InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Suffocating ❯ The Eyes of a Child ( Chapter 9 )

Suffocating
Chapter 9: The Eyes of a Child


Story produced and written by:
XX_Blue_Lips_XX


She wondered for days, not caring to stop for anything. All she knew was that she couldn't stop moving, nor could she sleep. It was a wonder that her body did not collapse on her yet, and she would sometimes pray for some youkai to slaughter her, tear her to pieces and scatter her body all over, so that no one could ever revive her again. Bitter thoughts always plagued her mind, and suicide haunted her behind opened eyes. Her body resisted her motives to reach out to any sharp object and slaughter herself on the spot. No matter how much she wished for her demise, be ripped to pieces as her soul and heart had been, nothing ever crossed her path, and freed her from her torment. She was beginning to think that Kami had some kind of sick pleasure watching her suffer as such. So again she travelled forward, her mind in turmoil. After three and a half days travel, she came across a calm river, the sparkling water calling out to her. Blinking the sleep from her eyes, she forced herself in the direction of the river, knowing that she had to come to a stop sooner or later.

Plunging herself completely into the water, kimono and all, she dunked under, taking mouthfuls of water before surfacing again. Her muscled ached and throbbed, but she would not listen to their demands to rest, and left the confines of the water. Her water logged clothes added extra weight, and forced more strength out of her as she walked on, puddles left in her wake. She had to keep moving, she couldn't stop, no matter how much her body fought against her to stop, she continued on. Shivers ran up her spine, and the wind whipped around causing her to feel the slightest chills that had caught her numb body. Her white kimono had not dried yet, and already it was nightfall.

Her eyes were closing quickly, and her body was falling forward. Crashing to the forest floor, face first; Kagome did not awake from her forced sleep. Her body had finally won out and no longer could she push herself forward. As she laid face first in the dirt, the clouds rumbled, and lightening struck out against the sky. Soon the clouds busted open, and rain poured forth, soaking everything it touched. Kagome was unaware to everything and anything, nothing could awake her at this moment, and nothing would.


~KD~


Laying on the soft grass, Kagome did not move from her spot. She feared if she moved Naraku would spot her and violate her body with his vile hands. She could not handle any beatings, let alone forced sex right now, and she truly wished that she could rest in peace. But as fate would have it, a deep chuckle produced itself from above her. Kagome refused to open her eyes; she did not want to see the twisted face of Naraku hovering over her.

"It has been awhile mate" His smug voice sounded at her ear now, causing her to squeeze her eyes shut tighter.

Feeling his hands slide against her neck, and down her chest, she still refused to move or acknowledge his existence. His laughs vibrated against her flesh, telling her that he was on top on her body and feeling his wondering hands tainting her alabaster skin. She let him touch her, hoping that maybe he would plunge his claws deep into her chest, piercing her heart and free her from this hell. His claws did no such thing, but instead tore her kimono from her body. She knew what lay ahead, and continued to refuse his advances. Naraku grew angry at this, and growled loudly before punishing her with a punch in the face. She could not control the scream that left her trembling lips, and stop her eyes from snapping open in shock from the sudden hit. She saw him smirk, but still rage was flashing through his eyes, and she knew he had yet to punish her.

Kagome received a very spine crawling smirk, and saw in slow motion has his claws struck her left eye. Screaming out, she felt the blood pour rapidly from the wound there. Blood was seeping into her eye, and she had to close it in fear it would blind her. But as she did this Naraku snatched his hand out, and forced her eye open.

"You will learn not to defile me!" Naraku growled, bringing his talons to rest above her eye. With a slight curl inward, his claws lightly scratched the surface of her glassy pupil, causing an agonizing scream to erupt, and her body under him to struggle against his hold. His talons continued to scratch the surface until he could see the first few sprouts of blood to bubble to the barely sliced surface. Kagome had not stopped screaming in agony, and her lungs were beginning to wear from it. When pleased, Naraku removed his fingers away from her eye, and brought to rest in the one of the two bleeding scars under her eye. Dipping his fingers in the blood, he brought the coated fingers to her lips, running them across them, and slowly digging them into her closed mouth. Kagome opened her mouth letting him enter freely for fear he would do the same appending dome he had to her left eye to the right.

Rubbing the blooded tips against her tongue, he gave her a look that told her clearly what to do. With tears running freely down her cheeks, she licked the blood from his finger tips. When Naraku was pleased enough, he removed his digits from her mouth and gave her a chaste kiss.

"I have waited too long for your return to the dream world, and I find myself hardly in the mood for your pathetic attempts against me. So I will give you two options. Either you willingly do everything I tell you, or I will torture until you awake." Flexing his claws, he gave an unruly smirk.

Kagome laid there in defeat, she didn't want to suffer anymore, so with an obedient nod she gave her answer. "Yes, Master Naraku, I will obey your every command."

A pleased look came over him, and he rose from her body. "You are to kneel infront of your master!" Naraku ordered, watching as she mechanically rose to kneel infront of him, her face directly where he wanted it. Reaching his hand down to the front of his hakama, he removed his massive shaft from the confines of the restricting cloth. Grabbing the back of Kagome's head, he thrust her face forward bringing it closer to his erection.

"Suck!"

Kagome leaned forward, spreading her lips apart and slowly taking the member into her warm wet mouth. She brought the large shaft into her mouth as far as she could, and slowly pulled away. Thrusting her mouth onto the erection even faster, she slowly worked up to an even pace. Tears were leaking from her eyes, as Naraku dug his nails further into her head, while also shoving her mouth further onto himself. Kagome feared she would choke to death, if he pushed her any farther, but didn't stop him, knowing he probably would if she voiced her distress. As he continued to push her forward, thrusting himself roughly into her mouth, she felt her stomach twist and her throat contracted. She was going to gag if he didn't stop going deeper into her mouth, and she was lucky he didn't. She ignored the noises that were coming from the deeply pleasured hanyou and continued her ministrations on his engorged organ.

Naraku thrust her head roughly forward, and pinned it there as he released his contents into her mouth. When she tried to pull back, he growled at her and held her head still, waiting until all the creamy seed had been swallowed. Kagome felt like gagging, but even more like coughing. She couldn't breath; the amount of cum that had erupted into her mouth had taken her by surprise and caused her to choke on it. Once Naraku freed her head, she immediately pulled away, and began coughing. As her coughing continued, she felt that twisting in her stomach again, and threw her head forward, letting herself vomit onto the grass covered ground. As she lifted her hand to her mouth to wipe the excess vomit from her face, her hand passed through her like thin air. She heard the faint growl of Naraku before she faded completely.


~EKD~


Kagome snapped open her eyes. Pushing herself over onto her back, seeing as her eyes could see nothing but the shadowed dirt. Kagome cried out in pain as the sun pierced her eyes, scorching her scratched eye. Closing her eyes tightly, she pushed herself slowly to a sitting position, before reopening her eyes again. This time though her left eye could only see blurry images of the forest. Blinking it closed a couple times, Kagome noticed as the images darkened slowly, before turning completely black. Hanging her head, she figured it out. Naraku had done that to her left eye, knowing fully well that it would blind her. With a restrained tear, her hope not to go half blind had been stripped from her. Though it wasn't the blood from the slash across her eye that made her go blind, she knew Naraku had permanently blinded her in her left eye.

Letting out a shaky sigh, she pushed herself up off the muddy ground and walked. Walking forward, trying to adjust to being able to see only one half of the forest, she continued on her way, not caring about her dirt stained kimono or dirtied body. And so she walked on. She walked like she had the other three days; she walked for three more days, taking a small drink of water from running streams that crossed her path, and soaking her entire body in the water. Emerging she walked with the heavy weight of her wet kimono, before she finally just left it behind. What point was there, the kimono only offered to slow her down, and even when dried it was revealing. She walked for another two days before her will to live had finally vanished. She could not stand to walk anymore, and she couldn't face the tortures of sleep.

Coming to a meadow, filled with brightly coloured flowers sprouting everywhere, she decided this would be her last stop. Looking to the ground she spotted a jagged rock. With a steady hand she brought the rock into her possession, her palm bleeding from the tight hold. Dragging her body just a little further, she came to the middle of the meadow and knelt. With her only seeing eye, she brought her wrist into view, along with the jagged rock. Resting it against her pale flesh, she dug as hard as her strength aloud into her skin, the rock slicing open a prodded vein. No sound of pain came from her when she felt the vein break, and no sound came the second time around. Dropping blood tainted rock to the tall grass, she took a deep breath. She would finally be able to rest in peace. No more pain. No more torture. No more suffering. She was free.

Pouring from her wrists, the blood poured around her in rivers of sparkling crimson. Her arms grew limp at her side, and her body slowly became numb. No longer did she have to feel pain. She could leave this world, and it would not matter to anyone.
She was dead to the world as it was, and she no longer belonged here anymore. She was a ghost walking in a living body. She was a shadow that no one could touch, that no one ever would quite reach, for like the flutter of the wind she could vanish, and now she was leaving forever.

As she sat there, her body growing weaker from the large amount of blood loss, she could have sworn a child's song had started to fill the area. The voice was so soothing, and calm. So light and carefree. The voice held an angelic melody, and it put her soul to rest.


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A little girl happily was skipping along, her protectors not far behind, and a smile plastered to her face. She truly was happy; she had everything she could ever ask for and more. With a hum, she twirled around letting the summer air nip against her flesh, giving her a pleasing rush from the hot air. Letting her hum sore louder, she spotted something blue up ahead. Taking a closer look while still skipping, she noticed that the glowing blue her eyes were captivated by were wild flowers. Skipping in that direction, she began to sing a little melody. Her feet left dirt, and came in contact with soft flush grass. She giggled as the grass tickled at her feet, and an array of blue flowers adored her legs. As she sang and danced merrily through the high grass, picking azure flowers along her way, her eyes rose for a moment and spotted something up ahead. Brining her head up again to concentrate on what she saw, she smiled when a woman's back was present to her.

For some reason a twinge of similarity crossed between this girl, and one in memory. As she ran closer to her, she walked to the front of the woman, and knelt. Looking at her she smiled knowing exactly who it was, though there was something different about her.

"Hello, Kagome." The little girl greeted.

Kagome raised her tired head, to see a small child knelt before her. Her eyes widened in shock, when the girl spoke her name giving her a bright smile along with. Kagome knew this girl; she just couldn't remember her name at the moment. Thinking hard she stumbled upon it in her memory.

"Rin..."Kagome couldn't bring herself to say anymore, she was coming so close to passing out. Her body couldn't support itself much longer, and the amount of blood she had shed, was making her very tired.

Rin smiled, as she heard her name being spoken. Kagome remembered her name. But she didn't remember Kagome quite like this. For some reason everything was changed about her, and Rin couldn't figure out what. All she knew was that Kagome looked sad, and tired. As she opened her mouth to ask a question her eyes fell downwards, and she paused. She could see a puddle of blood surrounding Kagome. Looking to the source she saw that the blood was coming from her own body. With a shocked and fearful expression, she looked up into Kagome's eyes with tears starting to form.

"Kagome, you're bleeding...."Rin stated, her lip trembling as tears were falling from her eyes.

Kagome couldn't take looking at the tears that fell from Rin's eyes. She all of a sudden felt regret for her actions. She had caused a little girl to cry. She couldn't stand for others to cry over her, she wasn't worth anyone's tears.

"Rin, please don't cry...."Stroking her cheek softly, she gave Rin a soft smile, and tried to reassure her that everything was going to be fine. "Please, Rin don't cry, I'm going to be fine, Okay?"

Rin couldn't stop herself from crying, she wasn't stupid she knew when someone had lost too much blood. She may have been a child, but she knew what death was, and she knew that Kagome wasn't going to be alright. "No, you're lying! You're not going to be fine!" Sobbing, she threw herself around the woman's neck, her arm's wrapping tightly around her as she cried onto her shoulder. "Please Kagome, Don't go....Please." Rin whispered in her ear. She was begging now, hoping that everything would work out in the end. That Kagome would make it somehow.

Kagome held weakly to the girl, spots starting to blur her vision. She didn't want Rin to be here. She couldn't watch her die. It just wasn't right. This wasn't how things were suppose to happen. She was supposed to die, and no one was supposed to find her here while she was dieing. She was going to die alone, not in the eyes of a child. How badly regret hung over her, but it was already too late to take back what she had done, it was far too late now. Collapsing into Rin's arms, she felt her eyes slide close and the last of her energy leave her.

Rin felt the woman go limp. Going ridged, she was afaired to lift Kagome's head up; she was afaired of what she would find. So holding onto the body tightly she continued to cry. She sobbed her heart out, wishing that Kagome would make it, and that she was just sleeping.

"Please don't leave me Kagome...."Rin begged. With a sad smile, she started to sing. Her singing filled the meadow, and echoed her sadness to the wind. She sang, hoping that somehow it would get through to Kagome and she would wake up, and be fine.

Her song flew to the heaven's gates, and filled the sky with her sadness. The wind started to pick up, and the clouds darkened. The meadow no longer filled with glowing azure flowers, but now with weeping tears, that surrounded the morning child and the woman in the middle of the field.


To be continued......


A/N: Please R/R and I thank those who have reviewed already....and answer to one of your questions...yes Kagome will get a break....but that's too come in later chapters.
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