to capture the back of my obi secured around my waist and with a few effortless tugs the red material is gone, having been left to lye at my feet. I then feel his large, soft hand gliding up my back where his fingers then hook under the collar of my kimono, parting it even more, until it is fully open and off of my shoulders. He then lets it go so that the soft material slides down the rest of my body, pooling at my feet joining the white silk with the red, resembling blood on snow.

Long, nimble fingers that can only be his run briefly through my loosened ebon hair, hair which has never been bound back nor cut, as per request of my guardian and soon-to-be lover.

Catching a few of the thick locks, he tugs down on them gently, so that I am once again looking up at him. His eyes still watching me, watching always, ever since I was child, for I know he has always loved me, though I cannot remember when it was he began to lust for me. When his eyes started seeing me, no longer as a little girl, but as a grown woman with needs and desires, beauty and grace, with the capacity to give him everything that he could ever want, in this life and all others.

I no longer think of those things as his lips descend upon mine, their kiss chaste and simple, but only for a moment before turning brutal and desirous as our bodies pull down on each other until we are both on the ground, lying horizontal to one another, his body spread over mine and his hand everywhere upon in.

"My lovely Rin…so beautiful…how long I've waited for this." He tells me huskily through even more wanton and greedy kisses.

My hands cup his face and I force him to look at me, one of the few times he has ever let me control his actions. "Nothing is as beautiful as you Sesshoumaru."

He studies my expression briefly and I know he sees the flush in my cheeks and the eternal devotion in my eyes. "Your faith and love in me, Rin, will not be in vain."

"I've given you nothing that I was not willing to give, so please, speak no more of it."

"Then it shall never be spoken of again." We seal the agreement with another kiss and I feel a tear escape the corner of my left eye, only to be licked away by his warm, soft tongue. "No more tears Rin, I never want to see you cry again."

I silently agree, though I wish that he knew the tear was not of sadness, but of joy. Joy in the fact that I know I please him. Joy in the fact that I know I will forever be by his side, and joy in the fact that we can truly be free to love one another as we wish.

One day seems like a lifetime. One day after the eve of my nineteenth birthday, and one day since my transformation.

Before then, it had been three years since Sesshoumaru had begun putting more distance between us then he had ever done before. Three years he had talked about my leaving, so that I could return where I belonged, to the human world, the world where I could find a mate of my kind to love and fulfill my needs.

He was foolish however thinking that that is what I wanted. I no longer cared for my kind, just as I know he did not care for them. I no longer considered myself human though I knew it was something he could never forget about me. However, I never argued, for I had grown so accustomed to listening to everything that Sesshoumaru told me, that I questioned him little, if any. But, the heart of a woman can be stubborn and defiant, even against a great demon, the one who had been her master for as long as she could remember.

My demon savior had always taught me to be resourceful and smart, cunning and sly and it was with these skills that I sought out Kikyo, the only one who could help me fulfill my request for eternal youth and life. I remember it very well.

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She was cruel to me at first, mocking me, telling me I was foolish to give myself to any man, human or demon. That in the end men will only betray your trust and use your life for their own means and gains and then discard you with little regard or remorse.

I told her however that my lord Sesshoumaru was different, that I knew he could love me, that he wanted to love and that if she refused to grant my wish that I would then make sure that she truly would be dead forever.

She smiled thinly and raised an eyebrow to my threats, her cold, hard eyes laughing at me. I knew she was not afraid, not intimidated, but that I was desperate and in love, willing to do whatever it was to gain the man that I wanted.

She pulled from her pocket a dagger, with a white ivory handle and sliver tipped blade. Then, with both hands she held it out to me telling me that in order to be reborn as one like her that I at first would have to die.

With shaking hands but a solid resolve I took the metal from her, grasping the hilt firmly, pointing the blade inward between my breasts, and with a final thought of Sesshoumaru and a quick, forceful thrust I plunged the dagger's tip into my flesh and pushed it in even more, until the entire blade had been swallowed by my heart.

I gasped aloud and felt the blood swell up through my chest and into my throat where I began to gag and choke, the lack of air forcing me to my knees. There was so much pain, so much blood, but no regrets for this was an ends to a means and soon I would return to my lord Sesshoumaru a new woman, no longer a pitiful, lowly human.

My ears picked up a faint cry of my name and as I collapsed upon my side I saw him at a distance nearing me until he was by me, holding me in his arms.

"Why this foolishness Rin!" He began to scold, but then his voice softened for he knew the reason why.

"Silly, stupid girl." He whispered hoarsely to me, fighting to keep his tone indifferent. "To go to such extremes…overly emotional species …do you not know I would have loved you regardless of being…."

My eyes widened at the near slip up, but not surprisingly he had caught himself, and the single tear that had welled up in his right eye.

"Human?"

"Quiet Rin, you need not say a word. It matters not, now."

If there had not been so much pain I would have laughed. He had bypassed my question with his subtle evasiveness; humility will never be a trait my master will ever cultivate.

"My…lord…Sessho…" My words ceased then, as did my breath. I had expired, only to be minutes later reborn, as I had died, in the arms of my love.

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A cry escapes my lips as the lash of his tongue ceases upon my feminine jewel, but he lingers a few moments more, telling me he relishes the taste, the feel, that is my very essence. And as he raises his body once more over mine, he shares with me the taste he so loves, in the sweetest, most intense osculation.

His fingers fan over my breasts, his thumb and forefingers pinching and teasing my nipples and when his mouth finally does catch up, placing upon them its own pleasurable torments I can no longer take it and I come once more.

I am now breathless and limp, sated to the point of exhaustion but still I ask for him to enter me. To fill me, complete me, to make me his forever. And so he does.

It only takes a single, powerful thrust before he is through my virgin barrier, wedged deep inside of my more then ready canal. I squirm somewhat and swallow my cry of pain, for it is merely the final phase of pain that I will ever feel to be with my Sesshoumaru.

He then begins to move his thick and lengthily girth inside of me, pulling and then thrusting forward, pulling and then thrusting forward, over and over again, setting a steady, rhythmic pace, holding me tight against his body the entire time.

"My Rin, my sweet, sweet Rin. You are pure bliss."

His words only add to the pleasurable sensations that his body is giving me and I tighten my legs that are curled around his back even more, feeling the blood seeping under my fingertips as my nails gauge scratches down his back.

A warm heat begins to stir and grow within my lower body, a heat as I have never felt before, a heat that I wish would not leave even if it were to sear my flesh from its very bone.

"Sess, Se, Sesshoumaru!" I cannot hold back my scream as the flickering flames explode and spread all over my body and I find myself engulfed in such a grand inferno that I feel it will never cease to burn. But cease it does and soon I am cool once more, my body shivering as apparent from the goose bumps on my body as I find myself welcoming the cold just as much as the heat.

He hovers over me a few more seconds before dislodging himself from me completely. I moan at the loss but not at the feel of the fluids that escape from where his sex had been. Mine and his combined as one, never can it produce a child because of my state of being, but then, each other is all we will ever need.

Now on his back he pulls me to him, we are still both naked, the stars having been witness to our first union, knowing that this is only the first of many that they will see between us.

"I love you Sesshoumaru."

"Still to emotional, Rin. You have no need for those kinds of things anymore."

"I have loved you since the day I found you and that I know will never end."

A moment of silence passes before I hear his voice again. "I do love you, dear Rin."

I hear his words, but they sound foreign somehow, for I cannot remember my lord Sesshoumaru ever speaking in such a tender, relaxed tone. I wonder if he would ever have spoken to me or touched me so gently had I never lost my mortal shell. To mimic his words, it matters not.

"And now that I have said it once, girl, and you know it, do not expect me to say it often."

I smile and snuggle into his chest even more, he will never change and I do not wish him to, for then he would not be my Sesshoumaru.

We say no more to each other and continue to lye on the soft grass that is just beginning to catch the first drops of the morning dew. I close my eyes hearing the cry of the eel-like creatures coming to me, swimming among the waves of the invisible breeze. Bringing to me the souls of the race that I have forsaken, to be forever with the one I had always promised to love.

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