InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Send My Love To Heaven ❯ Send My Love to Heaven ( Chapter 2 )
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Chapter 2
I thought it was something different, something that made me feel strange, but then it was an exhilarating feeling. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hands touch, I could feel the tingling sensation in my spine. Once we were at the lake having our Saturday swim routine and as I carried her towards the water edge, I had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just wanted that moment to continue, hoping it would never end. I then realized I was slowly falling in love with my bestfriend Kagome.
Many times I tried to deny the feelings for her for I was scared to imagine of what would happen if ever I'd try to tell her how I feel about her. I was scared because she might think that I'm taking advantage of her and our friendship. I was afraid of losing her so I just kept my feelings hidden.
We reached the age of fifteen and I noticed that Kagome grew lovelier each day. How my heart aches whenever I see boys glance her way. I wanted to punch their noses as I watched them talking to her, giving her compliments, flowers and chocolates. There were many times when I watch her at a distance with mixed feelings of anger and hurt because it hurts to know that there were so many things I wanted to tell but could not do so. There were so many presents which I long to give her but then I could not for she might see me only as a friend. I was also scared of letting her know how I feel about her as much as losing her.
Then one day, I just learned from a friend that she already had a boyfriend. At first, I tried to convince myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was Hojo, a popular senior, who was the heartthrob of the campus. She, being the cheerleader, was close to the basketball team of which Hojo was the captain. When I saw them walking together at the parking lot that afternoon, I watched her with my heart slowly breaking into pieces. I saw her wave at me but I just pretended not to see her for I was scared that she might see in my eyes the pain I'm feeling inside because of seeing her with another guy.
Those days followed were the saddest days of my life. How my heart aches when I see her walk by me with him at her side. Every time we meet at the hallways & I see him around her, there's a feeling inside that makes me want to grab her away from him. How it hurts to see the girl I long to possess was now owned by somebody else. That special smile which I long for her to cast on me was now casted on him as she passess by me. She doesn't know that I whisper the words, "God, How I love her!"
Then one faithful day they broke up. She came to me that evening crying on my shoulder. They had a big fight & it ended up to their break up. I was happy because she was free & maybe I would have the chance of telling her my true feelings but then I was so sad because she is crying her heart out just for him. At that time, I was not quite sure what I wanted to do.
So we found ourselves doing what we did in the old days with our Saturday swim routine, spending time in our tree house. We still enjoy doing childish pranks for we are still both young at heart.
End of Chapter 2
Kenjo: I hoped you liked it. And for Sesshoumaru he's a little bit out of character. I'll be updating soon if I have time.
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