InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Shards ,Time and affection ❯ You still have my heart ( Chapter 5 )

Chapter 5 - You still have my heart

He arrived in the wellhouse outside of Kagome's house. The house stood close to the wellhouse and Inu-yasha could see Kagome's window from the doorway. She wasn't in her room. "Where is she?" Inu-yasha gets worried. He poke Climbing the tree outside of her window his head over the side of the window to see if Kagome had yet arrived..

Inu Yasha waited up the tree pondering what he should do. "hey! What are you doing there? Mother might see you" souta opened the window from her sister's room. " Is she home already?" he lowered his voice . Souta smiled "A hehehe.. You went all the way back here to find her?" " Kinda. yes.so where is she?" the hanyou desperately waiting for an answer. "Well.come inside.. if we spy on her, you can't be just looking like that, You Have Dog ears! And on you kimono? " Souta said.

Inuyasha entered inside through Kagome's room, It smelled so nice.. just like her..I can't do this..stupid, I'm already here or else I'm going to loose her for this Thoughts lingered inside him. "Hey, wear this shirt, It's her only loose shirt she's going to kill me If she finds out I lend it to you, She also has a baseball cap here to hide those fluffy dog ears of yours, and well this would fit you.." souta threw some loose jogging pants at him

"I will wear this?? It's hers.. " Inuyasha remarked "well , rather take my size you're not shippou, and you'll look stupid if you insist to wear that kimono or I won't come with you,I don't want to get attention". Souta explained " just change ok I'll just go downstairs I'll just say something to my mom, and hand you slippers, well you're not leaving bare footed either" He added. Inuyasha changed into her clothes for once I feel she's near to me.. Man.. I'm going knots, these are just her clothes, well with her scent I'm not going to return this back Saying to himself.

Quickly he went out through the window and climbed down the tree. And hid in the bushes, He put on Kagome's Baseball cap and tied his silver hair., he waited for souta to come out from the house. I sense the shikon no tama he sniffed the air he sensed it by the gate. I felt this before.did kagome sensed this too? Something's different I'll find out for sure, hope I doesn't surprise me, and reminds me, I gotta see where she is.. " Inuyasha!" souta came out already "let's go she's at new amusement park I'll tell where it is" Souta hopped on Inuyasha's back and they left.

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"Wow, I've never knew this place has been renovated! Even it's not summer" Kagome looked around her in the Water park it was huge.. "Well You should know this place since I'm new here, lots of pool parties and activities go along here, get changed, we can't waste the time I'll try that twisted slide" Komiro pointing at the high structure " Oh no. You can't get me up there, okay I'll change" She excitedly went to the locker room to change into her haltered swimsuit and looked at the mirror.

"I'm not going to go out like this" She shyly said to herself. It looked good on her showing her curves, can get attention enough, especially she's with komiro hey this is your idea, you're not backing out are you? The voice inside her head alarmed her and thoughts on Inuyasha drifted her mind This is perfect time to relax without that hanyou down my throat. I need to take better care of myself. thinking so much does no good for me I hope he comes for me. perhaps Inu Yasha would like me , I don't even know I wish he sees me as pretty as this. I just want him to appreciate me. Where the heck did that come from?! I will not think of him now.

She snapped her thoughts and grabbed her towel, wrapped around her " I wish Inuyasha is as sweet as Komiro , I wish He was here" she sighed. She went outside, and noticed Komiro's Tatoo? " what's that?" she touched his upper back with a wolf dragon drawn . Kagome took another look, "oh that, It runs in the family, after I finished high school my father embarked me this mark here in Japan. Before I went in my first league, it gave me good luck that entitled my silver speed nme in the soccer field,

It's kindda embarrassing it looked like I'm an assassin". he removed her hand on his shoulder He is a descendant of Kouga alright, his tattoo felt like a shard. But maybe it's not really sounded like his abilities

"Hey What are you thinking? And what is that towel for?" Komiro pulled the towel off her "Don't." she blushed Komiro smiled surprisingly "You look.. Gorgeous on that! Why so shy?" he pinched her cheek again "stop it. I look like a pita sandwich " she slapped him on his shoulder "look , this is embarrassing! Gimme my towel!"jumping she tried to reach it from komiro's hand " Guys back there at the pool were looking at me!"

" No they won't they'll just second thoughts to approach you when you're with me. With this tattoo, it will scare them away" He pinched her nose" ouch stop pinching". "you'll be fine pretend you're my girl okay" , then they went off. Trying out several slides of the water park, Kagome just shrieked all the time, and she felt having fun already with Komiro.. Afternoon, that they've stopped by for drinks Kagome is silent again "You're always like that?" komiro asked her for being too much quiet lately "Don't get bad impressions on me?" she answered. Komiro looked at her questiongly " Why is this bothering you? " his eyes narrowed seemed upset and removed it from her " If there's someone you're thinking about just be honest with me okay. Well is there?" He asked Kagome, she just can't answer him He's looking at me like he was looking straight into my soul, his eyes so sad and serious. Oh Inuyasha There are times when I wish I could be Kikyo for just a moment Nevertheless, I am not Kikyo and will never be her; it's as simple as that. "kagome, well , now I know." Komiro uttered " Komiro, Nobody ever cared for me" she answered and tears went down her cheeks. Komiro felt her loneliness, why she can't answer,

"I'm sorry, spilled it on you. Just forget it. Why don't we go there". Komiro pointing out to the football field " You know, I felt lonely too.. " Komiro said facing against the sunset Kagome just listened to him " I.lost something important in my life. If I could just turn back time, I should have that regret. but one thing I've learned, Never is there a thing oto be too late, till you'd given up."then he hold her hand "I didn't achieved it, but I'm working on it". "that's why I don't like to see a woman cry". Kagome Looked into his eyes those were the most heartfelt words she always wanted to here from inuyasha. Maybe it doesn't have to be.."Com'n lets play". The two went in the football field ,she closed her eyes before blocking his first shot .He's right I should go on.. Why from komiro? Why do I have to hear from him, Inuyasha should have heard it. she opened her eyes but he only saw Komiro, "I understand already!" her spirit lifeted her heart as the ball approached her then she kicked it way up in the sky "I DID IT!" I know, I should move on! Thank you Komiro! She ran up to him "I DID IT!" "I DID IT!"

And embraced him tightly.. " Let's get you home.I'll changed a bit" Komiro smiled and left her. Then she gasped when she turned her eyes from behind. Inuyasha!!!!!! As if she've seen a ghost , Inuyasha's eyes were dark and heavy enough, she sensed fear inside her.. fear that it gotten to far. it somehow plunged in inuyasha's heart.

"Inuyasha? " she approached him But he remained silent, she tried to reach him but He suddenly shove her arm away from him, and turned his back from her, she saw tears trickled underneath face , his demonic gaze.were full of mixed emotions . the hanyou leaped away " wait!"she yell "kagome!" Souta appeared behind her "there you are Inuyasha was looking for you".souta waved at her sister . Kagome felt cold and a single tear ran down her soft cheek she could not escape her torrid emotions. Komiro appeared " Hey souta what are you doing here" carrying his bag and kagome's "what's wrong again?" he notice kagome looking pale and shaky " I... u bring souta home I gotta run.."

Kagome ran leaving the amusement pak "Inuyasha!" she yelled and yelled his name. There's no other place to search for him but the shrine.. Kagome took a cab for home then she even jumped on the locked gate and went in the shrine to the well she yelled Into it "Inuyasha!!!!" but it just echoed, She sat on the floor her hands was shaky and frightened, why? What alarmed me? I wanted this.. but it did hurt did it? She just sunk her face on her hands " what did I do?" ...

" I saw every thing.." The hanyou's voice appeared behind the shadows of the shrine.. she stood up.then his face appeared the moonlight lit his face, his eyes were full of pain, he cried..? Kagome can't even utter a word It was the first time she saw inuyasha's face that seemd full of pain, his eyes were were red and had shadows underneath them. haggard and sad face, and a shaky voice " I saw, I heard..and why????" he was having difficulty saying from his emotions.

"Inuyasha.." She tried to reach her hand to touch his face, but he stepped back. "I'm not stupid.. I know you want to get even with because of Kikyo.because. I. Hurted you..?" he cried. Kagome sobbed "you think I take you for granted.. Because of .." then she answered "Kikyo...she's all that you know not me." she shot back "And.. Why am I here if Kikyo's back at the past??. I know who you are..you're not her.. And getting even with me.That is KOUGA! DAMNT!".he yelled at her " No he's not.".

"I know he is a reincarnation, even of all the people why does it has to be his face, but I couldn't care less! but you're toying with me..." Inuyasha said from his emotions.. " I'm having a hard time thinking, how can I live with you, I cared about because time is separating us., that's what I worry, and worry of loosing you, and this confusion between kikyo and you, but you won.you know it!he cried trying to wipe his tears from his eyes. "I'm a half beast not like you a full human, but my heart.. I tried not to hurt you, but you try to get into my own pain!" He sobbed. "Why not try to make me feel I'm special for you, why do I have to be compared???look at me..this is my grievances on you!. Kagome cried "You deserves someone who will never make you cry and will be by your side always. I can't be that one. Not in this lifetime. Still, I will protect you, even if it's from your own self." Inuyasha answered " Kagome,.." His emotion faded and approached her. he wanted to hold her hand and shed tears from her eyes."Kagome?" someone called at the gate it's them from a taxi cab. Souta and Komiro but when she looked back. The hanyou's gone.

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I don't want her to give her love to someone new. I want to be with her He said to him self as he sat down under the blue sky. " This is my fault.I know it hurts her but I don't seem to be right for her. I don't want her to love me because in the end I will probably hurt her the most. But why It ended hurting me at the end? You still have my heart." Then the hanyou cried. For the second time since his parents die he never cried from being hurt passionately..

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