InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Sesshoumaru's Human Heart ❯ Sesshoumaru's Human Heart ( Chapter 1 )

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Sesshoumaru's Human Heart
 
It is days like this that make me want to scream,
“I want you. I need you.”
I can never have you.
You're too far from my reach.
I can't make myself jump the chasm of noble pride.
 
My hands can touch you.
My fingers can trace your face.
In my arms alone is not enough.
You're still too far from me.
I'm wasting away within.
 
I have to be a masochist by nature.
I cannot help but love your ways.
All I can see is my little sadist.
She's taunting me.
How pretty is it when I bleed?
 
Tell me how to fight this.
Fight, I can do.
Tell me how to give in.
Make me surrender all of it to you.
I promise to beg for more.
 
Draw out my life.
I'll give it all.
Force me to see myself.
Make me search inside.
I'll lie writhing at your feet.
 
Rin, don't let me go.
Make me see it.
Expose me to the world.
I don't care what they believe.
Break this soul in two, if it means you're claiming me.
 
Grow up now.
I'm too torn by fear to wait.
I'll runaway.
I'll lose my battle in my haste.
I'll hate myself for this love I feel for you.
 
I beg you, do not wait.
Call my name.
I'll run to you.
I'll take your hand.
I'm about to come undone.
 
It's times like these that prove I'm yours.
I can fall no lower than this floor.
There's nowhere left to run.
I'm putty in your hands.
 
Surprise me and delight me.
Make me face the truth.
“I want you. I need you.”
Can it be more plainly said?
Deep inside I know the truth.
 
You are the heart that makes this man.