InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Shocking Secrets ❯ secrets ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]
Shocking Secrets

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Summary: Whaddya get when ya mix Kagome, InuYasha, Sango and Miroku along with tons of sake and candy?
You get a hilarious party. But what happens when confessions come too soon ?
Rating Pg 13.for sexual humor and language.
For future reference the ages are....Sango(19) Miroku(21) Yash{19) Kagome (17)
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The morning began with Me waking up in InuYasha's arms wich was weird considering the circumstances....Any way The day had begun with me and Sango annoying the hell out of her fianc'e Miroku ...I call him Roku for short...and it annoys the hell out of him.Sango jokes on him.
Yea any way Sango was upset and Roku was crying.....Or atleast I had heard them when I woke up I was in Yash's arms in a white room....
It took a while to figure it out but I was in the hospital.....
I screamed
"What....Kagome...your still....."
"InuYasha what happened?" I asked wearily
"Your in the Tokyo Hosipital...last night...you told me something....I was worried...you passed out and wouldn't wake up...I ...I love you....don't forget that "
"What....Yash I love you too....but what are you talking about..what happened?"
InuYasha started with the tale .
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Kagome's POV. ...she remembers throughout the story so I made it her POV to make it easier
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I walked into the kitchen and began packing random candies.
"Kagome....what are you doing?"
"Going to Sango's were having a stupid little party"
"Ok" mother said rolling her eyes.
I was excited...I would get to stay the night with InuYasha....not that I havent before I mean he stayed with me plenty of times....but this time....no parents.....no rules.....just....FUN. I mean me and Yash don't date but I want to.....he probably doesn't.... he has Kikyo....I loathe her sooo much.
Any way Im packing the candy and junk food .....Sango has the drinks...sake and Dr. Pepper of course....Yash is bringing horror flicks....and Roku is bringing....I forget...buts its cool.
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Instead of knocking on the door when I get to Sango's , I just walk in.
"Hey..."
"Hey Kag's whats up?"
"Where's the guys?"
"SLUT" Sango yells laughing and continues "Yea there.." Her eyes widen " ..RIGHT BEHIND YOU" Sango screams
I barely have time to turn around when...SMACK...I hit the hard floor with two guys holding me down as I scream bloody hell. as the guys laugh...
"ROKU....YASH .....I'LL KILL YOU"
I scream....Sango obviously didn't know they would do that I mean she almost pissed in her pants...
"Damnit guys..." She panted
Yash helped me up...we really picked me up and sat me on the couch as Miroku did the same for Sango.
"Sorry ladies....tradition" Miroku stated and Yash laughed
"Thought you went to go get horror movies"
"What nearly pissing your pants wasn't enough horror for you?" Yash said
I punch his arm...."Go " He leaves...
The door slammed behind us , we made sure they were gone before...
"I believe revenge is in order...don't you"
"Deffinately" I agree
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The guys return shortly after....Sango and I are fixing popcorn and Yash's favorite....Ramen.
"MMMM something smells good" Yash sniffs around
"Ramen ....knew you would want some..."
"Thanks Kags guess ya know me best..."
"Yea I do.....I've known ya since like what....pre-k"
"Awwww I could imagine Yash as I cute little toddler walking around saying I wet myself..." Sango laughed
"Yea I know....what happend to you Yash" Miroku coughed
"Ha ha ha...so Roku ...wanna see if the cheese grader will take ya on..." Yash laughed
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Oh right the cheese grader thing....Yea about two years ago Miroku and Yash got seriously wasted....and Miroku thought he could screw a cheese grader and had to go the hospital....yea funny trying to explain to a doctor how your dick got in such bad shape....Me and Sango made fun of them for about a year....Any way..
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Miroku just stared at Yash evilly as me and Sango laughed heavilly
Any way it was about 11 pm when we finished waching "SAW"
"Hey guys wanna play a game...?"
"What game..." they chorused
"Truth or Dare" I say slyly
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We sit in Sango's room
Sango and I are in our pj's .....short shorts and tanks
They guys are just in sweat pants....i can see Yash's totally formed and hot chest...
I have to force my eyes away.
"Any way Kag's truth or dare..." going along with our plan./..
"Dare..."
"I dare you to kiss Yash ....Lips ..toungue and everything...."
I blush....I look over at Yash...his eyes say ok...he blushses...
"K"
I lean over his slim body and place my hand on his cheek and my other on the ground for support.
I kiss him fiercely
He grabs my hips and pulls me closer...
After a few moments we pull away...
I was still blushing...so was he
"K...Sango....truth or dare?"
"Dare"
"Give Roku...a blow job"
"What?"
"A blow job.....in the other room .."
"Yea we dont wanna see that...that .....damn man is it even visible with out a microscope?"
I fell over laughing as well as Sango...Roku on the other hand....pulled down his pants revealing his rather...well damn is all i can say.
"MY EYES" I scream
I flail my ands in front o my face and slam my eyes shut ....Sango....does the same thing actually.
"Damn fagot....pull up your fucking pants..." Yash screams
Miroku pulls his pants up..
"There see it aint microscopic....yours...on the other hand...well Kikyo would know"
"No she wouldn't"
"Whaddya mean she told me yall fucked a hundred times"
"Nooooooo not even once....damn guys im still a....."
"YASH IS A VIRGIN" Screamed Roku before being slammed in the face with a stuffed bag.
"Yea soooo" he tried to play it off....'I can't tell them Im waiting for....Kagome' he thought...
"Awww I think its sweet...waiting to you two get married" she said referring to him and Kikyo
"Im not marrying Kikyo...we broke up last week"
"Why"
"Was there someone else" Roku added
"Yea there was...." he said sorta staring at me....
'Does he mean me?' I think staring blankly
"Who?"
"I aint telling you"
"Is she someone we know?"
Yash didn't answer....
"Well"
"Possibly" he said smirking
"Welll if it aint Kikyo.....is it...Kagome?"
Miroku began laughing
"Whats so funny "
"The thought of beautiful young Kagome and ugly old you"
Sango fell over laughing almost spewing out her sake
"What if it is her?" he says deffensively
"The kudo's but other wise I'm sticking to my 'she needs Kouga ' theory.."
Kouga...the thought of his name sent chills down my spine...and not the good kind..
Yash growled
"Jealous" Sango said
"Dont you have a 'job' to do" he snapped
Sango stared evilly and looked at miroku
They walked into the other room to full fill her dare
InuYasha is staring at nothing....
'Hmmm wonder what would happen if we dated....' he thought.
He began to picture them on a beach shore, making out.
'Ohhh the trouble we could get into.....the fun...the possitions...NO bad bad bad bad....get that outta your head....She'lll never go for you.....allthough...she kissed you with out a hessitation....she even looked eager....gotta test it out...' he thought
I wave my hand in front of his, obviously not paying attention, face.
"Yash.....anyone home"
I whimper as he grabbs my hand and pulls me into his chest and holds me there.
I look into his golden gaze....
He stares ....his peircing stare.....damnit.
He leans in to kiss me...closing in to my lips and...as fate would have it
Sango and Miroku busts in
"Guys....wohhhh damn sorry go back..to uuhhhh making out.." Miroku leans over to Sango "Guess it was Kag's"
All I can do now is blush...
Yash still hasnt let me go so I pull away..
He looks down at me sorta....sad.....
"Any way guys we got another thing "
"K what?"
"We dare both you guys to run outside streaking....all the way don the street"
"WHAT" they both screamed
"You heard us"
"What do we get in return..."
"We'll do one thing you want us too"
"K" they smirked
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The stripped down and ran outside...
Me and Sango locked them out
"3.....2......1......."
"LET US IN" They screamed
"Hmmmm" Sango laughes
"LET US IN SANGO......" Roku screams
"KAGOME....PLEASE" Yash begged
"Ok" we chorused
"Got the camera Sango"
"Yepp"
we opened the door and snapped the camera
The guys gulped
"Sango....Kagome ....you didnt just take our picture?"
"Hmmmm Yea we did"
"Any way ladies your promise"
"And whadya want?"
They smirked and looked at each other
Next thing I knew me and Sango ended up wearing those skimpy maid outfits...except those out fits have more fabric then we had on.
Yep the leather straps on out legs...the micro-mini black skirts and white apron.
Except now the shirt was a black bra and white lace....
Yea maids had more clothes....any way
"LADIES.....OUR FOOD PLEASE" Roku yelled
Yea now comes the enjoyable...but evil part...
We had to sit , stardling their laps and feed them.
Grapes....as usual...the typical whore-ish maid and horny owner thing.
"Sango put the grape in your mouth real quick..." Roku said..
Sango did as requested. Miroku leaned forward and pressed his lips to hers and pulled the grape out.
Yash looked at me....
"Kagome...."
"Yes"
He didnt say another word and I knew....same treatment..
I put the grape in my mouth with out any hesitation.
He leaned in a kissed me lustfully.
I pulled away first..
"Guys we got another game..."
"Dirty maid?" asked Roku
"Sake......you drink one everytime you answer a question about yourself and everytime you answer you get more"
"Trying to get us drunk so we al get laid tonight....funny" Roku laughed
"She aint gotta get you drunk" Yash laughed
"Ok so this sake thing...sounds fun who goes first"
"I will" I offered
I grabbed the sake cup and chugged the bit they gave me.
"Your question, would you ever....kiss a girl?"
"Hmmmm depends....just kiding no"
"Ok then.....Yash your question"
"What?"
""Would you ever kiss a guy"
"HELL NO" He screamed
Miroku laughed "You said that to early..."
"Shut it fag"
"Any way Sango your question" I said
"Ok "
"How many guys were you with before Miroku?"
"........4"
"YOU SLUT...." I laughed
"Sango..."
"No not been with them like that but seriously dated" she covered up
"Miroku how many women" Yash asked
"None". he said almost too silently
"NONE" Yash laughed
"Yash that isn't funny its sweet but"
"I've been in love with Sango for ever and I wouldn't be with anyother then her" he said
Everyone went silent
"Miroku....I..."
"It's cool any way Kagome....your deepest secret.."
"Deepest family type....or love life..."
"Lets start family"
"My dad....he ...."
"He what?"
I began shaking..."He was ....a ...raper...he....." it was hard to continue but I did
"He raped my mother....infront of me,.....then tied me down....he almost got me....but my mother....stabbed him....he died....thats why ....I had the two years ....of constant theropy"
InuYasha held me tightly "I'm sorry" he growled at the thought of 'his' Kagom almost raped ...she wasn't his...but close.
I enjoyed being held in his arms....so I stayed there
"Yash your secret...."
"I have always.....loved...."
"Kikyo.... we know"
"Well obviously yall don't .....I have always , since pre-k, loved ...Kagome" he looked down at me...I felt something hard growing agaisnt my hip....
He blushed and I pushed away
"Yash I..."
"You what?" he asked confused as to why i moved
"I uhh...." I was still in shock of what he said
"What don't want to be loved by a filthy hanyou?"
"No its not that its...."
"What Kagome" He looked at me angrily ...tears fled my eyes and He yelled once again
"What Kagome....what were you going to say...." he glared in annoyance
"It's not fair"
"What isn't?" he asked confused as to why I was crying
"I always loved you I was afraid that you wouldn't feel the same so I tried to kill my love for you.....and I did.....sorta"
"So you don't love me?"
"No I do...I just.....damnit why do you have to make this harder "
"Why does this have to be harder....its simple you love me and I love you ....we can be together...whats hard about that??"
"Guys can I have a moment alone with InuYasha" I motion for them to lose
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"Whats up Kag's"
"We can't be together" I say firmly trying to keep my composure
His eyes drop
"Your with someone else?"
"No"
"Then what?"
"We wouldnt be together long and I don't want to hurt you"
"DAMNIT Kagome whats wrong..?? your freaking me out"
"I....I..."
"You what " he asks calmly holding me close
"I HAVE LEUKEMIA" The news obviously caught him off guard.
There was a long weird pause
"No"
"What?"
"You can't... you can't have leukemia...it's not right....it's not fair..." He began shaking horribly...
"Yash are you ok"
He stands up I do too
He holds me closer and cries into my hair.
I cry into his shirt , clenching it as hard as I could.
He calmed down
"Yash I'm sorry..."
"How long"
"How long what?"
"How long have you known"
"Two years"
"And you didn't tell me"
"I didn't know how to face you and if I said it . it would be real"
"How long have they given you?" there was the dreaded question
"Well they said a little over a year...but when I went back three days to a week"
His eyes dropped as I fell to my knees and cried
"Kagome...."
"InuYasha...I..." I fell over and passed out...I heard Yash screaming for help
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Normal POV
"HELP .....HELP .....SANGO...ROKU ....GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE......CALL 911"
"WHAT??" they bust in
Miroku dialed the number Sango helped InuYasha get Kagome out and into the ambulance.
The ambulance drove Kagome to the hospital.
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Kagome's POV
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"Then thats when you woke up about two days later...."
I was crying
"InuYasha you know what that means..."
"Dont say it"
"I'm gonna die.....today" I sobbed harder
He held me tight...
"If you die I'll follow you"
"NO dont you have to live"
"Not with out you besides I won't allow you to die"He smiked
"You can't stop death"
"I can "
"I'm tired..."
"Then sleep"
"Not that tired"
"Kagome...no" he cried and held me close
"Yash go to sleep"
"I can't ...Im afraid"
"I'll be here when you wake up I promise"
He snuggled close and slept.
I took a peice of paper and wrote a note and drifted to sleep
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The next morning InuYasha awoke next to a cold Kagome..
He shook her lightly. then more forcefully when she didnt wake
Next to her he found her letter

" Dear Yash
I'm sorry I left you right when we were beginning our relationship.
I never wanted to hurt you.I would have given anything to never let you go through this. I love you more then you'll ever know. Please promise me I'll always have a place in your heart and never forget me....but do move on and be happy.
I love you
Kagome"

It was short and sweet.
InuYasha let out a howl of pain.
He found one of the knives in the drawer.
"I'll be with you soon my love" He slit his wrist.
His layed his head on her chest and held her hand.
in his blood he wrote
"I'll always love you"
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A/N weird started happy but ended sad sorry guys but i was in a crying mood
so here ya go.