InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The dirt little secrets we keep ❯ The Secret ( Chapter 1 )
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By: Inusgirl189 
InuYasha;s been bad and Kagome's been worse
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 08.08.2005 | Pages: 3 | Words: 2.9K | Visits: 432 | Status: Completed
InuYasha;s been bad and Kagome's been worse
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 08.08.2005 | Pages: 3 | Words: 2.9K | Visits: 432 | Status: Completed
The Dirty Little Secrets We Keep by InusGirl189
"Talking"
'thoughts'
its my 1st alternate universe so please no flames and I dont own InuYasha but the lyrics are MINE
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Three years, it had taken three years to tear Kagome in half. They had been dating for Three years and the entire time he had seemed soo content.But she had noticed that around the third year he had began to pull away.
from her and everything.
It was two o'clock in the morning when Kagome heard her boyfrieds car pull into the driveway
The door slowly crept open and slammed
she heard him walk into the house trying to be very quiet as if to sneak in.
"Hey Yash why were you out soo late?" a weerily and tired young girl asked
"Huh oh nothing go back to bed"
he snapped almost demandingly
He got in bed leaning towards her to kiss her,
she turned over backing aways from his kiss and him
"Kagome whats wrong ?"
"Nothing I'm just tired"
"No Kagome tell me I can sense theses things remember?"
{A/N there are demons and hanyou's ect here}
"Its nothing just...just go to bed"
he yanked her arm pulling her towards him
"Ouch !!Yash your hurting me"
"Sorry Kag's"
'Hold on whats this?' she thought as she leaned in.
He thought she was leaning in to kiss him for earlier but to his suprise when he tried again she slapped him
"Kagome what the fuck is wrong with you?!?!"
"Why doncha tell me who your whore is first?"
"WHAT?!"
"That [she pointed to his cheek] there is lipstick on your cheek"
"That is from my mom!!!"
she took a moment and then snapped
"Your mom is dead and how dare you lie like that and using her as a crutch you Asshole!!!"
he knew he was busted
He got out of bed, threw his pants on and everythnig
"What ?Where are you going now??"
he mumbled something
"What did you say?"
he slammed the door
over with Sango and Miroku
"Come on Sango!!"
"No not tonight hun"
Miroku sighed
they had been married for a year now
ring......ring.....ring.......ring....
"Moshi?"
"Sango." she knew it was Kagome and she was crying
"Kagome...hun whats wrong??"
"Sango can...I come..::sniff:: over please ?"
"Sure comeon and you can stay for as long as you need"
an hour later Kagome was at her best friend ,for about their entire life, Sango's house to stay .
Sango answered the door and lunged at her friend grabbing her w/ a deadly hug.
"Ohhh Kagome tell me every detail and everything ok?!"
"Ok "
out of no where Miroku came running with a tub of Bryers choclate ice cream and some tear jerkers
"Kagome I'm sorry about what ever happen come here and gimme a hug"
Kagome walked over to Miroku and he hugged her, suprizingly no gropping was involved
"Wow Sango what ever you did to him sure worked"
both girls laughed
Miroku handed Kagome the icecream and two spoons
and Sango the movies
"Sorry Ladies, but i wont be staying up I'm going to bed"
"Night" they chorused
Sango gave him a kiss and Kagome gave him another hug thanking him
he whispered to her "Anytime"
and with that he was up to bed
Kagome and Sango smothered the couch
and dived into the ice cream
putting in " Tuck Everlasting "
"Feeling better Kag's"
"Yeah allot thanks soo much"
"Soo if you dont mind .."
"Yea i'll go ahead and tell you"
"Well it all started out when we had made plans to go to dinner for hour three year aniversary,and he said he had to cancel because a 'friend' called and said he had to 'take care'of them and he left and said he would be back around 11:30 but it was 2 this moring when he came in and i asked him what was wrong and why he was soo late and he just looked at me really cruely and snapped go back to bed "
it went silent for a moment
"And tell me the rest Kags" Sango said worridly
"well he also had mary-kay brand # 4 rosy red lipstick on his cheek"
"WHAT?!?! NO HE DIDNT IM GONNA KICK HIS ASS!!"
"Sango no just listen .." she went on and told her friend the rest
"He denied everything the lipstick wich by the way he blamed on his mother , I thought she was dead ! And he kept this awful attitude with me until he left and I havent seen him yet!"
"Kagome I'll kill his ass and put him eight feet under"
"Dont you mean six....what are you doing???" Kagome looked up as Sango ran over to get her Hiriakotsu,she picked it up over her shoulder
"Sango no!!!!!" she grabbed the weapon from her friend
"Why not Kagome ? Ever since the shard hunt ended and we came to live here InuYasha has been an even bigger ass to you and you still put up with him !!! I'm puting an end to all that!!"
"Whats going on ???" they had turned around to see they had awoken the young kitsune
Sango and Miroku had taken shippoe in to be a mother and father figure for him until Kagome and Yash got married but that now looked like it wouldnt happen.
"Guys whats going on??"
"Hey shippoe " Kagome said lightly
"Ka-Kagome!!!!" he ran over and hugged her will impressive strength for a youngling
"How have you been hun" yea she got started calling him hun it seemed to calm his nerves
"Good Sango and Miroku are taking great care of me and well Kagome have...Have you been crying??"
"Dont worry hunny I'm ok and well look I have to go soon so go back to bed and I'll see you tomorrow ok?!"
"Ok bye Kagome"
Shippoe ran back to the bedroom and went to sleep but only because Kagome promised him she would tuck him in and she did
she came back to the living room with Sango to find a very annoyed monk
"I still couldnt sleep"
"Ok well hey I gotta run soo "
"See you tomorrow Kagome" Miroku said
"No your staying here" Sango snapped
Miroku nodded in agreement
"What I can't..."
"You can and you are now byez sweetie and sleep good"
"Sango "
"Kagome your coming over when you wake up and you and me are gona go have a girls day out like we used to"
"Ok thank you " she said before giving her best friend a death defying hug
Kagome walked over to the door only to have it fling open in her face and of course
"Kagome? what are you doing here?"
"InuYasha??"
"Uhh Kagome come here please" Sango yelled
"Hold on"
"InuYasha I should be asking you the same!" Kagome snapped continuing
"I came Because i was looking for you"
"I came to get away from you InuYasha"
Kagome ran past InuYasha to get outside and hopefully get to her car before he got to her
but she was unsuccesful
he grabbed her arms pulling her to were her chest touched his hard core abs
"InuYasha your hurting me let go!!" she cried as tears soon flooded her beautiful brown eyes
"Not till we talk!!" he said ,his voice was rough and scratchy like you sound after crying
he pulled her closer their faces not even a milimeter away his lips closing in..closer and closer and closer
until 'I cant take this anymore' Kagome thought
she grasped his triceps with her hands, her miko powers taking control of her, she couldnt take it any more
all the range built up inside her body
all the times he said he would be back soon and it would be 2 days later all the arguements and him knowing just knowing he would get her back it almost killed her
until she had to let loose and finally
"NNNNOOOOOO!!!!!!" the scream and cry in her voice echoed throught the area
the second the yelled her miko powers took over and shot InuYasha back by about 50 feet
she opend her eyes and looked at her hands
'What did I just do??' again she found her self screaming at him in a raspy crying voice as ttars were flooding her eyes
"INUYASHA I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! ALL OF THIS ALL OF THE LIES AND BETRAYEL EVERYTIME YOU SCREW UP I TAKE YOU BACK AND GET HURT AGAIN AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I WOULD RATHER DIE A THOUSAND LIFE'S THEN SEE YOU WITH KIKYO WHEN YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME !!!!!!!!" finally her voice lowered to a whisper
"InuYasha it breaks my heart into and you say you love me and then you go running to her and it kills me everytime!!!! So many night I thought about dying and if you would even notice I was gone or if you would even care and the fact that you cried when you thought i was dead after the building caught onfire said you did and so did the time you kissed me back at Kaguya's dream castle but then there are the time when you run to see Kikyo and leave me and you do it more and more now and .......{she lowered her head} and you dont see that Kikyo is dead and I'm right here I'm alive and she isnt and...and {crying heavily} sometimes now I wish I had died in that fire !!"
with that she ran not realieign she had a follower
of course Kouga.
"Kagome ....Why are you...crying ? Let me guess dog shit did this to you ?"
"Well Kouga it umm .....I dont really wanna talk about it"
"Its ok Kagome ..you uh you want me to take you home?"
"Would you please?"
"Sure hop in" he opend the door to his Porche{sp?}
"Thank you"
he gave her a small kiss on the cheek
and for two reasons
one he wanted to
and two InuYasha was standing there
so all the more reason
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The next morning she awoke to find a dozen of her favorite flowers on her drawer and a card that said "I'm sorry I love you" she ripped the card in half and dumped the flowers in the trash.
"Kagome hey Kagome wait up..."
she heard InuYasha yelling from the distance wich was soon not at all.
"Yash what do you want?"
'Since when does she call me yash?'
"Umm to talk about last night ..look im really sor...."
he was cut off when Kagome's hand covered his mouth
"InuYasha save it" she said with such harshness in her voice
"No Kagome you need to hear me out
I'm really sorry and your right you deserve better and I do love you and i really hope you can forgive me"
he smiled lightly and kissed her cheek ...
"Why do you smell like ......Kouga?!?!" his voice got deep with anger and jealousy
"Ummm well you see the thing is well...." at that very moment Sango burst through the door
"SHE DOESNT HAVE TO EXPLAIN A DAMN THING TO YOU!!!"
Kagome staggered back in shock
Sango continued with her range
"IF YOU CAN SNEAK AROUND WITH KIKYO THEN SHE CAN SNEAK AROUND WITH WHOM EVER SHE WANTS!!"
' gee thanks Sango make me sound like a slut' Kagome thought
"That didnt come out right , what I mean is why have you kept all these secrets from kagome?"
"Because ." he couldnt think so he just shut up
"BECAUSE WHY?! THAT ISNT A GOOD ENOUGH ANSWER ACTUALLY THAT ISNT AN ANSWER!!!!" Sango shouted at the top of her lungs
Yash backed away in fear of the angry tajii and her Hiraikotsu
"Because she needed my help thats why?" he snapped back
"What NEEDED YOUR HELP FUCKING PROBLY !!!" yelled the pissed tajii
Kagome was not only angry but hurt when he didnt respond
she ran to the other room in tears.
"LOOK WHAT YOU DID NOW YOU BASTERD. WHY DON'T YOU JUST LEAVE AND DON'T COME BACK!!! "
"SANGO I CAN'T AND I'M NOT GOING TO DO THAT"
out of no were they heard a loud crash on the floor
"KAGOME!!!" they both chorused
they ran upstairs to her room to find her dead on the floor covered in blood. InuYasha bent down and turned her onto her back.
he saw she had slit her throat . and there was a note attached to her,
it read...
" Dear InuYasha,
Wow this seems so odd. I always thought I would fall in love and get married and do the normal thing. But YOU took that from me .
Never was normal, never was happy . Yea you made me happy at times but that wasnt enough. you would take me up to high to were i thought NOTHING could go wrong . But I was WRONG. You would take me up only to watch me FALL. Wow oh and InuYasha remember how you kept cheating on me with Kikyo. Yea well I have my own little secret. I always thought you would figure it out I mean with your keen senses . But HAH obviously not keen enough. I got sick of you leaving me for Kikyo, So I cheated on you with KOUGA!!! ha choke on that ! Sango love ya like a sis sorry i had to leave yall like this I love yall truely and tell the truth to shippoe when he is older."
the two stould in utter shock
Sango laughed after a moment of letting it all soak in
InuYasha just left and wasnt seen again
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Epilouge
100 years later.
Sango,Miroku and Kikyo were all dead.
Shippoe was left but hated InuYasha for what he did to Kagome.
InuYasha was always at the graveyard,
Because he had requested to be buried next to Kagome.
they had a plaque above their gravestones
that read
"Two Lovers Drawn to Hate. One died from pain of realization
the other from loss of what he had made happen,"
<Meet me up in heaven
as I run from the light
leaving this life
for a neverending night
running away
from what I thought was real
trying to hide my pain
I'm trying not to feel
Kiss me Kill me
as turn away
hold me tight
as i die this way
finaly away
from the pain
finally
i cant hear you call my name.>
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A/N i hope yall liked it
"Talking"
'thoughts'
its my 1st alternate universe so please no flames and I dont own InuYasha but the lyrics are MINE
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Three years, it had taken three years to tear Kagome in half. They had been dating for Three years and the entire time he had seemed soo content.But she had noticed that around the third year he had began to pull away.
from her and everything.
It was two o'clock in the morning when Kagome heard her boyfrieds car pull into the driveway
The door slowly crept open and slammed
she heard him walk into the house trying to be very quiet as if to sneak in.
"Hey Yash why were you out soo late?" a weerily and tired young girl asked
"Huh oh nothing go back to bed"
he snapped almost demandingly
He got in bed leaning towards her to kiss her,
she turned over backing aways from his kiss and him
"Kagome whats wrong ?"
"Nothing I'm just tired"
"No Kagome tell me I can sense theses things remember?"
{A/N there are demons and hanyou's ect here}
"Its nothing just...just go to bed"
he yanked her arm pulling her towards him
"Ouch !!Yash your hurting me"
"Sorry Kag's"
'Hold on whats this?' she thought as she leaned in.
He thought she was leaning in to kiss him for earlier but to his suprise when he tried again she slapped him
"Kagome what the fuck is wrong with you?!?!"
"Why doncha tell me who your whore is first?"
"WHAT?!"
"That [she pointed to his cheek] there is lipstick on your cheek"
"That is from my mom!!!"
she took a moment and then snapped
"Your mom is dead and how dare you lie like that and using her as a crutch you Asshole!!!"
he knew he was busted
He got out of bed, threw his pants on and everythnig
"What ?Where are you going now??"
he mumbled something
"What did you say?"
he slammed the door
over with Sango and Miroku
"Come on Sango!!"
"No not tonight hun"
Miroku sighed
they had been married for a year now
ring......ring.....ring.......ring....
"Moshi?"
"Sango." she knew it was Kagome and she was crying
"Kagome...hun whats wrong??"
"Sango can...I come..::sniff:: over please ?"
"Sure comeon and you can stay for as long as you need"
an hour later Kagome was at her best friend ,for about their entire life, Sango's house to stay .
Sango answered the door and lunged at her friend grabbing her w/ a deadly hug.
"Ohhh Kagome tell me every detail and everything ok?!"
"Ok "
out of no where Miroku came running with a tub of Bryers choclate ice cream and some tear jerkers
"Kagome I'm sorry about what ever happen come here and gimme a hug"
Kagome walked over to Miroku and he hugged her, suprizingly no gropping was involved
"Wow Sango what ever you did to him sure worked"
both girls laughed
Miroku handed Kagome the icecream and two spoons
and Sango the movies
"Sorry Ladies, but i wont be staying up I'm going to bed"
"Night" they chorused
Sango gave him a kiss and Kagome gave him another hug thanking him
he whispered to her "Anytime"
and with that he was up to bed
Kagome and Sango smothered the couch
and dived into the ice cream
putting in " Tuck Everlasting "
"Feeling better Kag's"
"Yeah allot thanks soo much"
"Soo if you dont mind .."
"Yea i'll go ahead and tell you"
"Well it all started out when we had made plans to go to dinner for hour three year aniversary,and he said he had to cancel because a 'friend' called and said he had to 'take care'of them and he left and said he would be back around 11:30 but it was 2 this moring when he came in and i asked him what was wrong and why he was soo late and he just looked at me really cruely and snapped go back to bed "
it went silent for a moment
"And tell me the rest Kags" Sango said worridly
"well he also had mary-kay brand # 4 rosy red lipstick on his cheek"
"WHAT?!?! NO HE DIDNT IM GONNA KICK HIS ASS!!"
"Sango no just listen .." she went on and told her friend the rest
"He denied everything the lipstick wich by the way he blamed on his mother , I thought she was dead ! And he kept this awful attitude with me until he left and I havent seen him yet!"
"Kagome I'll kill his ass and put him eight feet under"
"Dont you mean six....what are you doing???" Kagome looked up as Sango ran over to get her Hiriakotsu,she picked it up over her shoulder
"Sango no!!!!!" she grabbed the weapon from her friend
"Why not Kagome ? Ever since the shard hunt ended and we came to live here InuYasha has been an even bigger ass to you and you still put up with him !!! I'm puting an end to all that!!"
"Whats going on ???" they had turned around to see they had awoken the young kitsune
Sango and Miroku had taken shippoe in to be a mother and father figure for him until Kagome and Yash got married but that now looked like it wouldnt happen.
"Guys whats going on??"
"Hey shippoe " Kagome said lightly
"Ka-Kagome!!!!" he ran over and hugged her will impressive strength for a youngling
"How have you been hun" yea she got started calling him hun it seemed to calm his nerves
"Good Sango and Miroku are taking great care of me and well Kagome have...Have you been crying??"
"Dont worry hunny I'm ok and well look I have to go soon so go back to bed and I'll see you tomorrow ok?!"
"Ok bye Kagome"
Shippoe ran back to the bedroom and went to sleep but only because Kagome promised him she would tuck him in and she did
she came back to the living room with Sango to find a very annoyed monk
"I still couldnt sleep"
"Ok well hey I gotta run soo "
"See you tomorrow Kagome" Miroku said
"No your staying here" Sango snapped
Miroku nodded in agreement
"What I can't..."
"You can and you are now byez sweetie and sleep good"
"Sango "
"Kagome your coming over when you wake up and you and me are gona go have a girls day out like we used to"
"Ok thank you " she said before giving her best friend a death defying hug
Kagome walked over to the door only to have it fling open in her face and of course
"Kagome? what are you doing here?"
"InuYasha??"
"Uhh Kagome come here please" Sango yelled
"Hold on"
"InuYasha I should be asking you the same!" Kagome snapped continuing
"I came Because i was looking for you"
"I came to get away from you InuYasha"
Kagome ran past InuYasha to get outside and hopefully get to her car before he got to her
but she was unsuccesful
he grabbed her arms pulling her to were her chest touched his hard core abs
"InuYasha your hurting me let go!!" she cried as tears soon flooded her beautiful brown eyes
"Not till we talk!!" he said ,his voice was rough and scratchy like you sound after crying
he pulled her closer their faces not even a milimeter away his lips closing in..closer and closer and closer
until 'I cant take this anymore' Kagome thought
she grasped his triceps with her hands, her miko powers taking control of her, she couldnt take it any more
all the range built up inside her body
all the times he said he would be back soon and it would be 2 days later all the arguements and him knowing just knowing he would get her back it almost killed her
until she had to let loose and finally
"NNNNOOOOOO!!!!!!" the scream and cry in her voice echoed throught the area
the second the yelled her miko powers took over and shot InuYasha back by about 50 feet
she opend her eyes and looked at her hands
'What did I just do??' again she found her self screaming at him in a raspy crying voice as ttars were flooding her eyes
"INUYASHA I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! ALL OF THIS ALL OF THE LIES AND BETRAYEL EVERYTIME YOU SCREW UP I TAKE YOU BACK AND GET HURT AGAIN AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I WOULD RATHER DIE A THOUSAND LIFE'S THEN SEE YOU WITH KIKYO WHEN YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME !!!!!!!!" finally her voice lowered to a whisper
"InuYasha it breaks my heart into and you say you love me and then you go running to her and it kills me everytime!!!! So many night I thought about dying and if you would even notice I was gone or if you would even care and the fact that you cried when you thought i was dead after the building caught onfire said you did and so did the time you kissed me back at Kaguya's dream castle but then there are the time when you run to see Kikyo and leave me and you do it more and more now and .......{she lowered her head} and you dont see that Kikyo is dead and I'm right here I'm alive and she isnt and...and {crying heavily} sometimes now I wish I had died in that fire !!"
with that she ran not realieign she had a follower
of course Kouga.
"Kagome ....Why are you...crying ? Let me guess dog shit did this to you ?"
"Well Kouga it umm .....I dont really wanna talk about it"
"Its ok Kagome ..you uh you want me to take you home?"
"Would you please?"
"Sure hop in" he opend the door to his Porche{sp?}
"Thank you"
he gave her a small kiss on the cheek
and for two reasons
one he wanted to
and two InuYasha was standing there
so all the more reason
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The next morning she awoke to find a dozen of her favorite flowers on her drawer and a card that said "I'm sorry I love you" she ripped the card in half and dumped the flowers in the trash.
"Kagome hey Kagome wait up..."
she heard InuYasha yelling from the distance wich was soon not at all.
"Yash what do you want?"
'Since when does she call me yash?'
"Umm to talk about last night ..look im really sor...."
he was cut off when Kagome's hand covered his mouth
"InuYasha save it" she said with such harshness in her voice
"No Kagome you need to hear me out
I'm really sorry and your right you deserve better and I do love you and i really hope you can forgive me"
he smiled lightly and kissed her cheek ...
"Why do you smell like ......Kouga?!?!" his voice got deep with anger and jealousy
"Ummm well you see the thing is well...." at that very moment Sango burst through the door
"SHE DOESNT HAVE TO EXPLAIN A DAMN THING TO YOU!!!"
Kagome staggered back in shock
Sango continued with her range
"IF YOU CAN SNEAK AROUND WITH KIKYO THEN SHE CAN SNEAK AROUND WITH WHOM EVER SHE WANTS!!"
' gee thanks Sango make me sound like a slut' Kagome thought
"That didnt come out right , what I mean is why have you kept all these secrets from kagome?"
"Because ." he couldnt think so he just shut up
"BECAUSE WHY?! THAT ISNT A GOOD ENOUGH ANSWER ACTUALLY THAT ISNT AN ANSWER!!!!" Sango shouted at the top of her lungs
Yash backed away in fear of the angry tajii and her Hiraikotsu
"Because she needed my help thats why?" he snapped back
"What NEEDED YOUR HELP FUCKING PROBLY !!!" yelled the pissed tajii
Kagome was not only angry but hurt when he didnt respond
she ran to the other room in tears.
"LOOK WHAT YOU DID NOW YOU BASTERD. WHY DON'T YOU JUST LEAVE AND DON'T COME BACK!!! "
"SANGO I CAN'T AND I'M NOT GOING TO DO THAT"
out of no were they heard a loud crash on the floor
"KAGOME!!!" they both chorused
they ran upstairs to her room to find her dead on the floor covered in blood. InuYasha bent down and turned her onto her back.
he saw she had slit her throat . and there was a note attached to her,
it read...
" Dear InuYasha,
Wow this seems so odd. I always thought I would fall in love and get married and do the normal thing. But YOU took that from me .
Never was normal, never was happy . Yea you made me happy at times but that wasnt enough. you would take me up to high to were i thought NOTHING could go wrong . But I was WRONG. You would take me up only to watch me FALL. Wow oh and InuYasha remember how you kept cheating on me with Kikyo. Yea well I have my own little secret. I always thought you would figure it out I mean with your keen senses . But HAH obviously not keen enough. I got sick of you leaving me for Kikyo, So I cheated on you with KOUGA!!! ha choke on that ! Sango love ya like a sis sorry i had to leave yall like this I love yall truely and tell the truth to shippoe when he is older."
the two stould in utter shock
Sango laughed after a moment of letting it all soak in
InuYasha just left and wasnt seen again
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Epilouge
100 years later.
Sango,Miroku and Kikyo were all dead.
Shippoe was left but hated InuYasha for what he did to Kagome.
InuYasha was always at the graveyard,
Because he had requested to be buried next to Kagome.
they had a plaque above their gravestones
that read
"Two Lovers Drawn to Hate. One died from pain of realization
the other from loss of what he had made happen,"
<Meet me up in heaven
as I run from the light
leaving this life
for a neverending night
running away
from what I thought was real
trying to hide my pain
I'm trying not to feel
Kiss me Kill me
as turn away
hold me tight
as i die this way
finaly away
from the pain
finally
i cant hear you call my name.>
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A/N i hope yall liked it