InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Regrets ❯ regrets ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

REGRETS &nb sp; by laddie (tinky)

The dark, dripping cuts on my wrists

Show the burning hatred for myself.

You cannot help me, you cannot save me

You can only watch as I cut away my pain.

Small at first, slowly gaining the edge to go deeper.

Everything is getting darker, everything is going black.

As I watch your face fade from view,

I remember the times that we once had.

I'm going deeper into the darkness, down the tunnel that seems to never end.

Still falling always falling, and after moments seems like hours, the darkness fades.

Getting brighter, darkness straying from view.

I end up in the place free from

Hatred, pain and darkness

And I see you

And I tell you to go back

To live your life more then I ever have.

I took the easy way out

You, you have another chance.

You could follow me into the darkness

And ask to be forgiven, but don't take the easy way out,

There are things worth fighting for,

You can live to see your dreams come true, but wishing for me

Its waste, it's too late.

Some tried, some failed, and some got closer to getting me stop,

But 15 years of hatred, 15 years of pain, help came

Too late.

They say they couldn't save from myself.

Now I sit here once again watching your face fade from view, the darkness returning, and this time

Falling fast.

My life of pain flashes before my eyes,

I see from the beginning there was no hope for me in

Anyone's eyes.

Still falling, Going deeper into the void,

And just then I feel the heat and I know where I am,

I've been given the sentenced of eternity.

Once again there is no hope for me.

It's what I get, what I deserve for the path I took.

Please don't take example from me,

There is still hope for you, still a chance to take the right path.

Live your life with-out regrets, please remember, and do not forget

Eternity is not forever I will come back,

Not even hell can stop me.

Please don't be made at me

For leaving you behind

It was for the better, you deserve greater

Then what I can't give you

As you watch me fade away

Please remember, do not forget

The things that I have said

And live your life free from having the pain of

Regrets.

Please review. I know it sucks but guess what happens when I get depressed?

I write shitty poems!

So if you have the time, tell how bad it is!