InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Taking Over ❯ Taking Over ( Chapter 1 )

Authors note: HI!!!! I'm sorry, this one's kinda sad and depressing. Rated R for language. Ummmm Read and Review!!!

 

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, nor do I own Evanescence's Taking Over!

 

 

*~Taking Over~*

 

 

You don't remember me

But

I remember you

 

Kagome lay, motionless, lifeless, a gargantuan hole piercing her lower abdomen. Blood was pooling around her, covering the already red earth. Sango, Miroku, Shippo, everyone dead. All but himself. Why, he thought, Why couldn't i have gone, too?

 

"Are you just going to fucking leave me here, Kagome?!" Inuyasha shouted to the sky.

 

I lie awake and

Try so hard

Not to

Think of you

 

Inuyasha stared at the bright starlit night, among the branches of the God Tree. That night - three years ago - still haunted him. Naraku, just before being slaughtered, had stuck a poisonous tentacle through Kagome and the others. Inuyasha lowered his eyes as a tear slipped down his cheek. I loved you. So much. But you left me; just like everyone else. I loved you, Kagome...

 

But who

Can decide

What they dream

And dream I do

 

Inuyasha thought back, to a month before Kagome was ruthlessly murdered. That night... she'd become his. They mated under the Goshinboku, promised of love and being a family. But what no one else but Inuyasha knew - not even Kagome - was that she was with child. Pregnant. With his child. Then they all died. Inuyasha lept down from the Goshinboku and collapsed, tears flowing freely.

 

"Why," he sobbed, "Why her? Why not me?! I'm the one who doesn't deserve to live! I'm the fucking worthless hanyou!" Inuyasha howled at the sky. He lay his head back upon the ground, "She was- pregnant! She had so much to live for! I loved her, dammit!"

 

I believe in you

I'll give up everything

Just to find you

I have to be with you

To live

To breathe

You're taking over me

 

Inuyasha slowly walked up the hill where she was buried. He walked over to each of his friends gravestones and touched them tenderly. Finally, he looked up and walked slowly to his mate's memorial. As he drew his finger across the characters that spelled her name, the unwelcome memories he'd strived so hard to supress flooded his mind.

 

Inuyasha stood, in his human form, staring at the lump in the blanket that was Kagome. He figured she'd be asleep by now, so he walked over to her, silently. her face was so angelic, but when she was sleepingm her beauty was amplified a hundred times. The fight they'd had earlier had definatly drained all of their strength. A slight breeze picked up and drew a strand of hair across her face.

 

Have you forgotten

All I know

And all we had

 

Inuyasha reached a trembling hand out and gently brushed it behind her ear. He let his hand rest on Kagome's cheek a few more seconds. He began to remove it, but a small hand reached up and held it there. Inuyasha looked at Kagome's face. Her deep chocolate eyes were open and gazing up at his.

 

"Kagome..."

 

She let go of his hang and moved her fingertips to his lips, "Shhhhh....Just-- I'm tired...Lay with me."

 

Inuyasha looked at her, "...Alright. Scoot over."

 

Kagome smiled slightly and slid over, holding up the blanket for Inuyasha to climb into. Inuyasha removed his haori and hakama and slid in next to her. She snuggled into his body and Inuyasha hesitantly wrapped his arm around her waist. She snuggled even deeper and sighed in happiness. Somehow, under the covers their hands found each other and their fingers intertwined, a promise neither of them realized was undying love.

 

You saw me

Mourning my love for you

And touched my hand

 

I knew you loved me then

 

A cold rain began to fall and brought Inuyasha back to reality.He looked around the field of blood red flowers that bloomed when Kagome had died. They were both beautiful and deadly at the same time, somewhat like Kagome had been.

 

Why, he thought again, Why did she die? I felt so helpless.. I couldn't save the one person I loved the most. How can anybody not go mad when their whole life is snuffed out in their very arms?!

 

"She died in my fucking arms! You happy Naraku, you goddamn bastard?!"

 

I believe in you

I'll give up everything

Just to find you

I have to be with you

To live

To breathe

You're taking over me

 

"Inuyasha!"

 

Inuyasha whirled around so fast, he flung mud into the air. There was Kagome. She was smiling, looking happy and healthy. Her school uniform was normal and she seemed to just radiate energy.

 

"K-kagome!"

 

She smiled wider and spun around. She began to walk away, not even saying goodbye, nor even turning around.

 

"No- wait! Kagome-I-I need you! Please!"

 

She kept walking. Inuyasha chased after her as fast as he could. He tried to throw his arms around her and succeeded only in watching the illusion fade away.

 

He looked down at his empty hands. "N-no..." he whispered, collapsing onto the ground, "not again...damn!"

 

I look in the mirror

And see your face

If i look deep enough

So many things inside

That are just like you

Are taking over

 

Inuyasha slowly got up and went back to Kagome's grave.

 

I believe in you

 

He sat down, right in front of it, staring at Kagome's name. He reached out and touched it again. I have to be with you, in life or death...

 

I'll give up everything

Just to find you

I have to be with you

 

Inuyasha knew what he had to do. I'm sorry Kagome, but I need to go against your wishes. I realized three years ago that I couldn't live without you. I've lived in this tormented hell long enough!

 

To live

To breathe

You're taking over me

 

Inuyasha stood. He slowly pulled out the Tetsusaiga.

 

"Forgive me, Kagome... I'm sorry." He brought the blade against his heck and, in one fluid movement, viciously severed his throat.

 

Immediatly the air was sucked out of his lungs, followed byt the excruciating pain of blood flowing out his slit-throat. He collapsed on the ground, already feeling the life draining from him. He had one thought on his mind as his life slipped completely from him.

 

Here I come, Kagome...

 

I believe in you

I'll give up everything

Just to find you

I have to be with you

To live

To breathe

You're taking over me

 

In the morning, billagers who had come to mourn for their saviors, found Inuyasha, drowned in his own blood. They quickly informed Kaede and a proper burial was readied. Inuyasha was buried next to Kagome, with her for all eternity, and all throughout the afterlife.

 

The End.

 

Authors Note: Whew! sorry that is so sad and depressing...but I've been in a bad mood recently! WELL, alls said and done so press the sexy review button and tell me what y'all think!!!!

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