InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Teacher's Pet ❯ Secret Crush ( Chapter 13 )

Ok I know your wondering what the heck happened on the last update!?? WELL I must have been REALLY HIGH because I updated the WRONG chapter, and I didn't realize until AFTER the fact I put it up!!! SO SORRY!!! Anyways the next chapter is already revised so it should be out soon after this. Sorry for all the confusion!!!

 

Liz

 

Chapter 12 - Secret Crush

 

 

Kagome's whole body stiffened in shock. This was the Sachiko? The same Sachiko who is Rin's mother? The same woman who use to date Sesshomaru?

 

Sticking out her hand, she gave the best smile she could give her. “Hi, I'm Kagome.” Sachiko gasped.

 

“You're Kagome that baby-sits Rin?” She questioned.

 

She blushed. “Yes.”

 

Sachiko rose and eyebrow. “You don't look anything like the way she described you.”

 

“Oh,” Kagome laughed, pulling her wig off. “Sorry about that.”

 

Sesshomaru could feel the tension in the room and decided to get these two people away from each other before something they would all regret happened.

 

“Where's Rin?”

 

Keeping her eyes on Kagome, she turned her head to Sesshomaru. Who was this girl with him and what was with the disguises? She's never, in the eleven years she's known Sesshomaru, seen him this nervous. Something was going on with them, and she had a feeling that they were hiding something.

“She's upstairs.” She smiled, turning to Kagome. “So, how old are you Kagome?”

 

Sesshomaru was about to answer, but it was too late, Kagome beat him to the punch, “I'm seventeen.”

 

Sachiko eyes about bulged out of her head. “Excuse me, my ears must be dirty, did you say seventeen?”

 

Bewildered Kagome just nodded.

 

“Oh um I hope you don't mind me prying, but what are you two doing in disguises.”

 

“Sachiko, you and your crazy thoughts, Kagome and I were rehearsing her project that I assigned our class.”

 

“Oh well I guess that explains it.” She answered, not totally believing him. Now she knew something was up. Sesshomaru always got nervous when he was lying, of course he wasn't showing it, but she could see it through his green contacts.

 

“Um if you two will excuse me I'm going to change. Kagome maybe you should go home, I'll see you tomorrow morning before class. I need to do some corrections on one part of the act.”

 

Kagome knew the meaning behind him saying that, he wanted her to come early tomorrow. “I'll be there bright and early.” She nodded, turning to Sachiko. “It was nice meeting you Miss Sachiko.”

 

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“Who is she really?” Sachiko asked breaking the heavy silence.

 

“Who?” Sesshomaru feigned ignorance.

 

“You know damn well who I'm talking about.”

 

“Kagome is nothing more then a student who baby-sits Rin.”

 

“Sesshomaru.” She screamed angrily, in all her years she has never been so angry. “Don't you dare lie to me.”

 

Sesshomaru stared at Sachiko. “I think you should leave, I'll call you next week before we leave for Oki Island.” He told her coldly.

 

“Fine.” Snatching her purse she left, slamming the door on her way out.

 

Sighing Sesshomaru grabbed a wine bottle out of a top cabinet. He needed a drink. Sachiko knew something was going on between Kagome and him.

 

Pouring himself half a glass he took it down with one gulp. He only hoped like hell that she wouldn't try to investigate.

 

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Storming into his classroom he slammed his brief case on top of his desk.

 

“Somebody's cranky.” A voice mocked.

 

His nose was filled with the smell of rice and soup. His stomach growled.

 

Kagome giggled and poked his belly. “You hungry?”

 

“Yeah, after I dropped Rin off, I must have forgotten breakfast.”

 

She poked his belly again and handed him a bowl of miso soup and rice.

 

“I made some this morning and I figured you'd be hungry.”

 

“Thanks.” He said moving his desk chair to sit at a student desk.

 

“Why don't you eat with me?” He asked her.

 

Smiling she sat down at the down at the table, eating silently.

 

“This is nice, you know, just the two of us.” She said blushing.

 

Reaching across the desk he grabbed her hand. “Yeah it is, isn't it?”

 

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After eating breakfast with Sesshomaru, Kagome slipped out of the classroom and went to her locker.

 

Turning her locker code, she was surprised to be greeted with a white rose and a note.

 

Taking the note and rose out of her locker she looked around for anybody. Why would anybody send her a rose? Could it be Sesshomaru?

 

Taking in the fragrance of the rose she opened the letter.

 

Dear Kagome,

 

Today is it. I want to tell you I want you here with me, if only for one night. I live day to day thinking of you. I picture in my mind everything about you, as if you were really here beside me. When I fall asleep I dream that you're next to me and I can feel your skin underneath my hand. I dream of you running your hands through my hair, down my back, and over every part of my body. I want to share my bed with you.

My world is spinning; I can feel defeat, why can't I sleep? Why does my throat close whenever you speak? My heart breaks just to be around you. I take in the way you move, the way you talk, and the way you smell whenever you are around. My eyes directed down when your gaze falls upon me, that bashful smile - I want you so badly! This tension, it kills me. My unspoken attraction is enough to fill up volumes.

How can I get close to you? I'm too shy to talk to you; so at this moment it feels safer to watch you from afar with no rejections. You have taken up residence in my mind. I want so badly for you to tell me everything I want to hear but you won't. I want you to tell me that you want me, but you won't. Every time I think of you I can feel the butterflies fluttering inside me. You don't notice me or the way I look at you; maybe it's 'cause you only see me as a friend and nothing more, but when I look at you, nothing could turn my eyes away.

At night I lay in bed and dream of you coming to my door grabbing me in your arms and kissing me. I dream of you and me lying side by side; running my hands down your chest, across your stomach ... feeling every inch of you with my fingers. I imagine kissing you all over your body. Whispering in your ear how badly I want you. I want you to hold me and I want to hear your voice. I imagine being wrapped in your arms and pressed against your chest. I would want you making me feel like part of you ... and every time we touch; we would feel like we were the only two in existence. As we lay there you would beg me to make love to you over and over.

But, as I sit here watching the sun set into the horizon, my heart sinks with it. My pain is my entire fault; when will I learn? You would never want me. I'm not perfect, beautiful, or anything important. I have to let the dream of you and me go, for I am a man with an unrequited crush.

 

Your Crush,

Prince

 

Kagome felt her heart rate speed up. She searched her memory for anybody named Prince. Whoever Prince was he sure had a way with words. She looked around again and smiled.

 

In all her years she would never imagine she would have a secret crush.

 

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Yura was sitting in history trying to pay attention, but her mind kept drifting back to her plan of revenge she would cast on Kagome. Turning her head to the side she watched as Kagome took notes and stared upon the man who was supposed to be hers.

 

Her anger spiked even more. If she thinks she's won over his heart then she has another thing coming.

 

She looked at Sesshomaru and watched as his eyes only stayed upon Kagome. This was not supposed to be happening this way. She watched the two as their eyes meet and she gave him a discreet smile.

 

Jealousy stabbed at her heart. That was supposed to be her damn it. She would just have to wait, and in time little Miss Kagome would be going down.

 

Her lips tugged upwards in a smirk. Kagome Higurashi's days were numbered.

 

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Slamming the door shut Kagome threw her book bag into the hallway closet. “Mom?”

 

She looked around the corner into her room, but only found a made bed. Going into the kitchen she found a bright yellow sticky note on the fridge.

 

Kagome,

 

 

Went out to buy some food and some tampons I know that your “friend” is coming soon.

 

Be back soon.

 

Love you,

 

Mom

 

All too quickly, Kagome balled the note up and threw it away. Her mother tended to be overprotective of her sometimes, which could be a bit embarrassing even though nobody was here.

 

Going up into her room she sighed and decided against watching T.V, to do something more productive.

 

`How about exercise?' Pulling out her Yoga mat, she pushed in her tape and began stretching.

 

`This is just what I needed.' She stuck out her right leg and reached for it, staying in this position for thirty seconds. `Sachiko is beautiful, and smart, not to mention sweet. Why in the hell did Sesshomaru leave her? How in the hell can I compete with that?'

 

Kagome tried to hide the jealousy and her envy for Sachiko, but it kept nagging her. It was under her skin, eating away her insides, screaming inside her head. She wouldn't even consider talking to Sesshomaru about this. He would more than likely tell her she was being too insecure or something.

 

`I'm not insecure I'm just-' She couldn't even find a word for this. She pulled her left arm over her right shoulder, using her elbow to hold it there. `I'm scared, that's it. Does she want him back? Does he still have feelings for her?'

 

“Breathe in.” The lady on the screen said, her heads held together in front of her. “And now let go, slowly.” She slowly moved her arms to her sides.

 

“Good, now relax, clear your mind of everything. Think of somewhere you want to be right now and think of an image.”

 

`With Sesshomaru.' A mischievous grin formed at the corners of her mouth.

 

“Keep the image in your head and breathe in.”

 

He was holding her in his arms; they were on his couch just watching TV. He kissed her behind the ear and her heartbeat speed up. She was just about to turn around when her eye caught something. Looking at the TV she saw Sachiko standing there. She was calling Sesshomaru's name telling him to come here. To her surprise he listened.

 

He completely forgot about her and walked to his ex-wife. Looking at her, he then planted a nice long kiss on his pervious love, right in front of Kagome. She tried to move, tried to speak, she tried everything, but she couldn't.

 

“Now we're going to began-”

 

Clicking the VCR off, she crawled into bed, curling into a small ball. It felt so real, like she was really there. He felt so real; she could still feel his arms around her. She must be crazy because now she felt insecure…

 

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