InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ So This Is the Light? ❯ Goodbye? ( Chapter 13 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Goodbye?

LAST CHAPTER! SERIOUSLY!

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I'd like to thank everyone for reading my fic and a special thanks to those who reviewed as well. The sequel will be titled 'To Shed Light On Truth.' It will be a crossover with YuYu Hakusho. Although I'm not too fond of doing a crossover, I felt it was necessary to do so. I'm only going to use two characters from this anime. But you guys won't find out until it gets posted. ^_^ I know, I'm mean.

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WARNINGS: mention of rape, although not detailed nor does it go very far. Fluff, angst, sap.

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It was six hours before their flight back to Japan. It was a given that the mood was somber. Everyone enjoyed their stay here, for better or for worse. Everyone was off in their own world, lost in their own thoughts about the events that transpired during thier month stay.

'Even if I had to almost be castrated and whipped past half-to-death, I would have done it again just to make him safe.' Kouga paused in his packing to look at his husband, who was doing his own packing. 'At least things worked out in the end. He's mine, as I am his, forever.' Kouga couldn't help but walk over and wrap his arms around his husband's waist.

"Not that I'm complaining, but what are you doing?" Inuyasha asked as he settled into the embrace.

"What does it look like, baka?" Kouga nuzzled the nape of Inuyasha's neck.

"It looks like you're interrupting my packing." Inuyasha turned and placed his hands on Kouga's slender waist, looking deep into his cerulean orbs. Kouga chuckled at his response.

"Aishiteiru, Inuyasha." Kouga brought his face close enough for noses to lightly touch and breaths to mingle with one another. They didn't need their eyes open to see the content look on each other's faces.

"Mo aishiteiru...uda." Kouga drew back a bit to gaze into loving amber pools. He saw nothing but unadulterated love in them. He never heard Inuyasha use a word in his language before, and he was glad to know that Inuyasha was paying attention, let alone cared.

"When you get time, will you teach me your language, uda?" Inuyasha questioned, a small, genuine smile gracing his features. Kouga smirked and leaned forward, brushing his lips against his uda's ear.

"It would be my pleasure." He responded in a low husky voice. "I love the way that word rolls of your tongue, itoshii." Inuyasha closed his eyes as waves of pleasurable shivers ran along his nerves.

"If you two need some privacy, just let us know." Sora stated in a sarcastic tone. The couple turned towards the voice.

"<Don't get all fiesty because you're not getting any.>" Kouga smirked.

"<At least I don't think between my legs!>" Sora retorted.

"Can we get back to packing? We don't have much time." As usual, the voice of reason, Sesshoumaru, broke the impending fight. Shishio continued packing as if he hadn't of noticed what was going on.

'Why do I have to leave him? I finally find the truest form of happiness, only to have it snatched from underneath me.' Shishio thought to himself. He was startled when Inuyasha placed a hand on his shoulder.

"Shishio, are you okay? You don't seem like yourself." Inuyasha noticed that Shishio was reverting to how he used to act when they first met. Shishio was reserved and didn't open up to anyone in the beginning. Then Shishio began to trust his new family and break out of the shell Naraku caused him to build around himself. To Inuyasha, and the rest of the group, it seemed that Shishio's personality did a 360 degree turn to his former self.

"Um, I'm fine, Ani." Shishio turned back to folding and packing his suitcase. Inuyasha stopped him and forced him to face him.

"No, you're not. There's no need to lie to us, Shishio."

"We've noticed that you've become quiet over the past few days." Kouga added. Sora stepped forward and placed a hand on her little brother's face.

"Why have you been avoiding Aoji?" Shishio's eyes widened, then diverted their gaze to the floor. "He's been looking for you for a while. Did you two have a fight, otouto? Please tell us. We're...we're worried about you." Sora's voice was gentle and full of concern.

"There can't be an arguement of we've never talked." The group turned towards the new voice and saw Aoji's silouette standing in the doorway. He stepped inside walked towards Shishio.

"Why have you been so distant to me, Shishio?" Aoji asked. Shishio knew he hurt him by avoiding him.

'Why did you come?' Shishio refused to answer his question. Aoji turned to the rest of the group.

"May I speak with Shishio alone for a moment?"

"Of course. We can check to see if Celestine needs help." Sesshoumaru answered. All but Aoji and Shishio had left.

"Have I wronged you in some way, Shishio? Is that why you're not speaking to me?" Aoji faced the back of Shishio's body. He couldn't tell that Shishio had a small smile on his face.

"You have made no ill will against me. It's quite the opposite."

'You are the cure for what ails me.' he thought to himself. He hugs his arms around himself. Aoji places his hands lightly on each side of Shishio's arms.

"Then what is it?"

'I can't bear to see you like this, my love.' Aoji said to himself.

"...I-I don't want to...say goodbye to you." If it weren't for Aoji's well trained ears, he wouldn't have heard him.

"Shishio..."

"I've never felt this happy, nor ever this...complete. It's as if my life is now worth living." He leans back against strong arms that welcomed him into an embrace "I just don't want to lose that. You've shown me what love is on all planes and knowing that I will never experience that again makes me sad."

Aoji places a kiss atop his thick locks. "Who said our paths were leading in different directions?" Shishio turned around and gave him a questioning look. Aoji leans forward, brushing his heated lips on Shishio's ear.

"I'm coming with you." He whispers. Shishio's eyes widen, realizing what Aoji just said. Aoji pulls back to see this priceless expression. Shishio's eyes become glassy.

"Don't tease me, Aoji. Not now." Shishio's voice was starting to waver. A low chuckle can be heard from Aoji.

"I wouldn't be so cruel to you, my heart." Aoji stole a passionate kiss from his crimson eyed lover. "And I always go where my heart is."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~TIME JUMP~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 3 weeks later~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Inuyasha ran down a misty alley way. He looked back at his stalker, who seemed to be getting closer and closer no matter how far he ran. He ran down a familiar alley and suddenly stopped, paralyzed with fear.

"I remember this place...this alley." Inuyasha took a step closer near a corner, where there were shredded clothes on the floor. They were covered in blood. He recognized the clothes.

"Th-those are m-my clothes." Inuyasha stepped back, only to collide with another body. The mist around him began to thicken and a manacing, low chuckle came from the person he collided with.

"My beautiful Inuyasha. Have you come back for more?" Inuyasha spun around and quickly stepped back, but his wrists were bound and a rope hung from them. The stalker held the other end and yanked harshly. The assailant brought Inuyasha close to his body. Inuyasha recognized the putrid stench. Despite the thick fog, he saw the dull crimson eyes of the person who he feared the most.

"Maybe we should finish where we left off, hmm?" The stalker licked the earlobe of his petrified victim. Inuyasha couldn't find his voice. He wasn't able to fight against the force that flung him to the ground. Inuyasha found himself without his clothing and vulnerable. The assailant was also without clothing and straddled his waist. Inuyasha finally managed to find his courage and struggled against him, but found that his body wasn't cooperating.

"No...not again. Please..." Hot tears streaked down his face, which was shed in vain. The attacker grabbed his manhood harshly and yanked on it, making Inuyasha scream in agony.

"No...more..." Inuyasha's vision was becoming blurry as tears began to build and then cascaded down in torrents.

"More, you say? Very well." He lifted Inuyasha's legs up and apart and placed his gorging member at his entrance. Inuyasha's eyes widened beyond comprehension.

"OH GODS NO!" Inuyasha screamed into the night when a searing pain sweeped over him...

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"Inuyasha, wake up!" Inuyasha was thrashing violently in his sleep. Inuyasha woke up in an agonizing scream. His face was scrunched up in torment. He sobbed heavily and loudly and curled himself into a ball. Kouga reached for him but felt Inuyasha flinch at his touch.

"No, don't touch me. P-please." Tears were still running fast down his face.

"I'm not going to sit here and watch you suffer." Kouga gathered him in his arms and wrapped him in a tight embrace. He brought a blanket over to cover his shaking form. Inuyasha was still sobbing, but the sobs weren't as loud as before. Kouga ran his hands through his husband's black locks in order to calm him. He rocked slowly back and forth on the bed.

"I hate to see you like this. These dreams undo the effort you made to move on with your life. But you need to remeber this, Inuyasha. Remember that I will never leave your side. Your pain is my pain. When you suffer, I suffer. You can't bear this burden alone. It isn't right, and I won't let you." Kouga kissed the top of his head and continued rubbing circles on his back. Inuyasha hadn't spoken a word since he woke up, and this worried Kouga. He felt Inuyasha's breathing become even and his body began to relax.

"Will you always be there for me? Especially when I have these nightmares?" Inuyasha's voice was small and fragile, as if the slightest wind could shatter it.

"Yes, I will. I won't leave you to suffer alone." They sat in silence, enjoying the other's company and comfort. A small smile graced Inuyasha's face. He was the first to break the silence.

"I want to have children."

"So do I."

"We'll never have children of our own though. I would love a child that had our best qualities." Inuyasha's eyes became distant as he thought about a child with both of their features, and how happy they would be.

"I would love to be a father. I know we'll be better fathers to our child or children than ours were to us. There's still adoption left as an option. But, I know how you feel. If science found a way for males to become with child, I would surely jump at the opportunity to carry our child." Inuyasha looked up at Kouga with loving eyes.

"I wish there was a way." Kouga brushed aside an untamed hair and lightly pressed a chaste kiss on his husband's soft lips.

"One day our dream will come true, uda. But for now, we should get sleep. There's still that interview I have and there's school for you. That is, if you're not feeling well enough to go then..."

"We'll see in the morning." They settled themselves into the warm covers of the bed and snuggled against one another.

"Kouga?"

"Yes?"

"...don't let go of me."

Kouga wrapped his arms around his uda and brought him closer.

"Never."


~owari~

Here's the end! I hope everyone enjoyed it. Please review and await for the next installment.

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