InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Shield of Hate Part1: This is My Life ❯ Starry Eyed "Surprise" ( Chapter 5 )

Yeah I missed all of you too, all I wanted was a review I can stop the pain if I will it all away..okay anyway on with this eh? Man too much Evanescence but then man can you ever have too much? Oh yeah and you may notice that I start using italics for the thinking. Well it's because I'm so happy I finally figured out that you had to do the html to get all the stuff to work so yeah that's why.

Oh and for this chapter its kinda scratchy because I had this paper that had all my really good brain storms on it and I found it like way too late, but what ever so you can know that for the past few chapters the song 'Freakin Friends' and 'Headstrong' helped me out okay?

Disclaimer~ I'm, ready for the good times, I'm ready for the good times, I don't own these characters, but I'm still ready for the good times. *dances like Shakira*

Shield of Hate

Starry Eyed 'surprise'

Author's POV

Okay this is bad… Kagome got up and got dressed.

The freak I broke down too was in my dream, what does that mean? She stopped. Hey that rhymed! Okay focus you can do this!

She put on a lacey tank top, a jacket, and some baggy jeans and for once she was out the house early. She got on her black motorbike and she went off to school, replaying the dream over and over again in her mind.

Am I missing something? I bet he did it. No he's too stupid to try and get that to happen. She turned a corner just barely missing a pole. And now I'm going to get myself killed thinking about something I have no control over.

Great.

She pulled up in front of school just to see it looking practically deserted. She looked at her watch to see that it was 7:30. She locked up her bike and started to walk around school grounds.

It's weird, but this place doesn't seem so bad. Or maybe that's because no one is here. Figures. She turned a corner and partially jumped up the ceiling.

"Josh! Hey, sorry." She breathed and clapped her hands. I haven't even thought about him.

"How's it goin'?" he leaned against the locker giving her a long look over, making her shiver under the 'intense' gaze.

"Er…" How's it going? Well how would you feel if you broke down and don't really remember why it was that big then have a dream you're a witch and the boy next door just happens to be there! Even if he got chased by your panther, but still! So yeah don't worry I'm just peachy!

"I'm just peachy!" she said brightly, with a bit of sarcasm, but he was so dense he really didn't notice.

I did not actually say that out loud. Oh well, screw it.

"So about yesterday…I was wondering why don't you and I get together fly to the moon and straight onto heaven, cause without you they're never gonna let me in." he smirked and they both started laughing together.

Hey can't hate a guy who can recite lyrics from ChadKroeger and can love Santana. (1)

And she smiled and he slipped an arm around her waist and they started to walk down the hall. "Why the hell not." She shrugged thinking maybe things were looking up and why the hell was she sad yesterday?

It all just seemed like a far away memory that she could only remember bits and pieces of. The more she thought, the more is ebbed away. To hell with it, as she strolled into homeroom. Hey they were early, but they could do 'things' while they waited.

***

I can't deal with this now! He was straining trying to listen to his teacher, while there were giggles coming from the back of the room and he knew exactly who they were.

Can't they have some common decency for people who are trying to listen! Kagome and Josh had been all over each other since the beginning of class and well Mr. Wong got on them, but with his sensitive hearing, he could hear everything while the rest of the class was just fine.

Who are you to talking about decency? Have you forgotten what you dreamt last night? Or how you act…

He sat up a little straighter. Where did that thought come from. He looked around and everything seemed okay. But they had a point. He shook his head and leaned back. He glared and Kikyo in the corner then thought about the dream.

It was nothing but a dream, the things she said were just catching up with me.

-But maybe you did know how it feels…to be out there

Okay that was freaky where was this coming from? It was kind of freaky. What?

-You heard me…maybe you know how it feels, but you just forgot…when you shut it out forever hm?

He was starting to get mad now, what the hell was this twenty questions?

-Yes as a matter of a fact it IS twenty questions!

Shut UP!

-Nu uh

GO AWAY!

-I am sorry that is not possible, but I will go away for now because your teacher is coming at you for raising your arms in the air, interrupting the class.

Wait! You can't do that!

-…

"Is there something you want to share with the class InuYasha?" the evil teacher guy asked looking down at him.

"Nope."

"Well, I think you can stay in here after school with Kagome and others in detention. Right at three o'clock."

"But…"

"Would you like another tomorrow?"

"No" he suck down in his seat and growled.

"But hey!" Kagome rose her hand. "What did I do?!"

"I don't know yet, but your bound to do something so why not just take the detention now and get it over with?" he turned that evil heel of his and went back to teaching the class while each of them pouted. Poor things.

Sango's POV

I knew Kagome was going to crack right after class so I waited for her after class outside the door, but she was taking a while. Must be talking with the teacher. Again.

I wonder what's been happening with that girl lately, I haven't talked to her in days, I know she's got a lot to say. Hopefully it won't have anything to do with ending her life again.

Or with damn InuYasha. He's okay sometimes he really is, but he doesn't make anything with Kagome less difficult, I mean gosh it's like those two were at freaking war!!!

I should get out my sludge hammer right now!

"Hey Sango." It was Miroku, and for once I wasn't greeted with a hand on my ass.

"Hey there…"

"What's going on?" he leaned on the wall next to me and smiled. Right now he really doesn't seem so bad. Gotta love him sometimes you know?

"Ah, Kagome. I'm worried, you know the deal." What was that? He stiffened when I said her name. What did know? I tilted my head to the side looking at him. He's trying to play it off with a smile. Hmm…

"What do you know?"

"Heh"

I grabbed him by the collar of his jacket and licked his cheek and then he was just staring out into space. Gah!

"If you don't tell me then you will not only be paralyzed, but you will never experience me do anything like that ever again!!!!" I narrowed my eyes and he looked so scared. I swear I could kiss him if I didn't need to know what happened so bad.

"Well see me and InuYasha went to this club right and then Kagome was there and they were talking with InuYasha's brother because he wanted some drugs and they got drunk and I think they may have gotten the drugs somehow eventually…" he said really, really quickly.

WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!!

"WHAT?!AND YOU DIDN'T STOP THEM! ESPCAILLY KAGOME! DO YOU KNOW WHAT ALL OF THAT CAN DO TO YOUR BRAIN?! WHERE WERE YOU IN ALL THIS SITTING BEHIND FROM THE SIDELINES!!!!" I was breathing heavy oh this idiot, this should be good!

"Err…I…" he sounded like he was five.

"Hey, medusa, can we GO please because I need to TALK to you and your snakes!!!" Kagome stormed out of the classroom and grabbed me before I could even answer.

"I'm GONNA GET YOU LATER!!!" I yelled back at Miroku, but I know he had long since ran off to find somewhere to hide. But I'll find him I always do. I grinned to myself. Hehehe…

"Sango…" Kagome was almost on the verge of tears, I could hear it. Damn it why wasn't I there? Bad Sango bad, bad!

"Man I don't know about this! You don't know what I've been through these past few days! I've been to a club I can't even remember what happened, I had the freakiest dream last night and InuYasha was in it not to mention right before I had it, I told him all this crap and now I'm going out with the new guy and that's okay, but still!"

Wow. Okay let me take this from the top. "Kag, dear, start from the beginning just slow down and take your time." I was calm just so I could get her to settle.

"But I can't we have to go to class now, not to mention I don't know how the hell I get by in classes I'm right there with you in my grades, but the damn teachers around here are trying to bring them down because of how I act when it was their fault anyway!"

Good point. But my dear friend forgot something. I hugged her and rubbed her back as she began to cry, "Conflict manger people, we have advantages. We can go off campus for about two periods and we can talk alright?" she nodded and we went off to the office, got some passes and I headed her down the street so we could get some ice cream cake.

***

We finished our cake a long old time ago and I was just sitting next to her trying to give her comforting words. I wish she had a family like mine because right now she thinks she's crazy and…let's just say the outcome won't be to great if it keeps going.

"Do you think I'm crazy?" she asked looking up with wide puffy eyes. She hadn't looked like this since she was thirteen. Just helpless. But she wasn't really.

"Of course I don't babe, never would." I looked out at a park we were in and it was only around 10, we could still get back to school.

"Kag, I think maybe you should share your dream with InuYasha…" she pulled back and looked at me like I was crazy. Funny how crazy can be switched around so quickly.

"I don't believe you just said that with all the crap that's been going on!"

"Well, I was just saying maybe there's something….there after all these years, I can get Miroku to talk to him, com eon just think about it will you?"

"Dude, no, not right now…" she looked so stressed out. Okay she could be like this for now. But if she wants some real help I'm telling Miroku so nah ne nah ne nah nah!

"Aright, well let's get back okay? We can still get to the next class on time." I said and got up. She smiled at me, a real genuine smile. Ah yes.

My work here is done. Good stuff.

We walked back to school and the whole way I couldn't help but think how did things get so bad? What really happened in that club and I need to meet this Josh guy. When I walk around the school he always smiles to much to me like there's something wrong going on in his head.

But then again a lot of us have wrong things going on in our heads. And oh fucking God! What is that I feel on my ass?

I turned around my eye twitching.

"Hey there"

"HENTAI!"I screamed at him! Gosh! Can he calm it down for one day? ONE DAY?! CAN HE GO ONE DAY WITHOUT DOING ANY THING… naughty. Like that one episode from courage the Cowardly dog! That Freaky Fred guy. He's just like Miroku he cant go one day without groping and Freaky Fred can't one day without cutting hair!

Wait where was I?

Oh yeah. "DIE!!!!!" I wave away to Kagome, she laughs taking the hint and I get out my trusty sludge hammer.

Me-*pets my sludge hammer* my precious…

Miroku-*stares at me like I'm insane*

He really thought that I WAS sane?! The idiot!

Miroku-Oh yeah…uh…

Me-You will pay, more or less die!

Miroku- *runs away screaming like a little girl!*

Me-*runs after him cackling like a maniac as start hitting him upside his head back anywhere I can get with my sludge hammer*

Wow that felt good! I smile to myself and walk away, my sludge hammer disappearing as I leave my crumpled boyfriend on the floor. I'm smiling a big insane grin but Sango does not care. Why does Sango not care? Because Sango has her pet cow, named Moose next to her.

I looked down.

"Hello moose!"

Some people say I'm schizophrenic (2), but what do they know?! Just because she's not there doesn't mean she's not there!

People stared and I growled at them. Don't make me sick my cow on you foo! Shoot…anyway, I'm gonna go find Kagome now, make she's okay, then when finally Miroku has some time to think about his ways, get him into the action.

"I thought that I heard you laughing

I thought that I heard you sing

I think I saw you try…"

What in the world?

Kagome?!!!

Uh oh…

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Okay I know that that chapter seemed really lame, but it's getting better now its getting to where all my ideas are coming into effect. It will be okay!

Random person-What was Kagome doing? Losing her religion?

Kikyo- Is Miroku dead?

Kagome-I thought Sango was the sane one!

Kikyo-Shut up! You stupid..*mumbles*

Kagome-What you trying to say come on over here and bring it bitch!!!!

Sango, Miroku, Josh and InuYasha-*chant* JERRY! JERRY!JERRY!!!!

(1) If you don't know who Santana is, well just a Mexican legend still going strong from the 70's and Chad Kroeger is from the band Nickleback. Kick ass people.

(2) I have no fucking idea how you spell it but it means that you see things, like animals that aren't there and you talk to them and they have a little place in your mind, but you believe that they are there. You can see them. No one else can. Basically, us insane people get no justice!