InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Sweet Denial ❯ Thunderstorms and Secrets ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Authoresses Note: Hmm...Where to start. I dunno. But this is a Sesshomaru/Rin story. Rin is older by about 6 years, she's around 13 or 14. She still stays with Sesshomaru and all tht. Only difference is that she's older, and…something else that you'll see. Sesshomaru is going to be with another woman, so don't ki-AHHH!!! *Ducks from the flying tomatoes that the Sesshomaru lovers are throwing* I KNOW I LOVE HIM TOO! BE PATIENT!
 
Inuyasha: And am I in this story?
 
DicexXxhanyou/XxXInukuraXxX: *takes in breath* Ah…no.
 
Inuyasha: WHAT?!?! WHY THE HELL NOT?!?!
 
DicexXxhanyou/XxXInukuraXxX: Because I'm writing too many other stories about you, and this one is all about Sesshomaru…
 
Inuyasha: Keh. I don't see no show being named `Sesshomaru'.
 
Kagome: Oh Inuyasha, stop being such a killjoy.
 
Shippo: *giggles* Yeah Inuyasha!
 
Inuyasha: WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?!
 
DicexXxhanyou/XxXInukuraXxX: *rolls eyes* here they go again…*sits cross legged on floor and starts typing*
 
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Thunder boomed outside the large, comfortable room that a small little girl was in. Clear rain dripped down the see through glass windows and a quick, bright flash of lightening cut through the midnight sky, so bright that it illuminated the eight-year olds' room completely. She jumped from her position, which was reclining back into her soft, light pink pillows, and she was covered almost completely in the slightly thick, black comforter, and her silk pink sheets.
 
Rin bit her lip to stifle a scream, but settled for a small, scared whimper from deep in her small throat. She knew if she screamed she would wake all the servants, as it was very late at night. Rin got an idea, and for a fleeting moment thought she could do it, then she hastily pushed it out of her mind. She wanted to run to Sesshomaru's room, and climb into his bed next to him, but she changed her mind about actually doing it. The youkai Lord would probably push her off the side of the bed to the floor in disgust, and she didn't especially want that to happen.
 
Lightening flashed again, as thunder boomed, the two louder and brighter than before.
 
Rin screeched and pushed her sheets and comforter off her, rising to her knees and she scrambled to the bottom of the bed, hopping off it as she ran to the cherry wood door, quickly opening it and scurrying though the long dark hall ways. She was glad for the windows that were allowing light from the lightening in, letting her see where she was going.
 
All the same, the lightening frightened her. Thunder boomed again, and she ran as fast as her little human legs would let her.
 
All worries of Sesshomaru pushing her out of the bed evaporated, and suddenly the only thing that mattered to little
Rin was that she had to be near her Lord, her protector. He was strong, he wouldn't let anything bad happen to her.
 
In her hurry to Sesshomaru's room, she tripped over her own feet and skidded across the cold, marble floor. She stopped about three feet from the large, oak double doors that led to Sesshomaru's room. She scrambled to her feet, tripping and almost falling to the ground again, but she managed to grab a hold of the doorknob, holding herself up. She twisted the golden knob, and pushed one of the oak doors open enough for her to fit through, then quickly closed the door, scurrying to the vast bed. She had to run about fifteen feet to get through the humungous room, to the massive bed. She fisted her little hands around the edge of the comforter and pulled herself up, scrambling next to the sleeping youkai.
 
She lifted the black comforter that matched her own, and underneath it, curling herself against the Lord's left side, as she laid on her right side while resting her left knee, which was bent, on his hip. She laid her head on his chest, her dark hair spilling over and covering his shoulder. She wrapped her arms around his torso.
 
Her movement apparently awoke the male youkai, and he cracked his eyes open, revealing deep golden orbs.
 
“Rin?” He asked softly, his voice somewhat raspy from sleep. He looked down at the little body curled against his bigger one, confused as to why she was here.
 
His acute hearing picked up the sound of a small whimper, and then the sounds of rain and thunder, then he caught the sight of lightening flashing through the room.
 
Thunder boomed loudly again, and Rin whimpered and clung to her protector.
 
“L-lord Sessh-Sesshomaru…” Rin whimpered in a small, frightened voice and Sesshomaru understood. She was afraid of the storm that was raging outside.
 
He said nothing, but moved his right hand and placed it gently on her small, fragile shoulder, clasping his fingers around it.
 
Rin suddenly realized what she had done. He was reacting exactly the way she knew he would, and she closed her eyes that were welling up with tears of fear, as she waited for the push that would send her off the edge of the bed.
 
“Lord Sesshomaru, please don't push me off…” Rin pleaded softly, unknown to his actual reason for placing his hand on her shoulder.
 
But the push never came. Instead, he clasped his hand on her shoulder, lifting her tiny frame up slightly, enough so he could move his left arm under her to a more comfortable position, then he laid her back down gently so that she was lying on his arm, his elbow bending to allow him to wrap his arm around her little waist. His right arm returned to rest at his side.
 
Rin almost sighed in relief as she snuggled into his warm body. She wanted nothing more than for him to comfort and protect her like this.
 
Thunder bellowed throughout the room, almost shaking the floor with its force, causing Rin to cry out in surprise and fear, and cling tighter to her Lord. Sesshomaru moved his right arm to wrap around her waist instead, moving his left to silently stroke her long, dark hair with long, slender fingers, being careful of his claws.
 
“Lord Sesshomaru…” Rin whispered, snuggling her head into his chest, as his left hand continued to stroke her raven black hair.
 
Rin was trembling slightly in fear, her little body was shaking.
 
Sesshomaru's left arm had grown back about a year and a half ago, and he had almost been...happy. Rin wished he would act like that again, that would cheer her up right about now…
 
There was a loud bang of thunder again, and the little girl jumped and cried out, clinging tighter to her youkai Lord, who kept stroking her hair and holding her to him.
 
“Silence, Rin…Sleep.” Sesshomaru commanded softly. Rin closed her eyes, trying to sleep.
 
Apparently, sleep wasn't on her side that night. All that closing her eyes accomplished was allowing a few, salty clear tears of fear slide down her pale face. They ran off her chin, and dripped onto his chest. His bare chest… She just noticed that Sesshomaru had no shirt on. She also noticed that his hip, which her right knee was resting on, had no cloth, and her knee was touching bare skin. He apparently slept naked…
 
Rin blushed as she realized she was half on top of the youkai, and he had no clothes on…
 
Then the thunder made a loud `bang' again, and Sesshomaru in the nude was the last thing from her mind as she cried softly.
 
“Rin, it is a simple storm…nothing to shed tears about…” Sesshomaru said to her in a soft but emotionless voice. Rin nodded, closed her eyes again, but then she shifted, and her foot, which was on his knee, came in contact with cloth, and she almost sighed in relief. He DID have pants on, they just apparently got low on his hips while he was sleeping.
 
Rin sighed softly, as her eyes fluttered shut again and she fell asleep.
 
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Rin's eyes shot open, and she looked around. It was definitely well past midnight, and it was storming outside. Just like in her dream, it was pouring rain…
 
Rin tried to shake her dream out of her head. Actually, it was a memory, more than a dream. She remembered that night as if it were yesterday…
 
Of course it wasn't yesterday. It was about six years ago. She was seven at the time, almost eight, and now she was thirteen, almost fourteen.
 
The teen almost jumped out of her skin when a bang of thunder filled the air. She squeaked, and began to crawl out of her bed to run to Sesshomaru's bed, but she mentally slapped and stopped herself. She was almost twice the age she had been at that time, and she couldn't just sneak into the youkai Lords' room whenever she pleased.
 
She sighed, deeply. She had known as long as she could remember, known that she loved the demon known as Sesshomaru. Not as a father, not as a brother or a best friend, but real, would die for him. That kind of love. He didn't know about it, because she hadn't told him about her love for him for fear of him rejecting her.
 
So she kept her feelings to her self, not another soul knew. She decided to just take her chances by going to his room like she did all those years ago, for she STILL had a fear of storms. So she got out of bed, and walked to her cherry wood door. She opened her door, and padded softly down the hallway.
 
She was much more beautiful than she had been when she was a little girl. She had long, dark hair that came to her elbows, and chocolate brown eyes. She was very tiny still, possibly too thin. She was only about 5 foot 1 inch tall wise, if that.
 
She reached the door, hearing strange noises coming from inside her favorite youkais' room.
 
Her eyes sparkled in confusion, and she was positive that she heard Sesshomaru groan from behind the double doors.
 
Rin reached her small hand out and rested it on the gold handle. She twisted it quietly, pushing the door lightly open completely, Sesshomaru's name on the tip of her tongue but all noises stopped in her throat.
 
The sight before her horrified her.
 
The moonlight and lightening mixed together made enough light for her to see perfectly, and she was more towards the left so she saw more.
 
There was a woman with long, silky black waist length hair. She was on top of Sesshomaru with her back to Rin, and a sheet pulled up to rest right on the small of her back. The woman was lifting her body up and down slowly on Sesshomaru, and she wore no clothes.
 
Sesshomaru was lying flat on his back, head tilted slightly back, and his eyes were closed in what seemed to be pleasure. His arms were stretched up over his head, and the woman's hands were on his wrists, holding them down. His chest was bare, and Rin guessed that the rest of him was too.
 
Rin held in a gasp as the woman leaned down and started sucking on Sesshomaru's neck. Rin knew what was going on. She had had no clue once so ever that Sesshomaru had been mating with someone, let alone bringing her to his castle, which Rin was in, and not telling her (Rin).
 
Rin felt tears, from her mixing emotions at this sight, well up in her eyes. Her expression was one of hurt, betrayal and shock.
 
The woman made a gasping sound, and Sesshomaru made a groaning noise again, he turned his head to the left, and his eyes shot open.
 
Rin's small, delicate hand had been brought up to cover her mouth, and her eyes were slightly squinted in horror.
 
Rin stifled the gasp that almost escaped her throat when Sesshomaru's golden eyes bore into her own chocolate brown ones, and she realized that she wasn't supposed to be seeing this.
 
Sesshomaru must've been under a spell from the woman or something, because his eyes, for once, showed three emotions: shock, anger and horror.
 
However, he didn't move from his position, and let the woman continue moving.
 
Rin broke her gaze from the golden orbs that were Sesshomaru's eyes, and she turned, shut the door quietly and ran to her own room. She slammed the door, and jumped onto her bed, collapsing in a heap of sobs.
 
She buried her face in her soft, pink pillows, her body heaving with deep sobs.
 
She cried herself to sleep.
 
 
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Authoresses Note: So? Did you like it? Poor Rin, walking in on that…*ducks from the tomatoes being thrown from the Sesshomaru lovers again* DO YOU MIND?!?!?! I KNOW YOU LOVE HIM BUT JUST PICTURE YOUSELF AS THE WOMAN!! *Hesitantly stands up straight as the tomatoes stop flying, and the tomato-throwers turn into drooling zombies* Well that got them… Anyways, PLEASE REVIEW I NEED THE INSPIRATION!!