InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Soul Search ❯ Chapter Five ( Chapter 5 )

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Kagome is with Rin and Sesshomaru but will her depression of being away from the man she loves, yet has never seen, be too much?

Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Drama / Action / Fantasy | Type: Divergence | Uploaded On: 06.25.2006 | Pages: 5 | Words: 3.1K | Visits: 321 | Status: Work In Progress

Winterscape: Greetings again. Welcome to chapter five of Soul Search. I will not keep you long so please enjoy the chapter and please review.

Kagome was lying in her bed, well in her lover's bed. He was caressing her arms and kissing her softly.

Kagome was at a place where nothing was bad, nothing was painful and no one was trying to hurt her.

“The sun is rising.” Her lover told her.

“No, I don't want to go.” Kagome replied.

“I know my love but as always you will see me again.” Her lover said as she started to fade back to reality.

“Kagome…Kagome wake up!” She heard a voice yelling at her.

She opened her eyes and looked at the ground, the sorrow relevant in her eyes.

“Does Kagome want to play with Rin?” Rin asked her.

“No Rin, play with Jaken, the miko needs to heal.” Sesshomaru announced coming over.

Rin nodded and started running after Jaken, who was already running away from her.

“Thank you.” Kagome replied quietly.

Sesshomaru nodded.

“Do you fair well miko?” Sesshomaru asked her.

“As well as I can be.” Kagome chuckled.

Kagome ran a hand through her hair and hugged her knees, putting her head on them.

Sesshomaru could feel her. She was in some sort of pain, but it was not physical. She was suffering.

He suppressed the urge to ask her what it was. But it kept coming up.

He opened his mouth to speak but shut it and walked away from her before he let her get the better of him.

`I need him here, why isn't he here?' Kagome asked herself on the verge of breaking down.

`In good time, you need to be strong.' Her soul replied.

`And how am I supposed to be strong when I'm missing someone I don't even know.' Kagome asked herself, letting a silent tear slip down her cheek and onto her leg.

`My child, you must wait. All will be revealed soon.' Her soul replied.

Kagome didn't listen she wanted to sleep but she couldn't.

She would have paid for someone to knock her out so she could see him. Be with him.

Her sorrow was getting the better of her. This wasn't her. She had never needed someone. Never had she relied on someone so completely.

Her mother was an exception but that was in her time.

Her time. How she wished she could go there now. Get a tub of ice cream and sweets and just wallow in herself.

But she couldn't. She sealed the well because she had to make a choice.

“Good choice Kagome.” She mumbled to herself, wiping her tears away and sighing.

Sesshomaru could feel her again. It was as though she was reaching out to him but she wasn't. Well not physically at least.

And then she was. He could feel her hand on his, her breath on his neck it was driving him crazy.

`This is insane! Perhaps having come to the castle was not a good idea.' Sesshomaru thought to himself.

He turned to look at her but she was gone.

Kagome was running through the woods. She needed something, anything to help her. She just needed relief for a moment, just a small token to tell her she was going the right way.

She ran with all her strength, not caring that the small branches and twigs were cutting her.

She entered a clearing in the forest to see InuYasha.

She started to cry.

He appeared in front of her and grabbed her wrist, digging his nails into her wrist.

“You bitch, hurting me. You don't have the right, you're weak. You're nothing.” InuYasha told her spitefully.

“No.” Kagome cried, trying to pull her wrist away.

“Yes.” InuYasha told her.

He raised his hand and back handed her, letting her wrist go and watching as she fell on the ground crying.

InuYasha scowled down at her. He had a blood lust in his eyes.

In a flash of light Sesshomaru had his half brother against a tree by his throat.

“If you come near her again I will kill you.” He whispered to his brother, venom laced in his voice.

InuYasha looked at Kagome, who was still crying on the ground, and took off.

Sesshomaru turned around and looked at the crying woman.

Something inside him snapped. Her crying and being in so much pain displeased him more than anything.

He walked over to her.

“You should have just let him kill me” Kagome spat, tears running down her face.

Sesshomaru bent down and looked her in the eye. She turned away from him.

“Look at me.” He growled.

She didn't.

He took her head in his hands and forced her to look at him.

“I do approve of your sorrow.” Sesshomaru told her.

“Then leave. You don't know anything.” Kagome replied, turning her head away.

Sesshomaru growled, which caught her attention.

He looked at her and saw through her façade. She just wanted what he had seen before, in her dream.

He turned her face to him again and looked her in the eye.

“Who is he?” He asked her.

“What?” Kagome replied.

“You're dreams. Who is in them?” Sesshomaru asked her.

“How do you...Why do you…I don't know who he is. That's why I'm here. I'm trying to find him.” Kagome told him.

Sesshomaru sighed, which was very unlike him.

“Perhaps it would be best if you returned to the castle with me. Do not come because of Rin come because you know it's the best thing to do.” Sesshomaru told her.

“Is it?” Kagome asked him.

“Yes.” Sesshomaru replied, helping her up.

Sesshomaru brought her back to where Rin and Jaken were.

“Rin, Jaken we are leaving.” Sesshomaru announced, he whistled and a two headed dragon flew down from the sky.

“Jaken, bring Rin to the castle.” Sesshomaru told them.

In a flash of light he and Kagome were surrounded by a ball of light and started to fly towards the castle in a swift motion.

Jaken and Rin got on the dragon and started to fly towards Sesshomaru's castle.

Sesshomaru and Kagome we're already there.

“Come, I have something to show you.” Sesshomaru ordered.

Kagome hesitated.

Sesshomaru took her wrist and started leading her.

“Where are you taking me?” Kagome asked frantically.

“Where you want to be.” Sesshomaru replied,

They made their way up the main flight of stairs and then up another. He led her into the west wing, which felt so inviting to Kagome.

He reached his door and opened it.

He pushed Kagome into his room and she gasped.

Winterscape: Greetings. It seems that this chapter was a little shorter than expected but I do hope it will be good to the few readers who are staying with the story. Keep watch for chapter six, which will be coming soon.

Final Note: This chapter featured no song and was not inspired by a song. During the process of writing this I was listening to Bed of RosesbyBon Jovi and I'll Make Love To YoubyBoys II Men.