InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Sketch Pad ❯ Spectrum ( Chapter 11 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Disclaimer: See Chp. 1



Chapter 11: Spectrum



Kagome sat idly in her seventh period trying to decipher her recent outburst. It’d been a whole month since he surfaced. She’d thought he was gone for good since life was seemingly boring and she was overall content. Now, that InuYasha is in her life, he somehow wants to be present in it as well.

“Why are you here? W-why are you here at this point in my life?” She openly asked.

“I only want us to be happy. I only want you to be happy, Kagome.” The voice responded. It was gruff and raspy that personified the brute that he was.

Kagome scoffed. “Now you’re concerned…. when before you stole my memories and my body for your own needs. I am happy. I’ve done a lot to keep you happy; all of you.” She replied

“Kags, I’ve always protected you. Four years ago, was I not there when the worst happened?!” He angrily snapped.

Her head hung low. “Yeah, you were and I thank you for it. Even though you’ve kept me in the dark about what exactly happened that day.”

He shook her head. “I couldn’t let you be conscious while that was happening. It would’ve surely scarred you.”

“And what do you call this?!” She exploded. “I’m talking to voices in my head. I’m crazy.”

“Kags, you’re not crazy. Just because some doctors told you that you were. You were fine, we all were, but you....you let those doctors…”

“Hey, I let you stay. I integrated the others, but I let you stay….because you said you would…you said you would protect me.”

“And I will. You just gotta trust me.”

Kagome looked at her reflection in the classroom window. Her bright sky kissed eyes were now the piercing color of ice and she knew that from now on he would be apart her life again. She was afraid that the past events would resurface and her blackouts would start again. A single tear trailed down her cheek as she watched her eyes turn back to their feminine hue. “Don’t let me down this time, Kouga.”



InuYasha drummed his fingers against his desk while he took his History test that he prolonged for days. “Fuck, I should’ve taken this when Kikyo helped me.”

He thought he knew the material. Hell, he’d been studying everyday at home. So, why was his brain so frazzled now? ‘Kagome.’

He was worried about her. The scene today in the basement was mind boggling. She seemed like a bona fide nut, but he couldn’t leave her alone. Something inside of him wanted to save her….mainly from herself. He looked to the clock and realized she had to be in the art room. He wanted to go talk to her.

InuYasha eyes averted to his History teacher who was intently staring him down. The hanyou gave a sheepish smile before burying his visage into his desk.

‘Shit.’ That wasn’t happening




Sango sat in her anatomy and physiology class secretly texting her teammate that was also her bestfriend and happened to be her clandestine lover.


From: Kiks

“Wat do u mean ur going on a date w/ Miroku?”

Sango sighed as her thumbs quickly transmitted her thoughts into her electronic device.

To: Kiks

“Don’t be mad. Miroku basiclly cornered me w/ the puppy dog eyes. U knw imma sucker 4 them. Lol” Sango bit her bottom lip hoping the “lol” would lighten the mood and make Kikyo understand her predicament.

From: Kiks.

I don’t give a fuck bout his damn eyes. Me n u had a date! U cant bck out n tell me that u had no othr option. U should’ve said NO!”



‘So much for lol’ Sango thought before pinching the bridge of her nose to ease the rising headache that came anytime she and Kikyo had an argument.

To: Kiks

“Im srry, babe. U knw ily.” Sango responded hoping the sentimental route would cool off her fiery lover. She anticipated the reply for a good minute before nothing came up. Sango immediately became anxious. Kikyo always was quick with her answers and never was quiet. Even if she was yelling, at least she was communicating, but a silent Kikyo was a deadly one. ‘Shit! She’s pissed.’

From: Pervert

“Hey, babe. Idk bout that date 2nite. Yash and the Higurashi girl got into it. Now, she’s crazy and tlking to herself.”

Sango immediately perked up from the unexpected text and instantaneously texted Kikyo.

To: Kiks.

“Ok. Forget Miroku. Ill tell him I can’t go. He’ll get ovr it. I wnna b w/u 2nite.”

Sango was clearly stretching the truth, but Kikyo didn’t have to know the real reason why she wasn’t going out with Miroku tonight. She inwardly pleaded that Kikyo would text her back and not give her the silent treatment that usually lasted for ages. ‘Come on, Kiks.’ As if it was on cue, Sango’s phone lit up.

From: Kiks

“Rly?”

Sango couldn’t help the grin that stretched from ear to ear. She was forgiven and saved from the wrath of Kikyo’s jealousy.

To: Kiks

U knw it, Kiks. Ill pick u up @ 8. Ily.”

From: Kiks

“Ily 2.”



Kagome rushed home, ran past her mother and immediately hid in her room. She threw down her book bag before plopping on to her comforted bed. “Fuck.” She silently mouthed as she ran a troubled hand down her worried visage. ‘Why was he here? Why did he resurface?’ She inwardly pleaded. She wasn’t ready for the past to come up in this way. Kagome thought that her…disorder was behind her and he promised he would let her live her life. Of course there were consequences, like keeping him around and wearing the androgynous attire to suit his style.

She’d given him what he wanted, so why did he choose this moment, when things were going okay to come back?

“I hate you.” She whispered.

“Take that back. You know you that’s a lie.” He responded.

“You can’t have my body this time.”

“Don’t worry, Kags. I won’t need it. I’ll just sit back and make sure you’re safe.”

“I can protect myself, Kouga. I’ve been fine for the last couple of years.”

“Yeah but the last couple of years didn’t include a man.”

“So?”

“Sooooo, we both know your history with them.”

“That doesn’t mean InuYasha is the same.”

“Who’s to say? I think you should tell him. Tell him everything.”

“No! We’re not even at that stage in our relationship for me to tell him.”

“But holding that kind of information is deceiving. You’re deceiving him, Kagome.”

Kagome growled as she grabbed her head and shook it profusely. “Just leave me alone. Go away.”

“Kagome?”

The disgruntled youth whipped her head towards the door upon hearing the sound of her mother’s voice. “Yeah, mom?”

“Are you alright in there?” She quietly said.

“Yeah, I’m fine.”

“If you need….if you need someone to talk to, I’m always here.”

Kagome sighed. She couldn’t tell her mother that she was transitioning again. It would break her heart, especially when she thought things were getting better. “I know.”

“I won’t judge.” Her mother added.

“I know. I’m just really stressed about school.”

“Okay, sweetie.” Her mother responded before reluctantly walking away.

“Don’t tell your mom.” Kouga demanded.

“Oh, shut up.” She replied before rolling over and going to sleep.



The next day, Kagome tried her hardest to avoid InuYasha like the plague. She didn’t go to her fifth hour and hung around the school library during most of the day. There, she was positive he wouldn’t show up.

‘He probably doesn’t even know where the library is.’ She thought as she used this time to study for the test she skipped out on yesterday. “I’ll just take it later on today.” Kagome said as she inwardly recited the vocabulary.

“Need any help with your homework?” Her alter, Kouga asked.

“No.” She whispered. “Besides what would you know about rhetorical devices?”

“Geesh. I was just offering. You know you can’t avoid that dog boy for the rest of your life.”

“His name is InuYasha and yes…..yes I can. Well, I’ll try my hardest.” She responded in hushed tones. She looked around to make sure nobody was looking at her like she was crazy. Well, she was, wasn’t she? Kagome sighed.

“I thought you two were a couple. You gotta tell him about me and the others before me. It’s only right.”

“Just go away.”

“I’m sorry. Is this seat taken or something?” The young, vibrant volleyball star responded. Her obsidian locks flowed down her back like a murky strait. Her chestnut eyes were wide with confusion and the depths of them were like a warm cup of cappuccino.

Kagome snapped her head up to notice the girl that InuYasha once had a crush on. “Um…no…it’s not. I just….”She sighed as she gave up on explaining her outburst and just shrugged.

Kikyo chuckled nervously. “Oh. Well, can I sit here?” She asked.

Kagome shot from her seat. “Oh. Of c-c-course, you can.” She stuttered as she gestured towards the open seat in front of her.

Kikyo smiled. “Thanks. For a moment there, I thought you were talking to yourself.” She said before taking a seat.

Kagome blushed as she followed suit. “Yeah, sometimes I just get kind of lost in my studies that I just mumble out the weirdest things.”

Kikyo smiled uncomfortably before pulling out her AP Honors English workbook and notebook. “It’s fine. I get lost in my studies as well.”

“Wow.” Kagome said in disbelief at the book the volleyball star pulled out. “You’re in Mr. Nakamoto’s English class. I hear it’s very difficult.”

Kikyo shrugged before pulling out her a pen. “It’s a pretty simple class. It’s actually the easiest out of all my honors classes.”

“So, all your classes are honors?”

Kikyo simply nodded before turning to a desired page in her workbook. Kagome stared in awe as the book was littered with sticky notes and marked with highlights. She couldn’t believe that one of the star jocks in this school was also an honors student.

Kikyo looked up and noticed Kagome intently staring at her and she looked around and blushed. “What?” She asked. “Do I have something on my face?” She said as she ran a calloused hand down her smooth face.

Kagome shook her head. “No. I’m sorry. I never thought you were so smart considering the fact that you’re on the volleyball team. They practice pretty often. I don’t know how you get the time to study.”

“Well, if I’m not practicing then I’m studying. Volleyball is great, but it won’t secure my future. Which is why I should be going over these notes….right now…”

Kagome eyes widened as she quickly got the hint. “Oh. I’m sorry for disrupting you.”

“No problem. My name’s Kikyo Takahashi by the way, but I have a feeling you knew that already.”

Kagome simply nodded.

“You can drop your name anytime.” Kikyo hinted.

“Oh, I-I-I’m Kagome.”

“Pretty name. Now, if you’d excuse me, I have to study.”

Kagome chuckled. “Me, too.” She said gesturing towards her book. Kagome began to bury her visage into her notebook, but every now and then stole a glance at the awe inspiring woman before her. ‘No wonder InuYasha had such a big crush on her. She’s….she’s perfect.’

Kagome immediately became insecure. ‘Maybe he should be with someone like her….not me.’

“She is gorgeous.” Kouga added.

Kagome inwardly growled. ‘Stop it. Leave me be. I have to study.’

“You can’t study if you keep thinking about the girl in front of us. Hell, I don’t blame you. I can’t stop thinking about her either.”

‘Well, go after her then. Oh, wait. You can’t. You’re inside a woman’s body.’

“Oh, I like a challenge. Are you giving me permission to take over?”

‘No! No, that’s not what I said…that’s….not…’ Kagome started to slowly lose consciousness and before she knew it everything went black.





‘I finally got control.’ Kouga thought with a sinister smile as he flexed his hands and reveled in the feeling of total power. Kouga looked over to Kikyo and licked his lips. ‘What a sweet morsel you are.’

“You have really pretty hair.” He blurted out.

Kikyo looked up before her eyes were captured by incisive blue orbs. “What?” She asked.

“Your hair…it’s fucking gorgeous.” He said louder with a sly grin plastered on his face.

Kikyo didn’t know why, but she blushed making her face warm and her stomach do somersaults. “Thanks.”

“I didn’t know such a simple compliment could make you blush. I must be having some effect on you.”

Kikyo was taken aback by the girl’s sudden boldness. Wasn’t it just a few minutes ago, she was some soft spoken introvert that stumbled over her words? Now….now she talked with such dominance that it made her feel things….things she’d only felt around….

‘Sango’ Kikyo silently admitted.

“What? Cat got your tongue?” Kouga smiled before licking his lips slowly. His eyes dove in to her sweet pools of warm melted chocolate. “Lucky cat.” He uttered.

Kikyo crossed her legs as the weight of her arousal started to make her mind seem cloudy and body restless. She slowly tucked loose strands of her murky locks behind her ear and licked her lips.

Kouga took her body language as signal of encouragement. “How about you put that book away, and follow me. I got another study tool that you’ll be more interested in.” He said as he slowly got up and walked toward the back of the library.

He smiled as he could hear her book slam shut and her footsteps tread behind him. Once he reached a secluded spot behind one of the large bookshelves, he turned around to find the volleyball player starry eyed with her lips full and breaths rapid.

Kouga placed his hands on either side of her shoulder. “Relax. You seem tense.” He said as he massaged her muscular blades with delicate hands.

Kikyo slightly moaned as she threw her head back exposing her swan like neck. She couldn’t believe this was happening. An hour ago, she was infuriated with Sango for almost leaving her high and dry so she could hang out with Miroku. Now, she would most likely give in to this strange girl she just met.

Kouga dove into her neck with scorching hot kisses. His skilled tongue lapped her pulse before he started to suckle the tender flesh.

Kikyo, completely caught up in rapture, ran subtle hands around Kagome’s body before catching the cold metal zipper of her hooded sweatshirt in her nimble fingers. Expertly, she released the cotton article from Kagome’s body before gently cupping her breasts.

Kouga winched at the feeling and he quickly pulled back. He didn’t like the fact that he had breasts let alone a vagina. It just reminded him, that no matter how much control he thought he had, Kagome still ran the show.

Kikyo immediately noticed Kagome’s body tense up. “What? I’m sorry. Did I go too far?”

He shook his head. “No, babe. You on the right track. Just….just let me give you all the pleasure.” He said before grazing his hands over her slim waist and running is thumbs over her taught stomach. He cupped the undersides of breasts, weighing them, loving the way they filled his hands. Kouga ran a rough thumb over a cloth covered nipple and rejoiced in her passionate moans. Encouraged by her sound, he dipped his head low to take an erect bud into his waiting mouth.

“Ah, Kagome.” Kikyo moaned as she ran her hands over her head taking the ski-cap off.

Kouga released the aroused nip and looked up. “Hey, call me Kouga.”



InuYasha tapped his foot as he waited outside the art room for Kagome. “She’s late.” He muttered.

“InuYasha? Why are you out here?” Mrs. Ishibashi asked as she stuck her head out of the classroom door.

“I’m waiting on Kagome. Did you see her yesterday?”

Mrs. Ishibashi shook her head. “No. She left a note on my desk saying that she was sick. She never misses a class, so she had to be ill.”

InuYasha growled. “Well, she’s five minutes late.”

The art teacher nodded as she looked at an analog clock that hung in the hallway. “You’re right. This is the second time she’s been late. If she doesn’t show up in ten minutes, she’s going to have to teach tomorrow’s lesson.”

“Maybe she’s not here.” InuYasha said.

Mrs. Ishibashi shook her head. “No. I saw her last hour. She went to the third floor.”

“The library’s on that floor.” He quickly said. InuYasha couldn’t help but glower. He knew she was purposely avoiding him now. She skipped last hour and went to the library. “Hey, Mrs. Ishi, I’ll go find her.” He said before jogging off.

Mrs. Ishibashi frowned. “The school has a library?”



Once InuYasha knew the halls were empty, he ran full force up the stairs at lightning speed towards the library. He nearly ran into the front door before barging in making the few occupants stare at him. He growled as he scanned the entire room, walking slowly around trying to find her. Then….her scent caught his nose.



‘She’s here. You won’t avoid me, Kagome.’ He said as he followed his keen nose that was more of a curse than a blessing.


“Fuck.” Kikyo soughed as she clung to Kagome’s soft arms as the young girl fingered her.

“Say my name.” Kouga demanded. “Say it.” He said as he curled his finger within the velvety walls of the volleyball player.

“Kouga.” Kikyo lightly moaned as her hips bucked into the delicate fingers.

Kouga shuddered at the sound of his name rolling off the lips of someone else other than Kagome and a psychiatrist. It empowered him as he ran a fervid tongue along the shell of Kikyo’s ear.

“I-I-I’m cumming. I’m…uggh.” She groaned before a guttural sound emitted past her ruby lips and gave pleasure to Kouga’s ears.

Kouga immediately caught her cries with his mouth as his tongue adeptly bathed her pink appendage. He withdrew his hand from her jeans and zipped them up.

Kikyo panted as she rested her head against the bookshelf behind them. “Wow. I never….I never thought…”She just smiled and shook her head. “That was great.”

“No problem, toots. You weren’t bad yourself.”

Kikyo gave an enticing stare before fumbling with the buttons on Kagome’s cargo pants. “I feel like I should return the favor.”

Kouga seized her hands. “No, not now. Maybe next time.”

Kikyo bit her lip and nodded before leaning forward to plant a kiss against Kagome’s lips.



“What the fuck?!!!” InuYasha roared as confusion overcame his brain. There stood his girlfriend and Kikyo….making out….and smelling…

‘Delicious actually’ He thought before shaking his head back to reality. “What the fuck is going on here?”

Kouga looked at the hanyou and his head started to hurt and his mind started to became more and more cloudy by the second. ‘Fuck, I’m going to get in trouble for this’



Kagome felt like she coming up for air after almost drowning. ‘How dare he?’ She silently cursed him. ‘Who knows what kind of mess he got me into this time.’

Little did she know, the mess would take a lot more than apologies to clean up.

“What the fuck is going on here?” InuYasha exclaimed.

Kagome whipped her head towards her current boyfriend then looked in front of her to find Kikyo’s body pressed up against hers against a bookshelf. Kagome hotly blushed from the proximity before pushing herself off of the girl.

“InuYasha…” Kikyo started as her face lit up with embarrassment. “What are you doing here?”

“I was looking for my girlfriend.” He said gesturing towards Kagome. “But it seems you found her before I did.”

“G-g-girlfriend?!” Kikyo stuttered before gasping. “You mean to tell me, that she’s the Higurashi girl? What the fuck? Why didn’t you tell me you were with InuYasha?” Kikyo said slightly shoving Kagome further away.

“I-I-I didn’t….I don’t know…”Kagome fumbled.

“Yeah, Kagome, why didn’t you tell Kikyo you had a boyfriend? Is this why you’ve been avoiding me? Is it because of Kikyo? I've got a lot of questions and I want some answers!"

Kagome panted and ran a nervous hand through her tresses as she remained silent.

"Now, Kagome!" He demanded as his voice raised ten fold.

That was it. That was her breaking point and before Kagome knew it tears came down in buckets from her dewy orbs. "I-I-I don't know." She sobbed. "I really don't remember anything."

InuYasha looked at her eyes and could see the clear confusion that clouded her sky kissed orbs. Something deep inside him believed her, but it conflicted with what he just walked into. "What do you mean, you don't remember? I caught you making out with Kikyo. Hell, I can smell her orgasm from here.God knows what happened before I came."

Kikyo blushed. She didn't know that InuYasha meant that literally.

Kagome wiped the tears from her cheeks with both hands, but they just kept falling. "I don't know what to tell you.You have to take my word for it."

InuYasha couldn't help the scowl that masked his visage. "Take your word for it? Look, leave me alone. Don't talk to me anymore. We're fucking done." He said as he waved her off before walking away.

Kagome knees gave out with heavy sorrow and she instantly dropped in a pool of her own pain. "What have you done?" She directed at Kouga.

"What have I've done? You lead me here, remember." Kikyo said in disbelief.

Kagome looked up at Kikyo "Not you! Him!"

Kikyo shook her head as Kagome's words had her brain in complete disarray. The girl wa suddenly back to her fragile personality. "You're nuts." Kikyo said before walking off leaving Kagome alone to wallow in her own anguish.


InuYasha angrily walked back to his sixth period. He grabbed his head in utter disbelief. 'What the fuck did I just witness?' He was certain this had to be some bad dream....one he couldn't wake up from.

"InuYasha! InuYasha, wait up!" The feminine voice of Kikyo called.

InuYasha turned around to watch the obsidian haired beauty run up to him. She stopped in front of him and took a minute to catch her breath. "What? What do you want?"

"Yash, I'm sorry. I didn't know she was....I had no clue she was your girlfriend."

InuYasha shook his head. "I didn't know....you were....like that." He simply said hoping she could decipher his words into a coherent statement.

Kikyo blushed. She wasn't, was she? This was the second girl she'd been intimately involved in. "I...well..."

InuYasha shrugged. "It makes sense though."

"What? How?"

"You're a jock and you're around a lot girls in the locker room I guess."

"That doesn't mean anything. You and me were..." She said leaving the sentence dangling.

"Yeah, and when you and me were suppose to go a date....you rejected him so damn fast and didn't even give me a fighting chance."

Kikyo hung her head down. It was all true.

"Come to think of it, you've never had a boyfriend and you're always around...."His eyes widened as a sudden realization hit him. "You're always around Sango."

Kikyo head shot up and looked at InuYasha inwardly pleading that he hadn't found her out. "So? We're best friends."

"You're in love with her." He stated.

Kikyo shook her head. "What? That's crazy."

"It wasn't a question. You're in love with Sango."

Kikyo stared into InuYasha unwavering glare. She couldn't deny it any more, especially when InuYasha seemed completely certain in his claim. "Is it obvious?" She simply asked in a subtle tone.

"Fuck." InuYasha cursed. "Damn, does she know?"

Kikyo debated her next couple of words. Should she disclose to Miroku's bestfriend that Sango and her were lovers? "Um....I don't think so." She settled with that safe lie. "Don't tell her."

"No, you're secret's safe with me. Miroku, being the lech he is, would be fucking stoked though."

"Don't tell him either." Kikyo quickly said. "He's the last person I would want to know."

InuYasha nodded. "Sure, Kiks, but I need something in exchange."

Kikyo nodded. "Anything."

"What exactly happened back there with you and Kagome?"

Kikyo blushed. "Oh, wouldn't you want to know." She said in hinted lustful spice.

The hanyou's glare was firm. "Yeah, I do."

Kikyo nodded and knew he was serious. "I saw her in the library and sat in front of her. She was....she was so shy and withdrawn."

"That's Kagome." He confirmed.

"Then she became this different person. Her voice was dominant and..."Kikyo licked her lips. "...entrancing. She guided me to the back of the library and...one thing just lead to another."

InuYasha searched Kikyo's eyes and trusted her to be telling the truth. Ideas, thoughts, and assumptions crowded his mind. He tried to piece things together like a puzzle. "You said, she became a different person. How?"

"She was so forceful that it was completely opposite of who she was minutes before....we....engaged in our heavy petting session."

InuYasha blushed at the thought of Kikyo and Kagome rubbing against each other. "Well, I have a lot to think about. Plus, I'm late for class."

"Yeah, and again, I'm sorry."

InuYasha nodded before retreating back the art room. He gave a short knock before entering. "Sorry, Mrs. Ishi."

"InuYasha, I didn't think you were coming back. Did you find Kagome?"

"Um....no."

"Well, here." Mrs. Ishibashi said as she handed him a thick paperback book.

"What's this for?"

"It's notes so you can teach tomorrow's lesson."

"Wha????" He exclaimed.

"You're twenty minutes late. You know the policy."

"B-b-but you can't be serious. I'm not even really enrolled into this class."

"You are and I can't give you special treatment."

"But I don't know shit about art."

"Well, you got a lot of studying to do, now don't you?"

"Fuck." He cursed before snatching the book and sitting the far back corner of the room.


A/n: Sorry for the delayed chapter. The summer was crazy. I'll try my best to update and finish all of my other stories as well.