InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Shadow ❯ Chapter 5 ( Chapter 5 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Summary
Kagome lives on the streets of Toronto, she has been there so long she has almost forgotten her past. Almost. She has night terrors. Flashes of the past she doesn’t want to remember. To forget her past she detaches herself off from her memories, from her emotions and from her music. She has done this for so long she has forgot herself. She becomes a shadow. Then she meets other street kids, each with a tale of grace and despair. Each of whom help to unlock one of her emotions. Then she meets one street kid’s brother that wears a mask so much like what she became. Can he unlock the most important emotion of all? Love. And will he be able to help Kagome find herself and with it her voice? Eventual Sesshoumaru/Kagome, little Sango/Miroku, Kohaku/Rin, Inuyasha/Kikyo, Kouga/Ayame,



Disclaimer :
I do not own Inu Yasha or anything related to it. This fanfic was inspired by the series, and song lyrics (mostly evanescence).



A/N Wow, I am so so sorry faithfull readers..... over a month since i have last updated.... I didn't even update over March break!!! Dudes and bras I am so disapointed in myself.... I am weak to the temptations of my new favourite anime Naruto and spent the entire march break watching the entire naruto series up to the 176 episode. 25 minutes per episode, that is 73 hours and 20 minutes of Naruto. I am sorry I had no time left over to write fanfics but I am back to writing now, I even started another fanfic based on Naruto!!!



Chapter 5
I love the park, it is peacefull here, even if it is cold. I can read and no one will bug me. At least I thought no one would. Some snivling little bratt is ruining the peace! I can't stand it when people cry! I can't even stand it when I cry, crying is for the weak and I cannot afford to be weak; only the strong survive. The weak shall perish like the way innocence does. Just like my innocence did...

I ignore the little heap of dirty clothing that has the small bratt inside and walk away.

Like I said; I hate the weak and will not acknowlegde those who are weak. I am already too lost in my thoughts to care that much to my surroundings anyways.

"BOOO!!!!!" someone abrupty yells right in my ear and I jump away from the assailent arms held up to protect myself when I hear laughter.

"HAHAHAHAHA" Inu Yasha no baka is luaghing on the ground "You are such a stupid bitch, how could I have ever mistake YOU for KIKYO!!!!! Kikyo would never act so stupid!!! KAGOME NO BAKA!!!!!"

Wow, dejavu, that was what I was just thinking about him. Minus the Kikyo bit.

"BAKA next time you pull this shit I swear---"

"Wait" huh? oh, that hentai Miroku is here. What did he say again? 'wait?' he wants ME to wait? I take a breath ready to really let both the bakas have it when I hear that sound again... crying. "What is that?"

"What is what? It's just a kid sniveling behind the bushes; just ignore him and he will go away."

*BAM!!* that girl Sango came up behind Inu Yasha and hit him over the head with a baseball bat "Ummmm, where exactly did that baseball bat come from?"

"This? I carry it around everywhere, it is my weapon of choice, and less likely to bring suspicios looks than any other weapon I can think of."

"Not the most ridiculous one she can think of though!!" Miroku quips.

"Shut up Miroku!"

huh? "What's the most ridiculous weapon she can think of?"

"A 5 foot boomerang" states Miroku

*BAM* and there goes the other idiot as Sango efficiantly crashes her boomerang over his head. And what the fuck was he saying about the boomerang?

"It was a present from my father for your information, baka hentai. He gave it to me when we went to australia for vacation. I got classes on how to use it there and since I was so good at it he bought me one."

"Why were you getting classes on how to use a toy?" Inu Yasha asks as he slowly stands back up only to get smashed into the ground again by Sango's bat.

"I know how you like to play with frisbees Inu baka, but centuries ago boomerangs were originally used as weapons and can still be used as weapons today." Sango explains then she gets an evil look on her face and continues "Normally I would be more than happy to demonstrate how effective a weapon it can be but unfortunatly it brings too much attention so I can't, but I will be more than happy to take a raincheck if you wish?"

"BRING IT ON BITCH!!!!" Inu Yasha shouts lunging toward Sango and me untill a little bundle of dirty clothes crashes into Inu Yasha. "What the fuck? get this kid offa me!!! AHHHH he is biting me!!! GET THE FUCK OFF!!!!!!" Inu Yasha reaches behind him and yanks off the kid and holds him up by the back of the baggy clothes "Why the fuck did you do that?"

"Cuz my father told me never to hit girls Baka!!" the little boy shouts out, tears pouring down his face, his big green eyes glistening with the tears. Wait a minute I know this kid.... He was the one who stole my money a few days ago....

"Inu Yasha do not use such language around a small child" Miruko chastises Inu Yasha.

"I am NOT small!!!! In a few weeks I will be in my double digits!!" 10? he is 10? he looks more like seven, maybe eight, but not 10!! Then again he also looks malnourished, and malnoutrition generally has the effect of stunting growth. The body just does not have the means to provide adequate nutrients to allow the body to develope properly. That is why children who have grown up without a reasonable amount of food look so much younger than they are. Like this little kid looks....

"Oh, is that so? Then your about old enough to know better than to pick a fight with some one bigger than you...." Inu Yasha threatens, flexing his hand, making it crack menacingly....


/// FLASHBACK

*crack, crack, crack* My father looms above my sister, cracking his knuckles. She looks up with frightened eyes and begs him "No, Daddy please!! I am sorry, please don't!!!" she frantically scrambles back as far as she can as he advances.

He says nothing, no clues as to what she has done or why he is mad. He just steadily advances, deadly calm as he backs Angel into a corner and she has no where to go.... Then he strikes. and punches. and kicks. Till Angel is just a bloody mess on the ground.

When he tired of beating her he stopped and backed off a bit, looking at disgust at the mess that was Angel on the ground. "Get up off your lazy ass woman!!! Act more responsible for Kagome by cleaning up this mess. You are the woman of this house now and as such need to take your place untill some basturd or other decides to take pity on your rat ugly self and he can take you. I will be ecstatic to be able to wash my hands of your filth!!!" he snarls nastily "It's a good thing your such a slut already, you won't mind fucking a fat basturd, now will you?"

With that he walked away, chuckling at his own lamn insults and cracking his knuckles. My sister then looked up at me, her big blue eyes glistening with unshed tears and fear.

/// FLASHBACK


Those blue eyes gradually changed to the green ones of that little kid. That same look was in his eyes. In the blink of an eye he was my sister again, helpless in the unyielding grip of my father. "SIT!!!" *BAM* in another blink of an eye I grab Sango's bat and hit Inu Yasha hard over the head and rush over to the small child and hug him to my chest. No fucking way I am going to let some basturd baka hurt a child!!! There is just no fucking way!!!

"Uhhh Kagome you didn't have to hit Inu Yasha so hard you know.... I think he lost conciousness....."

"Kagome I have known Inu Yasha a long time, he would never of physically harmed a child.... He may be a little rough and not exactly nice, but he wouldn't of struck that child." Miroku earnestly tried to convince me.

"WHAT!!! No way, he was trying to KILL me!!!" that kid exclaims turning around in my arms to look at Miroku and Sango. "You know he would've!!!" He turns back to me and gives me those big teary eyes again. This time without the fear, but heart-wrenching all the same.

"Don't be ridiculous, I agree with Miroku, Inu Yasha can be a baka, and an occasionally violent one at that, but he would never even think to hurt someone defensless like a small child or Kagome. Now calm down and tell me your name?" Sango offers kindly and calmly. Her voice melts all the tension from the air and I can feel the child relax in my hold.

"Shippou"

"Nice to meet you Shippou, I am Sango, the guy behind me who is about to get hit is Miroku, the guy on the ground is Inu Yasha and the girl holding you is Kagome." I see Miroku behind Sango take a few steps back with an aprehensive look on his face. I am just noticing him now, how did Sango know he was there? "Shippou, you were the one crying behind the bushes before, correct?"

"I was not crying!! I was having a nightmare and talking in my sleep, but I was NOT crying!!!" Shippou shouts out at Sango, new tears running down his face. Sango, Miroku and I all give each other doubtfull looks but we all silently agree to humour him.

"Ok then Shippou, why don't we go get ice cream?" Miroku cheerfully suggests "On Inu Yasha of course" he hastily adds.

"YEAH!!!!! ICE CREAM!!!!!!" shouts shippou, jumping out of my arms and towards Miroku.

"Miroku are you nuts? It's too cold for ice cream!!!" Sango admolishes, giving Miroku an exasperated look.

"Fine then we will have hot chocolate if you and little Shippou here prefers"

"I do" Sango huffs, walking past Miroku and toward the coffee shop.

"ME TOO!!!" Shouts Shippou running ahead of Sango.

"HEY!! wait for me it was my idea!!!" but it is too late, Sango and Shippou are already way ahead. Miroku sighs and turns to me. "Well then looks like it is up to us to carry Inu Yasha to the coffee shop, he is paying after all" he smiles playfully.

Am I really desperate enough to carry that basturd baka? Nope. Not ever. I look at Miroku giving him my best 'I don't give a shit' scary look and watching while his pleasent smile turns into a forced, scared smile.

Fully satisfied but retaining my facade I turn around and slowly, calmly, menacingly walk away. Inu Yasha no baka....


A/N stupid god damn Inu Yasha.... does he annoy only me or does he annoy anyone else? Seriously I am the only Inuy Yasha (the show) fan that dislikes Inu Yasha. I hate Kikyo too but that is more common. Kuoga or Sesshoumaru should have bigger parts and be Kagome's love interest, not that baka.... Anywayz, people have not been reviewing, or have reviewed once but not again so i am setting up a viewers poll to determine who reviews the most and reward them. So on with the stats!!!

3Bowzer = 1 review + 2 (for putting me on his/her story alert list)

5LynGreenTea = 4 reviews + 1 (for reviewing every chapter at least once)

3inugrldemon = 2 reviews + 1 (for putting me on his/her favourites list)

8LocketzVZ = 4 reviews + 1 (for reviewing every chapter at least once) + 1 (for putting me on his/her favourites list) + 2 (for putting me on his/her story alert list)

7mimi86 = 1 review + 2 (for putting me on his/her story alert list) + 4 (for putting me on his/her author alert list)

14darkmiko66 = 4 reviews + 1 (for reviewing every chapter at least once) + 2 (cuz she was my first reviewr and my first FAN!! YEAH!!!!!) + (1 x 3) (for every chapter in which he/she was the first to review) + 4 (for putting me on his/her author alert list)

2Lass = 2 reviews

2Midnight faerie = 2 reviews

1sessluver = 1 review

3Panther = 1 review (but offered to be my beta reader even though it didnt really work.... but she still gets bonus points!!!) + 2

9Flames = 1 review (but she is my beta reader so she deserves extra points : ) ) + 8

2Kagome21 = 2 reviews

12Sesshie's Black Dominatrix = 2 reviews + 1 (for putting me on his/her favourites list) + 2 (for putting me on his/her story alert list) + 3 (for putting me on his/her favourite author list) + 4 (for putting me on his/her author alert list)

2STRANGER IN A CROWD = 1 review + (1 x 1) (for every chapter in which he/she was the first to review)

11KagexOokami = 1 review + 1 (for putting me on his/her favourites list) + 2 (for putting me on his/her story alert list) + 3 (for putting me on his/her favourite author list) + 4 (for putting me on his/her author alert list)

3Midnight Walker = 1 review + 2 (for putting me on his/her story alert list)

1Sakidrunkentears = 1 review


Media Miner Reviewers

3SoulsAir = 3 reviews


2Megan Consoer = 2 reviews


Now what is the point of this? Simple.
1. I want more reviews and recognition
2. I need practice drawing anime

so the 3 top overall scorers get to ask me to draw anything they want from me and I will do my best work. It can be a copy of a picture or something you have in your head but want to put a picture to or something you just think you will enjoy or something difficult to annoy me.

Anything!!! just tell me what you are thinking of and any details (any details you don't include I will make up) you want. I will then send you these works (and of course post them on media miner with my other pic(s)) so anyone who wishes to do my work can do so. look for them here http://www dot mediaminer dot org/fanart/src.php/a/125813) just take out the spaces and input dots. So far I have 1 in pencil. but I can edit photos in photoshop to colour them in.

I am a very good artist, but still need practice and will enjoy drawing what you people want and I will really like more reviews and recognition!!!

Those who get to chose a pic now are as follows = from fanfiction. net darkmiko66, Sesshie's Black Dominatrix, and KagexOokami = from mediaminer. org SoulsAir and Megan Consoer. So people what do you want me to draw? Just tell me in the review. I will accept mulitple reviews cuz I am just that conceited. : P So come on people review and recognize and I shall draw for you!! Next chance to get the pic is next time I update.

ps the girl in the pic was originally going to be Kagome but I had no pic to go from and drew the wrong kind of school uniform for her (i was looking at a pic of a different school uniform and drew it from that) : P but ssshhh don't tell anyone.... or I shall have to kill you!!

another pic I did but is too big to put on media miner is this...http://photobucket dot com/albums/f32/CatBlackJynx/Trillow/?action=view&current=000Trillowbig. jpg

this one I coloured in using photoshop, soon as I figure out how to put it in mediaminer I will put it there. Go see it it is good. promise. hey I know you guys can tell me whether you like my writing better or my drawings. : )


So tell me what you think!!! PLEASE!!!! *puppy pout*




Chapter 6

Social workers. The absolute enemy of anyone living on the streets. The streets is not somewhere people go unless the have to. Everyone who lives on the streets is there for a reason. Their other options for living are worse than the situation they are in when they are on the streets; and social workers will force you into one of those worse situations. True people die when they live on the streets but at least your still in control of your fate. The places social workers take you to or the place street people run away from there is no control, there is always danger but you can't fix it. On the streets you can fix it. You can run, you can fight, you can survive. When you live under someone though, your survival depends on them, if they want to hurt or kill you, they will, nothing you can do about it till you move to the streets.