InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Scars of Agony ❯ Scar of Fate ( Chapter 4 )

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or any of the other characters that belong to RumikoTakahashi, I only own this story line.

 

A/N: Well, this is my second time writing this chapter, seeing as it's first version was lost. Nonetheless, here's chapter four.

 

Summary: Your always thinking that your glad it's not you, Kagome Higurashi seems like the normal girl. She just wears pants and sweaters all the time, which is a bit odd seeing as in the summer she does too. She is often with her boyfriend and she always looks tired. Well, Kagome Higurashi has a dark secret only one-- er two people in her life know. Her father and her boyfriend... she loves them both, she doesn't want them to be hurt, but when her boyfriend has had the last straw... what is she to do? Side with her boyfriend... or father? Also can she survive when thoughts of suicide fill her head. Can she keep herself alive long enough to grow old and see her father in jail? Or will suicide take her from the world first?

 

Scars of Agony

 

IV. Scar of Fate

 

What if I died at this very instant?

 

Would you miss me?

 

Would you even know I died?

 

I wouldn't mind, as long as you knew

 

That I'll always love you...

 

 

Kagome was shivering, literally to the bone, that lake would have either drowned her or have her frozen to death. Her teeth chattered softly, and she trembled a bit with the cold, her lips tinted a light color of blue. She felt frozen, cold, and helpless. She was engulfed by warmth of her love, her one and only, Inuyasha. Now that she thought of it, ever since they had met he protected her. From the tiniest things even, a tiny bug that meant no harm to her, he got rid of it and made her stop crying. A few years later was when the abuse began, and Inuyasha didn't know, until it started getting bad. She felt him pull her closer to his warm body and kissed her frozen blue lips, trying to warm her up as much as he possibly could at the moment. Trying to warm her up at the cold lake and outside was not really the best thing to try, seeing as it was still pouring down the ice cold ran and a wind had started to kick in. He took her closer to him, pulling her frozen body closer to his warm one. Kagome felt bliss, at ease and suddenly everything was black, all she could remember was the sweet feeling of her lover's lips upon her own and his warm arms. That was all the girl needed to feel safe and relaxed enough to let sleep overcome her heart wretched body.

 

Inuyasha picked Kagome up into his arms and headed to his car, he noticed the obvious weight loss in her instantly, she weighed far less than when he saw her last week. Her father must have been starving her, why hadn't she told him? He gave a light shake of his head and held her closer to his body once more. He didn't want to take her home, he wasn't planning to any time soon. She needed time to recover and her mother needed time away from her daughter. He opened the door and set Kagome in the seat, shifting her so she was in a better position to sleep in before he strapped her in her seat and made his way to the driver's side.

 

The drive was quiet, he listened to the sounds of other cars passing, his own breathing a bit heavy with relief. He might not have made it, if he was a second late than the time that he arrived, she would be sick right now. Or, she would have drowned if she had let her breath go. If he weren't driving he'd have slammed his fist against something, this was all his fault. He had let her go, he had taken her to the doctor and then went to court against her father and he knew that was nothing that she wanted. He growled softly to himself, cursing everything that he saw.

 

“Damn it... This is all my fucking fault, why didn't I listen to her...?” he asked himself, glaring at the road as he sped the car up.

 

Kagome awoke in her lover's bed the next morning, he guessed that he didn't want to let her out of his sight by placing her in her own room at his house. She would have laughed, but turning her head she noticed that Inuyasha was sleeping peacefully beside her, a look of content on his face. She giggled inwardly, she noticed another look of longing on her face, his look of lust. Adorable, or, in her eyes she found him to be adorable as can be with that look on his face. She moved herself over Inuyasha, now noticing that they were both naked, only for one reason though. She knew her lover would never take advantage of her while she slept, or went through something like that. They were both naked for her to get warmed up. She smiled to herself and lowered down to his neck, kissing it softly with gentle lips.

 

She was feeling playful, but not far enough to go and fuck her sleeping boyfriend, besides, she had gotten sore and swollen down in her place of secrecy due to hard abuse from her father recently. She stuck the tip of her tongue out from her mouth and slowly ran it along Inuyasha's neck, causing a low moan of pleasure to come from his lips. Obviously, she was tainting his dream, which was most likely taint from the beginning. She just made it worse. She once again ran her tongue lightly along the skin before nibbling on a bit of the skin before suckling it. She was enjoying the little bits of this, she was going to have Inuyasha crying out in his dream, she just hoped that he'd not wake while she teased him in his sleep.

 

She sucked a bit harder when she felt Inuyasha move under her, squirming the slightest bit and she moved herself, without breaking her contact on the skin she lightly rubbed her swollen self on his now hardening dick. She couldn't help but moan in pleasure, but a bit of pain as well filled the sound. She moved herself up to his ear, softly sucking on the lobe and not making a sound to wake him up. It was funny that she did this to him, but he never took advantage of her in the morning or at night. She was special to him though, he always asked to do anything, while she got free reign to what she wanted from him. She should let him do the same one day, once the pain was gone.

 

“Kagome...” he moaned out, stretching her name with his pleasure.

 

Kagome laughed a bit, though trying not to make it so loud that he woke from his dream.

 

“That must be a damn of a good dream...” she whispered to herself, not directed to her sleeping lover below her.

 

She moved her hips a bit more, just to tease because she didn't want to go and have him slipping into her. She knew it would hurt, she had received no mercy from her father. She smiled to herself though, she was having fun, she didn't need to think about her father right now, she was focused on playing with Inuyasha. Inuyasha suddenly bucked beneath her and slipped into her opening, she was not expecting that let out a cry of pain and he continued bucking into her. She wanted to enjoy it for him, even in pain, she felt the pleasure of their intimate contact. She broke into tears, the pain far too much for her to not cry.

 

Inuyasha woke up, feeling a tight surrounding around his shaft, his eyes opened quickly. He was shocked to see Kagome above him, his eyes trailed up her scarred body, taking in the sight. She was bruised on her stomach, her hips, and there were small cuts from being cut by a table corner. Her breasts were bruised with finger marks, and scarred with finger nail marks that dug into the sensitive skin. Her arms were all marked in special designs, looking like tattoos. The designs were exotic, swirls and spins, and some of jagged marks, and only he could see them. It was lovely, yet painful to look at. He trailed his eyes up to her face, which was full of pain. He went pale and quickly pulled out of her and pulled her to his chest.

 

“Kagome? Why didn't you take it out on your own...? Are you okay, koibito?” He whispered softly to her, running his finger through her dark locks of hair, trying to calm down the crying girl.

 

“I-I don't know Inuyasha, I just... I couldn't move, I'm sorry...” she whispered through tears and she had began trembling after awhile with her tears.

 

Inuyasha sighed and kissed her head softly, “No, don't be sorry, I am... Come on, let's get ready for school, go take your shower first.” He said before giving her a kiss again and getting dressed. He soon left Kagome in the room to grab some clothes and head to shower.

 

Kagome watched him leave with sad eyes, she wanted to have the last word of this, but he really felt bad for making her cry. She got herself off the bed and went to her room, grabbing some of the clothes that she left here in her room. The clothes made her feel that she was more at home than at her boyfriend's house. She picked some clothes, which were like her normal ones but red. She smiled to herself, he was so caring, just giving her one of his room's when he had a lot of other uses for them. She looked around her room, finding a CD that she wanted to listen to in the shower and then made her way to the bathroom. She was still undressed, she had no problem with walking around this house in the nude, all that was covered was her stomach by the clothes that were draped in her arms.

 

She popped in the CD and started up the shower, singing along with the lyrics softly. She had a hard time singing along with Malice Mizer, but they weren't the only ones on the CD and she had no trouble sining some Ken Hirai's songs. The one song she loved most was “Strawberry Sex” it was also Inuyasha's favorite. There were various others singing on this CD, she had burned it herself, and put songs that made her feel better or feel sadder when she was sad. She was washing away her pain right now, the heated water ran down her thin body, over new scabs and bruises. Some of the scans stung, but she quickly got over it, it didn't hurt as bad as that one time she had tried burning herself. She'd never do that again, never if her life depended on it.

 

She let out a relaxed sigh, feeling the water rush over her head as soon as she moved under the direct flow of the shower. She put some shampoo into her hair, washing her hair to give it a softened look. That lake water had made her hair frizz a bit, and she really felt like washing her hair seeing as she was taking “blood” baths and washing her hair in blood would not smell too good. She soon rinsed the shampoo from her hair and put in conditioner that smelled the same; she had never mentioned to anyone that she loved the smell of strawberries. She felt around the shower for a comb, and found it after a few moments, raking it through lightly tangled hair. She got out the few knots that were in her hair from awhile ago.

 

She stood silent, letting the conditioner run out from her hair, and she stood and relaxed. The door knocked suddenly and she felt herself growing stiff, but she remembered that it was only Inuyasha.

 

Inuyasha didn't wait for Kagome to give an answer for him to come in, he was quick to undress and he smirked at Kagome, knowing she swooned at his smile on the inside.

 

“Why waste water? I'll shower with you until you're done, then you can go eat your breakfast...” He said, moving the shower curtain and going into the shower.

 

He noticed Kagome's face flushed a light pink and he pressed her against the shower wall and kissed her warm lips. He felt the warm water running down their side's, and smirked into the kiss before he moved his tongue into Kagome's mouth. He could tell he had caught her by surprise, but he couldn't hide his want from this morning. He wanted to do something more soft and not so far for her. She'd let him fuck her again once she was ready. He licked her lips after he pulled away and then moved to her neck, lightly sucking and nibbling the skin, she let out a small moan of pleasure, her eyes closing as she relaxed against the wall. She was sure she would slip before Inuyasha's arms wrapped around her waist tightly so not to allow that to happen. Soon, Inuyasha pulled away, sure to have left her horny as Hell, her neck was her weak point.

 

“Go dry off and eat now, koi.. I'll be down in a few...” He whispered against her neck and she shivered.

 

Kagome moved away from Inuyasha, she was clearly in a daze now and Inuyasha was far too pleased with his work. Kagome dried herself off, aware of Inuyasha's careful gaze upon her backside before she slipped on her clothes and left the bathroom. She made her way down the stairs to the kitchen, her face a burning red. Not once had Inuyasha ever slipped into the bathroom when she was in the shower, though she couldn't say she didn't want more.

 

They had arrived at school early, they wanted to avoid any problems from the girls that teased Kagome, seeing as they normally had something big planned in mornings. That's why she hated school mornings, but finally they had agreed to meet Miroku and Sango at school early. They wanted to get to class. Idly, Kagome's hand traveled to where the razor was kept, she froze, going pale feeling that it was gone.

 

“I-Inuyasha! My razor...” she whispered in a hiss as they approached the school from the parking lot.

 

“It's fine, it's at home... You don't need it today, koi..” Inuyasha gave her a small pat on the head.

 

She sighed and looked at the school, it looked darker than it normally did. Something wasn't feeling right today, death loomed around the school and in the sky. She didn't like this feeling that she felt, she let loose a shudder, something bad was going to happen. Kagura and Kanna normally planned horrible things when she got this feeling. She felt herself reach for Inuyasha, clinging onto his arm tightly.

 

“Something is wrong Inuyasha....” she whispered under her breath to the boy beside her.

 

“I know, let's just hope it's nothing too bad,” he said, pulling Kagome closer to comfort her, “There is Miroku now, but, I don't see Sango...”

 

They got closer and Miroku gave a smile to both, yes, they both knew he was head over heels for the new girl. Well, she wasn't so new to school, but in their group, Kagome still considered her new.

 

“Hey guys, Sango said she was going to the bathroom...” he said and sighed, “I don't know why girls take so damn long in there.”

 

Kagome laughed a bit, “How long has she been in there Miroku?”

 

“Kagome never takes long Miroku, so don't include her in your damn rant...” Inuyasha muttered with a growl toward his friend, which caused him to raise his hands in defense.

 

“Of course I wasn't including her in my rant,” he said before looking to Kagome, “I don't know, maybe twenty minutes... No, thirty.” He finally decided after thinking for a bit, and honestly, he was a wreck. He just didn't want to let Kagome see.

 

“I'll go get her then, let's go inside...” Kagome said, giving a smile to reassure the two, but she was honestly thinking the worse for their friend. She latched her hands onto the two's arms and dragged them to the school, running the whole way.

 

Kagome reached the door and released the two before stepping inside herself, she ran to the bathroom, knowing Sango wouldn't waste time going to one of the other bathrooms.

 

Inuyasha sighed as Kagome gave her “happy” face, that was never something good. She had a way of knowing when something horrible was going to happen, and sadly they seemed to come true. He was only hoping that she was wrong for once. Miroku didn't know the look as well as he did, but, he didn't want his friend worrying about Sango.

 

“Maybe she had to take a bad dump...” Inuyasha said with a small snort, trying to lighten up the situation.

 

“Inuyasha... That's just nasty...”

 

“Only trying to lighten this gloomy situation..” he said, his arms crossing as they waited against a wall, not far from the girl's restroom.

 

Kagome's high pitched scream had filled the air.

 

 

-Kagome's POV-

 

 

I knew something was wrong, I just got this feeling every now and then, and Inuyasha said I had a “sense” or something. Well, I had ran to the bathroom expecting to find Sango doing her make-up, but, no Sango was at the mirror. So, she wasn't at the mirror, maybe she was just going to the bathroom. Or sitting by herself reading or something. I just wanted to keep my mind off of anything bad.

 

I moved further into the bathroom, feeling liquid splash from the ground and onto my pants. I froze, my eyes moving down to the ground. It was red, I was scared now, far more scared than I had ever been in my life. My eyes followed the blood to a stall, and I moved closer, fearful that something would just jump at me. I gave it a light push to the door, noting that my pant bottoms were soaked with blood now.

 

At the sight I screamed for my dear life, I could only stare before I broke into tears, pulling away from the blood and slipping. I screamed louder, I was covered in her blood from the ground. I moved under the sinks and just sobbed, curling up and pulling my knees to my chest before crying on them, making my face covered in blood. I couldn't live knowing that this was all my fault. If Inuyasha had never taken my razor, I'd have slit my wrists right there.

 

Sango's body was mingled up, she was completely naked, her vagina ripped due to being forced badly, she looked completely torn up. Her stomach was ripped open, her chest in fact. Some of her organs were missing, and her throat was bound tightly by a rope that suffocated her. But, she most likely had been dead before the rope started to work. I trembled at the sight, and curled tighter. I looked up once more to her face, so full of fear and that's when I blacked out.

 

-Normal POV-

 

Inuyasha had hurried into the restroom, though Miroku had caused him to hesitate for a moment. He was hoping that Sango had only played a trick on Kagome, which was the cause of her scream. What he saw of Kagome was not pleasant, she was covered in blood, drenched really. She had curled up and then fallen over, had she hurt herself? His eyes trailed to where she was looking and where the blood seemed to be coming from.

 

He moved closer, moving with caution, his eyes widened at the sight of Sango looking like that. He moved to Kagome, pulling her close to him and picking her up. Before he could warn Miroku about walking in, he saw the bloody Kagome in his arms, passed out, and then moved closer. He got a good view in the mirror, and his heart stopped.

 

“I-Inuyasha? We need to get someone... I can't live without her, we gotta get help.” He said, his tone shaking with fear.

 

“She's dead Miroku, there's... There's no way that getting someone will bring her back... Let's get out of here and tell someone...” Inuyasha said, holding Kagome closer, he was just as scared as Miroku was, he had to be strong for the two of them.

 

Miroku nodded to Inuyasha and followed after him as they headed to the nurses office, Miroku was growing more into denial as the moments passed, he was almost freaking out by the time they had reached the nurse. She was near a heart attack when she saw the three teens covered in blood, she made Inuyasha lay Kagome down and she fetched a spare pair of clothes for her. Inuyasha looked to Miroku who was rocking in a chair and saying that she was not dead, he felt his heart break. He would have done the same thing if it was Kagome. That was meant for her, wasn't it? He closed his eyes and grabbed Kagome's hand and held it tight.

 

Kagome woke up hearing the school bell, whimpering softly in protest, she did not want to wake up. She saw images flash through her head again and she let out a small sob, she felt Inuyasha's hand tighten around her own and she sat up. She looked at his sat face and tried to give a smile. She looked down, seeing herself covered in blood, it was dried up and she felt horrible. Her eyes moved to Miroku who was more of a wreck than she was. She gave him a happy look, though he remained talking to himself. She sighed softly, closing her eyes and feeling the extra clothes placed on her lap she slowly removed her bloodied clothes and slipped on the extra clothes, she hadn't looked. But after putting them on, she didn't feel comfortable. She felt naked.

 

The clothes were short sleeved, tight, and showed off her features, her scars, bruises and marks that she normally hid. She winced mentally and opened her eyes, she didn't want to stay here anymore with Miroku who seemed like he needed some time alone.

 

“Inuyasha... Let's go, the counselor should be here soon, right? I don't want to see him like this....” she whispered into his ear.

 

Inuyasha nodded and helped Kagome from the bed and walked from the office with her. The nurse was currently busy trying to help the people from the hospital, the police, and all those kind of authorities. They'd find them later if they needed. Kagome walked with her head down, she could feel eyes on her, watching her every movement. They weren't the eyes of the girls that hated her, no, they were of other guys. The exotic cuts on her arms were really full of mystery to them.

 

“You should have heard her screams, luckily we used that gas to make her lungs weak...” came a voice.

 

Kagome's head turned quickly and she saw Kagura and Kanna laughing, she hissed softly and Inuyasha gripped tightly onto Kagome.

 

“You know I was busy this morning, you're lucky you saw it... I feel bad for missing such a thing, Kanna....”

 

“No worries, there is still once more person that needs to be finished off it you forgot, sister... She won't be able to run for long. We'll show her what she gets for taking all that is ours... Don't miss the next one..”

 

Kagome's eyes followed the two, so Kanna was more of a talker than she let off, she knew it was them. Her eyes burned with hate and Inuyasha pulled her closer, trying to keep her from running off. She glared at Inuyasha, her eyes filled with sudden hate.

 

“I know Kagome, I know, just wait. We'll tell the police when they come for us.” he said before he felt her slip away, unable to grab her back in time.

 

Kagome ran off, running after Kagura and Kanna. She gave a hiss and swirled them around, starting with Kagura and punching her before doing Kanna. She hissed more and slammed herself into Kanna, knocking her on the ground before slamming her small fists into the other girl more. Kagura was startled, a bit frozen with sudden fear before she ripped Kagome from her sister. She slammed Kagome toward the wall, though she was blocked by Inuyasha who had caught up in time. Kagome glared at the girls, Kanna now standing and was badly bruised.

 

“How dare you do that to Sango! What did she ever do to you bitches?! Nothing! Nothing but be my friend!” she screamed and they laughed.

 

“Well, she had her chance, but, we most likely won't be seeing you around any time soon, bitch. You'll be transferred again, and maybe killed while you're at it...” Kagura said with a smug grin, “And yes... We did that to her, what are you going to do about it?”

 

Inuyasha watched Kagome tremble, she was going to cry again and he wrapped his arms around her, whispering into her ear and she nodded. One of the teachers had been near, she had noticed him. Inuyasha had as well, at least they had a witness. That was the only thing they needed.

 

A/N: Well, another chapter done, eight full pages done. I'm working on a new fanfiction called “I'm a Hazard” I'll continue with “My Kagome” and this story for mm.org, and for ff.net “Demonic Love” will also be continued.