InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Something That Started Long Ago ❯ Chapter 1

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Author Note: Another three part story and AU. That's all I have to say about this story. I honestly don't know where this story came from, I just realized that it's been collecting dust in my archive so I decided to make some cleaning. I looked through it and remade it at some points and here it is. I played a little with the idea of reincarnation with this story so even if there is some confusion at the end of the chapter it should all be solved by the third chapter. I hope you will enjoy it.

Disclaimer: I don't own InuYasha or any of the original characters from the show.

Pairing: Sess/Inu. If you don't like the idea of homosexuality, or incest, then I would be happy if you leave without making any fuzz about it. Flamers will be ignored and only takes up space in the review section.

Warning: M/M, Yaoi, Incest, AU, Angst.

Read, Enjoy and Review. All feedbacks of encouragement, joy, happiness and constructive criticism are welcome.

Something That Started Long Ago
by Monkan

Chapter 1

I have a lover. A wonderful lover that loves me just as much as I love him. I've loved him for as long as I can remember. He used to play with me when I was little and it was always only the two of us. He was always protecting me and taking care of me. In my mind there was no one like him. He have always been very pretty... even beautiful in every sense of the word. Even though he is a guy I love him so much I could die for him. I knew he loved me too and he knew I loved him but he still tried to deny it. It wasn't right for us to love each other. To hold each other, to kiss each other was all seen as a sin because of who we were born as. I've watched him date others in hope to forget me but they never lasted long. The fact that we are both guys doesn't bother me, the one I fell in love with happened to be a guy and that is all there is to it. No matter how much he tried to distance us I would always love him, no matter how much he hurt me there wouldn't be anyone else for me.

I came home one day and found him waiting for me in the living room, he looked like he was about to cry. He never cried even if he was hurt. I never understood why he didn't cry but I guess his pride was to strong to let him. I don't know what had happened to him but he looked haunted and then he took me in his arms and kissed me. I can't put into words how happy I was at that moment.

I can never tell anyone that my lover is my own brother.

Even our parents doesn't know of our relationship and its only for the best. They are rarely home so it doesn't bother us anymore that we only have each other. It was our world in that house. We lived the life we wanted there and we were happy. Both of us changed and I grew up. I wanted to grow up faster so I could stand equally at my brothers side. For as long as I can remember we have always looked like brothers. For some unknown reason our hair and eye colour have always been this strange colours ever since we were born. White hair and amber coloured eyes. We've been called freaks and at one time I was even bullied but my brother was always there for me. We are well known in town for our natural but strange looks. They all know that we have a close relationship as brothers and causing the younger brother any trouble will only bring the wrath of the older one.

We've done most things that lovers do. We've even had sex. Yes, I'm not ashamed to say it. It's only natural for us to have sex, we have had sex ever since I was sixteen. Most would probably think that I was to young for it but it's not like I can get pregnant. Besides there are girls in my class that lost their virginity when they were 14, so I don't see any shame in my age. I didn't have any experience like my brother so I was really awkward in the beginning. It hurt, I'm not denying that either. It hurt like hell but at the same time it was wonderful. My brother held me in his arms the whole time and was very gentle with me during the act. At one point we did it almost every chance we could. Of course we couldn't do it when mom and dad were home but let's just say that his bed became our bed.

We were happy with the lives we had. But that was about to shatter...

One day when I, InuYasha, was in my second year of high-school and he, Sesshomaru, was working full-time. Our parents wouldn't be home for two days. At least that what we thought.

-o-o-o-o-

Sweat covered bodies moved against each other. Moans, groans and whimpers filled the room. InuYasha wrapped his arms around his brothers shoulders and bit down on the flesh in the junction. The bed was getting old and was creaking with their movements. Long silky hair spilled around them as Sesshomaru pushed even deeper into his little brother. InuYasha was over come by pleasure and threw his head back as he let out a loud gasp. His legs wrapped themselves around Sesshomaru's waist and met every of his thrusts.

"Harder... harder... faster... Sesshomaru." pleaded InuYasha as he looked up through half lidded eyes at the others face.

Sesshomaru had to bit down on his own lip to keep from losing control. He pulled out completely from InuYasha and received a whimper in protest and InuYasha tried to get the hard shaft back inside him again. Sesshomaru who was stronger pushed his little brother around so he was lying on his stomach. The older one put a hand around InuYasha's waist and lifted his backside up and spreard his legs. Without waiting anymore he plunged deep inside and InuYasha let out something that sounded like a howl. InuYasha braced himself on all his four limbs and met Sesshomaru's thrusts again and again. He reached down and grasped his own aching shaft and stroked it in rythmn to their love making. The speed picked up and got faster and faster until InuYasha thought he would lose it. His brothers groans told him he wasn't far from the edge. Sesshomaru put his arms around InuYasha's torso and pushed in as deep as he could. With a cry of pleasure he let go of himself and came inside his little brother. InuYasha wasn't far away as he came on the sheets and felt his whole body go weak.

They collapsed on the bed and tried to catch their breath. One of Sesshomaru's hands touched InuYasha's face tenderly and turned it slightly so he could kiss his lips.

"I love you, InuYasha." he said in a breathless voice.

"Me too, always."

Later when they got dressed and walked out from the room they were greeted by their mothers grim face. She looked from one to the other with disgust written all over her face and when Sesshomaru tried to speak she slapped him hard across his cheek.

"Get out." she told them. "You are not my sons. Just get out of this house. I don't want to ever see you again."

The brothers didn't say anything to her because their words wouldn't reach her anymore. They went and packed before disappearing from their home town, forever.

-o-o-o-o-

The night life in Tokyo had always been rich and full of life. The city that never sleeps and how true it was. Nightclubs were filled with people. Couples everywhere, crimes being committed, drugs being sold, sex being bought, love trampled on, love rekindled. It was the sleepless night of Tokyo. Down a street in one of the more refined parts of the nightclubs ran a teenager, his silver light hair were braided and a few strands escaped the confinements of it to sway around his face and in the neon lights it shinned in many different highlights. His amber eyes reflected the lights with a childish gleam in them. His clothes spoke of a child on the way to adulthood. His breaths came in pants as he took a corner and avoided to bump into a couple.

They called hello after him in a friendly manner and he spun around once and waved at them before continuing. He slowed down right before a club, took one deep breath and the guard let him in with a familiar smile.

Right away the familiar scene played out before him but this one spoke of high quality and status. And one more thing, this club was a host club.

"Hello Inu-chan." said the owner as he walked toward him. His brown hair fell in waves around his slim and handsome face. He wore a tux in similar colour to his hair and in one ear he had a piercing. His smile was warm and inviting. Almost like a father. "Like always you will undoubtedly become a great beauty when you reach adulthood."

InuYasha laughed. It was always the same comment. This man was well known for his charm and how he saw future hosts. He both saw the beauty on the outside as well as on the inside. If someone didn't qualify on the inside then they weren't accepted.

"You know what my brother would say to that." InuYasha said with a smile.

It was hard not to like this man. He accepted all and he was also a man of honor. He would smooth talk anybody he liked into wanting to become a host at his place but he would only make those that were of legal age hosts. No drugs were handed at his club or anything else that were illegal. His club were known for its security and privacy as well as broad view. That was what made this club special. Here, everyone could come. Be they men searching for some female company or males wanting men, women wanting a man or a woman. Everyone was welcomed here, if just for some company or some more intimate temporal relationships. Sex was a part too but only if the hosts accepted the costumers and both signed a contract. Nothing would happen unless mutual feelings and those that wanted to leave could leave without regrets.

The owner sighed. "All too true. He would kill me if I made you a host but know this Inu-chan." he leaned forward so their faces were a little closer but not so much to be intimating. "My doors will always be open for you and your brother." he gave InuYasha a wink before straighten his back. He turned and walked over to one of the tables. He tapped lightly on the shoulder of the host there and said something.

Slowly he stood up and excused himself from his costumers before walking away.

Sesshoumaru walked over to InuYasha with a grace few of the other hosts had. His long white hair flowed down his spine and almost reached his knees. The hair around his ears were pulled back in a simple but elegant knot. He wore a white tux, as requested by the owner, that hugged his form. It was also simple but had a few extra lines in it to make it fit him personally. His shoes were of equal colour and with only a silver ring on his right hand he was the number one host.

Sesshoumaru walked to InuYasha and slowly drew his younger sibling into his arms. He pressed his mouth gently against InuYasha's cheek. "Welcome back." he whispered.

InuYasha's arms were around his brothers waist and hugged him back. The embrace ended all to soon and when they drew apart InuYasha could feel, like every night, stares at them. Even here they were still an odd looking couple of siblings. Sesshoumaru gently petted InuYasha's hair as he smiled gently at him.

"I'm home, brother." InuYasha said in a steady and warm voice. "I have it." he said with a broad smile.

The older brother nodded once before he lead InuYasha over to the stairs with his arm around his thin waist. They headed up to the third floor where most hosts quarters were. The owner watched them the whole time with a knowing smile on his lips and once caught his number 1 eyes before they disappeared from view. He knew about them and their relationship. That was probably part of why he was so protective about them. He knew how hard forbidden love was in the world and so he had made his club a sanctuary for it, as long as there were true love involved then he would not step between anyone and their intended. And there were some serious love going on between those two siblings. At least that was what his demon part said.

He still smiled as he walked over to the left alone costumers and took Sesshoumaru's place and as he played the host for them. His smile never faltered, he gave the siblings his blessing. For they were gonna need it.

-o-o-o-o-

"Look, InuYasha." Sesshomaru said as he held out his hand at the window. "Isn't it beautiful?" Countless lights dotted the perfect darkness. "On that day when we were thrown out I promised you that I would protect you." his voice held tenderness and sincere love as he spoke the words. "And now I can give you the life you deserve."

InuYasha stood beside him with their hands enter wined. Two golden rings shined on their fingers.

"All you have to do is stay with me, my InuYasha." Sesshomaru turned his eyes from the splendid view and to his little brother and lover. "I will love you and only you. For eternity."

"Me too."

Their lips met in a kiss and on the other side of the window, outside the room where destiny was starting to turn, life in Tokyo continued as a star fell from the sky.

To be continued