InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Stream of Consciousness: A LiveJournal Collection ❯ Spirits on My Shoulders ( Chapter 44 )

Title: Spirits on My Shoulders

Community: Iyhedonism

Theme: Youkai or Human Inuyasha

Place Earned: 1st (tie)

Genre: Hentai, Romance

Universe: post-manga canon

Rating: R

Word count: 2,242

Warnings: sexual content

 

 

**Warning: this story contains sexual content. Adults only, please**

 

Italics = Youkai! Inuyasha

*Asterisks* = Human Inuyasha

 

 

Spirits on My Shoulders

 

 

Wake her up! She should know better than to fall asleep on us!

 

*No, we've already done it three times tonight. Let her sleep.*

 

Inuyasha sighed, already tiring of the budding argument. Kagome snored softly beside him on their futon, curled up against his side. The thin covering was draped around her waist, revealing her silky skin to his hungry gaze. His cock twitched in renewed desire. Kagome let out a small sigh and cuddled closer, settling down once more. He peered at her face, so peaceful, so serene. Part of him was loath to wake her.

 

It's the exact day of the year you performed that unnecessary human binding custom last summer. Trust me, she doesn't WANT any sleep tonight.

 

*Just because it's our anniversary doesn't mean we should go at it like rabbits all night! She's only human.*

 

His cock twitched again, feeding off the raw lust of his youkai side. He was grateful that at least his mind was dominated by his human half. He looked forward to moonless nights now, when they could make sweet love and he could show her all the tenderness she deserved, all the love he felt for her. She usually shed tears on those nights, and a few had escaped his eyes as well over the past twelve months. That wasn't to say she didn't enjoy sex with him the rest of the time. When he was hanyou, like he was tonight, he attacked her with varying degrees of fervor, but there was always a certain wildness present. She enjoyed the more feral side of him and sometimes even encouraged it to come out and play. But he was always careful to keep control of himself; she was only human, after all.

 

Well if you're gonna be a pansy about it, you can let her sleep all morning and bring her breakfast in bed.

 

*Oh, so caring for my wife's well being makes me a pansy?*

 

Are you insinuating that I don't care for my mate? You know that's not true, asshole!

 

*Well, you've got a funny way of showing it!*

 

Pansy!

 

*Jackass!*

 

Inuyasha smacked himself in the forehead, but nothing could tune out the childish name-calling contest going on inside his mind. This had become a regular part of his life over the past year, thankfully only when it came to Kagome. She was the center of his world, and his two sides were constantly locked in a mental tug of war over her. It was sometimes like having two spirits sitting on his shoulders, counseling him and arguing with one another. And like spirits, they were quite stubborn; it wasn't easy to make them go away. The only way to shut them up was to make a decision, because ultimately, he had the final say. He was Inuyasha, a hanyou, a combination of youkai and human, and the disparate parts of him were but small elements of his consciousness.

 

Actually making said decision was another matter. He wanted to have sex again, but he also cared about Kagome's well-being. Though his youkai side did have a point; this was a special evening, and Kagome might not have wanted much sleep. Perhaps she had dozed off merely to regain her vigor, and fully expected him to wake her up again?

 

You couldn't please her by yourself if you tried!

 

*That's not what her body says on moonless nights!*

 

And how long would it take for that pansy-sex you call `making love' to get old?

 

*How long would it take for getting fucked by a wild beast to get old?*

 

`One more time,' Inuyasha decided. His two spirits finally went quiet, each apparently satisfied with the compromise. That surprised him; he expected some grumbling from his youkai side, but the lustful entity was silent. That is, until he contemplated exactly how to go about rousing his wife.

 

Nibble on her neck and run your claws down her arms.

 

*No, place kisses all over her face and then on her lips.*

 

`Shut up,' he told them, not needing their input. He knew damn well how his wife liked to be woken up when he was in an amorous mood. Rolling over to face her, he circled his arm over her, running his palm down her back. At the same time he leaned forward and placed a kiss on her neck, slowly working his way along her jaw as Kagome sighed and stirred underneath him. Her lips were slightly parted when he got there, and he captured them gently, responding to the sensual movements of her rosy petals. He placed his hand on her stomach and ever-so-lightly drew his claws down toward her hips, eliciting goose bumps on her skin. She gasped softly and moved her hand to the back of his neck, pulling him firmly as the kiss intensified and her tongue emerged to tangle with his own. Finally they pulled apart and locked eyes, her heavy-lidded browns smoldering in unrestrained desire. Kagome rolled onto her back, gazing at him invitingly.

 

Go! Touch her, dominate her, overwhelm her senses!

 

*No, go slow, and gradually build up her arousal until she can't stand it anymore.*

 

Inuyasha ignored them this time as he moved to kneel by her side, his erect cock standing proudly before him. He grinned as she eyed it, her tongue darting out to lick her lips. He nearly groaned; that tongue was talented indeed, but he had other plans. His hand resumed its previous place on her stomach massaging the flesh with his fingertips. She squirmed, her hand grabbing at his knee in what he had come to know as a demand for more. He was only too happy to oblige, sliding his hand up her flat abdominal planes until it reached a breast. With one finger he teased, circling her hardening nipple as she gyrated under his touch, unconsciously pushing her sensitive bud toward his digit. But he evaded her, keeping an eye on her face as it contorted and she bit her lower lip. He waited for the moment when she opened her mouth purposefully to flick his claw lightly across her nipple.

 

Whatever she was going to say came out in an unintelligible moan as her back arched. In the next instant his hand cupped her breast and his lips locked around her previously neglected nipple, and Kagome failed to stifle her cry. Now he assaulted her breasts with measured intensity, loving every sound she made and the salty taste of her sweat. She cried out again when he let a single fang graze her nipple. This was the first time this evening that he had taken the time to enjoy her body like this, and he was grateful for the opportunity. The previous encounters had involved little foreplay, since neither of them had been especially patient, having thought about their first anniversary for weeks. Their last coupling had not resulted in a climax for her, proof that he was still a student in the ways of love. But he knew of the perfect way to make it up to her. For once, his youkai and human sides were in complete agreement.

 

He pulled away and hovered over her for a few seconds until she opened her eyes, gulping at the ravenous look he sent her way. His hands ghosted over her sides, running over her hips and coming to rest on her knees. In one quick motion he lifted her legs and spread her, revealing the delightful pink of her core to his greedy gaze. He smirked as she fisted her hands in the bedding, knowing what was to come and not trusting herself. The first time he had performed this particular act she had pulled his ears a bit too hard, so now she took no chances. But he wasn't done teasing; his tongue landed on her inner thigh, licking closer and closer to her center at an agonizingly slow pace. Her frustrated whine was obliterated by a single stroke to her engorged clit that sent a powerful jolt through her body. Then he resumed his tortuous journey on her other thigh, knowingly driving her to the brink of insanity before finally pulling back and simply staring at her for a few cherished seconds.

 

Finally he leaned forward and gave a long lick up the length of her pussy, tasting the sweet bitterness of her essence on his tongue. He repeated the motion, faster and faster now, listening to the wonderful chorus of gasps and moans escaping her lips. Then he settled on her clit, sucking as her juices began to flow more freely. He folded a finger and inserted the knuckle into her opening, providing just enough penetration. Soon she was bucking uncontrollably into his mouth, her hands fisting in his hair, still careful of his ears. She went over the edge with a muffled shout, but he didn't let up, driving her onward to a second orgasm that defied her attempt to stifle herself. Not for the first time, Inuyasha was glad he had built their hut a fair distance from the village proper.

 

He lay by her side once more, just watching as her body came down from its high. Eventually her eyes slid open, and she smiled gratefully at him. He shook her off; he was the thankful one. This past year had been the most amazing of his life. They had their fights, and it wasn't all sunshine and flowers, but he still thanked the Kami every day for her presence in his life. Kami, he loved her. Her fingers on his cheeks broke him from his musings, drawing him downward until her lips met his once more. One of her hands snuck up to massage his ear, wringing a pleased growl from him and reminding him of his painfully erect cock.

 

Flip her over onto her hands and knees, and take her the true Inu way!

 

*No, we already did that tonight! Let her be on top this time.*

 

We used that position already too! I hate being submissive!

 

*Well I hate rutting like a dog every time!*

 

Inuyasha tuned them out, finding it easy to do so when Kagome's tongue was in his mouth. And he knew exactly which position he wanted to make love in. When she pulled back for air he hopped over onto her other side, earning a little giggle from her. Settling himself behind her, he wrapped both arms around her torso and nipped her neck, sending his hot breath fanning across her skin. Shivering, she threw her top leg over his hip. This was his favorite position, and one of hers as well. For one thing, it wasn't submissive. He loved the physical contact, her back pressed intimately against his front. He also loved it because although she was facing away from him, her face was mere inches from his own, available for kissing or whatever else caught their fancy. Often he just enjoyed peering into her eyes so close to his own. She nudged him gently with her elbow, probably wondering what was keeping him. Reaching down between them, he took hold of his cock and guided it up inside her. They both groaned as one as their bodies joined, each remaining still and cherishing the connection for a long moment.

 

Go! Hard and fast, like she likes it!

 

*No, go—wait, you're not even listening to us, are you?*

 

No, he was not. The spirits on his shoulders were completely ignored now, as Inuyasha began thrusting at a sedate pace. He focused on the woman in his arms, allowing her body to tell him what she wanted. A roll of the hips urged him to go faster, a hiss of discomfort a little slower, until they at last found the perfect rhythm. Kagome pressed back to meet every thrust, her hands finding his own and winding their fingers together. Their cheeks pressed against each other, their panting breaths mixing in the space in front of their noses. The pace quickened as they neared their peaks, becoming more erratic, until finally the tightening of Kagome's body signaled the onset of her orgasm. Inuyasha swallowed her cry with a kiss, grunting as his own release followed seconds later. As their bodies unwound, the pressure on their lips lessened, and the kiss morphed into something sensual, an affirmance of emotion and feeling rather than anything physical. At last they parted, resting their foreheads together, each grinning happily. Spent for the moment, Inuyasha flopped onto his back, and Kagome resumed her place snuggled against his side.

 

The spirits on his shoulders lay dormant now, as they always did after Kagome took him within herself, reaffirming the bonds made official one year ago but formed long before that. She balanced and completed him; she calmed his youkai and nurtured his human. Most of all, she loved him, the hanyou, and everything that he was.

 

He choked back a sudden groan as a stealthy hand wrapped around his half-hard cock. He turned to glare at her, and she smiled innocently at him, her eyes burning with fresh yearning. His head fell back as she started to stroke him, and he bit his lip to keep from moaning. He knew from experience it would be a losing battle. Just before surrendering to sensation, he realized that his youkai side had been right. Kagome didn't want much sleep tonight after all.

 

 

A/N - if you're wondering about the title, I originally called it “Angels on My Shoulder,” but then realized Inuyasha would have no idea what angels (or devils) were. I changed it to something he would know.