InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Emotion She Lacks... ❯ My Pain ( Chapter -1 )

My Pain

 

~Kagome~

 

I felt miserable. I felt alone. I felt so out in the open. Only three things to make me run away from a place I used to call “home”. As I walked through the freezing rain of winter, I finally realized that I only had my high school uniform and chocolate looking dress shoes. I sighed heavily and sat on a bench. My face was buried in my small soft hands as I tried not to think about the things that have been happening. Nothing good has been happening for the past month. My mother and Sota died in a car accident caused by a drunk driver while they were coming home from a soccer game. The screwed up part is that the day he went to court for a first-degree murder, the man was pronounced not guilty. I wished that he had been put hold for a death penalty for killing my two closest people in the world.

 

A few days later when my grandfather was informed about his daughter's death, he was completely horrified of what has been done. Once he also found out about the case, he was disgusted of the man. I was too, but there was nothing I do about it. But one thing was sure, and that was justice was not served for all I know. Someday, my mother and brother's death will be avenged. But right when I was depressed about the death, my grandfather soon died after about 4 days. I was informed that he never ate anything and was disheartened about his daughter's death. The weird thing was that my father didn't die and he was the only one supporting me.

 

I trusted him. I respected him. Wait a second… I trusted him?! Anger swiftly went through my body like an adrenaline rush as I thought of that bastard. He was such a good father until his true love HAD to die! Now I have nowhere to go!

 

I clenched my fists as I tried to fight my tears filling up the space in my eyes. But it didn't work. Streams of tears were coming down my face. Again, I felt like a 3-year-old looking for her mother with nothing but her teddy bear and blanket. Nothing could help me now… Not even my mother…

 

I thought of what I have left behind. My mother, Sota, grandfather, Sango, Miroku, everyone. I looked up. `What beautiful full moon we have tonight.' The moon was shining with such elegance and beauty that I just couldn't ignore it. I remember that my mom and I used to sit under the stars and look at the moon. The thought of my mother and her motherly smile made me wonder about what she was doing in heaven. How it's like up there. How… it's like to be dead. I thought, `Damn it, mom! Bring me with you! Your ass of a husband had to fucking sexually abuse me! Now he's going to kill me the next time he sees me. How can you ever like a bastard?!' I was very angry at this point and even I noticed because I never really said cuss words… I packed the thought of my father away in the back of my mind, where he wouldn't be seen.

 

As I thought of what my mother would do at this moment, I stood up, and continued to walk through the quiet city of Tokyo.

 

 

A/N

Author's Note!

Hey guys and girls! I wanted to make another fanfic about Kagome and her terrible past and how she wants her future! It's kind of serious so to the kids looking at this, (kids shouldn't be reading this anyway-okay, okay, I don't mean me-and for you people out there, I'm a sixth grade student) please, oh please don't ask me about all this lawyer stuff. I understand so you should understand.

 

*Please notice that this is my second ever fanfic!!! ^_^ Woo hoo! I also want to announce that this is my first ever story that has bad language and lots of sexuality. I know what you're thinking. She's only in sixth grade and she's writing about sex?!

Weirdly yes, but I'm not that good at describing sex… Ha!

Anyway, I hoped you enjoyed the introduction!

To you people who haven't read my other story called The Real Meaning To Love, I hope you search for it and read it!

Thanks! 8Kagome ^_^