InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Child that Falls from the Sky ❯ Pains of the Past ( Chapter 7 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

By: Suniko

Chapter 7

Pains of the Past

The following next night. The group is settling down for rest. Suniko was sitting just down the hill not that far away from the camp. Inu Yasha came up and sit down. Suniko still look up the night sky with a worry look. Inu Yasha notice she was itchy all day.

“What's wrong, Suniko?”

“Tomorrow night is a new moon.”

“You change into a human also?”

“No. I change into a full demon.”

Inu Yasha looked at her with a surprise.

“A full demon?! Are you going to cause problems to the others?”

Worrying for he would not have the power to save his Kagome and the others.

“These beads on my hands help me not harm any humans. But if a powerful demon comes too close I would thrust for its blood. I'm more danger to demons than humans. For I crave for demons blood. But if a human try's to get in my way I could hurt them. Don't worry. For years I've been working on it. Try to have more control over my demon blood and keep my conscience mind when I transform. It's one of the lessons that Un- I mean Sesshomaru teaching me. They should be fine as long they stay away from me. So tomorrow night don't let them come after me. Ok Inu Yasha?”

“I understand. But if you try to harm Kagome or the others I won't hesitated to kill you! Got that!”

“Got it. Thanks Inu Yasha.”

Inu Yasha think over what she has said. `Controlling the blood.' How could you do that? He wonders if Suniko would teach him.

“Suniko, may I ask you something?”

“If I could answer I would.”

“How do you control the blood?”

“Well, you are half demon. You should try to listen to your human side more.”

Here's my change to poke at Inu Yasha to get him admitting his love for Kagome. Soon they need to fall deeply in love. For her brother Kazuki should be conceded soon. Suniko thought to herself.

“Well, first of all, control your emotion. Yet, let you emotion control you.”

“What does that mean?”

“Not all emotion is bad. In fact there's no such thing as a `bad emotion' it's what you do with that emotion. Use the emotion you feel. Don't loss control over yourself.”

“How you do that?”

“Have you notice when you are in a big battle that looks like you are going to lose. What happen to turn it around?”

Inu Yasha stop and think about it.

“I was mad or scared Kagome would be killed.”

“Exactly! You were using your emotions. Remember the other day I was explaining about the strengths between demons and humans?”

“Yeah.”

“We have both bloods. We are demons. We are humans. We have the power of both races.”

“I see. But humans are weak!”

“They are you say. Well …”

Suniko turn around to look back at the camp she could see Kagome standing close to them watching them and listening to them. Inu Yasha turn to see what she was looking at. He saw her. She looks pretty. The wind is blowing softly. He feels at peace and happy when she is close. Suniko knows he is memorizing her. Then she finishes her sentence.

“Well, do you think she is weak?”

“Yes. Well, no. I don't know. No she isn't.”

“But, Inu Yasha, she's human. So you saying humans are weak but not this young, beautiful, strong well girl that is standing there?”

Inu Yasha look back at Suniko. He doesn't feel comfortable where this conversation is going. He loves Kikyou. He loves Kagome. He wishes he could have them both.

“Inu Yasha, do you know what emotion is the most powerful? So powerful it could bring down the most powerful demon that ever walks this earth. So powerful you can over come anything?”

“No. I don't know.”

Then Suniko stands up. Get ready to head back to camp. She stops and looked back at Inu Yasha.

“Love. Love, Inu Yasha.”

She left him to think over her words. As she came up to Kagome she places her hand on Kagome's shoulder. She knows Kagome could hear some that they were talking about. For when she spoke loader when she could smell Kagome close by. Hear that they were talking about her. Kagome looked at Suniko. Suniko smiles at her.

“Love. Is the most powerful force in the world.”

Then she left them to be alone. Kagome went down to Inu Yasha. They sat there for a long time. Not saying anything at first. Then he puts his arm around her letting her rest her head on his shoulders. Then he rests his head on top of hers. And they sat like for a long time.

Suniko reaches to the camp site. She sat down and grabs some fish from the fire. As she bent over so she could be able to reach the fish. Miroku was sitting by her. He reaches up and rubs her butt for the first time.

It's not like he haven't try before. But she keeps catching him before he was able to touch her.

At that moment Suniko had a flashback to when Sursana-ho raps her. It was like it was happening all over again. Blind by rage she turns around and hit him in the face hard as she could. Miroku flew back and landed couple of feet away. Suniko jump high in the air. Tears were in her eyes. All she could see was Sursana-ho but in fact it was Miroku. She lands on top of him. Grabbing fist full of his cloths by his neck and get ready to pound his face in with the other hand.

“Never again, Sursana-ho!!! Never again!”

Then hers eyes uncover the truth. It wasn't Sursana-ho it was Miroku. She froze with stock. Realize the true reality. She stood up try to hold back the tears that wants to come pouring out. She turns around to go back to the camp to sit down. Try to calm down. Try not to lose control of hers emotion.

As she walk back, “Miroku, never touch me without my permission. And I would never get you that permission. Don't try ever again!”

She sits down letting her bangs cover her eyes. Try to look like nothing happen. Sango and Shippo was stock to see her reaction. But have no pity for Miroku. When Miroku sat back down still rubbing his face where she has hit him.

Seeing her reaction he figures something bad has happen to her. He could tell for a moment she saw him as someone else. Why did she call him Sursana-ho?

“Who's Sursana-ho, Jubi?” Miroku ask.

Suniko tense up. Try so hard not to explode. She wants someone to talk to. Cry on somebody's shoulders for a long time. But she is in the past. And she doesn't want anyone knows of her valuation of her body. That part of the future.

Miroku, Sango, and Shippo could see her tormented soul. Try to hold it in. Miroku started to think that this Sursana-ho must have rapped her.

“Did he rap you?” saying it softly with care in his voice.

She can't take anymore. The tears finely won. She looked up then back at the direction where Inu Yasha and Kagome are. They are lost in their own world at the moment. Didn't notice anything was going on at camp.

“Don't tell them anything! This has never happen. Not a word! Promise me.”

They agree to her promise. But they want to know what happened through. Sango could tell she does want to talk and cry about it.

Suniko stood up and started heads to the woods. Sango got up and went after her Kirara also follow. She was able to reach to her when she fell on her knees far away from the camp site. Sango kneel down next to her putting her arms around her. Like a mother would do for a child. Suniko hold on her Sango. Cry her poor heart out. Sango rub her hair

“Cry it out, Suniko. Cry it out to me. I'm here for you.”

Suniko did as she was told. As the tears was coming less.

Sango asked, “Why you don't want Inu Yasha and Kagome to know?”

Suniko tighten her grip on Sango.

“He made them watch.” saying it barely a whisper.

Sango could almost hear her words. Kirara lick Suniko. Letting her know that she too was there for her and feel sorry for her. Sango felt sorry for Suniko. What an awful way to lose girl virginities.

They hold on to each other. Suniko cry until she fell asleep in her arms. Kirara transform into her bigger form. So she could carry Suniko on her back while she's still asleep. They head back to camp. Put Suniko on the bed that was made for her.

Miroku ask what happen. Sango told him she can't tell and do what she has asked early not to speak of it again. Miroku got the point. Shippo still wasn't sure what is going on. They told him to forget about it for he is very young.