InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Secret Window ❯ Pain ( Prologue )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: sexy_capricorn 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Hentai / Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 04.22.2006 | Updated On: 08.12.2006 | Pages: 5 | Words: 3.8K | Visits: 1.7K | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Hentai / Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 04.22.2006 | Updated On: 08.12.2006 | Pages: 5 | Words: 3.8K | Visits: 1.7K | Status: Completed
Disclaimer: I don't own the InuYasha series or it's characters.......not yet that is
Secret Window
Pain
Kagome's P.O.V
I opened my eyes as I felt a hand roam over my body. A hand that I used to love but now just hated. The rough appendage began to roam down to my nether area but I stopped it. "Please stop. Not this morning." I pleaded.
That dark voice began to whisper into my ear as he continued his roaming. "But you know I have to have my morning fuck."
"Well, not this morning, Kouga." I knew I shouldn't have said that. I knew what he was going to do. He flipped me over to my back side as he lunged over my small frame. Kouga looked at my face with evil grin as the tears weld up in my eyes. "Please, Kouga. Please."
"Now don't go and cry on me. Just participate and it would be a lot easier for you." He began to kiss roughly at my neck while he began to untie the knot in his pajama pants.
"I won't participate in something I don't wanna do."
"Fine then." He stopped in his tracks and I thought I had won, but boy was I wrong.
He then grabbed my wrists with one hand keeping them captive above my head. With his free hand he began to harshly squeeze my breast. I cried in pain, not only physically but emotionally. Kouga then lifted up my nightgown to where it draped over my head and all I saw was darkness and his silhouette through the thin fabric. Then I felt the intrusion of his rough finger into my forbidden. What started as simple slow budding then grew into hard, fast, and painful thrusts.
"Stop! Please!" I screamed.
He threw the nightgown down where I was looking dead in those evil blue piercing eyes. "Shut up, Kagome."
"Please!" I felt his rough hand come in hard contact with my face making the tears flow down my, now red, cheek. He pulled down his pajama pants as far he could. My eyes widened as he erection poked out and I began to squirm from his hold.
"Stop moving! This will soon be over."
I closed my eyes hoping he was going to be true to his word. Then my thoughts were broken and so was my soul as I felt his hard member ease inside me until I was completely full of his manhood. He pulled out then made one hard thrust so far it put my stomach in a twist.
"Oww!" I cried out.
He then began hard thrusts inside me. I thought to myself after 3 wonderful blissful months. How could he turn into this....this sex addicted savage, barbarian. It seemed impossible to me. My thoughts were broken when he began to pick up his pace until the bed was practically lifting up off the ground. He then pulled out of me and stained me with his essence.
He looked me up and down in digust before getting up. "Go clean yourself up."
I glared him as I got up and proceeded to the bathroom. I walked in the bathroom as I overlooked it's grey depressing appearance. God, how I hated to live in this rinky-dink apartment. I turned on the shower and got in. I let the warm water wash all of him off of me. I sat down and cradled my knees and cried as I let the shower water rain down on me.
I stayed in there in that postion for a while, for about three hours or more until the water began to get cold then I heard his rough hand begin to bang on the door.
"Get the fuck out of there, Kagome. It's almost noon and you know I gotta get to work."
"I'll be out in a minute." I yelled to him.
"Now, bitch!"
"I said I will out there in a minute. No need for you to call me a bitch!" I stepped out the shower I knew I shouldn't have used that tone with him.
"Did you just raise you voice to me, woman."
"I didn't raise my voice, Kouga"
"Yes, the fuck you did. I can't wait until your ass gets out of there."
Then I suddenly realized something "You're not doing a damn thing to me!" I yelled back.
"Bitch, don't you get snippy with me"
I somehow felt protection as I realized that the only thing keeping him from him beating the shit out of me was the thick locked bathroom door. Then that feeling of protection flew right out the damn window as he kicked the door sending it tumbling to the ground.
I jumped back scared to what he was to do next. He cornered me up with his fist just getting ready to pound on me. "No,please! I'm sorry! Damn it, I'm sorry!" I sobbed and pleaded to him.
He began to crack his knuckles. "Oh, now you're sorry. Too late bitch."
I tried my best to shield myself and crouched on the cold tile byside the toilet where he cornered me. He went straight for my eye then he began to kick at me. The pain was excrutiating as it felt like my stomach caved when he kicked it.
"Stop, Kouga!" I cried as I began to taste a mouth full of blood
"Dont. Ever. Talk. To. Me. Like. That. Again." He said inbetween kicks and blows. He banged my head hard against the toilet making my world black.
*FLASHBACK*
Kagome was talking and laughing to medium height man with midnight hair in a small ponytail. "I don't believe you just said that, Miroku." Kagome began to laugh some more before she changed the subject.
"So , what's up with this new guy you're dating."
"Oh, Hojo. It's just practically sex. Which I say is very good." (A/n: I'm sorry for making Miroku a homosexual but after his role in, but I like to spice things up a bit.)
Kagome smiled. "So, when do I get to meet him."
"You don't. I know how you are. You never want me to hook with anybody and embarrass me in front of them."
"I'm sorry about Hiei, but to be serious he wasn't the man for you."
"Just be happy for me, okay."
"I will." Kagome leaned in and gave Miroku a small friendly peck on the cheek.
Then a tall muscular guy approached them with shoulder length ebony colored hair and piercing blue eyes that tranced Kagome into him.
"Hi, I'm Kouga. " He said offering her his hand.
Kagome smiled and took it. "I'm Kagome."
"That's a pretty name." He turned to Miroku who was giving him a intent gaze. "I'm sorry for interrupting, sir." Miroku groaned and turned away. Kouga sighed then turned to Kagome. "I truly apologize for my intrusion, but when I saw your beautiful face I just had to come over."
Kagome blushed widly at his words then he raised her hand and kissed it gently. He began to go into his pocket and pulled out a white card. "Now, here's my card. You can call me or not call me. It's totally up to you. I'm not rushing you or anything. I'm just trying to have gorgeous lady as yourself grace me with her presence." He blew a kiss to her then walked away.
Kagome dazed for a minute as she watched him walk. "God, he's wonderful. You think I should call."
"No, I don't think you should call."
"And you say how I always judge the guys you got out with."
"It's not like that. It's just that you always pick these abusive type of guys."
"Did he seem abusive to you?!"
"They always act like that in the beginning, but then they just snap on you."
"Come on, Miroku! You know I need a man in my life." Kagome whined to him
"Okay, I'll let this one slide, but if I get one hint of trouble. I'm taking him out."
Kagome smiled and hugged Miroku. "Thanks."
"What are friends for?"
She stared at the card as it read Kouga (092)641-414.
'I'll be sure to call and maybe you will show me the light I'm looking for.'
*PRESENT*
Author's P.O.V.
Kagome's eye's fluttered open as the white light of the bathroom was blinding her. She fully woke up screaming covering herself. Then she realized he had left to work. She sighed as she hesitantly got up and loomed over the sink and looked into the mirror. Her face was mostly in place but she did have a black eye. Nothing makeup and pair of sunglasses couldn't fix, but the blinding pain in her side was something she was going to have to deal with. She raised her shirt to find her skin a purple-green hue. She winced as she slightly touched it.
"I'm just gonna have to suck it up. You won't ruin my day, Kouga." She was going over Miorku's house and she didn't want him to see her like this.
Later on Kagome arrived at the loft of her best friend. She knocked at the door and he joyfully answered as always. "Kagome!" He embraced her and they entered into his loft.
"Is Hojo here?'' She nervoulsy asked.
"No. I wouldn't invite you if I knew he was here."
Kagome sighed in relief as she sat down on the couch but held her side as she felt that pain.
"Are you okay, Kag?"
She nodded. "Yeah, you know just that age catching up with me."
Miroku swayed in the kitchen raiding through the refrigerator. "I wouldn't know. You're as young as you feel." He said coming back to the living room with two cans of soda.
"Well, I must be 100 years old."
Miroku shook his head as he gave Kagome her soda and sat next to her. His eyes soon dropped and became serious as he looked at her. "So, what's up with the glasses." he said in a emotionless tone.
Kagome chuckled nervously."It's stylish. All the celebrites are doing it." She lied.
He sipped his soda then sat it down on the coffee table. "I thought the shades act went out with Tina Turner."
Kagome sighed and stayed silent. "Kagome, why are you hiding black eyes and shit from me. I'm not dumb. " Miroku sighed. "I know what he does to you."
Kagome took off her glasses revealing a big blue and black eye. "He did it again this morning." Kagome said fighting back the tears in her voice but was seriously failing.
Miroku pounded a fist into his open palm. "You have to get away from that man. You know I could take you in myself. We can..."
"No, Miro. I don't want your help."
"He acts just like......."
Kagome stopped him before he could finish. "Don't say his name, Miroku."
"I'm sorry, Kag."
She sighed deeply. "I have to go over his house anyway to borrow some money."
Miroku eyes widened. "Kagome don't do that. If you need some money, you can ask me."
"You're just as in debt as I am. Plus, I need like 3,000 dollars if I'm gonna move and leave Kouga. Once I get this money from him, I won't have to deal with either of them, again."
"I won't let you."
"Please don't act like this, Miroku. I need you." She began to cry softly
He was staring into his friends sorrowful tearfilled eyes and he hated it. "Come here, Kag." He wrapped his arm around her and began to sway in a rhythm.
Kagome sobbed as she was getting tired of having her life like this, but this is how it has been since she was a kid.
*FLASHBACK*
A ten year old Kagome was playing outside on the sidewalk and her father was sitting on the porch watching her while smoking a cigarette. "Kagome?!"
She stopped bouncing her little blue ball. "Yes, daddy?''
"Come here." He said as he took one last puff of his cigarette then threw it to the side. Kagome happily skipped to him. "Sit on my lap." She smiled and happily jumped on her fathers lap. "Do you love your daddy?"
Kagome eagerly nodded her head, not fully aware of her situation
"Will you do something for me?" He said as he rubbed her thigh.
She nodded her head, again, not fully aware of her situation.
"Go in your room and wait for me to come in."
"Why,daddy?''
"Just do it!"
Kagome stiffened up at his dark tone. She got up and nervously walked up to her room. She sat on her bed anticipated and frieghtened at what he was getting ready to do with her. Then his tall dark image walked into her room with nothing but boxers. She began to shiver as the man in her doorway wasn't the usually friendly father.
"Drop them." He demanded
"Drop what?''
"Your clothes."
"But...."
"Now, Kagome!"
She got up off the bed shaking as she slid down her skirt. He turned around and shut the door exiting out the hallway light. Now leaving only the sun's amber to glow through the shades. He walked up to her now scrawny, naked body as she shivered and tried her best to cover herself.
"Kiss your daddy." He commanded softly.
Kagome hesitantly kissed him on his cheek.
"Now my lips."
Kagome paused not wanting to do it.
"My lips, Kagome!"
She closed her eyes as she leaned in and kissed him gently on the lips. She then backed away to see his response.
"Mmm. That's my girl." He motioned her to turn around. She turned around and her father posted her arms on the end bed posts. "Keep them there."
Kagome hung her head as her hands were gripping the golden bed posts of her twin size bed. He pulled down his boxers to his knees. He spread open her cheeks getting a clear view of her little virgin folds. He leaned back and took one hard thrust inside her taking away the one thing she could never get back.
"Owww!" Kagome howled in pain as she tightened the grip on the posts. He began to pump inside of her in a steady rhythm. "No, daddy!" Kagome wailed as tears flooded her eyes and cheeks.
He leaned in and whispered in her ear. "Be quiet."
"It's hurts, daddy. You're hurting me!"
He smacked her behind hard with his heavy hand. "Shut up."
"No,daddy! No!"
Her father leaned in and covered her mouth.
Only muffled screams of pain from Kagome and pleasurable grunts from her father was heard throughout that room.
"Your so tight, Kagome. So tight. Ughh!" He grunted as he jumped off the cliff of his oragasm.
He let go of her mouth and collasped on her back breathing hard into her ear. He easily took himself out of her as blood and semen trickled down her thigh. He leaned back and pulled up his boxers.
"Turn around and kiss your daddy"
Kagome hestitantly turned around then leaned and kissed her father on his cheek while tears fell down hers.
"I'll be returning." He said as he left her room.
Kagome started cradling herself in the corner of her room crying. "Why, daddy. Why would you do this to me?"
Later on Mr. Higurashi was asleep alongside his wife. He woke up and looked over to his wife stonecold body. "Honey. Honey, I'm about to go to the bathroom." She groaned a "yeah yeah" and turned around. Mr. Higurashi let out a sly grin as he gently arose from the bed and headed to his daughter's room.
He opened the door seeing Kagome asleep in her bed. He looked out the door to make sure no one saw him the he shut it making only the moonlight shine through the now open window. Mr. Higurashi walked over to his daughter's sleeping form before waking her up.
Kagome rubbed her eyes then looked up only see her father lunged over her with a sly grin. "No, daddy. No." she whispered as she began to try and move.
Mr. Higurashi jumped on top of her pinning her down. He gave her hard heavy hand slap across her face "Shut up and coroperate, Kagome."
She closed her eyes at the stinging pain that was on her cheek. Kagome then stopped squirming and just let him do what he had to do.
"That's my girl." Mr. Higurashi said as he pulled down her kiddy cotton panties from under her cotton kiddy nightgown. He pulled out his cock through the hole of his boxers. "Spread your legs." Kagome closed her eyes tighter while she spread her legs waiting for the pain to begin. He positioned his length at Kagome's bruised folds. He eased in then began to pump into her with vigor. She softly whimpered in pain as her nether folds were still soar from that afternoon.
He pulled out and leaned back up on his haunches. "Suck it." He said pointing to his hard, slick cock.
Kagome shook her head determined not to do such a thing.
Mr. Higurashi leaned forward and grabbed her fragile neck with his wide strong hand "If you don't, I'll kill you. I swear I'll kill you." Kagome gasped for air as his hand tightened around her neck. "Are you gonna do it?'' He said with evil dripping off her dark voice.
"Yes." Kagome choked out.
He sighed with relief "Good girl." Mr. Higurashi said as he let go of her neck and leaned back onto his knees.
She took in deep breaths before she leaned up turned around and supported herself on her hands and knees. She looked up to her father with fear as he looked right back at her with a sly grin. She looked back down at his cock dripping with pre-cum. She scrunched up her face as she closed her eyes. Then she leaned in taking the head in her mouth.
"Ugh!" Mr. Higurashi moaned as he threw his head back running her midnight curls through his fingers.
She stayed in that position for while just having the tip sitting in her mouth as she wished it was all over. Her father groaned and he grabbed her head and moved it down on his length making her gag. She tried to move away but he held her head in place and plunged himself inside her mouth and began to thrust in and out of it. Kagome kept her eye's closed as she couldn't wail anymore. The object in her mouth wouldn't let her so tears just silently fell down her cheek and onto the cotton bedspread.
'I want my mommy. I want my mommy.' Kagome kept repeating in her head but her wish wasn't coming true no....not today.
Then her thoughts were broken as he thrust inside as far as he could go and emptied out his creamy salty essence inside her innocent mouth. He pulled out and Kagome gagged it out all onto her bed wiping her mouth and her tears.
She hung her head watching her tears fall into the puddle of semen. "I want you to clean all of this up before your mother finds out. Don't tell her,okay?''
Kagome kept quiet.
Mr. Higurashi grabbed her chin and raised it looking into her sorrowful eyes with devilish ones. "If you tell anyone, I'll kill you. You hear that, Kagome?"
She nodded then her father claimed her lips into a bruising kiss.
He let her go and proceeded out of her room
Later on Kagome had a rag cleaning up the mess that was made on her bed. "You bastard. I'll make sure to kill you."
*PRESENT*
Kagom e was driving over to his house. She hated to do this but she guessed it was the easiet way to get out of Kouga's grasp and her father's She always promised herself she would kill her father because she hated him with a firey passion, a fire so hot that it would never burn out. She parked infront of the house she used to live in. A house that her mother died in, a house that she was raped in, a house that she had to live a dirty lie in. She sighed deeply and proceeded out her car.
A/n: It was really had for me to write the scene with Kagome and her father. I've written something similar but never that desciptive. I think that incest and rape is the worst crime a man or woman can ever committ. It's really dedicated to my friend Britt.
Secret Window
Pain
Kagome's P.O.V
I opened my eyes as I felt a hand roam over my body. A hand that I used to love but now just hated. The rough appendage began to roam down to my nether area but I stopped it. "Please stop. Not this morning." I pleaded.
That dark voice began to whisper into my ear as he continued his roaming. "But you know I have to have my morning fuck."
"Well, not this morning, Kouga." I knew I shouldn't have said that. I knew what he was going to do. He flipped me over to my back side as he lunged over my small frame. Kouga looked at my face with evil grin as the tears weld up in my eyes. "Please, Kouga. Please."
"Now don't go and cry on me. Just participate and it would be a lot easier for you." He began to kiss roughly at my neck while he began to untie the knot in his pajama pants.
"I won't participate in something I don't wanna do."
"Fine then." He stopped in his tracks and I thought I had won, but boy was I wrong.
He then grabbed my wrists with one hand keeping them captive above my head. With his free hand he began to harshly squeeze my breast. I cried in pain, not only physically but emotionally. Kouga then lifted up my nightgown to where it draped over my head and all I saw was darkness and his silhouette through the thin fabric. Then I felt the intrusion of his rough finger into my forbidden. What started as simple slow budding then grew into hard, fast, and painful thrusts.
"Stop! Please!" I screamed.
He threw the nightgown down where I was looking dead in those evil blue piercing eyes. "Shut up, Kagome."
"Please!" I felt his rough hand come in hard contact with my face making the tears flow down my, now red, cheek. He pulled down his pajama pants as far he could. My eyes widened as he erection poked out and I began to squirm from his hold.
"Stop moving! This will soon be over."
I closed my eyes hoping he was going to be true to his word. Then my thoughts were broken and so was my soul as I felt his hard member ease inside me until I was completely full of his manhood. He pulled out then made one hard thrust so far it put my stomach in a twist.
"Oww!" I cried out.
He then began hard thrusts inside me. I thought to myself after 3 wonderful blissful months. How could he turn into this....this sex addicted savage, barbarian. It seemed impossible to me. My thoughts were broken when he began to pick up his pace until the bed was practically lifting up off the ground. He then pulled out of me and stained me with his essence.
He looked me up and down in digust before getting up. "Go clean yourself up."
I glared him as I got up and proceeded to the bathroom. I walked in the bathroom as I overlooked it's grey depressing appearance. God, how I hated to live in this rinky-dink apartment. I turned on the shower and got in. I let the warm water wash all of him off of me. I sat down and cradled my knees and cried as I let the shower water rain down on me.
I stayed in there in that postion for a while, for about three hours or more until the water began to get cold then I heard his rough hand begin to bang on the door.
"Get the fuck out of there, Kagome. It's almost noon and you know I gotta get to work."
"I'll be out in a minute." I yelled to him.
"Now, bitch!"
"I said I will out there in a minute. No need for you to call me a bitch!" I stepped out the shower I knew I shouldn't have used that tone with him.
"Did you just raise you voice to me, woman."
"I didn't raise my voice, Kouga"
"Yes, the fuck you did. I can't wait until your ass gets out of there."
Then I suddenly realized something "You're not doing a damn thing to me!" I yelled back.
"Bitch, don't you get snippy with me"
I somehow felt protection as I realized that the only thing keeping him from him beating the shit out of me was the thick locked bathroom door. Then that feeling of protection flew right out the damn window as he kicked the door sending it tumbling to the ground.
I jumped back scared to what he was to do next. He cornered me up with his fist just getting ready to pound on me. "No,please! I'm sorry! Damn it, I'm sorry!" I sobbed and pleaded to him.
He began to crack his knuckles. "Oh, now you're sorry. Too late bitch."
I tried my best to shield myself and crouched on the cold tile byside the toilet where he cornered me. He went straight for my eye then he began to kick at me. The pain was excrutiating as it felt like my stomach caved when he kicked it.
"Stop, Kouga!" I cried as I began to taste a mouth full of blood
"Dont. Ever. Talk. To. Me. Like. That. Again." He said inbetween kicks and blows. He banged my head hard against the toilet making my world black.
*FLASHBACK*
Kagome was talking and laughing to medium height man with midnight hair in a small ponytail. "I don't believe you just said that, Miroku." Kagome began to laugh some more before she changed the subject.
"So , what's up with this new guy you're dating."
"Oh, Hojo. It's just practically sex. Which I say is very good." (A/n: I'm sorry for making Miroku a homosexual but after his role in, but I like to spice things up a bit.)
Kagome smiled. "So, when do I get to meet him."
"You don't. I know how you are. You never want me to hook with anybody and embarrass me in front of them."
"I'm sorry about Hiei, but to be serious he wasn't the man for you."
"Just be happy for me, okay."
"I will." Kagome leaned in and gave Miroku a small friendly peck on the cheek.
Then a tall muscular guy approached them with shoulder length ebony colored hair and piercing blue eyes that tranced Kagome into him.
"Hi, I'm Kouga. " He said offering her his hand.
Kagome smiled and took it. "I'm Kagome."
"That's a pretty name." He turned to Miroku who was giving him a intent gaze. "I'm sorry for interrupting, sir." Miroku groaned and turned away. Kouga sighed then turned to Kagome. "I truly apologize for my intrusion, but when I saw your beautiful face I just had to come over."
Kagome blushed widly at his words then he raised her hand and kissed it gently. He began to go into his pocket and pulled out a white card. "Now, here's my card. You can call me or not call me. It's totally up to you. I'm not rushing you or anything. I'm just trying to have gorgeous lady as yourself grace me with her presence." He blew a kiss to her then walked away.
Kagome dazed for a minute as she watched him walk. "God, he's wonderful. You think I should call."
"No, I don't think you should call."
"And you say how I always judge the guys you got out with."
"It's not like that. It's just that you always pick these abusive type of guys."
"Did he seem abusive to you?!"
"They always act like that in the beginning, but then they just snap on you."
"Come on, Miroku! You know I need a man in my life." Kagome whined to him
"Okay, I'll let this one slide, but if I get one hint of trouble. I'm taking him out."
Kagome smiled and hugged Miroku. "Thanks."
"What are friends for?"
She stared at the card as it read Kouga (092)641-414.
'I'll be sure to call and maybe you will show me the light I'm looking for.'
*PRESENT*
Author's P.O.V.
Kagome's eye's fluttered open as the white light of the bathroom was blinding her. She fully woke up screaming covering herself. Then she realized he had left to work. She sighed as she hesitantly got up and loomed over the sink and looked into the mirror. Her face was mostly in place but she did have a black eye. Nothing makeup and pair of sunglasses couldn't fix, but the blinding pain in her side was something she was going to have to deal with. She raised her shirt to find her skin a purple-green hue. She winced as she slightly touched it.
"I'm just gonna have to suck it up. You won't ruin my day, Kouga." She was going over Miorku's house and she didn't want him to see her like this.
Later on Kagome arrived at the loft of her best friend. She knocked at the door and he joyfully answered as always. "Kagome!" He embraced her and they entered into his loft.
"Is Hojo here?'' She nervoulsy asked.
"No. I wouldn't invite you if I knew he was here."
Kagome sighed in relief as she sat down on the couch but held her side as she felt that pain.
"Are you okay, Kag?"
She nodded. "Yeah, you know just that age catching up with me."
Miroku swayed in the kitchen raiding through the refrigerator. "I wouldn't know. You're as young as you feel." He said coming back to the living room with two cans of soda.
"Well, I must be 100 years old."
Miroku shook his head as he gave Kagome her soda and sat next to her. His eyes soon dropped and became serious as he looked at her. "So, what's up with the glasses." he said in a emotionless tone.
Kagome chuckled nervously."It's stylish. All the celebrites are doing it." She lied.
He sipped his soda then sat it down on the coffee table. "I thought the shades act went out with Tina Turner."
Kagome sighed and stayed silent. "Kagome, why are you hiding black eyes and shit from me. I'm not dumb. " Miroku sighed. "I know what he does to you."
Kagome took off her glasses revealing a big blue and black eye. "He did it again this morning." Kagome said fighting back the tears in her voice but was seriously failing.
Miroku pounded a fist into his open palm. "You have to get away from that man. You know I could take you in myself. We can..."
"No, Miro. I don't want your help."
"He acts just like......."
Kagome stopped him before he could finish. "Don't say his name, Miroku."
"I'm sorry, Kag."
She sighed deeply. "I have to go over his house anyway to borrow some money."
Miroku eyes widened. "Kagome don't do that. If you need some money, you can ask me."
"You're just as in debt as I am. Plus, I need like 3,000 dollars if I'm gonna move and leave Kouga. Once I get this money from him, I won't have to deal with either of them, again."
"I won't let you."
"Please don't act like this, Miroku. I need you." She began to cry softly
He was staring into his friends sorrowful tearfilled eyes and he hated it. "Come here, Kag." He wrapped his arm around her and began to sway in a rhythm.
Kagome sobbed as she was getting tired of having her life like this, but this is how it has been since she was a kid.
*FLASHBACK*
A ten year old Kagome was playing outside on the sidewalk and her father was sitting on the porch watching her while smoking a cigarette. "Kagome?!"
She stopped bouncing her little blue ball. "Yes, daddy?''
"Come here." He said as he took one last puff of his cigarette then threw it to the side. Kagome happily skipped to him. "Sit on my lap." She smiled and happily jumped on her fathers lap. "Do you love your daddy?"
Kagome eagerly nodded her head, not fully aware of her situation
"Will you do something for me?" He said as he rubbed her thigh.
She nodded her head, again, not fully aware of her situation.
"Go in your room and wait for me to come in."
"Why,daddy?''
"Just do it!"
Kagome stiffened up at his dark tone. She got up and nervously walked up to her room. She sat on her bed anticipated and frieghtened at what he was getting ready to do with her. Then his tall dark image walked into her room with nothing but boxers. She began to shiver as the man in her doorway wasn't the usually friendly father.
"Drop them." He demanded
"Drop what?''
"Your clothes."
"But...."
"Now, Kagome!"
She got up off the bed shaking as she slid down her skirt. He turned around and shut the door exiting out the hallway light. Now leaving only the sun's amber to glow through the shades. He walked up to her now scrawny, naked body as she shivered and tried her best to cover herself.
"Kiss your daddy." He commanded softly.
Kagome hesitantly kissed him on his cheek.
"Now my lips."
Kagome paused not wanting to do it.
"My lips, Kagome!"
She closed her eyes as she leaned in and kissed him gently on the lips. She then backed away to see his response.
"Mmm. That's my girl." He motioned her to turn around. She turned around and her father posted her arms on the end bed posts. "Keep them there."
Kagome hung her head as her hands were gripping the golden bed posts of her twin size bed. He pulled down his boxers to his knees. He spread open her cheeks getting a clear view of her little virgin folds. He leaned back and took one hard thrust inside her taking away the one thing she could never get back.
"Owww!" Kagome howled in pain as she tightened the grip on the posts. He began to pump inside of her in a steady rhythm. "No, daddy!" Kagome wailed as tears flooded her eyes and cheeks.
He leaned in and whispered in her ear. "Be quiet."
"It's hurts, daddy. You're hurting me!"
He smacked her behind hard with his heavy hand. "Shut up."
"No,daddy! No!"
Her father leaned in and covered her mouth.
Only muffled screams of pain from Kagome and pleasurable grunts from her father was heard throughout that room.
"Your so tight, Kagome. So tight. Ughh!" He grunted as he jumped off the cliff of his oragasm.
He let go of her mouth and collasped on her back breathing hard into her ear. He easily took himself out of her as blood and semen trickled down her thigh. He leaned back and pulled up his boxers.
"Turn around and kiss your daddy"
Kagome hestitantly turned around then leaned and kissed her father on his cheek while tears fell down hers.
"I'll be returning." He said as he left her room.
Kagome started cradling herself in the corner of her room crying. "Why, daddy. Why would you do this to me?"
Later on Mr. Higurashi was asleep alongside his wife. He woke up and looked over to his wife stonecold body. "Honey. Honey, I'm about to go to the bathroom." She groaned a "yeah yeah" and turned around. Mr. Higurashi let out a sly grin as he gently arose from the bed and headed to his daughter's room.
He opened the door seeing Kagome asleep in her bed. He looked out the door to make sure no one saw him the he shut it making only the moonlight shine through the now open window. Mr. Higurashi walked over to his daughter's sleeping form before waking her up.
Kagome rubbed her eyes then looked up only see her father lunged over her with a sly grin. "No, daddy. No." she whispered as she began to try and move.
Mr. Higurashi jumped on top of her pinning her down. He gave her hard heavy hand slap across her face "Shut up and coroperate, Kagome."
She closed her eyes at the stinging pain that was on her cheek. Kagome then stopped squirming and just let him do what he had to do.
"That's my girl." Mr. Higurashi said as he pulled down her kiddy cotton panties from under her cotton kiddy nightgown. He pulled out his cock through the hole of his boxers. "Spread your legs." Kagome closed her eyes tighter while she spread her legs waiting for the pain to begin. He positioned his length at Kagome's bruised folds. He eased in then began to pump into her with vigor. She softly whimpered in pain as her nether folds were still soar from that afternoon.
He pulled out and leaned back up on his haunches. "Suck it." He said pointing to his hard, slick cock.
Kagome shook her head determined not to do such a thing.
Mr. Higurashi leaned forward and grabbed her fragile neck with his wide strong hand "If you don't, I'll kill you. I swear I'll kill you." Kagome gasped for air as his hand tightened around her neck. "Are you gonna do it?'' He said with evil dripping off her dark voice.
"Yes." Kagome choked out.
He sighed with relief "Good girl." Mr. Higurashi said as he let go of her neck and leaned back onto his knees.
She took in deep breaths before she leaned up turned around and supported herself on her hands and knees. She looked up to her father with fear as he looked right back at her with a sly grin. She looked back down at his cock dripping with pre-cum. She scrunched up her face as she closed her eyes. Then she leaned in taking the head in her mouth.
"Ugh!" Mr. Higurashi moaned as he threw his head back running her midnight curls through his fingers.
She stayed in that position for while just having the tip sitting in her mouth as she wished it was all over. Her father groaned and he grabbed her head and moved it down on his length making her gag. She tried to move away but he held her head in place and plunged himself inside her mouth and began to thrust in and out of it. Kagome kept her eye's closed as she couldn't wail anymore. The object in her mouth wouldn't let her so tears just silently fell down her cheek and onto the cotton bedspread.
'I want my mommy. I want my mommy.' Kagome kept repeating in her head but her wish wasn't coming true no....not today.
Then her thoughts were broken as he thrust inside as far as he could go and emptied out his creamy salty essence inside her innocent mouth. He pulled out and Kagome gagged it out all onto her bed wiping her mouth and her tears.
She hung her head watching her tears fall into the puddle of semen. "I want you to clean all of this up before your mother finds out. Don't tell her,okay?''
Kagome kept quiet.
Mr. Higurashi grabbed her chin and raised it looking into her sorrowful eyes with devilish ones. "If you tell anyone, I'll kill you. You hear that, Kagome?"
She nodded then her father claimed her lips into a bruising kiss.
He let her go and proceeded out of her room
Later on Kagome had a rag cleaning up the mess that was made on her bed. "You bastard. I'll make sure to kill you."
*PRESENT*
Kagom e was driving over to his house. She hated to do this but she guessed it was the easiet way to get out of Kouga's grasp and her father's She always promised herself she would kill her father because she hated him with a firey passion, a fire so hot that it would never burn out. She parked infront of the house she used to live in. A house that her mother died in, a house that she was raped in, a house that she had to live a dirty lie in. She sighed deeply and proceeded out her car.
A/n: It was really had for me to write the scene with Kagome and her father. I've written something similar but never that desciptive. I think that incest and rape is the worst crime a man or woman can ever committ. It's really dedicated to my friend Britt.