InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Ad ❯ Closet Revelations ( Chapter 19 )

WARNING: This chapter contains adult content not suitable for younger readers!!!!!

Ch. 18

Closet Revelations

Kagome smiled happily as she examined the pictures Inu Yasha and she had taken the previous weekend. The cabin had been beautiful, and the woods around it, breathtaking. She would love to go there again...specially during a different time of her cycle. Her watched beeped reminding her that it was time to take her pill. She stretched her arms before moving towards her underwear drawer. She had to find another hiding place for those.

"Kagome?" Her brother asked from the door. She turned to him and smiled. "So, can I borrow your car tonight? I want to take Rin to the drive in they're opening outside the city."

"Does her father know?"

"That we're going to the movies? Of course he does!"

"You just omitted the part of the drive in." Her brother replied with a sheepish smile. "I don't need it tonight, but I expect it back without a dent and with a full tank of gas." She smiled as she threw him the keys.

"So what are you and Yasha doing tonight?"

"Nothing…Eri called. She needs help moving to her new apartment. It's in the same building, so we can do it tonight."

"So what's he going to do for fun tonight?"

"Work! Apparently, the trip to the cabin coincided with an explosive weekend for the company. He's backed up in paperwork."

"Damn, you adults sure know how to spend your Friday nights." Souta joked as he left the room. Kagome returned to her desk and looked at the pictures: she trying to fish with a makeshift pole; Inu Yasha chopping firewood without his shirt on (that one she was going to tape to her ceiling); the two of them by the fire; the two of them kissing in front of the gas station, and the two of them hugging by the god's tree. It had been a good trip, even if her jii-chan had sabotaged it.

The old man was still hiding from her, which was probably the safest thing he could do. Kagome was shocked to come home and find the house empty. She thought she heard him in the basement, and when she found the rare root on his workstation, she recognized it immediately: not the name; that she could not remember for the life of her. She did remember seeing it in one of the books she had studied during her miko training. It was used in a cleansing potion given to women who should not conceive. Something in the root caused women to menstruate. Souta still swears that the back window had shattered with her screaming and not his baseball. Apparently, the old man didn't know that the stronger the potion, the stronger the pain.

Kagome sighed. She knew her jii-chan was only trying to protect her honor, but that was going too far. Playing with those kinds of roots could be extremely dangerous. What if she and Inu Yasha had been having sex conceived? Her jii-chan's meddling could have caused her too miscarry. She thanked the gods that Inu Yasha had been patient with her. She was going to have to set her foot down harshly later. She wanted to have a normal relationship with Inu Yasha, or as normal as she could have, considering that they needed to be married in less than three months.

She sighed as she heard a horn honk. She picked up her bag and sneakers. She would decide things later, after she Eri and Ayumi finished packing.

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It was Friday, and Kagura didn't have a date. It was becoming a habit. She still claimed that she wanted to find herself a rich husband, but lately she had grown tired of the dull fat mass of Tokyo society bachelors. She flagged down a cab in front of her office and made herself comfortable. She smiled at the cab driver before ordering, "St. Jude's." Taking a deep breath, Kagura admired the passing Tokyo buildings. She smiled as she passed one that she had helped design. Though unimportant to most of Tokyo, it had been her first project.

She wished her life was as simple as designing a skyscraper: Strong foundations, good style and lots of height. Kanna, what was she going to do with her? If only she had been infatuated with more than one man…if only Kagura could convince herself that if sane, Kanna wouldn't still be in love with Sesshomaru Takahashi… He was Kanna's first…and hers. A tear escaped her eyes as she remembered that hot early September night. It had been as unexpected as the last minute heat wave. But, he had been so sweet and gentle, whispering loving words into her ear. She had never thought of Sesshomaru as a romantic…she had never seen him court a woman, and frankly, she didn't believe he knew how. Oh, she had been wrong. Waking up next to him the morning after was more pleasurable than their previous activities. It had been so right, and no other lover she had had since had given her such pleasures, not even Inu Yasha. It was to be expected since she hadn't made love to a man since.

She closed her eyes for the rest of the trip and tried to catch some sleep. Thinking of Sesshomaru was always exhausting.

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"Thanks again for coming, Kag. No one else would." Eri smiled as she finished bringing in the last box to her new apartment. The three girls were dusty and sweaty as they stood amidst a sea of boxes and disassembled furniture.

"Probably because you're only moving across the hall from your old apartment!" Kagome teased.

"Yes, but this one is bigger, has better lighting, and is further away from those noisy upstairs sex freak neighbors of ours." Ayumi protested. "I still can't believe you took his new relationship so well. I definitely thought you were going to have a nervous breakdown or something…I wouldn't have blamed you either." Ayumi finished by fixing the curls that had escaped from her ponytail.

"Well, her new man isn't giving her enough time to worry about the old." Eri chimed in. She smiled brightly at her girlfriend before continuing, "He took her away last weekend to a cabin in the woods."

"Oh, how romantic! Did you guys make love by the fireplace and all that corny but sweet stuff?" Ayumi smiled at her friend.

"No, I was on my period."

"Damn cycle!" Both Eri and Ayumi cursed.

"But, we talked about having sex…and he is willing to wait until I'm ready." Kagome smiled brightly.

"And to hold him over, what are you guys doing?" Eri asked suspiciously. Kagome couldn't hide her smile as she began to laugh embarrassedly.

"Details!" The other two girls ordered.

"Well, we've technically only been to second base, but…Kami, the things we do don't fall neatly into a baseball metaphor." The girls giggled. Knowing they wouldn't stop until they got some information, Kagome simply said, "He has a shower with ten shower heads…I had no idea water pressure was that enjoyable."

Her friends hooted, and as Ayumi went to get them some lemonade. They had known Kagome long enough to know the young lawyer wouldn't go into details. But, Eri still had to ask, "Is he as well endowed as the tabloids make it seem?" Kagome blushed.

"Can we just say that if size matters…I won't be disappointed?" Kagome felt a warmth flood her. She always felt embarrassed when talking about sex to her old high school friends. It was hard to picture them out of their saintly, "we shall be virgins till marriage," mode.

"We need to get started on hanging those shelves. If it gets too late, you'll have to wait until tomorrow." Kagome swiftly changed the subject.

"Oh darn, I forgot that Hojo still has my hammer." Ayumi pouted. "And I hate going up there when the hussy is home."

"I'll go." Kagome declared as a large clap shuttered through the apartment. The girls jumped and looked outside the window, where the night had become terrifyingly darker. "It looks like thunderstorms. I might take you up on your offer to spend the night." Kagome commented as she moved towards the door.

"Kagome, are you sure you want to go up there?"

"Yeah, it's about time that friend of mine formally introduced me to his new love interest. Damn it, he met Inu Yasha, why shouldn't I meet his new girl." Kagome demanded as she sipped her lemonade. Her friends gave her a strange look of confusion before she left. "They probably still can't believe we're friends." Kagome reasoned. There was another loud thunder clap as she opted to go up the stairs. The hall was short with only four apartments. She turned towards the marble staircase that was the selling point of the old building and took her time to climb them towards the sixth floor. When she reached the second flight, she began to hear voices coming from above.

"Oh, you naughty boy! Throw the trash out and get back in here before I spank you." A strange deep voice demanded.

"Is that a promise or a proposition?" A voice that sounded tremendously like her shy, sex fearing Hojo replied.

"Wow, she has really gotten him out of his shell!" Kagome thought as she reached the top of stairs. She gasped at the sight that befell her eyes before the glass slipped from her hands and fell to the floor, shattering into a thousand pieces. At that moment, the heaven opened up, and the rain came pouring down.

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Kagura rushed inside the asylum before the storm was able to fully soak her. She smiled at the attendant as she signed in. "Good evening Miss Kaze. I'm sure your sister will be happy to see you." The chubby old man smiled. Kagura left the peach-colored lobby and headed towards the private rooms. As she moved deeper into the sanitarium, the walls became more and more white, and less and less patients were seen walking around. That was normal for a stormy night.

"I hope the thunder hasn't bothered her." Kagura frowned as she turned towards the East Wing, where her sister resided. Each step she took increased the sounds of screaming coming from down the hall. It took her five more steps to recognize the voice of her sister above the shouts of the orderlies. Kagura sprinted towards Kanna's room.

"Don't go in there. She's not well." Sr. Teresa informed her as she stepped out of the room, intersecting the wind youkai. She tried to guide Kagura away from the room, but Kanna's shouts were getting louder. Kagura didn't speak as she outmaneuvered the old nun. She turned into the room.

"Kanna!" She tried to get her attention, but the young youkai was too busy struggling against two attendants that had her pin to the wall. As another thunderclap ripped through the room, Kanna broke free. She ripped her shirt while pushing one of the male attendants against her bed and cupping his manhood. "Kanna!" Kagura demanded as she pulled her sister away from the orderly. A nearby nurse took the opportunity to inject the younger Kaze sister with a sedative.

Kagura was trembling when her sister finally stopped struggling in her arms. "We have her Miss Kaze. Don't worry; we're used to these outbreaks from her." The orderly that had been attacked explained. Kagura stared at him in shock, as Sister Teresa led her away from the room.

"How-how long has she been doing that?" Kagura asked as she legs wobbled below her.

"Since before the tumor was removed. We didn't tell you because we thought you were burdened enough with what you already knew."

"When we spoke…you knew-you knew." Kagura gasped as tears of realization flooded from her eyes. There was no way she could deny the truth: Sesshomaru had never slept with her sister. She had hurt the man she loved for the wrong reason-for being so stubborn. She trembled as her tears became sobs. She struggled to breathe as the nun led her around the corner. She never heard the voice that called her name, but she felt the strong arms embrace her. She raised her head to see two beautiful golden eyes looking at her in worry.

"Kanna had an attack." She heard the nun say, but did not care for her words. She buried her head in Sesshomaru's chest and let the tears fall. Her legs went weak, as he held her up, showing her that he would always protect her.

"Take me home…please." Sesshomaru's stomach tightened when he heard her voice crack.

"Teresa went to get you a sedative."

"I just want…I need to get out of here…I can't…" Kagura tried to explain between sobs. Sesshomaru just tightened his hold as he led her towards his limo. Jaken was at the door waiting with an open umbrella, but she failed to notice.

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The moment stood frozen in time as Kagome stared at the couple in shock. Hojo didn't know what to say as his hands rested on his lover's hips, which were only covered with a towel. They had been in the middle of a kiss when Kagome interrupted. An interruption that seemed to bother the hussy a little more than Kagome staring. She couldn't take her eyes off the bare flat breasts. That body was not of a woman's.

"I'm sorry. I had just convinced him to join me in the shower when you interrupted us." The hussy spoke, his voice now obviously of a man trying to sound feminine.

"Kagome…" Hojo began as she took a step back.

"I-I'm sorry, I interrupted." She turned and ran down the stairs hearing another thunder clap. They were getting closer and closer as the storm worsened.

"Kagome!" Hojo screamed as he chased her down six flights of stairs. He finally caught up with on the third floor. "Kagome please!" He grabbed her arm, and she turned and slapped him.

"You didn't tell me!" She accused.

"I didn't know how! And then at the café, I thought Eri spilled the beans!"

"How can you not tell me you're gay?" Kagome demanded as the thunder began to overpower her voice.

"You know how my family is…Coming out was the hardest thing I had to do!"

"Then how come you couldn't come out to me! I thought we were best friends!"

"We are." He tried to hold her hand.

"Don't you even dare!" Kagome shouted as she pushed him away. She tried to breathe, but the tears of pain and anger were making it difficult. "How long have you known?" She asked in a small voice.

"Since that time the cop pulled us over and frisked me." He answered looking away in shame. It took Kagome a few minutes to remember the day.

"That was eight years ago! You knew all this time…you knew that was the reason our sex life was suffering! You didn't tell me! You let me believe that I was the problem!" She accused.

"It took me a long time to admit it to myself…I thought you could change me." He defended.

"So now it's my fault you're gay?" Kagome looked at him in disbelief.

"No, that's not what I meant…"

"Kagome?" Eri called from the fifth floor landing of her apartment. "Is everything alright?"

"No, I'm going home." Kagome turned to leave but Hojo tried to grab her. "Don't! You have no right to touch me." Kagome raced down the rest of the stairs and walked out into the awaiting November rain without her coat or an umbrella.

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Sesshomaru helped Kagura to her apartment. She had cried herself to sleep in the car, and when they reached the apartment, she didn't seem to have the strength to stand. He told his limo driver not to wait for him before wrapping his coat around the young woman. Kagura had been shaking so badly, she couldn't hold her keys. Sesshomaru used his nose to lead them to her bedroom, where he sat her on the bed and wiped her tears away. He left the room and crossed the small hallway into the living room, which led to the kitchen. There, he threw his suit jacket on a chair, rolled up his sleeves and removed his tie. The small kitchen had four cabinets, an electric stove and a half empty refrigerator covered with Rin's artwork. He searched the cabinets until he found a box of tea and a pot. He left the water to boil before returning to the young woman.

The storm was raging a war outside her window as Sesshomaru re-entered the room. It was dark, but he could make out the brass bed clearly. Kagura was still sitting where he left her, clutching his coat tightly around her, letting his scent surround her. "I'm making you tea." He informed quietly as he knelt before her. "Kagura, what happened?"

Quiet tears fell from her eyes as she bit her lower lip. Kagura kept looking strait ahead refusing to make eye contact with him. "I-I've never seen her like that…that bad. Not since that day." He used his hands to rub some warmth into her arms. She turned her tired ruby eyes towards him, and he almost sighed in relief as he saw recognition in them. "The stove is broken. You can't make tea."

"Kagura," he whispered as he rubbed her cheek with his hand, "things will work out." She looked at him in confusion as she interpreted his words.

"How? My sister will never get better; my life is a mess, and I've lost everything that has ever been important to me!" Kagura accused.

"Not everything." He whispered softly as he kissed her cheek, "You still have me." He pulled away softly, but she turned towards him and kissed him fully. Sesshomaru growled in the pleasure her lips provided. She grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer as her kiss became desperate and demanding. "Kagura," he gasped as they broke for air, "this isn't right…you're not well."

"But I need you." She protested in a teary voice. Sesshomaru looked into her ruby eyes and caved. It had been so long since they had been together. He would be lying if he didn't say he needed her too. Taking a deep breath, he pounced, as they began another kiss.

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The night was so dark, Kagome couldn't see in front of her. She held herself tightly as she made her way towards the corner with the rain falling on her skin like tiny icicles. Perhaps she should return for her coat and cell phone. She could call a cab that way. Reaching the corner, she remembered that Sango's apartment was nearby. She turned towards the familiar building and was glad to see she hadn't been wrong. Sango would probably interrogate her, but at least, she didn't have to risk running into Hojo. The cool black marble lobby was empty, so Kagome rushed to the elevator. As she made her way to the eighteenth floor, she decided to squeeze the water from her hair, and white shirt. When she stepped onto the carpeted hallway, she heard her feat squeak with each step.

"She'll kill me for ruining her carpet, but at least she'll give me hot chocolate." Kagome reasoned as she rang the doorbell. She heard a sound that was muffled by the thunder. Knowing Sango hardly ever locked her door while she was home, she decided to try it. She smiled as the door gave. Kagome screamed as she stepped into the apartment.

"Kagome?" She heard her friends scream after a large thud was heard. She kept her eyes covered with her hands as she tried to erase the image of Miroku's naked derrière from her mind.

"I'm sorry. I thought you said, 'come in." Kagome defended herself as she made her way out of the apartment.

"Kagome!" Miroku wanted to chase after her, but having only a couch cushion to wear made that a bit complicated. Sango was in a similar situation since she couldn't remember where Miroku had undressed her.

"I'm sorry!" Kagome shouted back as she retreated. By the time Sango and Miroku were somewhat decent, the only trace of Kagome they had was a puddle of water by the entrance.

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"Oh, Kami-sama!" Kagura moaned as Sesshomaru worshipped her breast. He was taking his time savoring her skin. He had waited six years for the opportunity to make love to her, and he wasn't going to rush it like an inexperienced teenager. He sighed as the woman below him trembled. He moved up to lick the tears that were silently slipping from her eyes.

Being this close to her, touching her, worshiping her brought him to life, but it also made him painfully aware of why she was doing so. Her youki was very weak, and by the tears she shed in the limo, he could tell she was suffering. She needed to forget, even if it was for a few minutes. He was determined to help her find all peace she could get.

Thunder continued to roar in the sky as Kagura lost all train of logic or reason. She grabbed at Sesshomaru's shirt as he kissed and nipped her neck. When she was unable to remove it, she ripped it off in a very Inu Yasha-like move. She needed him, his skin, his touch…his love. Kagura's hands traced the curves of his back as she pulled him closer. She was surprised to find that she remembered every muscle and ligament perfectly. She let her hands trace his shoulders as he moved lower and lower, kissing, tasting and savoring her body. He reached navel with a torturous slow pace. He dipped his tongue before lightly biting it. Kagura arched towards him the way she had done the first time, and for a moment, the last six years didn't seem to have happened.

He lowered himself as he sliced off her skirt. He looked at her eyes closed in pleasure as he gently bit her inner thigh. She moaned as her hips rose. Her hands tightened around his arms as her need became overwhelming. "I need you…on top of me…I can't…I need you now. Please!" Kagura begged as the youkai lord kissed the offended area of skin. He wanted to prolong their play, but she needed relief, and who was he to deny her anything. He rose above her as he prepared himself. He kissed her deeply, like he had done their first time together, before entering. Kagura gasped as for the first time in her life, she felt whole. Sesshomaru gritted his teeth: she felt so tight, so good, as if she had been made only for him. She wrapped her legs around him as she pulled him deeper. "Kami!" Sesshomaru growled as they began a slow but steady rhythm. Each time they rocked against each other, they forgot more of the outside world. Soon they were moving at an incredible speed, being the only two inhabitants in their world.

Sesshomaru's eyes bleed crimson as his youki increased. With hers so weak, it was easy to mark her with his scent. The pleasure was intense, too intense. Soon, he was all instincts. He didn't realize he had marked her until she climaxed below him. The taste of her blood in his mouth was like a sweat wine, causing him to fall over the edge. Kagura had only been able to feel the building pressure in her abdomen mixed with his heat and smell. God, she loved the smell of him! She was so close, and then the pain of his fangs sinking into her flesh sent a jolt of pleasure through her body. She screamed a muffled version of his name as she sunk her teeth into his neck. Her climax had taken over.

Sesshomaru lapped the preliminary mark he had given her knowing he was wearing hers. She stirred below him and called his name longingly. He knew she still needed more comfort, and he had the stamina of a full blown youkai. He intertwined his fingers with hers as he began to make love to her, this time, in a slower pace.

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Kagome wiped her face from tears and rain as she continued to walk through the storm. She wasn't sure where she was going; she just knew she needed to walk. "Am I the only fucking person in this city that isn't having sex?" She demanded the sky, which replied with another thunder crash. She broke down in tears as she sat on the next available steps. She had been walking for at least an hour, and she wasn't feeling any better. Being cold wasn't helping, either. She felt stupid for running out without a coat, but how was she supposed to stay there?

"Fuck you!" She screamed for no apparent reason. "What the fuck is wrong with me? Ten years, and I never noticed? Did I turn him? Why didn't he want me? Aren't I woman enough for him?

"Why would any man ever want me? I'm not pretty…I'm not much of a woman if I can't keep my own boyfriend straight!" She leaned back against the door, and she was surprise to fall back. She looked up and saw the white ceiling of a familiar lobby. She stood up and went inside realizing she had been there before. In her desperation, her feet had brought her to him. He could fix this. He could make her feel like a woman again.

She rushed to the elevator and prayed to Kami that he didn't have a surprise for her too.

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"Fucking Asshole, I'm coming!" Inu Yasha growled as he made his way to the front door. It may have only been ten thirty, but he had been exhausted from all the work his brother had dumped on him and decided to go to bed early. He struggled to find a pair of pants in the dark as the banging started. At first he wanted to ignore it, but his caller had been persistent. "What the fuck…Kagome?" His voice trailed off as he saw his girlfriend soaking wet and shivering at his front step. Before he could move she said.

"Fuck me!" He barely had time to reply before the young woman jumped him. His hands went to her derriere to offer support as she wrapped her legs around his waist, and her arms around his neck. Their lips connected in a desperate kiss more suitable for inexperienced teenagers than two adults. Inu Yasha shivered at the feel of her cold wet clothes against his skin.

"I have to get her out of them." He thought, and for the first time, he didn't have a sexual meaning behind his words. As their kiss parted, he was surprised to find the taste of salt in his mouth. "She's been crying!" Inu Yasha moved his hands so he could set her down on the floor and hug her protectively.

"What's wrong? What happened?" He asked quietly.

"I need you to fuck me…I need you to make me feel like a woman." A month ago, those words would have brought a tremendous amount of joy into his life, but tonight, they broke his heart.

"I can't do that." He whispered.

"Why not? I need you, Inu Yasha! I need you…" She was crying again. She didn't even care to be begging. He sighed deeply before kissing her lips.

"If you need me, you have me…If you want me to make you fell like a woman, I will." He reassured as he picked her up bridal style. He carried her to the bedroom, where he worshipped every inch of her body.

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Well, wasn't that a bombshell. I just finished reading "Alter Ego" by FrameofMind, and I must say it is good. I was going to go to bed, since it's five in the morning, but I decided to finish this. If you find more type-o's than usual you know why. Any how, I truly recommend that story. It has too few reviews for how good it was.

I think one of you guessed that was what this chapter was about. I know a lot of you are happy that Hojo is finally out of the closet. I managed to trick a few of you with the drag. Aren't I evil.

By the way…the Queen of Cliffhangers is back!!!!!!!!!!! Next chapter, what happened in the bedroom with K and I.