InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Say Goodbye ❯ Say Goodbye ( Chapter 1 )

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I decided to do my first songfic ever, just to see how it went (though I really need to be finishing my current story! Hope you enjoy reading it! I tried my hardest to make the story fit the lyrics and still be interesting.

Say Goodbye sung by Chris Brown


Baby come here, sit down let's talk. I got alot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you but you know this thing ain't been no walk in the park for us.

Inuyasha gently led the girl to a secluded spot, away from others' ears so they could talk privately. He didn't cheerish the up coming conversation, but it had to happen. He couldn't hold it off any longer.

I swear it'll only take a minute, you'll understand when I'm finished, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry, but I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

"Look, I know that we've had some great times together but, well, uh..." Inuyasha stuttered, not knowing how to break it to her. Something deep inside screamed You bastard! She'll never forgive you for this! But at the same time, he was tired of living a double life. So, taking a deep breath, he started again.

How do you let it go when you,
You just don't know what's on the other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
And everything I tryed to remember to say, just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand, cause I know

"I want to appologize first hand about this. And I..." His mind spun frantically, trying to search for those right words. The blow was going to come, but he desperately wanted a way to cushion it. What am I doing? I can't do this to her. Not after all the times she's been there for me.

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move cause if I don't you're gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me I gotta-gotta figure out what I need, oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go our seperate ways
And I know it's hard, but I gotta do it, and it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time, right time to say goodbye

Inuyasha seriously considered cancelling the whole plan. Who was he to ruin what they had. 'Or lack there-of', his mind added. There really needs to be a guide on how to do things like this. He knew the girl was getting restless waiting for him to spit out his confession. But yet still, he held back.

Girl I know your heart is breaking, and a thousand times I
Find myself asking "Why? Why? Why am I taking so long to say this?"
But trust me girl I never ment to crush your world and I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart

"We can't do this anymore. I want to split." Inuyasha rushed out. The look on the girl's face was at first one of shock. Then slowly it turned to hurt. But last and certainly not least, her face flushed with anger. "I'm so sorry," Inuyasha said. But she wouldn't have none of it. She got up and left, walking in a random direction, anywhere to get away from him.

And I wanna know, how do you let it go when you
You just don't know what's on the other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand what I'm trying to say, we just can't go on
Pretending that we get along, girl how you not gon' see it, oh

"What did you want me to do?" Inuyasha yelled after her. "What would the other's think of me if they knew about us? I'm not exactly Mr. Honest. They wouldn't let me live it down." They're not gonna let me live this down. But the girl kept walking. She had went out of her way to help him! Risking her life for his sake! There were way better things she could have been doing than spending it with him, but she had. And now, in only a few minutes, he wanted it all to be forgotten.

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move cause if I don't you're gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me I gotta-gotta figure out what I need, oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go our seperate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it and it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time, right time to say goodbye

His brother had warned him. "Showing emotions are a sign of weakness. Share them intimately with another and you might as well sell your soul to the devil." But Inuyasha hadn't listened to him. And was it worth it? Hell no! A peice of him said. But he quelled that voice and thought about all the good times they had. The good definatly out-weighed the bad. So why end it?

Listen to your heart girl you know we should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it, I-I just can't do it
Listen to your heart, girl you know we should be apart baby I
I just can't do it. And sometimes it makes me want to cry

Finally he stopped running after her. What was there left to say? What was done, was done and there was nothing he could do to take it back. A single tear fell down his face. A single tear in remberance of what they had.

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move cause if I don't you're gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me I gotta-gotta figure out what I need, oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go our seperate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it, and it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time, right time to say goodbye

Turning his back on her, Inuyasha headed back toward his friends. I'm so, so, sorry. For everything. Goodbye, my beloved Kagura.


Okay, wow! My first songfict! I hope you liked it. Now let me go and listen to the song for only the millionth time!