InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Sorrow of ones heart ❯ Betrayal of one person ( Chapter 1 )

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"Inuyasha....." my one and only Inuyasha yet he is with another women how ironic......
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
I love you Inuyasha it so hard to say it to you in your face, I even let you control me my life my heart my body.. i love you with my soul heart and body.... yet you don't know so easy to say when your are not there... I promised i won't let time take you away from you...Never!
It's like I can't breatheI
t's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not meYou are always in my head you took me over you literally control me yet i watch you there with her in your arms....not a single tear...
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know
I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
'you... are useless go away, let me have my peace' i can hear his voice echo in my mind 'haha i never love you never...' yet how funny they are my own conscience mocking me with his deep voice..... i gave a low chuckle so i don't disturb the couple in front of my haze unfocused eyes, as a few tears slide down my cheeks leaving warm trails behind, my hand came up and brushed the tears awayIt's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughtsIn my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
Just being near to you calms me in a weird way though you don't really see ME much anymore im addicted to you i know, im always try to be near you though you only see HER.......I'm hooked on youI need a fixI can't take itJust one more hitI promise I can deal with itI'll handle it, quit itJust one more timeThen that's itJust a little bit more to get me through thisI'm hooked on youI need a fixI can't take itJust one more hitI promise I can deal with itI'll handle it, quit itJust one more timeThen that's itJust a little bit more to get me through thisHow ironic i chuckeld, my laughter was cut short as the couple walked back to their camping grounds,i can't take this no i can't take it anymore i give up she can have him......
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I can't feel it anymore i can't find my self i can't as Inuyasha came up to me, my heart beat quickened as he came towards me he bent down infront of me on one knee, our companions around the campsite watching us but he did'nt notice.... "Inuyasha....Inuyasha......." i noticed his eye's were cloudy with sleep i remember he has'nt slept for a whole week and last night he came back to camp at 4 in the morning..."kikyo....." he said i felt a warmth chest as he hugged me and our compaions looked at us, the tears that i keep at bay yesterday flowed down my cheeks as i pushed him to look me in the eyes "Inuyasha...... I-" Inuyasha stopped me as he pulled me back into his hug "dont worry Kikyo ill protect you...." this time i i said it "Inuyasha... I.... I'm. I'm not...Kikyo...." im not ME in his eyes im Kikyo...Kikyo I Kagome shall never BE Kagome in his eyes.....END

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