InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Scratches ❯ Scratches ( One-Shot )

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Scratches in the dirt.
Hanyou, youkai, ningen...
Miko.
Silent pain.
Silent tears.
Silence, silence.
Be silent!
Let me suffer silently!
I don't want your caring!
Don't you know I'm meant to be alone?!
Just leave me in my pain.
Don't look at me like that...
Why are your hands so gentle?
Why is your scent so nice?
Why can't you just let me be?
Why do you have to love me?
And why do I love you back?
I can't let go.
I can't forget your calming touch.
How can I let you close?
You'll hurt me in the end.
They always do.
I'm tired of pain.
I just want to be left alone!
But your hands are so soft.
How can you calm me this way?
Why does my heart cry for you when you're gone?
How can I love you?
How can you love me?
Do you?
Or is this a cruel game?
A way to control me.
It wouldn't be the first time...
Even now, I hand out trust blindly.
You'd think I'd have learned by now...
Why do I see such gentleness in your eyes?
How can you show such caring there?
Why does it cause me such pain?
You baffle me.
You intrigue me.
I wish to learn more.
Hanyou, youkai, ningen...miko.
Twined together.
I wish it wasn't so.
You cause me so much pain.
And yet you bring me so much pleasure...
Please don't hurt me.
It will destroy me.
I need someone who won't go away....
Silent pain.
Silent tears.
Silence, silence.
Everything's silent in the end...