InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Take Me Away ❯ Chapter 8: All my thoughts lead back to you ( Chapter 8 )

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Title: Take Me Away
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Inu Yasha/Sesshomaru, mentions of Inu Yasha/Kagome and Inu Yasha/ Kikyo
Category: Drama, romance, slash, Mpreg,
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Rape, Non-con, Mpreg, Incest, SPOILERS!
Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Inu Yasha or its chars. They are property of Rumiko Takashi and major companies.

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Take Me away" by Avril Lavign

Chapter 8: All my thoughts lead back to you

The pain ended and I fought to catch my breath. No sooner had I caught my breath it hit again and I struggled to stay kneeling in the hopes that gravity would help. My hand stayed where it had been placed and it was now that I could feel a head taking shape. The sound of someone entering the cave and the smell of blood caused my panic to rise but the pain intensified rendering me helpless. The sound neared and I fought to deliver my first pup. As the sound and smell moved even closer I felt the head slip from my body and when that person stood there starring at me I almost cried out in relief.

Sesshomaru stood there with a look of surprise or astonishment on his usual emotionless face. He walked closer and as he neared the shoulders and body of our first pup slid from my body. I knelt there on shaky legs and lifted our first pup into my arms and used my fingers to clear the mouth and nose before giving our son a smack on his bottom causing him to cry.

"Mind cutting the cord?"

He stared at me for a moment and then unsheathed a small dagger and did as asked. I felt another pain begin and held his messy son out to him. He gave me a bewildered look and I growled at him as the pain hit again.

"Take him! I have others to deliver!"

He took our small son in his arms and held him one handed while he slid his outer robe off and placed it on the cave floor a few feet away. He grabbed my second robe and wrapped it around our son as he attempted to clean him off.

My feet gave out and I fell back onto my robe in the sand in a laying position. I was soaked in sweat, hurting and I was in the worst place at the worst time giving birth. As another pain hit I struggled to sit up.

"Stay lying."

The command shocked me and when I listened he gave another.

"Raise your knees and bear down while you try to sit up."

I did as he said and felt the head of our second pup crown. I felt his hands spread my legs further apart and when the contraction ended I fell back panting. I lay there gasping and wishing for something to cool my parched throat. The next pain washed over me and I repeated the same action Sesshomaru had instructed me to do and nearly rejoiced when I felt the head slide from body.

"Stop pushing."

I lay back and closed my eyes as I felt my second pup pulled from my body and not long after a new wail cut through the cave and echoed off its walls. It sounded huskier than the first and I sat up so I could see my pups, both now on the soft material of their fathers robe. My first born had a few very distinct facial markings with silver fluffs of silvery hair that was almost dry. He had a few crimson markings on his arms and legs as well. My second had a few markings as well as the silvery tufts of silver hair that hadn't even begun to dry and stuck to his head along with two small silvery ears that lay against the top of his head.

"What..."

"Another son," answered Sesshomaru as he knelt in-between legs awaiting the next pup's birth.

"Need...something to...drink," I rasped out.

He stood up and walked towards the back of the cave while I lay there grateful for a brief respite from pain and at the same time I worried. My worry didn't last very long as another pain shot through my body and unlike the ones before this one was the most painful by far and I lay there struggling to push this late pup out. Unlike my first two I didn't feel the pressure move and the pain was worse. When it ended I felt an unease fill me and I was impatient for Sesshomaru to return.

I felt Sesshomaru's hand on my shoulder and then I watched in slow motion as his face neared mine. I did nothing when our lips touched, his fingers playing at the corner of my mouth causing me to reluctantly open it for him. It was then that he sealed our mouths completely and a flow of still cool water passed from his mouth to mine. I greedily swallowed every drop until his mouth were empty and then I felt his mouth and lips leave mine and felt my cheeks burn with embarrassment.

I muttered a thank you and as he stood and headed towards the back of the cave the next pain hit causing me to scream out in pain, startling him. He turned around just in time to watch me curl into a ball. He was at my side with his hands trying to uncurl me. The pain ended but a small amount of it remained and I whimpered. I had some how found my way in his lap with him cradling me gently, his hands caressing my back and stomach.

"Inu Yasha!"

I knew that voice! It was Kagome and after her four other voices echoed my name and I knew who they were as well.

"Shall I go get them? I smell the Miko's sister among them," he said as he pet my slowly shrinking midsection.

I was scared and his presence was very comforting. I felt the fear build but I nodded and he stood slowly and unwrapped another layer of his kimono, laying it over my naked lower body.

I watched as he stood and walked towards the front of the cave and when I could no longer see him another pain ripped through my body and sent me into writhing screaming agony, causing me to once again curl in on myself. The seconds felt like hours and deep inside I knew something was wrong with my pup, it was struggling and I had no idea why.

I felt arms unfurl me and another set pull me into an all too familiar lap. I opened my eyes and peered up into golden eyes and saw a look of genuine concern and worry gazing down at me.

"The babes breech! Is this the first," asked Kaede.

"No...The third...," I managed between pants.

"Where be the first two," she asked looking around.

"Over here, Kaede," said Kagome's excited voice.

I glanced up and saw her holding my second born with the now fluffy bent ears and I noted the new cloth wrapped around his small body and the added new cloth diaper. A few inches away was Sango, my first born similarly wrapped in a new cloth and cloth diaper and securely tucked into her arms. As if seeing the questions in my eyes Kaede spoke.

"The little lass Rin said, 'Inu Yasha told the doctor to bring us and you have to come quick because Sesshomaru is fighting that meanie Naraku and Inu Yasha kept grabbing his stomach and making funny noises', so I assumed the worse and brought supplies.

I would have commented but the pain grew worse as I felt her hands enter me.

"Sorry Inu Yasha, I need to see if I can turn the pup and if I can't...well it's going to get a lot more uncomfortable."

Minutes of her moving her hands and the pup inside me and the pain hadn't lessened. It had increased and the stench of blood was once more present. When she removed her hands I let a sob of relief slip and forced me self to stay straight instead of curling in on myself like I wanted to.

"The pup can't and won't be turned so pull it out we must. When the next contraction descends I was you to bare down with as much strength as you can give. While you're bearing down I'll be pulling gently to help the pup out."

I was tired, stressed, and sore and zapped of almost all of my energy and I still had more pups to deliver. Sesshomaru owed me big for this!

The pain or contraction as Kaede called it, hit and I bored down with everything I had while Kaede's hands caused the painful pressure to slowly move down. After a few minutes I felt something sliding out.

"I've got the legs and bottom out, I need you to just bare with the pain while I try to pull her the rest of the way out."

I did as was told and soon felt the pressure lighten. I collapsed against Sesshomaru's chest and struggled to keep from passing out. I felt light headed and dizzy. I noticed the silence and I sat up and forced the dizziness back.

"I'm afraid we've lost her," said Kaede as she lifted the pale blood and goo covered pup.

She was gorgeous. She had silver ears and curling silver hair with the same markings as her father. I looked at her and felt some part of me die. My pup, my first female pup and she was gone before she had even taken her first breath. She had died before I could give her life.

I stared at her and reached out for her. Kaede handed her over with a saddened and sorrowful look. I held her small lifeless body in my arms and felt the warmth leave her. My vision of her blurred and when I noticed the tears that fell collecting on her cherubic cheeks I nearly lost it. I felt Sesshomaru stand and move out from behind me. I saw him come to stand in front of me his arms extended. I looked at his arms and wondered what he would do with her. Would he bury her or toss her out side the cave for scavengers to feast upon. I hesitantly handed her over and watched as he picked up a cloth blanket and wrap it around her small body and then walk a few feet away from us and laid her on the floor. He stood up straight and pulled out Tensaiga and I realized what he was doing and a hope filled me.

He slashed what looked to be air around her body and then he sheathed his sword and bent over to pick her up. Suddenly her arms slowly began to move and then a tiny and soft wail filled the cave. I let the tears flow freely and Sesshomaru gave one of his small smirk-like smiles I was so used to seeing as he looked down at me. He knelt beside me and placed my now moving daughter into my arms. I felt tears fall and I felt weak in way that had nothing to do with how much blood I had lost. I held her close and tensed as I noticed no contractions had occurred during this time.

"No need to worry, Inu Yasha. The rest of your pups need to move down and that will take a while. Lie back and get a moments rest and perhaps even a nap. We'll be here to care for your pups. I held my daughter tightly, afraid to let her go but I was so tired. I felt Sesshomaru's arms wrap around me and gently take my daughter from my arms.

"Sleep, she'll be here when you wake, I'll see to that."

I nodded and felt myself slip into the comforting darkness of sleep.

To Be Continued...

Okay, I'm looking for puppy names! I'm thinking less than 8 but more than 5. I'll let the muse lead the way. I prefer Japanese names so review with a name you'd like and I'll choose as many as I can.

Kat