InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Tears ❯ Tears ( Chapter 1 )

*If I had just one tear
Running down your cheek*

~Kikyo………..~

*Maybe I could cope*

~Kikyo.~

*Maybe I'd get some sleep *

~Kikyo!~

*If I had just one moment at your expenses
Maybe all my misery
Would be well spent...yeaaaa *

Kikyo, why is it that every thought seems to find its way to her? Why couldn't he move on? Does she ever think about what could have been if…..? Shouldn't he hate her too? She'd killed him once and after she learned the truth she still tried to kill him not once, not twice, but three times… well the last one was to prove a point, so maybe it really doesn't count, but still shouldn't he feel some kind of loathing against her?

*Could you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that your feeling a little more pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me*

Every time they meet he throws his heart wide open to her, he tells her that he cares for her and yet she turns right around and betrays him. She helps out Narkus, nearly killed Kagome… Kagome, she saved him twice from Kikyo's deadly hands. Still he runs to her, claims that he'll protect her, he tries to repent for his doubt, but she still blames him. It's all about her; she keeps rubbing it into his face, telling him over and over again that the only way for her to happy is to see him in hell. But what about him? He wasn't the only one doing damage that day, he wasn't the only one that didn't have faith that day, she took fifty years of his life away from him, doesn't that mean something?

*If your love could be caged, honey,

I would hold the key
And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me*

Lies, was that what she had told him? Lies? Did she really love him, or was he an escape goat to gain her, her freedom? It's clear that she doesn't love him now… but did she ever hold any feeling for him? He was willing to give up his life for her happiness. Did she care… about the dangers that doing as she requested would bring to them… him? Did she care back then or did she even think about?

*And you'd hunt and those lies
They'd be all you'd ever find
And that'd be all you'd have to know
For me to be fine*

If only he knew may be then he could move on. To move on to be closer to the soul that is quietly waiting on him. The soul he would lose soon if he wasn't careful. Blast that wolf.

*And you'd cry a little
Die just a little
And baby I would feel just a little less pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me*

He was tried of being held back by hate, he was alive, fair or not, and he want to live, he wanted to be apart of this small group of people for as long as time would allow. He wanted to help them, care about them, but you can't do that fully with the past beating down on you, telling you to die. Blast it; this music has really got him down. He hates being down, if only the music would stop then he could think about more important thing like….

"Turn that blasted music off Kagome," he barked from his tree.

"Why should I?" she yelled back up to him.

He just huffed and jumped way leaving his friends behind. If he had stayed much longer he would've…. No, he wasn't going to think about that. Stopping by a small river, he stared into its depth. He was unaware to the world around him until a flash of white caught his eye; coming out of the tree line was the object of his thought tonight.

"Kikyo…."

"Inuyasha," Kikyo said softly

*Give it up baby
I hear your goodbye*

"It's time to go Inuyasha, come to me," she smiled opening her arms to him.

*Nothin's gonna save me
I see it in your eyes*

"Did you ever care for me Kikyo?" he asked mainly to himself. "Does it pain you to think about what might have been?"

*Some kind of heartache*

"What are you asking Inuyasha? I don't understand."

"Does what happen to us fifty years ago have any affect on you; do you wonder what might have been?"

*Darlin give it a try*

"No."

He was floored. Here he was beating himself up over something that she had no feelings about what so ever.

"Come with me, Inuyasha, away from the heartache of this world, come."

*I don't want pity
I just want what is mine*

"No"

"What?"

"No Kikyo, I'm tired of thinking about a corpse that no longer care about me, I'm moving on Kikyo. I'm sorry," with that, said he move to head back to camp.

"No!"

"What?" he turned slightly to face her.

"I won't let you leave, you can't! You killed me, and I'll have your life for it!"

"You already took fifty years, and life time in human years, and you want more! All you ever do is want, Kikyo! I was willing to be human for you! I was willing to free you from your duties! You killed me! No fake imitation done by Naraku, but you, yourself, you killed me for Naraku killing you. And when you came back, I stilled tried to help, tried to protect you, I tried to repent for what I thought was my fault! And still all you talk about is taking me life! You had it once before, your not getting it back now."

*Yeah.. Could you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that you're feeling a little more pain*

"Why you!" she fumed and readied her bow.

He walked away.

"Face me!" she yelled after him.

*I gave now I'm wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me*

~Good-bye Kikyo, ~ he thought as he wiped away the last tear he would shed for her.

*Cry just a little for me
Could you cry just a little for me?*

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Mouse: Hi, well what do you think? Let's clear something up shall we? The song is Faith Hill's Cry and appears in between these things: *…*. Also I don't own Inuyasha. And this: ~…~ is thought, this: "…" is normal speech, just incase you wanted to know. With that said feel free to review.

Oh and take the ending however you want until later, bye.