InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Dark Lady. ❯ I Do Not Love You. ( Chapter 11 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Creamy, Prompt 7: Bloom

Title: I Do Not Love You.

Author: Harmony Sunsinger

Pairing: Naraku/Adult Rin

Rating: Risque.

Genre: Canon, Post-manga What-If

Word Count: 300

Summary: Rin can deny it all she wants, but there is something happening to her whenever she is around her Dark Hanyou...

After a century of being mated to you, Naraku, I have come to several conclusions.

I stayed here at first because you forced me. Of that, I am sure.

I tried to leave several times upon becoming pregnant with Rishou; I have never been anything if not a good mother. I would not tolerate you dominating him as you do me.

But upon his birth, there seemed to be a change about you, something indescribable. It was as if, for the first time in your life, you began to care about something other than your own pathetic existence.

The way your dark eyes lit up when you first held your son… Our son…

I cried that night, wondering why you can never look upon me that way.

As I've gotten older, you've probably noticed, I've become more cunning, more defiant. That is because, my Naraku, I know you just as well as the back of my hand, and I love it.

I love playing your body like a well-tuned instrument, but, you see, I find it impossible to actually love you.

You, who force me down onto all fours and fuck me repeatedly, whether I wish to or not, just because I made your breakfast wrong.

You, with your endless thirst for my body.

Will this never end, my Naraku? Will I always be your plaything - never your mate?

I don't even want to be your mate, anyway, so I don't know why I ask, why I care.

You know that I still love him, and I always will.

But I cannot fight you. No matter how much you anger me, no matter how many bitches I find in your bed, no matter how much my body wishes to break in half around you -

I will never love you.

Never.