InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Sesshoumaru’s Love and Kagome’s Aid: ❯ Sesshoumaru's Love and Kagome's Aid: ( One-Shot )

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Sesshoumaru's Love and Kagome's Aid:



His face didn't show it, but his mind was always a constant collision of thoughts. It had been several years since the destruction of Naraku. But time never showed on Sesshoumaru. Rin was still by his side, Jaken had been assimilated by Naraku and there wasn't any way for Sesshoumaru to bring him back to life with his Tensega. There was no corpse left. He remembered feeling shame as a single tear traced its way down his face. Not being the sentimental type, he merely cut Jakens' name into the side of a large old tree.

Now Rin, that was a completely different matter. She had grown into a lovely young woman. Her hips were round and her slim legs carried her gracefully. Her hair had grown very long, a jet-black braid down her back. She rarely let it hang loose. Always a bright smile and eyes, and when she spoke it was whispers of angels to his ears, he watched every change in her, noticed every singular detail. He didn't want to admit it but he had fallen in love with her. This love made him angry. He had cursed Inu Yasha for being born from a human and then marrying that human girl Kagome. Why did he have to feel this weakness? He had felt pride for his father until he fell in love with that human, then had given birth to a hanyou. How could he, a Proud Youkai and Lord of the Western Lands, have a worthless Hanyou for a brother? It was a disgrace on his whole family! He never spoke to his father again. And now, now he had fallen for the same lowly species.

The chaos in his mind would not steady, like mice running on a wheel, they mercilessly never tired. It was barely dawn when he rose from his spot. Rin was lying near him, her beautiful face slack and peaceful; he had been watching her sleep for hours. His golden eyes could see quite well in the darkness. Silently he walked from the opening in the mountain where they had been residing for some time now. It could technically be classified as a cave but it was not natural, it was smooth, it had been cut out. He didn't know why or when, but he didn't care either. It was cool and dry and easy to defend if anyone would dare to enter without his permission. The cave was also fairly well hidden, it had trees on two sides and a large rock covered the entrance from the east. He stepped into the early light, the air was cool, but Sesshoumaru didn't seem to notice. The only thought in his mind was Rin. He wanted to express himself to her, but had no idea how to do it. His pride never left him in want of help from anyone but now…

On the other side of the rock there was a shallow stream, Rin would bathe there and fish if she wanted. Sesshoumaru never looked at her directly when she was awake, always silently watching from the corners of his eyes. He found it strange how she was so easily entertained and joyful over the smallest of things. She delighted in the bright butterflies that would drink the moisture from the sides of the stream, chase birds and rabbits and occasional stir up some lowly oni that he would strike dead before it even had a chance to look at her twice. She never showed her fear but hugged him tightly after these lowly demons had been destroyed. He always wanted to wrap his arm around her and hold her as she held him, but he would just stand there and tell her to be more careful. A lightning strike in his brain, could Rin love him? This Cold, Proud Demon?

This was something completely new to him, what if she could not return his love? He had never shown any emotion to her, and she was completely opposite. Emotion was apparent in every move, every look, and every sound that came from her. She seemed happy enough just being there but he wanted more than that, he wanted her completely. To be his forever. Of course this idea was ridiculous, humans have a very short life span, but if she accepted him as mate he could mark her and change her blood. If he could love her and be loved in return, even a day would be enough. Sesshoumaru looked across the land, the sky in fine lovely bright shades of pinks and gold's, but again he did not seem to appreciate the glory of dawn.

"Sesshoumaru-sama"
"Rin"
"Want something to eat?"
"No"

Lost in his thoughts he did not hear her, and that in it self troubled him. If he lost his senses how could he protect her? Love made him weak, he knew it but he longed for it anyway.
Rin turned and started humming to herself, she was getting undressed behind him, he was still looking at the horizon but could hear her clothes, and knew that she would fold them, and slip into the cool water. Her hygiene routine did not change: every morning she would undress, get into the river, rinse out her mouth, comb threw her hair with her fingers, the whole affair did not take very long and it was even shorter if the water was colder. He heard Rin enter the water then turn to look at her. He walked slowly towards her, and he could feel desire stirring within him and he paused.

"Rin"
"Uh Hiye" she was startled; he had never bothered her while she was bathing.
"Stand up"

She hesitated, and he found that very interesting, she had never hesitated to any of his commands before, after only a few seconds she turned and rose out of the water.
Her wet black hair clung to her back and shoulders and she clasped her hands in front of her. Sesshoumaru could not recall a time in all of their years together when her cheeks had flushed so. His face as still as a pond, but he could feel his own heart pounding. After his eyes had taken their fill of her loveliness he calmly spoke.

"Rin please stay close to here, there is some business to attend to"
"Hiye Sesshoumuro-sama"

He already knew that he didn't have to tell her to stay close to the cave, she would attend to her usual activities, and that she would not go off seeking any oni to bother. He turned on his heel and headed toward the village that Inu Yasha could usually be found.

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At first she was not sure she heard him right. Sesshoumaru had never bothered her while she was bathing. But he did, he asked her to stand up. She turned and slowly rose to feet. She felt a hard blush come to her cheeks; she had never been naked in front of him before. She looked up at him, his calm face not showing the slightest anything. She wanted to be attractive to him; she had loved him for as far back as she could remember.

Her heart pounding she was hoping for some sign, anything to let her know that he loved her. His face remained as calm as ever, the only change she saw was a slight flicker in his eyes, but of course that could have been caused by the sun that had risen. He said that he was going away for a while and to stay close to the shelter. She was not afraid; Sesshoumaru had left on his own many times. Ever since Jaken had died she found herself a little more lonely, but that did not damper her spirits. She knew that Sesshoumaru would always come back for her.

She managed to respond and watched him walk off in the early morning light. Sesshoumaru never bathed in from of her, and she had never seen him fully unclothed, but she imagined it and used it for many of her fantasies.

She wanted to be loved by him, not merely as a companion but maybe a wife. That was the only thing she was jealous of. Inu Yasha and Kagome had that bond.
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The day was warm; Sesshoumaru walked his usual steady pace, his mind going over the vision in his head. The forest smelled fresh, the open fields and flower filled meadows, but that all passed without even his slightest recognition, but these spaces of nature certainly noticed this Proud Youkai Sesshoumaru, for he was smiling.


His desire would not let him rest, he did not have any thoughts about self release, it was just something that needed to be done from time to time, but this time was different, his need was almost painful. Coming to a hot spring, Sesshoumaru undressed, laying everything neatly on a large flat stone and stepped into the warm water. He thought about Rin. He stoked himself slowly but evenly and strange new questions began to fill his head.

"Would Rin enjoy hot water more?"
"Is she comfortable sleeping on a thin mat inside of a cave?"
"Could he give her pleasure?"

Well she has never complained before, he thought to himself. But was that enough?
Sesshoumaru had never been with a Human woman before, but after seeing her this morning she looked the same as the female Youkai he had seen. It had not been a problem for his Father after all.
Rin's naked form filled his mind again; he closed his eyes and thought about how he had wanted to take her right there on the riverbank. But he did not want to do that to her, he wanted her to give herself freely to him. His mouth slightly opened, he could feel the climax coming; he could smell her scent and hear the sweet voice. Cumming at last he could not remember this feeling so good.

Sesshoumaru sat motionless, that tingling running the length of his spine and down to his toes. He wanted Rin. Sesshoumaru slowly dressed and formulated a plan. He would ask Kagome. She would know how to help him, and if she refused he would simply kill her.

Sesshoumaru lifted the covering on the hut of the old Miko. The sun had just set and given everything a red orange glow, and this tall white figure in the doorway was a little startling.

"Where is Inu Yasha?"
"They are at Kagome's homeright now, they should be back in the morning" she was surprised, she had not seen or heard anything about Sesshoumaru in years, why was he here now?

She had learned a long time ago not to get into Inu Yasha's affairs, that stubborn little Hanyou. Of course things had gotten much better with Kagome's constant attention and of course the Birth of his first child, a daughter, Amira.

Sesshoumaru made his way toward the well, he knew that it led to Kagome's time, but he didn't quite know how it worked, not that it mattered anyway, he had no desire to go to her time. He would wait for them.

The ability to remain still for hours at a time was one of Sesshoumarus' more irritating abilities. His white form glowed like an ivory statue in the night. But his mind was racing along at its usual speed. He didn't feel the hatred he had for Inu Yasha as much as in the previous years. Just a quiet understanding of what he was and what he had become.

He had also felt some pride for this younger sibling, he had grown so much since meeting Kagome and how much he did to protect her was equally impressive. Of course he would never tell Inu Yasha any of these feelings, but knew that Inu Yasha had finally become honorable. In the back of his mind, he also hoped that he would not have to hurt either of them to get his way, but asking for help in the first place was difficult enough and he would be prepared to do whatever he had to.
He really did Love Rin, and wanted to make her happy.

Early light crept over the horizon, Sesshoumaru had slept lightly against the well, comfortable but not deeply enough not to be disturbed by the slightest noise. He stood and stretched. He hoped that Rin was safe; it would not be acceptable if he were going through all of this for nothing. Sesshoumaru put those thoughts to rest; he had shown Rin how to handle a staff, a whip, and a variety of short knives and daggers. She was smart and knew when to run.

He walked around the well, Sesshoumaru did not usually get impatient but he felt that too much time was being wasted. He wanted to get this over with before more stupid thoughts crept into his head.

There was a dull light coming from the well, he recognized their scents before he could hear them, and watched as Kagome started climbing out of the well.

He did not interfere with her climb, he merely stood waiting and when she was about to pull her legs to the top of the well Sesshoumaru grabbed her by the front of her clothes and lifted her up. He did not say anything to her, and the shock of him standing there left her speechless, Sesshoumaru held Kagome at arm's length and waited for Inu Yasha to come out of the darkness of the well.

Finally catching Sesshoumarus' scent Inu Yasha leaped out of the well and snarled at him. Inu Yasha could not draw Tetsaiga, he still had Amira in his arms. It was the first time he had seen his niece. She had Kagome's black hair but there were silver stands that gave her an aged look, and small black ears that looked like his brother's. Her eyes had Inu Yasha's coloring but they held no fear in them as her father snarled.

"Let go of her you Bastard" Inu Yasha howled.
"Kagome is coming with me"
"Like hell she is!!"
"Inu Yasha" Sesshoumaru said patiently, "what makes you think you can stop me?" If you even attempt to attack she will be dead before you take one step. I will not harm her, but if you interfere with me in any way…."

Kagome still had not spoken, the initial shock was gone and she was not really afraid. If Sesshoumaru wanted her dead there would have been plenty of opportunity in the past. Inu Yasha felt completely helpless, with Amira still clinging to him, now both of his girls were in serious danger.

"Inu Yasha, it's alright take Amira to the village and wait for me" Kagome said.
"What are you taking about woman?"
"Inu Yasha, Go"
"Sesshoumaru! You misplace one hair on her head and your blood on my claws will be the last thing you see."

He set Kagome down and started walking away from the well, herding her in front of him like a small animal.
Inu Yasha's attention was drawn to Amira who had started to whimper quietly. He held her tight and told her everything was going to be fine, even if knew in his heart that might be the last time he would see his Kagome again.

They walked for a long time; he did not speak to her. She hadn't seen Sesshoumaru since the days of Naraku. He looked exactly the same. After they had reached a considerable distance, he pointed to a fallen log and told her to sit.

She sat calmly with her hands in her lap, he looked distracted and it was the first time she had seen any kind of uncertainty from him.

"What do you want, Sesshoumaru?" He glared at her, thenrechecked his stance, he wanted her help.
"How did Inu Yasha convey his feelings for you?"

The question was the farthest thing she could imagine him asking her. The thought that he needed to confess his love was a little daunting. Then she remembered Rin, she must be a young woman by now, could it be that Sesshoumaru is in Love with Rin?

She started from the beginning, all the troubles that they had faced, the whole thing with Kikiyo and how he finally confessed.
Sesshoumaru listened to everything calmly; he felt he understood what it meant to love a human and what he would have to do to make Rin comfortable.
She finished her story, and there was a silence between them.

"Is this about Rin?"
"Yes"
"So she is still with you?"
"Yes"
"Ok well that makes sense, do you want to marry her?
"Yes"
"Right, then you need to be gentle, honest, and treat her well.You have to open yourself up to her and share your thoughts with her, and not do anything to harm her be it words or physically, and when you are together with her for the first time, make sure she is fully ready to receive you and take things very slowly."
"Ari gotto"

Sesshoumaru turned to leave,

"Sesshoumaru?"
"Yes?"
"Do you still hate Inu Yasha?"
"No"

and with that he walked away from Kagome and headed back to Rin.

"KAGOMEEEE!!"

Kagome had just left the clearing, as she saw Inu Yasha running toward her, ready to attack that Bastard.

"Inu Yasha"
"Are you ok? What happened? Where is that Bastard?"

Kagome put her arms around him and they held each other tight, let's go home. Her embrace always softened him, and even though his mind and body was ready to kill Sesshoumaru, he turned and picked her up and they headed back to the village.

Sesshoumaru replayed all the things Kagome had said to him, it would be difficult to face Rin, his pride and honor were very important to him, but he understood now that he needed to have Love as well. His pace never changed even though his heart was trying to convince him to run to her. To much change in him might frighten and confuse her. He would reach her not until late that night or even early morning.

Walking through the darkness, Sesshoumaru tried to imagine what making love to Rin would be like. There was something that she had, some sort of inner glow about her that always made him happy to see her; and of course she was always happy to see him. It seemed that whenever he returned to her that she was always singing the same song; for her Sesshoumaru to return.

Some of the things Kagome had told him did not make much sense, something about getting on his knees with some kind of jewelry. He figured that it was just something that was common in her time. But it did make him think that he should bring something to her.

Occasionally he had brought things back from his journey's: an arm guard (that still had some blood on it) a bit of tree that had some bee's sweet comb on it, and a few of the weapons he had trained her to use, just small things he picked up along the way.

None of them had much thought in them though; it should be something special or unique. Where could he find something like that now? Then it occured to him, the perfect item, his family crest.

After his father took a new human bride, Sesshoumaru that had always worn the pendent with pride on the outside of his breastplate, removed it and secured it behind the plate so no one could see it. He thought about giving it back to his father or simply throwing it into the first deep hole he came across, but he could not. As much shame as he felt that his father had brought on their house, he was still his father.

So he kept the pendent a secret, no one, not even Jaken or Inu Yasha new that he had it. He removed this treasure and looked at it, it shimmered in the moonlight, and it was certainly beautiful; gold and silver with one large emerald in the center, delicately carved with an ancient form of his ancestor's name. The moon had disappeared and the shadow hour of the night had come, the perpetual silence just before the sun slowly lit the sky. He paused and listened, hearing only his heartbeat quicken as he thought of Rin.


Rin lay on the floor covered with an animal fur; Sesshoumaru sat down in his usual spot with amazing stealth. She did not even shift in her sleep. We watched her for several hours before there was enough light to rouse her. She opened her eyes and gladly spoke his name.

"Sesshoumaru-sama"
"Rin"
"Want something to eat?"
"No"

She got up and stretched, and headed toward the opening of the cave. She didn't ask him any questions, she knew him well enough to know that if he wanted to talk about it he would. Her morning routine began.

Sesshoumaru had risen as well, and he removed his boots and all of his heavy outer garments. Placing the pendent in the folds of his Haori he slowly walked up behind Rin. She was undressed; she had taken her hair down and was preparing to slip into the river. Sesshoumaru slipped his hand around her, it was low on her abdomen, and he felt her chest lift as she gasped. Holding her close to him, the sweetness filling his nose, his lips dropped down and touched her shoulder. Rin placed her left hand on his and her right hand came up and touched his face, there was no need to speak. She turned around and looked into his eyes, those beautiful pools of golden light, she understood everything immediately, and she put her lips to his. Soft warm lips pressed together, it felt natural to open her mouth and shyly touched his. His lips parted and accepted her tongue. His hand stroking her silken hair, her arms wrapped around his body, a murmur of need escaped her lips and the sound of it made her realize what was finally happening.
Her eyes flew open, and they parted.

"Comewith me Rin."

Sesshoumaru turned and grasping her hand led her back toward the cave, he reminded himself about what Kagome had said about being slow and gentle, making sure that she was ready to receive him.

He sat down on the small mat and pulled her onto his lap, she wrapped her arms around his neck and they kissed again, exploring each other a little more.

"Rin"
"Hiye Sesshoumaru-sama?"
"Inside the fold, there is something for you."

She reached inside the lose clothing, she felt flushed about seeing this new skin, it was pale and soft, it had a delicious smell to it. Her hand wrapped around a small metal object, looking down at it, her eyes wide; she had never seen anything so lovely.

"Will you be my mate?"
"Mate?"Rin asked.
"Mywife"

He did not look directly at her, but stared at the pendent as if held some new magically fascination, not wanting her to see his fear in his eyes.

"Hiye" she whispered.

They held each other for several more minutes. Rin could feel something hard beneath her: She lifted herself off of his lap, set the pendent on the ground near the mat and pulled at the string on his Haori. Surprisingly he had purple streaks along his rib cage; she had never imagined that he had stripes on his body as well. He had a white line of soft hair traveling down from naval.

She wanted to taste him, bending down she began licking his nipples. His eyes were focused on her directly. She smiled up at him; she had had so many fantasies about this, she was so eager to please him. Rin untied Sesshoumaru's pants; she wanted to see him completely. His large organ was erect and he had two thin purple stripes that began on the outside of his hips and traced their way down the inside of his thighs. Rin traced the head of his penis with the tip of her finger and down the length of his
shaft.

Sesshoumaru's teeth clenched. He was completely consumed by the smell of her and wanted to taste more of her. He slipped his hand under her arm and easily but gently lifted her to her feet. Sesshoumaru pulled her hips close to him and took her in his mouth. Rin had never stood over him this way, and she was overwhelmed by the fact he wanted to please her. A wave of unimaginable pleasure washed over her as she felt his tongue dipping into her, pressing her head to the wall, her left arm above her she moaned into the crook of it. Almost beyond her control her leg lifted slightly and rested on his shoulder, opening her self even more to him. She felt his arm tighten around her hip and his claws traced her buttocks softly. Rin's other hand was balled into a fist that hung at her side, she wanted to touch the top of his head and as she felt herself climax her hand opened and touched his silver hair.

Tasting Rin for the first time was even more delicious then he could have ever dreamed, he felt himself becoming ravenous. There seemed to be a particular spot that held more sensitivity. He could feel her body getting more and more tense and her soft moans and sighs made him pursue this area with determination. She cried out, and her release flooded his mouth and he felt her hand touch the top of his head. Rin's leg slid off his shoulder and slowly lowered her self to his lap. Her face was flushed when she looked up at Sesshoumaru and smiled, she then kissed his lips, tasting a little of herself. She was ready for him, and he wanted her so badly. He steadied his hard organ for her and she slipped onto it. A shocking pain mixed in with the pleasure as he filled her. She whimpered and bit her lip; he knew that she would feel pain the first time. Kagome had told him.

Sesshoumaru's eyes closed, he had never felt anything like this. A few moments had passed and Rin had shifted on her knees, the movement sent shocks threw him and he felt his climax coming to soon for his taste. His eyebrows knit together for only a second but Rin had seen it. The sensation of this movement was drowning out the pain; it was not at all terrible anymore so she shifted her weight again. She found a comfortable rhythm rising up and down feeling him inside her. Rin looked into Sesshoumaru's eyes, they were so different from before; they were soothing and full of love.

Keeping a steady pace she could feel herself preparing for another orgasm, Sesshoumaru's hand traced up her back, around her shoulders and to her breasts. Pressing Rin's nipple in between his fingers another moan escaped her, her head tipped back and she was panting. Sesshoumaru pressed his fangs against the juncture between her neck and shoulder, marking her for all to see, he then marked the other side of her neck. Rin did not mind the pinch of his fangs, but he then pulled her head forward, exposing the back of her neck and quickly cut a symbol into her flesh with his claws. She cried out, and her pace faltered slightly. Sesshoumaru licked away all the traces of blood and the wound began to heal. Pulling Rin's lips to his, he gently conveyed his remorse for hurting her. She sighed into his kiss and began moving again on his arousal. Kissing and caressing every reachable inch of her flesh, he slowly brought Rin back to her peak, when he finally felt her muscles contracting around his thick member, hearing her gasping after her climax, he could no longer suppress his orgasm; he gripped her hips as a deep cry came up out of his throat.

As his cock continued to pulse inside her, he finally understood the appeal of the species. They had a special energy within them, and he felt warmth growing inside his chest; the feeling of complete and unconditional love.
The sound of his cry shocked Rin, and she stared at Sesshoumaru. A slow smile spread across his face, and it matched hers. Rin began kissing him; he stoked her hair and whispered into her ear.

"I Love you Rin"

Those long awaited words made her heart skip and she returned his Love Vow. Together they slowly slid down and he pulled the fur over them, her head rested on his chest and he held her close to him. Nothing more needed to be said. She was his and he was hers. He watched over her until she fell asleep, his eyes heavy as well. He had never slept lying down while out in the wilderness before and for the first time in his life Sesshoumaru was completely at peace.